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However, I don't know how many times I found that whenever he watched other people's families happily walk in front of him, the unconscious sadness in his eyes was revealed. In everyone's eyes, they often laugh and joke with others, all the time. Every time, when he encounters something, he is the first to stand out, and his grades are good, the teacher praises him, and he holds the position of vice president of the student union in the school.
Although it is not a school grass, but a class grass, his light has long overshadowed the so-called school grass. However, such a person, in the middle of the night, lying on the grass in the park, plugged in earplugs, looking alone at the night sky obscured by the city lights, even if it is often dark, and the stars hide from the city humans. It was very quiet, there was no usual flickering in his eyes, endless sadness. She didn't know why he was like that, presumably he had a very happy family before, perhaps, the unhappiness encountered during the day was only experienced alone at night, perhaps, both.
He never told anyone, and who would have known if he hadn't stumbled upon him in the park one night! He stood silently beside him for more than an hour, did not find her, and then left silently, and when he came the next day, he was still there, but unfortunately, it did not pass from beginning to end, and accepting his confession was only a few days after seeing him that time. A boy who will go to an orphanage, a boy who laughs during the day and is as melancholy as his name at night, but she was deeply shocked.
At that time, she thought that although she had a complete family, with the appearance, achievements, and family background that others envied, he may also have a certain degree of similarity with herself, and he was a human being who loved to laugh during the day and looked at the stars at night in a daze. Thinking of these, Yang Yu sighed slightly, he was still so unhappy at the moment. Lin Yuhan He died, and Yang Yu knew that Yuan Yuan had such a deep attachment to him, because he sacrificed his life to save his touch, because he usually took meticulous care, careful, gentle, and gave her courage, fell apart, but forgot about him like that, a year later, he reappeared, but it was Yang Mu, two completely different human beings, but they had a familiar taste on their bodies, and he was consistent with her.
Until, when her memory awakened and his identity was revealed, she thought that God had given her another chance. Why, at that time, he suddenly disappeared, why did he hide from himself, is it really as he said, go deep into the enemy, understand this? Who believes? I saw that kind of look, the sadness when he looked at the sky, and the eyes that turned aside because he spoke unnaturally. He is confident, but he is decadent.
No one stood up and told her everything, watching him go farther and farther, seeing him look back with weak eyes, and he was the same confused, to this world, the confusion did not decrease, but swelled a lot, who could tell her, the future road, how she should go?
It's not your habit to be in a daze. "I don't know when it started, Han Feng stood behind Yang Yu, and he didn't notice it at all, and he learned to be serious.
"When did you come, don't you need to cultivate?" Yang Yu was taken aback by him, but she has experienced so many things, she is no longer the child who is shocked when she hears something, and she already knows how to be calm when she encounters something. The cold wind didn't seem to achieve the expected results, flashed a trace of loss, and touched his nose unconsciously.
This seemingly ordinary action made Yang Yu's heart jump steeply, this is a common action for Yang Mu, she understands him and knows that it is loss, "Your actions are very similar to his, sure enough, you are more suitable to be brothers." ”
Han Feng frowned, not very satisfied with Yang Yu talking about him and Yang Mu again, "It's impossible to be a brother or anything, why are you so obsessed with this kind of thing, I don't care anymore." "It's really a child who can't lie, when he says this, his eyes have to be aimed at the ceiling, as if he is afraid that others will know that he is lying, and he carefully covers it up, but it shows it more obviously, Yang Yu sneered and laughed, "You look like this, there are a few words written on your face and eyes, do you know what?" ”
Han Feng frowned tightly, and said coldly, "Say, what is written, if you don't say it, I will..."
Yang Yu couldn't stand up with a smile anymore, and pointed at his frowning brow, "Old man, the wrinkles are so tight, it's not good to age early." ”
"Our people don't age so early, don't divert the topic from me, talk about it quickly."
"Do you really want to say?" Yang Yu confirmed again, it was the eyes of the cold wind and pollution-free, which deeply expressed that it was! I want to know.
