Chapter 56: Where Are You?

When Yang Yueyao came out of school, her eyes seemed to have lost all luster. How can a person disappear so completely, especially in this information society.

The students and teachers in the third year of high school have returned to school, and Yang Yueyao finds Chen Chen's former teacher to know where he has gone. The replies were surprisingly consistent, and they all said they didn't know.

The world is so big, where am I going to find you? I hope that the world can be a little smaller, a little smaller, and I can see you when I turn around. There were tears in Yang Yueyao's eyes.

Looking back, there was nothing empty behind him, except for an iron door and the school logo standing behind the door.

Yang Yueyao shook her head and walked home along a road on the side. The road is still the same, the same as when I left. A few yellow leaves fell, and the people on the road walked in pairs.

Yang Yueyao looked to her side, and vaguely seemed to see a familiar figure, which turned her head and smiled at herself.

The tears could not be stopped any longer, and they burst out of their eyes.

She has walked this road many times, for six whole years, whether it is rain or shine, there is always a teenager with a basketball by her side.

The sound of a basketball slapping on the ground sounded in my ears, crisp and loud.

Yang Yueyao slowly turned her head, but saw the two boys chatting while slapping the basketball.

"Take advantage of the holidays to play a few more games."

"Come on, you still want to fight more, will that person in your family agree? Don't you have to go on a date? ”

"Get out of the way, don't talk nonsense. I had nothing to do with her. ”

"Understand, understand."

Behind the two of them, there was a girl who followed, and the girl's eyes never took off the boy playing ball in front of her, and the smile on her face was very bright.

It's a familiar conversation, it's a familiar picture, it seems that I once had this scene in my memory. But now······

The road is still the same road, but I am the only one left. Walking and walking, I was finally alone······

Chen Chen walked out from behind the school mark, his eyes bloodshot, and his hands trembled slightly, as if he was trying to endure something.

He walked out and saw Yang Yueyao from a distance, taking three steps and two steps to catch up, but stopped again.

A boy on a bicycle stopped beside her, and the two didn't know what to say, and the boy walked beside her with a cart.

Chen Chen bit his lip tightly, finally glanced at it greedily, and turned to leave.

I couldn't do what I promised her. I can't give it to her if I want to give it to her. So why should I hold on and not let go? Chen Chen took a deep breath and suppressed the emotions surging in his heart.

Whoever that boy is, it has nothing to do with him.

Chen Chen swiped a shared bicycle back to school, as if something was missing, empty, but inexplicably a little irritable.

After playing a game for less than five minutes, he threw his phone directly on the table and stopped playing. Regardless of his teammates' frantically yelling and scolding, he just didn't move.

"Elementary school students are not as bad as you."

"What the hell, block it, report it."

"You're an immortal."

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Chen Chen picked up the cigarette case and lighter on Xiao Zhenghong's table, walked to the balcony, lit a cigarette, and let the scolding inside be repeated, but he turned a deaf ear.

Although it is autumn, the weather in Xijing is still hot and dry. The occasional breeze is just a drop in the bucket.

Chen Chen didn't know how many cigarettes he had smoked, from being choked and coughing one after another at the beginning, he was completely used to it now. The soot fell little by little, and the cigarette in his hand gradually became shorter. One burns out, drops the cigarette butt, lights another one, and repeats the same action mechanically as if numb.

If it weren't for the fact that his eyes weren't completely empty, I'm afraid he wouldn't be much different from those who were waiting to die.

Xiao Zhenghong's remaining half of the box of cigarettes was burned out by him, and when he reached out to touch it again, there was only an empty shell.

Chen Chen was stunned for a moment, didn't move for a long time, just looked at the empty cigarette box in a daze.

With a casual throw, the cigarette case falls into the trash. He also cleaned up the soot that was scattered on the ground.

Chen Chen opened the glass door and walked into the dormitory, picked up his mobile phone and re-entered the game, smiling heartlessly, and scolding from time to time.

Yang Yueyao's heart was full of bitterness, accompanied by someone she was familiar with, as if she had a support all of a sudden, and some things that she had never told Yu Yuanzhi and them were also said by her. From just meeting Chen Chen to liking him, and then to the relationship between the two after the college entrance examination······ Memories of the past came back to her mind as she poured out, and her vision gradually blurred.

A clear tear slid down, and then the tears flowed down his face like a flood that had opened the floodgates.

The boy listened quietly, acting as a qualified listener and saying nothing. just saw Yang Yueyao crying, and handed her a tissue to wipe it.

When she walked home, Yang Yueyao rang the doorbell next door, and no one came out to open the door.

"Do you really want me to give up?" Yang Yueyao muttered to herself, turned around and took the key to open the door of her house.

Gu Lingyun sat at home for two days, and he couldn't stay still, so he went out and walked around. As a result, his family directly stuffed his five-year-old little cousin to him and asked him to take him out to play.

Gu Lingyun was helpless and wanted to refuse, but he was so frightened by his father's eyes that he couldn't speak, so he could only take this small oil bottle with him.

