[Gu Jinheng: "Those who have no way out will suffer from gains and losses; Those who hide the light are the ones who crave the light the most. Le Rongge, you are my glimmer! ”】

Gu Jinheng has been emotionally unstable recently, and only Le Rongge can control it a little by his side.

She wanted to go early and return early, but she never expected that something would happen.

Before and after, it's only a matter of twenty-five minutes.

The hospital elevator in the morning is particularly difficult to wait, and every floor stops one by one.

The more anxious I am, the more difficult time becomes.

Le Rongge in the elevator had mixed feelings, and his eyes were very low, making it difficult to see his emotions.

The faint dark circles under her eyelids, under her eyelids, were evidence of her loneliness.

The whole person was a little indifferent, there were all kinds of people standing in the crowded elevator, and the occasional conversation and the mechanical female voice from the elevator to the floor fell clearly in my heart.

The blandness can't make a ripple.

When Le Rongge came out of the elevator, the head nurse hurriedly greeted her, and her face was not good, and when she saw her, she was like seeing a life-saving benefactor.

As soon as he came up and grabbed her hand, his tone was loose, and he looked thankful: "You're finally back?" ”

She looked at her blankly, a little amused. "What's wrong? Are you waiting for me here? ”

The head nurse's face was ugly, and she stopped talking.

Le Rongge took her hand and patiently comforted: "What's the matter, this is?" What's not easy to say directly, we've known each other for a long time? ”

Le Rongge paused for a moment, concentrating.

grabbed the head nurse's hand and asked uneasily, "Is it Gu Jinheng?" ”

The head nurse nodded with a sad face.

"Is he uncomfortable?" Her voice was raised a few degrees, with a rather aggressive atmosphere,

Originally, the head nurse was shocked, and when she saw this face similar to Gu Jinheng's aura, she was even more nervous.

The voice of speech also became a little trembling.

"No...... No. No, it should be fine? ”

She put down her heart, calmed down, and let go of her shackles: "I'm sorry! It's that I just didn't calm down. ”

Secretly relieved, she asked step by step: "Is it that he is in a bad mood when I go out, and he is angry with you?" ”

As they spoke, the two of them were walking towards the ward, when they saw a girl hiding her face from the ward, crying and trotting out.

She was relieved, and raised her hand and patted the head nurse a few times.

He whispered, "I'm sorry, my husband, he's been in a lot of pain lately." I may have a bad attitude, but I hope you will forgive me, please help me comfort the nurse just now, and say 'I'm sorry,' and 'thank her' for me. ”

The head nurse hurriedly waved her hand, and asked Gu Jinheng to move in, and the above gave three orders.

Deputy Director Yu even ran here twice in three days, and he had to take care of his life.

The person in front of him has a gentle attitude and never bothers with their medical staff.

What's more, this disease is not an ordinary torment.

After doing this line for a long time, I will always be a little more understanding: "Don't worry, I'll go see her." You ...... too. Relieved comfort Gu team. It hurts, for sure. ”

"Alas! If it hadn't been for the first two ......," the head nurse paused, and sighed.

When he looked up and saw that her complexion had not changed in any way, he couldn't help but say: "This will not suffer such a crime, we, we are also very sad." ”

Le Rongge looked at the back of the head nurse leaving, and the sourness in his heart became heavier.

She squeezed the piece in her hand and stood in place for a long time without saying a word.

When she entered the ward, Gu Jinheng leaned on the bed sullenly, and the ground was in a mess.

The tip of the heart was pinched fiercely, and the upper and lower throats rolled very lightly.

She swallowed the sourness in her eyes hard.

Gu Jinheng raised her eyes slightly and saw that she had carefully and orderly packed up the things on the ground.

Soon, the room was back to its usual state.

Le Rongge took the piece that had just been placed on the hospital bed, opened the cabinet and hung it up.

Sit down the edge of the bed, facing each other.

The slender fingers covered the back of his hand and pinched it very lightly, just like he usually coaxed her.

The man lowered his eyes, lowered his head, and did not speak.

Today, his flanks look a little emaciated.

The faint eyebrows and eyes are grasped, and the transition between world-weariness and self-loathing goes back and forth. Occasionally, when looking at people, the eyes have lost their initial enthusiasm, playfulness, and sophistication, leaving only blank indifference and alienation.

The slightly twisted eyebrows are slightly wrinkled, like the north and south poles. The lightness that comes from both directions has a bit of a sense of detachment.

It makes people feel distressed and sideways.

The emaciated silhouette makes the bridge of the nose look extraordinarily towering, as if standing tall in the mountains and rivers of heaven and earth, and it also makes people feel lonely.

Once upon a time, he held thin lips and liked to look at her with a smile.

The light red lips have a normal redness, and the eyes are a healthy complexion.

Now the red lips are slightly pursed, and the dead skin on the lips will come out from time to time due to dryness. In this way, the cold and silent face has a little more taste of falling into the dust.

Le Rongge's heart moved, and he leaned over and kissed him lightly on the lips.

Gu Jinheng subconsciously wanted to hide, but Le Rongge moved around his neck first.

A pious kiss without a hint of thought, like an angel folding its wings and falling into the mortal world.

Pure as ever.

The four eyes are facing each other, some people used to say. "Kissing is an ancient and popular way to show love! Only by closing your eyes can you achieve heart-to-heart communication, which is sincere from the bottom of your heart! ”

But today Le Rongge feels that this is not the case.