"Writing, I'm lying, please believe the audience, this story is pure fiction." Black lines, Jiachuan characters, unnatural expressions appeared on the handsome face of the cold wind, and at this time, his eyebrows were about to be squeezed together, and he looked like he was particularly cool. He had nothing to refute, so he had to wave his hand generously, "Forget it, this prince is naturally tolerant, and he doesn't care about little women like you, I don't know which person has ever said that good men don't fight with women, I don't know who said that women and villains are difficult to raise, I don't know if I said it, the gentleman doesn't move his mouth, you know, I am a model." ”
This time, Yang Yu's black face changed, "Yang Mu said, no matter how you look at it, you are very similar to him!" ”
"Don't always compare him to me, you say, what is the resemblance of us?"
"Actually, in fact, you don't know more in your heart than yourself, why deceive yourself, I have already seen this." "I just don't know, you say!" The cold wind seems a little capricious, and Yang Yu must say. In fact, he just wanted to know what Yang Yu knew about him.
Completely convinced him, Yang Yu had no choice but to explain helplessly, "You two, all kinds of missions behind the political stage, in the heavenly realm, the order he got was to seal you, however, this kind of thing is not what he wants to do, before, if he wants to attack you because it is a crisis, with his heart, it is impossible to do it, for him, whether he can do it or not, he doesn't know." On the contrary, I have a little sympathy for you, thinking that you are the same as him, you are carrying the prosperity of the demon race, carrying such a heavy burden, you are half human and half demon, you want to watch your kind kill each other, among them, you are the most painful.
Your nature is not bad, even the nature of human beings is beyond the blood of the demon race, or rather, you are more like a human being, theoretically, there is no specific situation, no matter what, you will not attack humans, but... In Yang Mu's heart, he never believed that you would really open the seal and open the same path in the world. Even if, after knowing these things, he didn't do anything to you, he chose to believe you, he told me that if one day, everyone can let go of all their missions, like an ordinary human being, he hopes that the two of you can become friends and never live in pain again.
And you, I believe that you are the same, when you lost your mind in a madness, but you were merciful, unable to really play hard, knowing that you must have fought against yourself at that time, I believe that the two of you have always been sympathetic to each other in your heart, on the surface they are destined enemies, but they have long regarded each other as friends. You look at the way he looks at you, just as he looks at you, I know him, he is, and so do you. ”
Hanfeng yawned, just like Yang Yu was bored and didn't want to listen, "It's so good, I have to believe it myself, if you understand him, you will understand me?" Unfortunately, I said no. ”
Yang Yu was slightly annoyed, after saying it for a long time, the kid couldn't sleep, saying that it wasn't like this, who would believe it.
"I've been talking for a long time, you just have this attitude, it's too hurtful." Yang Yu turned his back and ignored him.
The cold wind smiled bitterly, silently, do you understand, it is telling the truth, but in her eyes, in her heart, in her heart, in her words, it is Yang Mu, in her heart, where is the little wind called the cold wind, is there a place? For a while, the room was silent, and he mustered up his courage, "Yang Yu, do you know, I like you!" ”
Say this, "Yes." Short and ruthless words, simple two words, contain meanings that are not so simple.
was rejected, this was the first thing that Han Feng thought of after reacting, and sure enough, in her heart, it was already occupied by Yang Mu, and he was powerless to struggle, "Why, why can't you forget him?" I want to know the answer. ”
Although Yang Yu knew that the cold wind would have this reaction, when the facts were presented in front of him, he still had an inexplicable and heartache feeling, "He, do you want to listen to the truth?" ”
"Yes." Han Feng nodded weakly, even if he knew the answer, but even if he was humiliated, he still had to do it, decided to do the good things, said to do the things he wanted to do, didn't he?
"I'm sorry, what I like, there has always been only one person named Lin Yuhan, also named Yang Mu, a person who didn't know when he was summoned by the heavenly realm and the god of death came to the door, but he saved me by force. A person who looks at the starry sky in a daze and creates happiness for others. I don't know what kind of feelings I will have in such a situation, but from beginning to end, there is only one person I like, just when I am stubborn, just when I..."
"Don't say it again, I understand, all along, I just need to silently bless you and see that you can be happy." The cold wind quickly adjusted his mood, buried the pain in a corner of his heart, and when there was no one, he digested it alone. Remember, give such a relationship that shouldn't be there, a gorgeous burial.
