The repetition (rì) is the most difficult, a little sad, and only you can understand it.

  Some people are still like this, others have already gone to the mountains and rivers, and some people can only move forward with weight, not because they didn't work hard enough, but because they worked too hard and lost the opportunity at a certain moment.

  They once had glorious years, hard work and sweat, but after all, they couldn't withstand the changes.

  "Be louder! Louder! Okay, keep singing. ”

  "I miss you softly, you seem to be right in front of me, and the moon bends into my heart." Under the guidance of the teacher, Li Xiaolan opened her voice and sang loudly.

  "It's a bit out of tune, you pay attention, your voice is very good, but the way you sing is not quite right, you sing like this is very difficult, you can try to use the bel canto I taught you last time." The music teacher, Ms. Hu, guided her as much as she could.

  "Teacher, I don't like to use bel canto, I don't think it sounds good, isn't it good to sing like this?" Li Xiaolan was very puzzled, she didn't like bel canto singing at all, it was too ugly.

  Teacher Hu couldn't help frowning when he saw her unwilling look, "If Li Xiaolan thinks so, it's not right." Bel canto naturally has its benefits, otherwise it wouldn't have existed for so long, if you sing high notes like this, your voice will be hoarse, and you won't last long! ”

  "Teacher, do you have to sing? I still like to sing pop songs. Li Xiaolan clasped her hand tightly and said.

  Teacher Hu (qíng) immediately became serious: "You are right to have an idea, but you can't just keep singing a pop song just because it is good." Pop songs are good to listen to. There is not much practical significance of its existence, and the things that exist in traditional songs are the essence and the quintessence of the country. ”

  Li Xiaolan was a little flustered after hearing this, "Teacher, I understand." Do you want me to practice traditional songs and sing pop songs to be innovative? ”

  "That's part of the reason. But when you take the exam. The songs you sing must be different, you have to learn every kind of heart, how do you take the test? You're learning sight-singing! And then with your guitar, it is indeed your pop model, but the teacher is also for your good. Teacher Hu enlightened her earnestly, hoping that she could understand the meaning, and hoped that she could go further and not be limited to the small world.

  "Teacher, I know that I will definitely sing well." Li Xiaolan knew that the teacher was for her good, so she would not resist anymore, when she first sang these traditional songs, she was very opposed, even if she sang these songs in order to make Teacher Hu approve at that time, but she did not (qíng) wish.

  "I miss you softly, you seem to be right in front of me, and the moon bends into my heart." Li Xiaolan continued to practice again, trying to use the bel canto sight-singing taught to her by Teacher Hu, but she really felt that bel canto was very difficult to hear, and it was too ugly to hear those sentences in the world that could not be described with bel canto singing.

  After school, Xu Jingyao was still waiting for her outside the school gate. Because she is no longer a student inside and has graduated, the doorman uncle will not let her in, and the most important thing is that she is not wearing a school uniform.

  Seeing Li Xiaolan walking out of the school gate, she ran over directly, "How is your review today?" Do you feel anything? I heard that Mr. Hu tutored you! Her music is amazing. "Xu Jingyao (qíng) became very worshipful of her.

  "That's it! I didn't feel anything today, and I felt that my throat (tǐng) was sore, and my voice was going to be hoarse. "Li Xiaolan is listless, she really sang all day today, and she is so tired.

  "Don't give up, under her guidance, you can be a person who can travel a thousand miles. As long as you work hard, you will definitely succeed, and besides, you sing so well. What are you worried about, it's good that I didn't choose music in the first place, otherwise what would I do now? Xu Jingyao had a fluke mentality.

  "Is there any news of him today?" Li Xiaolan's eyes were blazing and staring at Xu Jingyao, eager to stare at a flower on her face.

  Xu Jingyao felt a little embarrassed: "Don't ask me!" You should ask Ling Yiqi, only he knows, right? I don't know anything. ”

  "Forget it, it's useless to ask. Let's go! Go to eat. Li Xiaolan pulled her and went to the restaurant.

  Although Xu Jingyao graduated and filled in the volunteers, the admission volunteers did not come out, so she planned to accompany Li Xiaolan here to repeat her studies, and after the admission notice came out, she planned to go out and have a good time, so this is the reason why she appeared here.

