Chapter 370: Maybe
"And I worry about it every day, hating the identity of Liu'er monk. I was thinking at the time, if Liu'er wasn't a monk, would she already marry me in the cave by now.
In the end, I had already thought about how I should force the rude to be vulgar. What Brother Zhiyan originally said, 'one crying, two troubles, three hangings', I have already thought about how to implement it when the time comes.
At that time, I really thought about it every day, every night. Although I knew very well that it would be a long, long time for Liu'er to come back, I just couldn't help it.
Anyway, it's all Liu'er in my head, and it's all a picture of catching Liu'er by my side. It's like going crazy. ”
With Yue Ling's explanation, Bai Zhi also recalled Bai Zhi's appearance at that time, and he was indeed soulless every day, looking like he had no spirit.
"At that time, I always had an urge to say goodbye to everyone and immediately catch up with the pace. I will go wherever I think about him, and I want to be by his side seriously for seventeen years.
But Sister Bai Zhi, do you know? One night, I was still thinking about the picture of Liu'er in my arms and I hugged him deeply.
I fell asleep thinking about it, and in a daze, I seemed to really see Liu'er in my arms, and I held him tightly with both hands and feet, preventing him from leaving my side.
Then ........"
"And then what's wrong?"
Then Liu'er in my arms suddenly turned his head, and it was already a blue-faced corpse. I was startled and woke up from my sleep.
It was only after I managed to calm my heart beat that I realized if I had done something wrong.
But that night I didn't figure out what I was doing wrong. It wasn't until Brother Zhiyan took me to Liu'er's original Jinguang Temple and told me the story of Ananda, a disciple of the Buddha, that I realized that I had done something wrong. ”
Ananda ....... Is it the story of that stone bridge? ”
"Yes, I only realized after listening to the story told by Brother Zhiyan. In my mind, I tightened Liu'er too tightly.
If I really want what I think in my head, I will use my life as a threat to let Liu'er compromise for me. If he stops being a monk and then marries me. Will Liu'er really be happy? ”
"Probably not."
"That's right. I like Liu'er, so I definitely don't want to see Liu'er's sad face.
If being vulgar will make Liu'er unhappy, then what would I do in exchange for Liu'er's unwillingness for an expectation in my heart?
In fact, after listening to the story of Brother Zhiyan, I decided. When the time comes, Liu'er will come back. I'm going to make the stone bridge at Liu'er's feet.
As long as Liu'er is happy, I am the happiest moon spirit. ”
The moon spirit grinned, her eyes shining with happiness.
"But Moon Spirit, you're going to be very uncomfortable then." Bai Zhi said earnestly.
"It's okay, what Sister Bai Zhi wants to say, Yue Ling knows it in her heart. It's just uncomfortable, and the moon spirit resists coming down. ”
Bai Zhi shook her head, thoughtful in her heart.
"That's not right, Sister Bai Zhi. Didn't you just say Sister Bai Zhi, your horse? How do you say that the moon spirit is here.
Sister Bai Zhi, do you like Brother Qingque? ”
"I don't like it."
"Don't lie to me, how could you not like it? I couldn't be wrong with the look in my eyes at that time. ”
"Really? Then look at my eyes now.
Now, I don't like blue finches. Am I lying? ”
"It doesn't seem to be ......."
"Take a look. I've said it all, I don't like it anymore. His Majesty's marriage, although it came relatively suddenly, I can still accept it.
So if the moon spirit wants to comfort me, I don't think it's necessary. ”
"But........ What about Brother Qingque? Sister Bai Zhi, you are married to His Royal Highness the Prince, who will Brother Qingque marry in the future? ”
"He ........" Yue Ling's words asked the blank space of Bai Zhi's brain, and waited for a while before Bai Zhi answered.
"Who he marries, how can I care? The queen mother and Her Majesty will decide for him that everyone who is a good lady with a superior appearance and character.
It's not our turn to worry about it. ”
"Sister Bai Zhi won't regret it?"
"No, never. I know what I'm doing, and I know why I'm doing it. So why should I regret it? ”
"Oh well. It seems that Sister Bai Zhi really doesn't need comfort.
Wait, let me ask you another question, Sister Bai Zhi. ”
"Say it."
"Sister Bai Zhi, if you get married, Brother Qingque suddenly comes to you and wants to take you away. Will you go? ”
"You mean running away?"
"Yes, that's right, it's called running away from marriage. Will you? ”
"I won't. I still want to marry His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, how can I escape from marriage. Didn't I say that I didn't like him? ”
Yue Ling looked at Bai Zhi's eyes, but she didn't see any mood swings in Bai Zhi. It doesn't look like it's lying.
"If Qingque really wants to marry me, this holy decree will not be sent down, and it will not be sent to our house.
But the decree was delivered. I even took the decree with my own hands.
So, Moon Spirit. What you just said that Qingque will come to me to escape before the big wedding, that's impossible.
I won't look forward to it, and I won't run away from marriage. When the time comes, I must be bright and honest, and marry into the East Palace in a dignified manner. Become the crown princess of the East Palace, and then wait until the crown prince ascends the throne to become the queen mother. ”
Bai Zhi's eyes were firm, as if she had planned everything after that.
I don't know why, Yue Ling felt a chill emanating from Bai Zhi's body at this time, which made Yue Ling's body tremble unconsciously.
Bai Zhi saw Yue Ling's appearance, and quickly took out her opinion clothes from her cabinet and draped them on Yue Ling's body.
"What? Is it cold? ”
"No, I don't. Ever since I became a monk, I have rarely felt hot or cold. Possible....... It's been a long time since I've cultivated, and the Dao Qi in my body is blocked. ”
Yue Ling thought for a moment and found a reason to respond.
"Sister Bai Zhi, if there is a way, let His Royal Highness the Crown Prince not marry you, and let you choose your own husband. Still won't you choose Brother Qingque? ”
"The choice yourself? Impossible, Moon Spirit. Bai Zhi shook her head.
"If, anyway, it's a hypothesis, Sister Bai Zhi won't even be able to choose this, right?"
"What if....... If you can choose. Actually, I don't know, I might choose Qingque. Or maybe not, who knows? ”
Bai Zhi smiled and said ambiguously. However, Bai Zhi is indeed telling the truth, who will have a definite answer if he doesn't really have to face it.