"Hanfeng, do you know, I see your every move, remember it in my heart, and I know what you do for me. However, ask yourself, for you, I have the affection between friends, the general dependence between brothers and sisters, and I am touched and grateful to you. But I couldn't turn him into love. ”
"I know, it's good for you to follow Yang Mu, I can also know that he will treat you well, how much you love him, he will definitely not be less than you, and even, far more than you. After being able to stay in the heavenly realm for a year, he will come back with you in his eyes, and believe in him, he must care about you very much. "The voice of the cold wind has become inaudible and there is no sadness, and those who don't know will definitely not think of him confessing to a girl just now, being ruthlessly rejected, and there is no such tone at all." Oh, what's the point of that, fate seems to want to separate us. ”
"Does fate really want to separate you? Do you really think so? A few questions made Yang Yu a little speechless. If you want to separate you, why did you stay in the Heavenly Realm for a year and immediately send him back to you, the Heavenly Realm is not against the free love of the Protoss. ”
Yang Yu thought about it carefully, it seems that this is also the case, and now they have been separated for more than two years, and there is no news, let alone anything else. His eyes flashed, and by the way, God, God once said that there was going to be a happy event in the heavenly realm. Thinking of this, although Yang Yu blushed a little, this shows that the Heavenly Realm has not decided to separate them, but why, is it like this, what is going on?
"Remember, after a short time here, he disappeared, didn't he?"
"How do you know?"
"In my turf, you say, what would I not know."
"Yes, he stays at your base camp, what can escape your eyes!" Yang Yu sighed, as for why Yang Mu disappeared for so long, she had always cared about it.
"You must be wondering why he left you and went to that place alone to rent a house and live in my sight? Aren't you curious? Yang Yu's eyes changed suddenly, and his voice became urgent, "Why, do you know everything, tell me." ”
"Remember, that day, I happened to pass by your house, and I happened to see you in the rain at the door, I didn't go over, I watched quietly, trying to understand what happened to you. As a result, after you came out, I followed you to the park all the time, and those so-called, all just, I thought, he hurt you, made you so sad, and so, I starred in everything that followed, not just because of my feelings, not just because I wanted to say I liked you, uh, and mentioned this irrelevant issue again.
Well, it's even more because, he's always been behind us, watching you, from the time you arrived, when I arrived, he seemed to be there a long time ago, accompanying you in the rain, just to make him understand your importance. As a result, he left, disappeared, and lived in that place, just thinking that you would come to me and want to watch you in the dark. At that time, he thought that we were already lovers, and it was such a misunderstanding. ”
Yang Yu stood there dumbfounded, now, everything is understood, Yang Mu is really because of himself, but she, inadvertently hurt him so deeply, he always thinks of only himself. I know why he smelled after the rain that night, I know why he was drinking, I know what he muttered: Don't leave me.
I know it, Yang Mu, why are you so stupid, why are you bearing it alone, why don't you say it, what are you for! However, this may be your style, bearing everything alone. For a long time, the cold wind didn't hear any movement from Yang Yu, only to find that the silent tears had already invaded Yang Yu.
Look for it, it's been another month, we haven't even seen a ghost, but it's a month closer to the day you challenged Di Shuo, are you really that confident? Xiao Gu complained, for a month, he followed Yang Mu to run the whole continent, all day long except to walk and fly, what to say to find something, I didn't see him make any movements, his face was expressionless all day long, he closed his eyes as soon as he sat on Xingdi's back, Xiao Gu was not an ordinary person, he could feel her soul fluctuations, and he also knew that he was looking for things, but if there was no result, would they have to waste their time here all the time? He doesn't do it, like this kind of waste of time and life, there is a little point in passing the time when he is bored, so he can barely accept it, after all, he is still a child, concentrated, doing the same thing repeatedly, and living the same life every day, it is still a little difficult, and the patience is not enough.
Yang Mu looked at him with disdain, adjusted his sitting posture, it was night, and he would find a hotel to rest as usual, "If you don't understand, don't talk nonsense, I said what you have done in the past month, and you haven't helped me at all, but you have dragged me to the market all day long to buy some snacks, I don't know what your stomach does, and it doesn't matter how you eat it." ”
"I want to know right now what we're doing, why I can't seem to play a role, it's not that I don't want to help." Xiao Gu wanted to argue, but how to argue, what Yang Mu said was the truth, how to distort the facts that had happened, he was not able to do this kind of thing.
