Chapter 19: From Lin Lin's apology
After eating, Lin Lin, who returned to the room, walked to the table and took out the broken keychain, the light shone on him, stretching his shadow, the world outside the window, the people who finished eating started the nightlife, so everywhere was lively and noisy, only Lin Lin stood with the keychain and watched quietly, looking out of place.
He didn't know why, looking at the keychain, he felt so tired, he felt tired from the heart, he really felt that he should learn to let go of Wu Jiaojiao, because now she has nothing to do with himself, even if he looks back, he is just a passerby in her life, she can only be her own passerby, just like two parallel lines that cannot intersect, and now she must be very happy, she used to work so hard, and I also hope that she will be happy, so let it go like this, good to her, good to me, After all, I can't always go through my life with her memories, and he suddenly understood that when I watched "Breaking Away" before, the "powerless thing" should be broken, the people who have no fate in life "should be broken", and the annoyance in my heart is obsessed with "when leaving", as far as the eye can see, it is all memories. Whatever the heart thinks is the past. Let go of obsession, and the heart can return to stability. 'means. He took off the key on the keychain, put the keychain in a storage box, turned around and packed up all the things about Wu Jiaojiao, put them in the storage box together, put the storage box in the corner, and prepared to rest.
Huh! If he knew that the god who went to bed early every day, Mao Xiaoxiao would definitely take all the junior high school students to spit on him, after all, everyone was still writing a huge amount of homework and couldn't finish it until midnight. The day passed like this, a new day has arrived, the weather in the morning is a little cold, Bai Jingjing put her hands on the thermos cup with hot water, smiled and chatted with Li Yanyan about this morning's breakfast, Lin Lin, who walked in, looked at Bai Jingjing's smile and felt that her smile was really good-looking, different from Jiaojiao's smile, Jiaojiao is the kind of gentle, sweet, she is the kind of laughter, especially able to infect others. Seeing the annoying person sitting next to him, Bai Jingjing stopped laughing, and Li Yanyan also turned her head and sat down. Lin Lin looked at the two of them with tears and laughter, and after sitting down, Lin Lin said to Bai Jingjing: "I'm sorry, I misunderstood you that day, I'm really sorry." Bai Jing ignored it, and Lin Lin continued: "After class today, you wait for me, I can explain to you about the events of that day." Bai Jingjing, who couldn't help it: "Yo, you say I'm sorry, I have to forgive you, who stipulated, if everyone makes a mistake and says sorry, then there is nothing to do without a teacher, after all, the teacher always teaches us not to make mistakes, and this girl is not available today, hum (¬〈̫̿¬☆)." ”
Lin Lin said sincerely: "At the same table, I'm really sorry for what happened that day, didn't we say that we would take care of each other in the future?" Speaking of this, Bai Jingjing said even more angrily: "Then you still said that to me that day, 'don't ask for yourself, be a thief', Lin Lin, your uncle, I provoked you, don't talk to me, don't pay attention to you." Looking at Bai Jingjing, who really ignored herself, Lin Lin knew that she could only stop her after class and make things clear to her, otherwise she would definitely not forgive herself.
So after class, the classmates in the class saw a rare scene in a century, Bai Jingjing packed her schoolbag in a panic and ran away, even Li Yanyan called her, she didn't respond, and the strangest thing was that Senior Lin Lin also packed his schoolbag in a panic, but he seemed to be running after Bai Jingjing. Looking at the past from a distance, it is like the president's article, the domineering president and the little wife who ran away. They discussed with each other curiously, and I understood Mao Xiaoxiao's own face, and then ignored the inquiries at the same table and walked out of the classroom leisurely.
The boy's physical strength is relatively good, not to mention Lin Lin's, after all, he gets up every morning and goes for a morning jog with his father, which is what his father has asked him after he was six years old, except for rainy days, he has to implement it at all times. So Lin Lin quietly grabbed Bai Jingjing, who ran to the path planted with osmanthus trees to the school, and said calmly: "Don't run." On the other hand, Bai Jingjing, panting on the side: "I'll go, what's the matter, aren't you tired?" Lin Lin said slowly: "This distance is just a warm-up, you can't run away from me, listen to my explanation first, and then you go." Bai Jingjing wanted to break free of Lin Lin's hand that grabbed her schoolbag, and when she found that it was impossible, she calmed down her rapid breathing, and said without hurrying: "Can I not listen?" Big brother" Lin Lin's answer to her was, of course, no.
That's why there is the next scene, one covers her ears and doesn't want to listen, and the other has no choice but to take her hand down and let her listen to herself. After pulling back and forth like this a few times, Bai Jingjing gave up, thinking: "You can talk about it, I won't forgive you for anything you say anyway, (¬〈̫̿¬☆) Hmph" Looking at Bai Jingjing, who could finally stop struggling and listen to his own speech, Lin Lin told her the story of himself, Wu Jiaojiao and Zhong Chen impartially.
Bai Jingjing's face suddenly realized, but the next words made Lin Lin, who thought he could be forgiven, vomit blood and died: "Oh, that keychain was given by my ex-girlfriend, but so what, I won't forgive you, who stipulates, I will kindly help you take things to wash, I will be treated as a thief by you, humiliated in public, don't tell me that you and I don't count at that time, I am alone, there is a group of people who care, so I am a **** group of people." Also, you in the story don't deserve the sympathy of others at all, I think you deserve it, which I didn't say with our personal grudges. Tell me, you have done so much for other girls, you have asked what other girls want, no, from beginning to end, you are there alone to force what you think is good to others. Don't say anything, just say that you are not a girl, you know what people want, and then you are holding the slogan I love you to satisfy your desires, and you are still cold and violent to other girls, do you think she is steel, it won't hurt, even if you put a cup of hot water, you put ice cubes in it, and it will be cold immediately, not to mention a heart. If I were that girl, I would have cuckolded you a long time ago, instead of forcibly suppressing my feelings, after all, there is no green on your head now, how to mix it up, you deserve it. After speaking, he broke free of Lin Lin's shackles and left, but Lin Lin on the side fell into a state of self-reflection because of these words.