Chapter 83: Saying goodbye always hurts
The next day was fortunately the weekend, and it took half a night to go back last night, and Cheng Qingge suddenly slept until he woke up naturally. Come to think of it, it seems like it's been a long time since I've slept so well.
Although my forehead was injured, after last night, it seems that many things have suddenly been figured out. Even Ma Xiaoya realized her mistake and came over to apologize to Cheng Qingge. Cheng Qingge never thought about this scene.
When he was lying in bed, Cheng Qingge received a text message from Shi Ning: "Did you get up? Does your forehead still hurt? Would you like to take you to something delicious at noon? In the evening, I remember that we had to go to change the dressing together. ”
Cheng Qingge hurriedly replied to Shi Ning's text message: "I'm fine, it's fine, and the wound doesn't hurt so much." But what's going on with your arm? ”
Shi Ning immediately took a selfie and signaled that his arm was fine.
Although it seems that Shi Ning is just taking a casual shot, for Cheng Qingge, his selfies are all nirvana to kill her in seconds.
Seeing Shi Ning smiling at the camera, Cheng Qingge only felt that his heart was about to melt, and his heart was inexplicably sweet.
Probably this is love. The wine bottle that Ma Xiaoya threw out last night seemed to have a good result, which woke Cheng Qingge up at once, and let her see the person in her heart clearly.
She sat up, reached out and stroked the two singing clay sculptures that Shi Ning had given her on the bookshelf, and had silently decided in her heart - no matter what family background Shi Ning had, no matter whether he had any marriage contract, as long as he said that he liked her, she would immediately agree to be with him, and she didn't care about anything else.
That's right, liking someone is an overwhelming battle, and you can't stop it if you want to.
Cheng Qingge was thinking about it, and suddenly received another message on his mobile phone, which was actually sent by Wu Jiahao.
"Senior sister, how are you? I heard you were injured last night? You okay? Are you in a dormitory? I want to go see you. ”
Cheng Qingge looked at the two text messages that were also concerned about the front and back, and made a decision silently in his heart.
and Wu Jiahao's matter, it seems that it is time to make it clear.
If you continue to be unclear like this, you will really be mistaken by others for stepping on two boats, or cultivating a spare tire......
So, she first sent a message asking Shi Ning to recuperate obediently and not run around. Then he sat there and thought about how to have a showdown with Wu Jiahao...... Where to make an appointment? What do you want to say when you meet......
After thinking about it, she finally sent a message to Wu Jiahao: "Senior brother, my injuries are nothing, they are all trivial." However, I have something to tell you today, let's go to the school playground and meet. ”
When the message was sent, Cheng Qingge breathed a sigh of relief.
I finally had to say those words that were hidden in my heart, and my heart was inexplicably a little relaxed.
It seems that after a long time, Wu Jiahao replied that he would meet when he would meet?
Cheng Qingge hurriedly sent it: "If you are free now, then now, right?" ”
After sending the message, Cheng Qingge hurriedly rushed into the bathroom to tidy himself up.
When he received Wu Jiahao's reply of "good", Cheng Qingge had already cleaned up.
took a look in front of the mirror, and cheered yourself up by the way - Cheng Qingge, you can do it! You'll be able to handle it! Come on!
Then she headed for the school playground.
When she arrived at the playground, she found that she had made a repeat mistake again, and the location was set on the playground, but she did not say the specific location, which was very similar to the last Christmas night, when she watched fireworks with Wu Jiahao in the playground.
Nuoda's playground, can he still find her like last time?
Cheng Qingge was thinking about it, but he heard that familiar voice sounding behind him.
"Senior sister. I'm coming. ”
Cheng Qingge turned his head and saw Wu Jiahao smiling brightly. Unsurprisingly, he found her in the first place.
However, when he saw the gauze on Cheng Qingge's forehead, his smile suddenly put away.
"Senior sister, how did you get this? Are you really hurt? I heard from a classmate in the literature club that you and Ma Xiaoya went to the bar last night and had an accident. You two ......"
While speaking, Wu Jiahao involuntarily reached out and wanted to touch the gauze on Cheng Qingge's forehead, Cheng Qingge saw his ambiguous action, hurriedly dodged to the side, stroked the gauze on his forehead with his hand and said, "Senior brother, it's okay, it's all over." My wound is a trivial matter, and it will be healed in two days. ”
Wu Jiahao seemed to feel the sense of distance that Cheng Qingge deliberately kept today, and was stunned for a moment. Soon, he suddenly lowered his head again: "Cheng Qingge, I'm sorry." It's all my fault. ”
Cheng Qingge was a little confused when he heard it, why did Wu Jiahao apologize?
Wu Jiahao continued: "If it weren't for me, Ma Xiaoya and you wouldn't have been so strained. I've heard all about last night. ”
Cheng Qingge realized that Wu Jiahao was not an afterthought about Ma Xiaoya's liking of him.
However, Ma Xiaoya also looked for Cheng Qingge last night, and the previous worries and grievances of the two of them were temporarily resolved. Cheng Qingge hurriedly said: "Senior brother, Ma Xiaoya and I are fine, the matter has passed." There's no misunderstanding between the two of us now. ”
Hearing this, Wu Jiahao suddenly looked puzzled: "You say, your misunderstanding?" Untied? ”
Cheng Qingge nodded, but Wu Jiahao continued to look puzzled. Obviously, Wu Jiahao still thought that Cheng Qingge and Ma Xiaoya fought last night because he was jealous.
