Xu Yuyao also understood Zhang Wenyao's intentions, although she still felt that the clothes she was wearing were very awkward here, but she still did not agree with Zhang Wenyao's statement.

After they found a place to sit down, Xu Yuyao handed the bag she had been carrying to Zhang Wenyao.

Seeing this thing, Zhang Wenyao was stunned, he had just noticed the bag in Mo Yan's hand, but he thought it was something Mo Yan bought for himself, and he didn't know what she meant by handing it to him.

Xu Yuyao saw that Zhang Wenyao had not moved, and finally said: "Why are you stunned, this is a gift from me, don't you hurry up and put it away." ”

Zhang Wenyao listened to Mo Yan's words, a little depressed, pointed his finger at himself, and said with some uncertainty: "Me?" ”

Looking at his stunned appearance, like the appearance of a child of their age when they received a surprise, Xu Yuyao couldn't help laughing: "Of course it's for you, otherwise can I buy myself a men's suit?" ”

After Zhang Wenyao heard clearly that she was talking about a suit, he didn't know what to say: "You, I, ...... suit"

Looking at him at a loss, Xu Yuyao finally laughed out loud: "Hey, don't you, my sister gave my brother a gift, what's this?" This gift is a celebration of your official adulthood and being able to support yourself. ”

When Zhang Wenyao heard her laughter, he knew that he had just lost his temper. After listening to Mo Yan's words, he retorted a little unconvinced: "I have long been an adult, and I have been able to support myself for a long time!" ”

"No, no, no, that's different," Xu Yuyao waved her hand as she said, "You used to have no serious income, so you could only barely make ends meet." But now it's different, you have a stable income, a regular job, you can be considered able to support yourself, and you can be regarded as a formal adult. And this suit is a gift for you to come of age. After all, when you become an adult, you have changed from a boy to a man, and you should have a formal suit. ”

Zhang Wenyao listened to Xu Yuyao's words and said that he was not moved, it was fake. His eighteenth birthday coincided with the coming-of-age ceremony held by the school in his junior year of high school. On that day, Zhang Wenyao, who has always been accustomed to skipping classes, stayed in school honestly and participated in the entire coming-of-age ceremony.

He knew that this coming-of-age ceremony was a school custom, not just because of anyone. However, no one has given him a birthday for a long time, and on the day of his eighteenth coming-of-age ceremony, his selfishness wants to regard this coming-of-age ceremony as someone else's birthday for him.

However, no matter how beautiful the imagination is, it can't withstand the slap of reality. On the playground where the event was held, he watched his classmates accompanied by their parents, and even some of the boys put on the suits and shoes given to him by their families. Look at yourself again, alone, wearing an ordinary school uniform.

And when it came to the part where the family hugged each other, all the people and the family members who accompanied them were full of gratitude and sincerely embraced. He was the only one who stood there alone, desolate in his heart. In the end, he only raised his two arms slightly, and instead of his father, he hugged himself.

From that day on, he never thought about his family again. He thought that in his life, he probably would not have any more families.

Thinking of this, Zhang Wenyao's eyes turned red, but he still held back his tears and didn't let it flow. But Xu Yuyao, who was sitting opposite him, found the abnormality: "Alas, alas, what's wrong with your eyes?" Did you stay up all night to finish it? ”

Zhang Wenyao desperately suppressed the fluctuations in his heart, and said in a sullen voice: "It's okay." ”

Hearing this, Xu Yuyao realized that something was wrong in Zhang Wenyao's tone. She watched it for a long time, and then said uncertainly: "You can't be, you are moved to cry, right?" ”

Zhang Wenyao still refused to admit it: "No." After speaking, in order to hide himself, he suddenly picked up the wine glass in front of him and drank all the beer in it at once.

"Alas, don't drink so fast......" Seeing Zhang Wenyao reach out to get the wine glass, Xu Yuyao hurriedly stopped him. But it was still too late.

Looking at him like this, Xu Yuyao was a little helpless: "You said that you are young, what kind of wine do you drink, and you drink so fast, drinking too much of this thing is not good for your health, don't look at your youth now, when you get up tomorrow, you will know how uncomfortable this thing is." ”

"I know," as soon as Xu Yuyao's voice fell, Zhang Wenyao said directly.

Xu Yuyao was stunned for a moment, and then realized that Zhang Wenyao meant that he knew how uncomfortable it was to get drunk. Immediately afterwards, she understood again that Zhang Wenyao was underage drinking!

For a moment, Xu Yuyao was a little angry: "I said you ......" But she looked at Zhang Wenyao who lowered her head, and she couldn't bear to continue.

She thought about the experience she set for Zhang Wenyao, and remembered that when this child was not much older, he was abandoned by his parents and was crawling around in society alone. If he had a happy family and a pair of amiable parents, even if he didn't have these, he could meet someone who could guide him later in life, how could he drink alcohol when he was underage?

Thinking of this, Xu Yuyao really couldn't say any more, sighed, and fell into silence.

"Do you know," Probably because of the drinking, Zhang Wenyao began to say to himself, "In my third year of high school, my eighteenth birthday happened to be the coming-of-age ceremony held by our school. ”

"You know, a lot of boys in our class received suits from their parents that day. Each of them was happy, wearing a suit that symbolized adulthood. That day was the day I envied them the most in three years. Zhang Wenyao raised his head and drank another glass of wine. And then it went on.

"Actually, I don't envy their suits, just a set of clothes, how much is it worth? When I went to help people collect debts, I also went through it a few times, and it was hard, and the action was still very bad. But their clothes, which were given by their families, were gifts to celebrate their coming-of-age, and what kind of clothes did I borrow? ”

Listening to what Zhang Wenyao said, Xu Yuyao was also very sad. She regretted once again that she didn't let Zhang Wenyao's mother grow up with him, and she didn't describe a person who could accompany Zhang Wenyao and spend his coming-of-age ceremony, and even in the whole book, Zhang Wenyao's sense of existence is very weak.

may have drunk some bars, Zhang Wenyao is no longer as usual, silent about his experience, but as if he has finally found a listener, he talks about his previous experience and how he escaped from that relative.