Chapter 80: Secretly Sad
In the city of Gusu
Wen Shixiao had already rushed back from the field in a hurry, and he wanted to return to Yaowangzong before Wen Xun returned to Gusu.
And came back with him, there was another person, Wen Hanyue.
At this time, Wen Hanyue was dressed in a coarse gray shirt and was hidden in the crowd.
It's been a year since I left Gusu, and although it's not too long, it's for those who want to come back all day long.
But it's a bit like a year!
Besides, what she misses most is her lover, and the only person she can't wait to see is Huo Qingyun.
Looking at the prosperous Gusu City, she secretly made a decision in her heart, this time she must be calm.
Last year, before she left, Wen Xun had already set a relationship for her and Huo Qingyun, and she could get married when she reached the age of seventeen.
It was still three or two months before she turned seventeen, but she couldn't wait.
She thought that even if she couldn't return to the Medicine King Sect for the time being, then she would live in Gusu City first, and then return to the Medicine King Sect when the time came.
Wen Hanyue has always been afraid of Wen Xun, if it was in the past, she would go back directly without thinking about it.
But after those few incidents, she now can't guarantee that she can no longer be as arrogant as before in Wen Xun.
In the past, it was because of her sister that Wen Xun treated her with tolerance, but since Huo Qingxin appeared, all this has changed.
This time, she can no longer act wantonly, do whatever she wants, and restrain her temperament.
No matter how poor Huo Qing's heart is, she is also Huo Qingyun's sister, she has to look at Huo Qingyun's sake, and she can't have a bigger dislike with her.
Thinking about it this way, Wen Hanyue was rare, and it was the first time that she felt that the woman named Huo Qingxin was not so annoying.
And Wen Shixiao, who secretly helped bring her back, knew that this woman did not have him in her heart.
But for the person she has always liked, just like Wen Hanyue herself, with her temperament, she will choose to accommodate the person she hates for the time being because of the person she likes.
Wen Shixiao couldn't resist Wen Hanyue's request.
He arranged Wen Hanyue in an inn in the city, and even took care of everything for her to make her stay more comfortable.
Although Wen Shixiao was a little worried in her heart, she was afraid that after Wen Xun knew about it, Wen Hanyue would be punished for this.
But after thinking about it, as long as Wen Hanyue is safe, her return may not necessarily be discovered.
And in this way, he can often come down the mountain to visit Wen Hanyue in the future, instead of finding the opportunity to go to other places.
Thinking about it like this, he was no longer entangled, and after settling the people, he hurried back to the Medicine King Sect.
And before leaving, Wen Hanyue stopped him...
"Big brother!"
Seeing that he was leaving, Wen Hanyue hurriedly took out two things from under the pillow in the room and walked over.
Wen Shixiao, who was about to go out, heard the sound and paused.
Turning around, he saw at a glance what Wen Hanyue was holding.
In an instant, his face gradually changed.
Wen Shixiao knew that those two things must be brought back to Huo Qingyun.
Wen Hanyue walked over and handed a letter in her hand and a handkerchief embroidered with auspicious cloud patterns to Wen Shixiao.
"Senior Brother Lao, put these two things in Qingyun's hands"
Wen Shixiao just stared at the things handed over in front of her in a daze, and after a moment of trance, she accepted the things without saying a word.
Then you have to turn away again ...
At this time, Wen Hanyue's voice sounded behind him again.
"Please be sure to hand over the things to him with your own hands."
Still without any sound, Wen Shixiao left the inn in silence.
Some people say that love is voluntary, you love me.
But how many people just stand on the side of unrequited love, looking at the people they love deeply, and throwing themselves into the arms of others.
Some people's love has no regrets, and they don't care about giving back.
It's like this, Wen Shixiao...
But some people's love is to give, and they must be reciprocated, and if they love, they must be received.
Just like now, Wen Hanyue...
No matter what kind of love or what kind of lovesickness, they are all in their own way, loving what they love, and untying their lovesickness knots.
And when Wen Shixiao returned to the Medicine King Sect with the token given by Wen Hanyue, he couldn't find Huo Qingyun around.
In the end, he found a drunk man in a deserted pavilion in Yaowang Mountain.
As soon as he returned, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he heard that Wen Xun hadn't come back yet, but he also heard about another thing.
Hearing that Su Jianxiang was back, Wen Zhe also punished two maids in the Shenwu Hall for Su Jianxiang in the past two days.
This news undoubtedly established Su Jianxiang's identity and status in the Medicine King Sect.
In the future, who would dare to be disrespectful to her.
Looking at Huo Qingyun's decadent appearance, Wen Shixiao couldn't help but guess that this guy had already seen Su Jianxiang in private.
At this time, Huo Qingyun was sitting on the ground, leaning his back against the pillars of the pavilion, and there were several empty wine jugs scattered around.
I don't know how he found such a place to hide and drink.
is also very depressed, as well as Wen Shixiao herself.