Yang Mu got up and closed the window, turned around and asked seriously, "Xiao Gu, let me ask you, can you feel the soul breath of the Protoss?" ”
It's rare to see Yang Mu so serious, without a little expression on his face, Xiao Gu admitted that Yang Mu often looked at him expressionlessly, but he had never been so serious, "It's almost okay, feeling the special technique of the soul of the Protoss is the specialty of the royal family, but because my body is not completely dazzling in the world, what I can feel is only at close range, far away, I can't help it, I noticed your soul state that day, just because I happened to be on the ground, and you, with Xingdi's amplitude by my side, I can barely do it." ”
"In this way, doesn't this mean that you are a useless Protoss, I really don't know, why did the Heavenly Realm send you to this space, hey, can't you find some powerful people to come over? I can also make it easier for the Millennium War. Yang Mu looked a little disappointed, and suddenly remembered that he could detect his breath, and thought that he had the ability to detect, disappointed, it turned out that he was stained with Xingdi's light.
Xiao Gu's face is not very good-looking, even if he is a child, it seems that he is also a god clan, a dignified royal family, and now he is treated as a useless waste, can he be willing? No, how is that possible. "Hmph, if you don't feel the long-distance Protoss aura, it's very weak, what were you doing when you were eleven years old, I'm afraid you don't even know who you are, hmph, I'm embarrassed to talk about me."
Yang Mu was speechless, yes, what could he do when he was eleven years old, could he look at a god clan who couldn't exert his strength because of his age and body? No, he didn't know anything when he was eleven years old, he was the son of the Protoss in the world, and the reason for his parents was to become a happy Protoss, and this Protoss who had been a Protoss from the beginning and had gone down to the mortals, there was no comparison between the two, and the so-called What he was doing when he was eleven years old is simply nonsense, "What am I doing when I'm eleven years old?" You know? I've only been in the Heavenly Realm for a short time, and you seem to be much more than that, I don't know how long you've lived in the Heavenly Realm, there is so much time, do you want to compare him with eleven years, do you want to compare it with one year? ”
Xiao Gu said that cold sweat oozed out, this guy, just verbally, really can't defeat him, in terms of strength, you don't have to compare yourself with the dazzling light in his eyes, otherwise, he has no power for a while, control the power, and the city lord of the city of heaven was sent back to the heavenly realm by the young master of the city of heaven, then his prestige will disappear from now on, the main city in the heavenly realm, there will be only one, the city of heaven is in charge of the heavenly realm, and the city of earth has become a myth, besides, God is biased towards the city of heaven, let it develop, There is a faint meaning of handing over the heavenly realm to the city of heaven.
"Forget it, I don't care about the villain, and I didn't hear anything just now." Xiao Gu pretended to be the capital, but Yang Mu felt funny when he dyed his hair, he didn't understand much about the situation in the Heavenly Realm, but in the Heavenly Realm's network, the most popular reports, there was always something about the Heavenly City on the headline, and his influence was not comparable to the Earth City at all. Xiao Gu also understands this, it is not appropriate to offend Yang Mu, he has been following Yang Mu, it is very likely that for this reason, following Yang Mu to victory in the Millennium War, the influence on the Earth City is also very great.
"Well, use your poor probing power to go anywhere, you can check for me, whether there is any existence of the Protoss, what I want to find is not a four-leaf clover, but a person, a Protoss!"
People, the Protoss, use the pitiful probing power of little, how can they still say that they are a little brother, follow him, exert the only little strength, and win the joy of the master, but still admit it. Strength!
In the meantime, he is looking for someone, not looking for the so-called four-leaf clover fruit at all, and he has become an ornament these days. Forget that it doesn't play any role, and you don't even know what you're doing, and follow others like a fool. Damn, what did you do when you came to this world, and if it doesn't work, you can go back to the heavenly realm, you can't say anything, but why? Why are you so weak, why can't you play a role, why?
He's also a Protoss, isn't he? Xiao Gu blamed himself deeply, he didn't help at all, what's the point of existing? Yang Mu's few words deeply touched Xiao Gu's heart, a useless god clan, this sentence is really suitable to describe him. With his fists clenched tightly, his brows furrowed, and his face of pain, he was just a waste, a person who would only cause trouble to others and drag others down.