  In the restaurant, Li Xiaolan and Xu Jingyao sat opposite each other, and Li Xiaolan made tea for her.

  "By the way, is your offer out?" Li Xiaolan asked her while making tea, and brought the brewed tea to her.

  "Not yet, how many days? Although I can stay with you for a few more days! But I'm worried about you, are you really okay here? Xu Jingyao began to worry again, the last incident (qíng) was really shocking, she was really afraid that someone would bully her.

  "I'm fine, verbose old woman, what do you worry about all day? Besides, has the biggest scourge been sent by Shen Zhiyi now? Even the most annoying Mo Furong is doing well in the exam now, and she doesn't have to come back to repeat it. Li Xiaolan took a sip of a cup of tea.

  "yes, what am I worried about? As long as she's not there, I don't worry that she'll bully you, but now with your strong (xìng) personality, she can't bully you! You've never been a soft bun either! Xu Jingyao took a sip of the teacup, and then put it down.

  "I really don't like tea, so it's better (nǎi) tea to come from happiness or coffee." Xu Jingyao is a strange person, she doesn't like to drink tea at all, but she never forgets those (nǎi) tea and coffee.

  "Drinking tea can repair (shēn) and nourish (xìng)." Li Xiaolan said slowly.

  After hearing this, the corners of Xu Jingyao's mouth couldn't help but twitch fiercely, "Are you sure?" What's the matter with me? I don't want to repair (shēn) raise (xìng), this girl is a person who wants to play all over the world, what to repair (shēn) to raise (xìng)! ”

  "Okay! You cow (bī), I don't want to argue with you. After Li Xiaolan finished speaking, she drank tea by herself, and after the dishes were served, she ate it by herself, and she didn't want to care about her.

  After a while, "By the way, I have a little news, do you want to hear it?" Xu Jingyao was mysterious, and only after looking left and right did she plan to tell Li Xiaolan.

  "What's the matter? If you want to say it, say it quickly! Is this sneaky thief? Li Xiaolan was very speechless about her behavior.

  Xu Jingyao cleared her throat before saying, "I heard that Xiang Yunshen seems to be married (bī) at home. ”

  After hearing this, Li Xiaolan lost control and knocked over the teacup, and the hot water splashed on her hands.

  "Oops! Why are you so careless? Your hands are red, let me see if there's anything wrong? Xu Jingyao hurriedly picked up her hand to check it and found that her hand had been burned red.

  "Are you telling the truth? Was he really married? Li Xiaolan was stunned, she couldn't believe this sudden news.

  "Don't do that, I don't know what's going on, I've only heard about it." Xu Jingyao reassured her (qíng) Xu.

  "Whether it's true or not, it's a nightmare for me!" Li Xiaolan clenched her fists, her nails already sunk into (ròu). She really couldn't accept that her most (ài) person was forced to marry her.

  Xu Jingyao saw that her clenched fists and hands were already oozing blood, so she quickly blew her hand away, "Why are you so careless?" Don't your hands hurt? ”

  Li Xiaolan's nose was sour: "Actually, my hands hurt even more." She laughed, her eyes were downcast, and she looked distressed, and she wanted to cry but couldn't cry anymore, because her tears had dried up.

  "Don't worry about this matter (qíng), wrap it up on me (shēn), I'll definitely ask you clearly." Xu Jingyao promised her.

  "Well, thank you! Then please. This may be my last bit of hope, I know that I don't match his family background, but everyone has the right to pursue (ài) and should not be hindered by the world. No matter what, they can't stop me from being with her. Li Xiaolan is very determined, she is sure that she will be able to go to the end with him, as long as they themselves resolutely do not surrender, no one can defeat them!

  Xu Jingyao: "What are you polite to me?" I've been close friends with you for many years. These (qíng) friendships are still there. If I can help you, I will try to help you, and if I can't help, I will try to help you, whoever calls me is the only best friend like you! ”

  "Thank you!" Li Xiaolan is very grateful to her, she feels lucky to have such a close friend by her side (shēn).

