Chapter 108: Yellow Springs

Before embarking on a new journey, I had fantasized about what would happen if I had taken the wrong step, or rather, when I had drifted further down this path, I began to fantasize about what would have happened if I hadn't taken this path in the first place, and this thought filled my entire life.

There is no point in thinking about this, whether you choose it or not, life is not just like this, from birth to death, it is nothing more than such a process, there are losses and gains, if you are like me who cares too much about gains and losses, you will often live very tired, in this way, any person's small favors will be very important, correspondingly, any person's bad words, will also be very serious, I often put the Buddha nature on my lips, but it is a very impetuous person.

I don't know why I think about these questions inexplicably, thinking about my life for more than 20 years, but so, desperately trying to grasp, in the end it is a void, the more I don't want to see, to die, but I feel that what fills my heart, fills my memories, is a sad past.

When I was dying, when I knew that I might die, what I said, I remember very clearly, I said goodbye to my third brother and them, apologized to my uncle, and explained the only concern in my heart, my grandmother's funeral will be done.

But even if that's the case, I don't have any regrets now?

No, I still want to live, there are so many things to do, that's what I think.

When I was alive, every time I wanted to do something, my heart was full of emotion, ambition, I wanted to brush up a hundred questions, I wanted to play games to score, I wanted to find a girlfriend, I wanted to have money, but when I was ready to do it, I often had a lot of ideas, I didn't know where to start, so I began to be impetuous, began to be decadent, I had a lot of things to do, so I thought in my head, but I was still lying in bed with peace of mind, thinking about life in the name of beauty, in fact, I was sleeping, thinking nonsense.

It's not the first time I've thought about what I've done like this, but it's the only time I've thought so peacefully about my faults, about what I want, probably, I'm dead, there's nothing to stop me from thinking, no matter how many hours I've been thinking here, how many days, months, or even years, time is still moving, but my time has stood still.

It's a beautiful idea.

"Hey, little brother, get up, when did you come in." The voice of the eldest sister came from my ears, which was very familiar, it was the sexy eldest sister who was with that Xiaoxin.

When I opened my eyes, I was in another space, compared to before the ghost gate, it was very empty, and there were many pedestrians on the road, but they were very close to each other, or far away, but whether it was far or near, it gave me the same feeling, it was really open enough.

It's still a bluestone road, foggy.

"Great, I thought you wouldn't be able to get in." Xiao Xin came over in a hurry.

It seemed like I could move around here, but when I looked back, I found myself in the middle of a square, with no end in sight on either side.

"Are you leaving?" I asked, getting up from the ground and feeling a lot lighter, "I just remember being squeezed in, but how could I be lying here?" ”

"We don't know how we are in this place, and the people who came in together before are gone, but fortunately, Xiao Xin and I are holding hands, so we are together now," the sexy eldest sister smiled, she actually smiled quite good, "It hasn't been long since I saw you lying here." ”

"If you see the icon on the ground, let's follow the direction of this arrow, keep walking, and talk about it until we reach the end." The sexy eldest sister lifted her pants, and I glanced over to find that her waist was very thin, but there seemed to be a huge gap in her waist.

As if sensing my gaze, the sexy eldest sister embarrassedly pulled her coat tightly.

"Let's go, let's go." I looked away, and I didn't look at the sexy big sister anymore, she was dead, who cared about what was going on.

"Eldest sister, what do you call it, my eldest sister and eldest sister call you, I always feel very wrong, you are actually not that old."

"Hey, anyway, it's older than the two of you, call me Sister Mu, Mu, Mu Guiying's Mu." As she spoke, the sexy eldest sister's eyes became complicated, and her intuition told me that this name had a story, but I didn't want to ask more.

"Xiao Xin, thank you at the Ghost Gate just now." I thanked Xiao Xin.

"Haha, it's fine." Xiao Xin put her hands behind her back, "It's also fate to meet here, and I can't bear to see you left there." ”

After speaking, Xiao Xin shook her ponytail and jumped in front, the ponytail followed her movements, jumping and jumping, I saw, the purple red on Xiao Xin's neck, almost entrenched in the back of her neck, I was shocked, and quickly put away my eyes, it is said that they girls pay special attention to their own image, if what they want to cover up is made public, even if they don't turn their faces on the spot, then they are extremely hateful.

"There's still a long way to go, so let's tell the story." Sister Mu is walking on her long legs, I am actually not very tall, just about 1.8 meters, this Sister Mu feels like 1.7 meters, although it is not excluded that she is wearing high heels, she is really tall.

"Okay, okay, since it was brought up by Sister Mu, let's start with Sister Mu!" Xiao Xin was slippery, and immediately threw the pot to Sister Mu, who was digging a pit.

Sister Mu is also a free and easy person, and coughed lightly twice, "Ahem, then I'll start, whatever you want to hear, I'm dead, I must know everything." ”

I'm not very interested, this is equivalent to other people's privacy issues, I listened, but I just let myself have one more thing on my mind, death is dead, I don't want to let myself have another story of others.

"Hey, say something happy, hey, hey," Xiao Xin covered her mouth suddenly, "No, no, Sister Mu can tell whatever you want, I can tell any story, I will listen to it." ”

Sister Mu pondered for a few seconds, and then began to tell her story, "In my life, I feel that there is nothing worth remembering, what worries me the most is my boyfriend, why don't I talk about him?" ”

Xiao Xin and I both nodded.

This Huangquan Road is really magical, although they are all walking on the same road, but they really do not affect each other, it seems to be a very normal stranger, each going their own way.

But I also noticed that there were quite a few people wandering there, taking a few steps at once, and then a few steps back, and they didn't speak, just repeating the same movements there, their eyes blank, looking like geistes.

I retracted my gaze, looked at the road in front of me again, and listened to Sister Mu's story.

Her story with her boyfriend.

From acquaintance to love, it feels like there is no unexpected plot, but Sister Mu is the same as a person in love, her voice is full of smiles, Xiao Xin is also clapping her hands happily on the side, and she keeps shouting excitedly, "What's more, what's next." ”

My face is full of black lines.,Sure enough, this kind of topic is only liked by girls.,I'm a nerd who has no experience in love.,Listening to the narrative.,I just feel ordinary.,Falling in love.,That's just the thing.。

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