The weather was hot, but Gu Lingyun didn't want to buy an ice cream just now, and before he could bite it, a little boy wearing a peaked cap next to him looked at him with straight eyes. I almost forgot I had a cousin.

Looking at the ice cream in his hand to be precise. Gu Lingyun opened his mouth to bite down, but the little boy looked at him like an enemy, and wanted to eat him alive.

"Want to eat?" Gu Lingyun took the ice cream and shook it in front of his eyes.

The little boy nodded, then shook his head again.

"Do you want to eat or don't want to eat? I'll give it to you if you want. Gu Lingyun stretched out the ice cream in front of him.

The little boy nodded, stretched out his hand to take it, but Gu Lingyun took it back, "Don't you know that you can't just eat what others give?" ”

After Gu Lingyun finished speaking, he took a bite directly, and the cold air spread from the tip of his tongue, and the whole thing seemed to come to life.

The little boy didn't speak, just stared at him, tears rolling in his eyes. That little expression seems to say that you don't see me and I'm about to cry? You're too embarrassed to keep your mouth shut.

But Gu Lingyun was a skinless and faceless person, pretending not to understand, and ate the ice cream one bite after another.

The little boy pursed his lips, and his little face was full of grievances, but he still stubbornly did not cry.

Gu Lingyun touched his pocket and bought a small one again.

The little boy's eyes were full of anticipation, but he watched Gu Lingyun unpack it and send it to his mouth.

Expectation turned to anger, and his eyes glared at him as if they were about to breathe fire.

Gu Lingyun chuckled lightly and handed it to him, "Just give it to you." ”

The little boy seemed to have learned wisely, and instead of catching it quickly, he first grabbed Gu Lingyun's arm, and then took it with his other hand and put the ice cream in his mouth. A smile suddenly bloomed on his face.

Gu Lingyun touched his nose, he could still afford an ice cream.

However, after the little boy finished eating the ice cream, he pulled Gu Lingyun's corner and pointed to the gate of the playground not far away.

Gu Lingyun's face darkened. This Nima is going to knock on the bone and suck the marrow, and if he really wants to go in, his game skin for this month has not landed, and he can only gnaw instant noodles for a few days and deduct them from the food.

Gu Lingyun pretended not to see it and walked to the other end.

"Brother, I haven't been to an amusement park yet." The little boy's immature voice fell on Gu Lingyun's ears, like a talisman.

Don't say he doesn't want to go, even if he wants to, the money he brought with him when he goes out is not enough for the two of them to go in together.

"I haven't been there either." Gu Lingyun lied, his eyes looked at the amusement park, and he didn't dare to face the little boy.

"Do you want to go once?" The little boy's eyes lit up.

"Okay." Gu Lingyun smiled. It's just that this smile is a little bad.

Five minutes later, the little boy sat on the rocking cart, accompanied by "Pleasant Goat, Beautiful Goat, Lazy Goat······" The singing swayed back and forth.

The little boy's gaze at Gu Lingyun was full of anger. If it weren't for not scolding, Gu Lingyun would probably be spitted with saliva.

"Hey, how's it going? Is the amusement park fun? Let's have enough fun, I'll go get another five dollar coins. Gu Lingyun turned around and walked into the store and took out five coins.

"A manly man, blood, sweat and tears." Gu Lingyun pretended to be old and touched his head, "You can't cry at any time." ”

The little boy really held back his tears and didn't cry. It's hard to get out for a trip, and it seems to be good to play with the rocking car.

"Don't blame me, it's not my brother who picks the door, it's that my brother is too poor. If you really want to play, go back and talk to your uncle and ask him to give me a living fee increase, so that I can have the money to take you to the amusement park." Gu Lingyun sighed, his eyes full of helplessness.

The little boy blinked and nodded subconsciously.

It seems that a salary increase is expected. Gu Lingyun secretly rubbed his palms and licked his lips.

After using up all the coins he had exchanged, Gu Lingyun took his little cousin home.

"Uncle, can you give my brother a little more living expenses? So that my brother can have the money to take me to the amusement park. As soon as the little boy got home, he threw himself at Gu Lingyun's father.

"Well, you go to your aunt first, and I'll take you to the amusement park in the afternoon. I'll tell your brother something. Gu Lingyun's father patted the little boy's head and sent him away, then looked at Gu Lingyun with a sneer on his face.

Gu Lingyun sighed in his heart, knowing that something was wrong, he turned around and wanted to escape.

"You kid, you're going to let your brother be a lobbyist. How? Do you think you have too much living expenses now? Gu Lingyun's father walked towards him step by step.

"No, I'm just kidding." Gu Lingyun's calves trembled, and he kept retreating.

"Really?"

Gu Lingyun nodded, as if pounding garlic.

"It seems that we still have to reduce the cost of living a little."

"Don't, Dad, if you lose any more, I'll have to eat soil." Gu Lingyun shook his head again and again.

"It's good to eat soil, there are many nutrients in the soil."

Gu Lingyun's head is full of black lines, is this Nima biological?

"Forget it, I don't care about you." Gu Lingyun's father walked back to the sofa and sat down.

Gu Lingyun breathed a sigh of relief.