Chapter 30: The Past Is Like Smoke
Bai Mushu helped his daughter finish the medicine, let her sit comfortably on the sofa, and then picked up the cold dishes on the dining table and went to the kitchen to heat it up, Bai Jingjing refused at that time, but he asked his daughter to be obedient for the first time, and finally they finished eating briefly. Bai Jingjing returned to her room after Bai Mushu told her thousands of instructions, and infinitely asked her if she wanted to go to the hospital.
Her room is furnished in a particularly girly and simple way, the main body is arranged in sky blue, and even her dressing table is painted by Bai Mushu himself with sky blue paint, because Bai Jingjing's favorite color is sky blue. She walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, then lifted her pajamas, and looked at her belly that seemed to be getting purple, and it hurt as long as it touched the muscles in her stomach, so she was a little worried, but she still lay down on the bed slowly in pain as ninja pain.
Thinking of today's events, she really felt glad that Lin Lin appeared, otherwise if that kind of thing really happened, she didn't know if her father would be able to persevere, not to mention that she really committed suicide later, her father could still live, thinking like this, she felt afraid and afraid. Their father and daughter have been dependent on each other for so many years, and she knows how much her father loves herself, even more than herself.
Bai Jingjing also knew that her father would not believe her words, and her father would definitely figure it out in his own way, but she couldn't tell him now, because she was afraid that her father, who was angry at his head, would lose his mind. They only have each other, so no matter what happens, they will think of each other, as for Bai Jingjing's mother.
Bai Mushu and his wife divorced when Bai Jingjing was seven years old, although Bai's mother also loved Bai Jingjing, but Bai's mother also re-encountered her own happiness, a husband who loved him like his life and a well-behaved and obedient son. For Bai Jingjing, she feels that her father is really a good father, but Bai Jingjing also feels that her father is not a good husband to her mother.
Before she was six years old, their family was really happy, but after the age of six, something happened, a small business run by Bai Mushu himself failed, and he fell in love with drinking, and every time he finished drinking. Bai Jingjing felt that her father was like a demon, a demon from hell, who blamed her mother for her mistakes, and then insulted her and destroyed every object in the house that carried warm memories.
Bai Jingjing clearly remembers that that day, his father, who was drunk, picked up the dishes on the table, smashed them on his mother at once, and scolded his mother. At that time, Bai Jingjing and her mother couldn't believe that the person in front of them was still the person who hurt his wife to the bone before, the person who cooked when he had time and was afraid that his wife's fingers would become rough.
But looking at her face that had not changed at all, her mother hugged Bai Jing and cried sadly, and her irritable father staggered and smashed the furniture in the house to pieces. Mom ran to stop her, but Dad pushed Mom to the floor and continued to smash while scolding Mom.
Looking at the scene in front of her, Bai Jingjing ran into her mother's arms, seeking comfort, she felt uneasy from the world, Seeing her mother crying, she also hugged her mother and cried. She cried for a long time, thinking about the fairy magic on TV, and quickly closed her eyes, muttering about the magic she had learned from above, but when she opened her eyes again, she found that nothing had changed, her mother was still holding herself and crying, and her father was still there scolding her mother and smashing all the furniture.
She broke away from her mother's embrace and ran to her father. She felt that her father must have been possessed by demons, so she had to save her father, so after she came to her father's side, she hugged her father's thigh, with grievance and attachment and a glutinous voice: "Dad, I am your quiet princess." After saying that, she shouted to her father in a tone that she felt was very powerful: "You demon, come out of my father's body quickly, otherwise this princess will be angry, and then punish you with magic." ”
Although Bai Mushu, who has been paralyzed by alcohol, so that he does not have any reason, maybe it is the nature of father and daughter, looking at the little girl who is grabbing his thighs, with a small, round body, a fat face, big eyes, and a bright and clear look at himself, he feels that his heart is melted instantly. So even though he was still smashing things again, he tried to avoid her getting hurt.