  The hands of the two people were clasped tightly, and what they wanted to say was not enough.

  …………

  The stars were still so bright at night, but the moon was hidden in the dark clouds.

  Li Xiaolan returned to her residence and felt very empty. There was a feeling of loneliness, his mother was also out, and Xiang Yunshen was not by his (shēn) side for various reasons. In fact, she still has comfort in her heart, at least a kitten (mī) is by her side (shēn), isn't it?

  "Baby, are you sleeping again today?" Li Xiaolan walked into the room, lifted the quilt and saw that the cat (mī) was still sleeping.

  "Sometimes I really want to be a cat (mī) so that I can eat, drink, and sleep forever. Never have to worry about these things (qíng). "You want us to pick up the cat (mī).

  She suddenly remembered the first time Xiang Yunshen hugged her. The sun's embarrassment was so cautious that she still can't forget it.

  After graduating from the college entrance examination, they didn't abide by the original agreement and could travel together, but he went first. I was waiting for him in the same place, but I didn't think that not everyone could wait for you in the same place. Time is changing, and so is everything. None of the things needed can be restored to the beginning.

  Li Xiaolan remembered what Xiang Yunshen said to her: "No matter what kind of difficulties you encounter in the future, no matter whether I am guarding you or not by your (shēn), you must remember to protect yourself—there is a result, there is a way." ”

  "I'll protect myself, don't worry, I'll try to wait until the day we meet." When Li Xiaolan said this, her voice was completely hoarse, she sang too many songs today, and she felt that her throat was already on fire, which was very uncomfortable.

  "My voice is hoarse, I miss you." Li Xiaolan silently muttered this sentence in her heart.

  ………

  "Can you please tell me that Xiang Yunshen is really going to get married?" Li Xiaolan still couldn't hold back after all, so she called Ling Yiqi and the two of them to meet at a (nǎi) tea shop.

  "I know you want to know the truth about things (qíng), but don't get excited, things (qíng) are not what you think. He was only betrothed by the family (bī), not married, and most importantly, he would not compromise, you can rest assured. Ling Yiqi persuaded her as much as she could, but she was beating the drum in her heart, who told her the news?

  "Then I'm relieved, I still hope. He didn't agree, this is my private message, because I'm (ài) her, naturally it is impossible to give it up. After Li Xiaolan listened to Ling Yiqi's words, a stone in her heart seemed to have fallen to the ground.

  "Don't worry. He's okay now, won't his family do anything to him? It's you, if you can't pass the C major by then, you really can't be together, if you go to Kyoto, you and he may have at least a way to recover. But if you can't go......" Ling Yiqi sighed and couldn't help but shake his head, Xiang Yunshen's current situation he didn't dare to say.

  Li Xiaolan was already panicked after hearing this, "I understand what you said, I will work hard, don't worry!" I'm sure I'll be able to get in, he's my own, how could I let him be there alone and not engaged to someone else, or he's not (ài) person. ”

  "I was relieved to see that you were so determined. Don't be affected by the bad news, you have to believe in him, and you have to believe in yourself, only you are in the same university. You can really be together, when the raw rice is cooked and matured, can his family still object? Their family still needs to be faced, and you will be able to be together then, so can you understand? Ling Yiqi told her the truth directly.

  "I see, thank you." Li Xiaolan knew what he was talking about as soon as she heard it, but this was indeed the truth. How could she be with him if she didn't use this method? At least there is a way to be together, if she can't pass the exam, there is no way for them to do anything, the two of them can't meet, can they be together?

  "Alright, let's go back and review! Don't let these things affect your heart (qíng), you must now review and prepare for the second college entrance examination, come on, look after you! Don't forget that Xiang Yunshen is still waiting for you. Ling Yiqi said to her.

  "Alright, I'll go first. You can rest assured! I'm definitely going to get in. Li Xiaolan walked out after hearing this.

  Ling Yiqi looked at her back helplessly, and he was now thinking about how to explain this matter to Li Xiaolan (qíng). But there may be no way out, only for her to be able to believe that these things (qíng) are not true, and now I hope that Xiang Yunshen's side must resist it.