With your eyes open, sometimes it's also a kind of sincerity. Because I want to look at your eyebrows, the deep affection that is so patchy that I can't say directly! Qingfeng Literature

This feeling of racing against time made her feel pale and powerless for the first time.

Le Rongge slowly pulled away and picked up the cotton swabs and water cups on the storage cabinet.

She dipped a wet cotton swab and gently wiped the dead skin off Gu Jinheng's lips little by little.

The whole process was patient and careful.

The little girl looked sideways, and Gu Jinheng could even clearly see the eyelashes on her eyes like butterflies flapping their wings, slowly fluttering.

Agile and vibrant; Verdant, natural.

Slender and slender, it falls on the lower eyelids like rows of silhouettes, and it feels like an elf dancing when you move.

It's still clear eyes, smiling.

The gentleness is like a light, which makes him, the person standing behind the light and shadow, particularly yearning.

The distance of just one foot makes people infinitely beautiful.

He slowly reached out, then slowly lowered it, landing on her shoulder and neck.

At this moment, Gu Jinheng is like the king of the forest who has lost the power of the king, and needs to be cared for and comforted.

The man arched his head heavily, this action was ancient and innocent, frame by frame like an old picture in an old shot.

Slowly, affectionately.

Le Rongge was moved, raised his hand to touch his back, and patted it gently.

"It's okay, it's okay. Everything will be fine, slowly it will be fine, we all know that it is not the real you, nor is it your intention! ”

The two of them maintained this posture for a long time.

Time stands still to the point of suffocation, as if it had stood still in this moment.

"I'm sorry." He said sullenly, he seemed to have been wronged, which made Le Rongge feel distressed and couldn't breathe.

After a few seconds of froze, she smiled and tilted her head and kissed him on the temple.

Wen Sheng comforted: "It's okay. ”

Slightly widening the distance between the two, she looked at him with innocent eyes, and followed the temptation: "Can you tell me, why do you want to lose your temper with her?" Why don't you wait for me to come back and vent it all in front of me? ”

Gu Jinheng just looked at her sideways, he thought she was so good-looking.

The small mouth is pink, and these red lips are full of clear lip line.

The upper and lower lip flaps tracing his eyes in detail.

The towering tip of the nose is straight enough without deliberate makeup skills, and the pear vortex with beautiful cheeks when you laugh swings down a cute shape.

As if it can hook into people's hearts, it looks like it's really painful!

She is worthy of the most heroic person, not a coward like him who can only lie on a hospital bed and need someone to take care of him.

The huge gap devoured him mercilessly.

want to get, want to have; If you don't get it, you will destroy it.

Too many dogmas and negative emotions destroy his beliefs all the time.

Become a god in an instant, and become a demon in an instant.

Yes, there is no one to solve his demons.

Gu Jinheng closed his eyes fiercely, and when he opened them again, there was peace under his turbulent eyes, and he no longer saw the previous turbulence.

He deliberately lowered his voice, exposing the back of his hand to her eyes and leaning closer to show her.

"She hurt me......" The aggrieved voice was deliberately low.

He admits that he has a deliberate element.

deliberately made her feel distressed and made her reluctant.

On the back of his hand, the large bruises and purple bruises were particularly obvious, and Le Rongge's eyes were distressed.

As soon as Gu Jinheng saw her like this, it seemed that the pain in her hands suddenly became less obvious.

The white and round fingertips carefully touched the blood stasis.

While rubbing gently, he asked gently, his gentle voice was mixed with the brilliance of motherhood, and he coaxed him in a soft voice: "Does it hurt?" If I blow it, it won't hurt if I blow it, okay? ”

The loosening of my heart, some uncontrolled emotion, is like pulling up a mountain and passing thousands of miles.

In fact, when was Gu Jinheng so fragile in the past, as an athlete and a coach.

Training injuries are all normal, and this is a small injury. No, that's not a problem.

He admits that he is using her distress to satisfy his own sense of existence.

Gu Jinheng After all, the person who has been suffering from gains and losses is just you!

He suddenly wrapped his arms around Le Rongge, and directly buckled the little girl into his arms and hugged her tightly.

Breath sprayed on her neck, and the temperature was scorching.

When the language loses the ability to talk, there is room to talk about hugging and rubbing into the blood and bones.

Turn into the most lingering forces, fall into each other, and entangle each other!

"Le Rongge, you shouldn't live like this. I want to let you go, but I can't help it. ”

"This embedded hug feeling will make me feel grounded, you are mine, and you will always be my own. Okay, I love you, I really love it! ”

"Am I very greedy and want everything." But what I want most is you, only you.

I can't let go of those accusations and obligations easily.

When you can't let go of too much, whether you are also destined to be sorry is too much.

"Don't be disgusted with me, don't be disappointed in me, and don't be ...... Regret, okay? Gu Jinheng paused word by word, and his weak tone was extremely humble.

Such Gu Jinheng seems to have choked Le Rongge's life.

"No, never. I'm still waiting for you to say hello, waiting for you to give me the sense of ritual that all of us envy. I'm waiting to be with you in this city, okay! ”

"So, Gu Jinheng, be brave, at least for me to be brave this time." She begged peacefully in the gentlest tone.