Bai Jingjing watched her father still smashing things, she broke down and cried, reaching out to hope that her father could hug her, but Bai Mushu was unmoved, and in the end, she was left to cry sadly. Liu Lan, who heard her daughter crying on the side, walked away, picked her up and walked back to her room, she felt that her sky was about to fall, but she still wanted to take care of her child quickly.
Back in the room, she forced herself to calm down and comforted her daughter gently: "Quiet, don't be afraid, Dad is just fighting with monsters, and it will be fine soon, now Mom coaxes you to sleep, you can see your previous Dad when you wake up, and then we will ask Dad to buy you your favorite lollipops, okay?" ”
Bai Jingjing listened to what her mother said, snorted the snot left by crying, and asked her mother seriously: "Mom, are you telling the truth?" Liu Lan helped her daughter clean up the tears and snot on her face, nodded, and then picked up her daughter and sang a lullaby from her childhood to lullify her to sleep.
looked at her daughter who was already asleep, touched her face, kissed her face, comforted the little person who was still insecure even if she was asleep, and then sorted out the thoughts in her brain. She knows that her husband has happened too much recently, he just wants to vent himself, and she believes in her husband's love for her very much, so she believes that her husband will be able to adjust soon.
But what happened today will be repeated almost every day in the following days, Liu Lan kept comforting herself, believing in her husband, and forgiving her husband at the beginning, but slowly she was tired and completely disappointed in her marriage, so one day when Bai Mushu was sober, she filed for divorce, and she wanted to take her daughter away, because she felt that Bai Mushu was no longer suitable for being a father.
When Bai Mushu heard his wife's words, he felt a sense of relief, as if he had expected such an ending a long time ago. He knew that his wife had really died to him this year, and he had thought about not drinking anymore, but he couldn't control himself, because he couldn't get over that hurdle. He silently walked to the room and took out the divorce agreement that he had signed and gave it to his wife.
He hoped that after his wife left him, even if he remarried, he must find someone who held her in the palm of his hand, otherwise he would definitely beat that man to death. Liu Lan looked at the divorce agreement, did not let her daughter follow her, but only allowed herself to visit her daughter anytime and anywhere, and asked Bai Mushu angrily, but after Bai Mushu took out the wine from the refrigerator, he said to himself indifferently: "I have wanted to divorce you for a long time, my daughter is Lao Tzu, hurry up and get out by yourself, otherwise I will throw you out directly." ”
Liu Lan was so angry that she picked up her luggage, squatted down and hugged Bai Jingjing, who was already seven years old, and asked her daughter gently: "Jingjing, do you want to live with your mother?" Bai Jing looked at his mother quietly and innocently asked, "Is there a father?" Liu Lan shook her head and explained what happened to Bai Jing and slowly.
So Bai Jingjing reached out and hugged her mother's neck, and whispered to her mother: "Mom, I love you quietly, but Jingjing lives with Dad, you have to remember to be happy every day, and at night, you can't cry secretly with Jingjing behind your back." He took out his favorite blueberry-flavored lollipop from his pants pocket and gave it to his mother, then walked over to his father, took his father's hand, and smiled and waved goodbye to his mother.
Liu Lan really wanted her daughter to go with her, but she had to respect her daughter's choice, so she tried to go grocery shopping as usual, smiling and waving goodbye to her baby, but turned around and walked to the door, as the door slowly closed, Liu Lan's tears finally flowed out, she grabbed the lollipop given by her daughter, and then put it on her chest, and walked out of the place where she had lived for many years.
Bai Jingjing in the room saw that the door was closed, she looked up and asked her father, "Dad, Jingjing has completed the task!" You have to remember that you promised to be quiet, and you will obediently listen to Jingjing's words in the future. Lowering her head, her tears also fell, Bai Mushu bent down and held her daughter in his arms, helped her wipe her tears, and said softly: "Quiet is the best, I haven't forgotten the task assigned by my father." ”
Bai Jingjing asked her father with a crying voice: "Dad, after Mom didn't have this oil bottle Jingjing, is she very happy every day?" Sugar every day? New clothes to wear every day? Bai Mushu touched his daughter's head: "Yes." His eyes were filled with guilt for his wife and daughter and infinite resentment towards himself.