Regarding Huo Qingyun and Wen Hanyue's affairs, he didn't complain about Huo Qingyun, he also knew that what Huo Qingyun really liked in his heart was always Su Jianxiang.
They are masters and apprentices, and he has long seen this in such a long time together.
Whether they love each other or are loved, everyone seems to have their own persistence and persistence.
Wen Hanyue insisted on loving Huo Qingyun who didn't love her, although Huo Qingyun knew that it was impossible to be with Su Jianxiang, but he was still clinging to their past and couldn't forget it.
Perhaps, in such a situation, Su Jianxiang is lucky.
At least, instead of dwelling on the past, she chose a new beginning.
Thinking of this, Wen Shixiao simply sat down, picked up an unopened bottle of wine, opened it and drank it alone.
Whether others are persistent or persistent, what does he have to sigh and measure.
He himself is not the same, a mediocre person disturbs himself, he doesn't want to give up, and desperately guards the woman he cares about.
Tilting his head, a sip of spicy wine pierced his throat and pierced into his heart.
What he drank was insincere, but what Huo Qingyun drank was involuntarily giving up.
The two men, neither of them spoke, each thinking about their own thoughts, but the action of drinking in their hands was the same.
When the pot of wine in Wen Shixiao's hand was about to be drunk, the person next to him turned his head and looked at the person beside him.
At this time, Huo Qingyun completely lost his ability and neatness on weekdays, and his bearing was extraordinary.
His hair was a little disheveled, and he had a beard on his chin, and he was as decadent as a drunk in the market.
Although he had drunk a lot of wine and appeared to be drunk on the surface, in fact, the more he drank, the more sober he became.
Who said that wine can relieve worries and also relieve a thousand sorrows.
However, he had drunk so much wine, but he was even more worried.
Looking at the man beside him, who had been pouring himself wine, he saw God.
Wen Shixiao is his master, and he has been taken care of by him since he entered the Medicine King Sect.
They are also teachers and friends, how could he not know where Wen Shixiao has gone these days.
Huo Qingyun, who was already red-eyed, looked at the person next to him a little blankly, and after a while, he broke the silence for a long time.
"Master... Do you hate me ... ”
Wen Shixiao likes Wen Hanyue's things, others may not know, but he, who is an apprentice, has already found out.
In the past year, Wen Shixiao has treated him, although he has been on the road on the surface, but he has hope in his heart, and he hates him.
Wen Shixiao, who had already reopened the second pot of wine, replied after taking another sip of wine.
"What right do I have to hate you...
It's just people who have been tricked by fate.
After Huo Qingyun looked at it for a long time, he didn't see the hatred he wanted to see on that face at all.
Retracting his gaze, he laughed a little self-deprecatingly.
"Hehehe... Hahaha... ”
At this moment, he had to sincerely admire his master from the bottom of his heart.
He thought that his state of mind was far inferior to his.
can be so patient and tolerant, such a person, why can't Wen Hanyue see it, don't cherish it.
"Master, such a woman really doesn't deserve to be treated like this."
Wen Shixiao raised the flask, poured another sip of liquor into her mouth, and sighed.
"Alas... What is the so-called worthiness or not, if you fall in love with someone and can have a choice, in this world, why are there so many crazy men and women. ”
A lover eventually becomes a family, after all, it is just a good wish and imagination.
What he can do now is not to think about how to get it, but how to protect the people he cares about.
This is also the only thing he can do for the woman he loves.
Master and apprentice, today is the first time in the past few years that they have drunk together in this way.
If there was no Wen Hanyue, perhaps, the relationship between them would be more pure.
Finally, after all the wine on the ground had been drunk, Wen Shixiao slowly got up from the ground.
At this time, just like Huo Qingyun just now, his walking steps were already drunk.
But in that mind, it was unusually calm and clear.
At this moment, Huo Qingyun's consciousness was gradually blurred.
Wen Shixiao said something like this before leaving the gazebo.
"I know you have your frustrations, but some things can't be changed. Hanyue likes you very much, and to be honest, I was also very jealous of you. But I can't do it, let the people I love love me too. If she must marry you, I hope that you will try to accept it, even if you can't treat her wholeheartedly. This is your responsibility ... ”
He didn't care if Huo Qingyun could hear these words, and after finishing speaking, he left the pavilion.
There were only wine bottles left on the ground, and Huo Qingyun, who was spread on the ground and was about to fall asleep.
And Huo Qingyun had already listened to all these words.
Compared with everything Wen Shixiao has done to Wen Hanyue, on the other hand, what he has done to Su Jianxiang is very different.
It wasn't until today, a year later, that Huo Qingyun realized it and felt very regretful.
Perhaps, as early as last year, he should have fought for himself, instead of passively accepting everything everywhere.
But there is no regret medicine to buy in this world, and now he can only bear the fruits of his own planting...