Cheng Qingge was about to ask Wu Jiahao how he knew about last night, but suddenly remembered the campus network. Such a bloody and gossip thing, how could it not be picked up. Moreover, there were a lot of students who were at the scene last night. As for the content, Cheng Qingge doesn't even have to think about it, naturally the more bloody he is, the more exciting he is, the more attention he gets.
Thinking of this, Cheng Qingge suddenly turned around and began to walk around the track of the playground, and Wu Jiahao also quickened his pace when he saw this, and followed her.
Walking like this, Cheng Qingge couldn't help but think of the night of Christmas, Wu Jiahao was silently by her side just like now. They also sat together in the cold wind of the stands, watching the group of people below set off fireworks.
She has always loved the school playground and likes to climb to sit on the high stands. Quietly look at the lap after lap of the white runway below, where someone is spinning like the hands of a clock. I remember that some people said at that time that after graduating and entering the society, they must miss this kind of time.
Cheng Qingge is starting to miss it now. She misses a little bit of the days when Wu Jiahao helped her occupy a seat in the study room, the days when they studied side by side together, and the days when they had a revolutionary friendship. I miss the days when they were simple, studied hard, and made progress every day.
If there are not so many emotional entanglements, it is a simple classmate relationship, how good would it be to get along like that all the time?
Cheng Qingge thought of this, and quickly dispelled these thoughts in his mind. What did you ask Wu Jiahao to come here today, have you forgotten? The kind of simple classmate friendship that I covet, but in the eyes of others, it may not be.
What's more, Cheng Qingge had to admit that she had already understood something from Wu Jiahao's eyes, but the two of them tacitly agreed not to say it.
However, it must be said now. And it has to be said clearly and clearly.
But what exactly should I say from that sentence?
In the playground in the morning, the sun is gently sprinkled, the air is fresh, and the breeze is blowing.
Cheng Qingge looked at Wu Jiahao with a side face, and he actually looked good-looking again shrouded in the sun.
He didn't speak for a long time, but Wu Jiahao didn't ask, so he silently accompanied her for almost half of the playground.
Cheng Qingge finally mustered up the courage to speak: "Senior brother, Ma Xiaoya likes you very much, you know that, right?" ”
Wu Jiahao listened to this question, but he was not surprised at all, he hummed softly beside him, nodded, and then hurriedly added: "However, I don't like her." ”
Cheng Qingge was not surprised at all when he heard it. He bowed his head and walked away, and said, "But she thinks you like me." ”
After saying this, Cheng Qingge thought to herself, she finally pierced this layer of window paper, but she was a little flustered in her heart, she didn't know how Wu Jiahao would answer.
However, Wu Jiahao, who was next to him, heard this, but was silent and didn't say anything more.
Cheng Qingge thought to himself, isn't he actually liking me either? Just like Ma Xiaoya said, if you like someone, is it true that no matter when or where you are asked, the answer is certain and affirmative?
Looking at Wu Jiahao again, he looked at the sky in the distance with a melancholy expression, as if he didn't intend to answer this question.
Cheng Qingge felt that it would be fruitless to wait any longer, so he simply said: "Forget it, it doesn't matter what she says." I just want to tell you that, actually, I have someone I like in my heart. ”
After Cheng Qingge said this, he was flustered again. After all, I said what I had to say.
When Wu Jiahao heard this, he suddenly stopped.
"I know, you have someone you like."
Cheng Qingge also stopped in some surprise and looked at Wu Jiahao in front of him.
Although he was still shrouded in sunlight at this moment, she suddenly couldn't see the sunny smile in his eyes, and her eyes were full of melancholy.
Wu Jiahao asked again: "So, are you together?" ”
Cheng Qingge looked at Wu Jiahao, she didn't know how to answer this question. She has already understood her intentions for Shi Ning, but she really doesn't know if they can be together.
Wu Jiahao kept staring at Cheng Qingge's eyes like this, as if he wanted to look into her heart, Cheng Qingge hurriedly avoided his eyes.
At this time, Wu Jiahao suddenly smiled, and Cheng Qingge hurriedly raised his eyes to look over, but there was still no sunshine in his eyes.
Wu Jiahao said: "It's okay, you just like it." ”
After saying that, his eyes quickly looked at the sky in the distance.
Cheng Qingge didn't know what to say for a while, so he had to start walking around the playground again.
Wu Jiahao stood in place this time and did not follow again.
Cheng Qingge's heart suddenly swelled with sadness.
It turns out that saying goodbye always hurts.
She took a few steps out and turned back.
Wu Jiahao looked at her in place.
The wind blew and ruffled her long hair, and she had to reach out and pull it behind her ears.
Wu Jiahao smiled hard again and said, "Senior sister, do you know? You look so good. Special, special and beautiful. ”
Cheng Qingge listened to this, but felt that his eyes began to get wet.
Wu Jiahao said again: "Senior sister, I have always told you that you are really great and excellent. You deserve the best of everything. ”
Cheng Qingge felt that his tears were about to pour out.
Wu Jiahao continued: "Maybe, you don't need me to help you occupy a seat in the study room in the future, maybe, you don't need me to invite you to a delicious meal in the future, maybe, you don't need me to accompany you to blow the cold wind and comfort you in the future." But remember, at any time, you can come to me if you need to. I will always be your best brother. ”
Listening to this sentence, Cheng Qingge's tears could not stop falling.
If it had been in the past, Wu Jiahao would definitely have come forward, helped her wipe her tears, rubbed her hair, and comforted her: "How old is the nose crying, and if you cry again, you will become a little cat." ”
However, now Wu Jiahao is just looking at her from afar. The eyes are still so sad.