Chapter 30 The physical and mental trauma caused to the heroine in the past

Later, Yaxuan sang for me again. The lyrics are like this, I want your rainy night waiting for you at the intersection, who said to accompany me to the permanent permanent ....... Falling in love with you is my life's desire, and I have nothing else to ask for to be with you. …………。 How can I ruthlessly let go of my hand and let this love go down the drain. …………。

After Yaxuan finished singing, tears broke down.

I looked at Yaxuan with tears in my eyes and said. Do you care about that? Do you care about the past? Even though I knew I was wrong, I didn't want to explain too much.

Yaxuan nodded with tears in his eyes and said, Yes. I don't understand why you let go of my hand in the first place?

I clutched my head hysterically with a headache and said. It's that demon again, and you mentioned that demon to me again. You know, he gets a headache when I think about it. How did you bear to mention him to me? After saying that, I burst into tears.

Yaxuan hugged me with tears in her eyes and said. Let's forget, let's forget the past.

When Yaxuan wanted to continue kissing me, I unconsciously threw up again. And pushed him away vigorously and said. Who told you to mention him again, and to mention the previous ones?

Then I cried. You know that it was a heavy physical and mental blow to me before, how did you bear to mention it?

Then I said angrily, why are you so cruel!

Yaxuan then hugged me with tears in her eyes. I pushed him away and ran away with my head in my hands.

Later, damn Yaxuan picked me up and continued to sing. From the moment you say you broke up, there was no joy in my world. …………。 Counting the injuries that are slaughtered by time, I love you for a time that turns out to be like this.

After Yaxuan finished singing, tears broke down. But I also fainted because of overwork, excessive headaches.

Yaxuan hugged me with tears on her face and left. He carried me to the Dragon Bedchamber. When he tried to kiss me with tears in his eyes, I unconsciously threw up again, because I thought of Jawan again, of the demon.

Later, in order to heal my psychological wounds, Yaxuan rarely stayed in the Dragon Dormitory for a long time, but let Fei'er accompany me. It's just that every time I go to court, I will happily come to comfort me and come to eat with me.

Until one day Yaxuan told me that my uncle and my aunt came to inspect the demon world. I looked at my uncle with tears in my eyes and said, why do I have such a headache? Why can't I forget the past?

My uncle said. You bastard kid, you're idle! What to do, what to do, what to do!

I said to my uncle with tears in my eyes. No, uncle, I'm depressed now. Traumatized, don't you think you should care about my physical and mental health?

My uncle said in a serious and tearful voice with great distress. Girl, what do you want me to do? Yaxuan has been so good to you.

I clutched my head in a terrible headache and cried hysterically. Uncle, dig up Jawang's grave! Flatten his grave! Ruined his mound too! Let all of his soul be completely wiped out!

My uncle hugged me very distressed and said. Forget it, girl, it's all over. Don't hold on to the past. Your uncle's past is much more bitter than yours, and he doesn't hold on to it like you.

Later, I covered my head with my hands and shouted hysterically with a great headache. Yes............!

My uncle said rationally and pretending to be angry. Come on! Don't complain about anything, blame you for your lack of heart! You still have the face to cry with Lao Tzu here!

Then I looked at my uncle with tears in my eyes, and then burst into tears.

My uncle said, "Okay!" Step aside! I have something to talk to Yaxuan about with your aunt!

Later, what my uncle and Yaxuan talked about, I don't know. All I know is that Yaxuan cares more about my physical and mental health. No matter what I do! How to hit him hysterically with a pillow! He won't be angry at any matter how he ruins his plays.

It wasn't until later that my head went crazy and I had a hysterical headache. I took advantage of Yaxuan's absence, and ran out crying. Fei'er tried to stop her, but I used my magic to make her lie down slowly and faint.

Later, I ran to the sea of lonely mermaids in a crying hysteria. I jumped off! The moment I jumped, Yaxuan and my uncle both came, and Yaxuan burst into tears. My uncle also burst into tears instantly.

I burst into tears and said to my uncle with tears in my eyes. Thank you, uncle, for giving me fatherly love. I've been living in deception and hypocrisy since I was a child, and no one really cares about my feelings. Until I met Yaxuan and found you. But it was too late.

After saying that, I burst into tears and cried. Tears make me cry so silently and painfully. The pain is so sadistic and can't be on its own.

My uncle said with tears in his eyes. Girl, are you worthy of your uncle by doing this? Your uncle is still pointing to you for the elderly?

I cried and wept silently, and my face was full of tears. Uncle, why didn't you find me earlier? Don't care about my physical and mental health? Why did you come to me after I had suffered so many sins?

Then I said with tears in my eyes. Uncle, am I your own child? Why did my parents never care about me? Why didn't they ever care if I lived or died? And only care about money. Since I was a child, I have been like this since I entered society.

My uncle said angrily. Alright, you bastard, I didn't raise you this big, did you grow up eating shit?!

I cried. I know uncle, I have been taking my share of responsibility. And these responsibilities have never stopped. That's why I was in so much pain, and I couldn't do it. If my parents are old, I can understand that. So when they were young, when they were at their best, why did they do the same to me?

My uncle said with tears in his eyes. Not kids. But believe me, you still have a long way to go. Your uncle doesn't want you to be so aggressive?

I cried. Why am I more of an item, being swapped back and forth. Although I fought back in the end, it also left me with deep scars and sequelae.

I continued. Uncle, when will I learn your ruthlessness and rationality? Never pay attention to those who hurt themselves. Let them fend for themselves until they realize their mistakes.

My uncle said very rationally. I don't know, people are not the same from person to person. You'd better take care of yourself first.

I then continued. But later, for the sake of family affection and responsibility, did you still manage it? This proves that my grandmother's harm to you still doesn't cause you to really hate you. You just have a different view from her, and you don't want to pay attention to her anymore.

My uncle said, "Okay, okay." I don't have time to listen to you talk nonsense.

After speaking, my uncle said to Yaxuan again. Go on, kid, get her out.