Chapter 39 Cutting and Sorting is still messy

After eating the steak, Chen Tong wiped his mouth, and it seemed that the whole person had regained the gentlemanly demeanor just now.

He squeezed a smile at Cheng Qingge: "I'm sorry, I didn't control my emotions just now." Don't look at me, you can continue to eat. If that's not enough, you can add an after-dinner dessert. ”

Cheng Qingge finally came back to his senses, hurriedly picked up the knife and fork and continued to cut his share of beef, while saying, "No need, no need, these are enough, it's really ...... Broke the bank. ”

Cheng Qingge thought while eating, and said that when eating Western food, you must have a good relationship with the people at the same table, otherwise it is easy to have an accident, and now it looks really scary, this knife and fork at hand, if you can't control your emotions, isn't it really worried about your life...... It's better to hurry up and go back after eating, Chen Tong and Xu Li's matter has already been hammered, and there is nothing more to say.

Unexpectedly, at this time, Chen Tong said: "Cheng Qingge, I just want to say that I am not with Xu Li." I have never seen the circle of friends she posted. Nothing happened between us. ”

Cheng Qingge just took a bite of the steak in front of him, and almost choked when he heard this. She hurriedly grabbed the lemonade next to her and took a big sip, then stopped and looked into Chen Tong's eyes.

On the other side, his eyes were clear at this moment, he didn't dodge at all, and he didn't look like he was lying.

He said that he had never seen Xu Lifa's circle of friends - Cheng Qingge's IQ seemed to be suddenly online: "What do you mean...... Is it an illusion created by Xu Li in the circle of friends? Was it deliberately shown to us? ”

"I know you might say that if I really hadn't met her, I wouldn't have given her a chance to fake. Yes, I did go to see Xu Li and the hotel where she was staying, but I just sent her back. ”

Cheng Qingge chose a piece of fruit salad and put it in his mouth and said, "Chen Tong, do you know? In a relationship, what a woman can't stand the most is that her man and her ex are disconnected. Sometimes, emotional matters are constantly cut and sorted out, and it is better than nothing at all. ”

When Chen Tong heard this, he finally began to explain in a hurry, as if he had opened the conversation: "It's really not a broken thread." Cheng Qingge, it's really not. Since I went to university, I haven't been in touch with Xu Li. I also get along well with Xiaoxiao. However, one day, Xu Li suddenly found me and said that she was going to travel to Hangzhou, and it was a holiday in those days, so I welcomed her verbally. At that time, Xiaoxiao was having surgery, you know, I had to take care of her every day. ”

Cheng Qingge nodded to indicate that he was listening, and motioned for him to continue.

"Actually, I still know when to avoid suspicion. But then, the night you were talking about, Xu Li suddenly messaged me that she might be in trouble at a bar in Hangzhou. I was worried that one of her girls would be in danger outside, so I had to follow the location she sent me. Who knows, when she arrived, she was only seen drinking alone. When I arrived, she didn't mention any trouble, she just pulled me to keep drinking. I see that she has drunk a lot alone, and I am not very relieved. ”

Chen Tong paused when he talked about this, Cheng Qingge heard this, and probably guessed what happened later. What made Cheng Qingge feel sad was not the breakup of Xiaoxiao and Chen Tong, but the discovery that Xu Li, a sister who had been so good together, suddenly became so strange, as if she had been poisoned by feelings.

"That's why you're staying? What happened to her later? ”

Chen Tong listened and hurriedly explained: "It's right that I stayed. However, nothing happened after that. ”

It turned out that that night, because he was worried about Xu Li's safety, Chen Tong stayed in the bar with her until late at night. Xu Li was drinking while reminiscing about school, and the more she drank, the more sad she became, and finally she cried a lot. Chen Tong persuaded her several times, and Xu Li finally agreed to let Chen Tong send her back to the hotel.

Xu Li told Chen Tong that the hotel was near the bar and could be reached within walking distance. But Chen Tong dragged Xu Li, who was drunk and couldn't walk well, and walked around for a long time, but he didn't find the hotel Xu Li said.

Halfway through, a light rain suddenly fell, and both of them got wet. Later, Chen Tong had no choice but to take out the hotel's room card from Xu Li's bag, so he called a taxi and sent her back to the hotel when she was drunk.

When she arrived at the hotel, Xu Lijiu also woke up for the most part. Chen Tong was about to leave, but Xu Li said, "My hair and clothes are wet, go to the bathroom and get a hair dryer to dry before leaving?" ”

Chen Tong hesitated for a moment, and then walked into the bathroom.

Xu Li also asked outside if she needed help, but Chen Tong hurriedly said no.

Now that I think about it, it was probably when Chen Tong was blowing his hair in the bathroom, Xu Li took those ambiguous-looking photos and posted them to the circle of friends.

It was that split second decision, and everything changed after that.

"I didn't expect her to be like this." After Chen Tong finished the last sentence, he began to look out the window in silence again.

But this sentence seemed to knock on Cheng Qingge's heart: "I didn't expect her to be like this." ”

Cheng Qingge recalled the days when the three of them laughed together, and also recalled the past when Xiaoxiao and Xu Li fell out for Chen Tong, and couldn't help but feel sad again.

Emotional matters, where can you distinguish right from wrong?

Chen Tong has been keeping a distance from Xu Li indifferently, how could she not feel it?

posted on Moments pretending to be sweet to others, who knows what kind of pain she will have in her heart?

After so long, Xu Li, she just can't get over this hurdle.

Cheng Qingge remembered that Xiaoxiao once told herself that since she was officially with Chen Tong, she always felt as if she had done something wrong, and she had a complete falling out with Xu Li, and she could no longer be friends, but it seemed that she owed Xu Li.

And Xu Li, after all, returned the equal share of the pain.

It's just that in the end, no one got what they wanted, and they all failed.

Once the war of feelings breaks out, there is really no winner.

Throughout the ages, the tragedy of love and hatred has come full circle. Loving but not being able to do it may really be better than never starting.

Cheng Qingge thought of this, and Shi Ning's shadow suddenly broke into his mind. listened to other people's love and hatred, but I didn't expect that my own feelings were also a mess, and they were also cut and tied.

Chen Tong said: "Qingge, if you have the opportunity, I hope you can help me tell Xiaoxiao the truth of the matter." I don't know if we'll ever get back together, but I think it's better for her to know this than to be sad now. ”

Cheng Qingge looked at Chen Tong with a sincere face, and nodded seriously.

Chen Tong is a smart person, as he said, even if things are made clear, he and Xiaoxiao may not have a chance to get back together. The burden of love is too heavy. Once the estrangement between the two people appears, it will not disappear easily.

Thinking of this, Cheng Qingge followed Chen Tong's example, and also looked at the neon outside the window in a daze for a while. A great sadness suddenly broke into my mind, and even the delicious food on the table suddenly became a little tasteless. Finally, wanting to get out of this sad atmosphere as soon as possible, she got up and went to the bathroom under the pretext of excuses.

When he arrived at the bathroom, Cheng Qingge washed his hands with cold water, and took out the mirror to touch up his makeup.

Looking at himself in the mirror full of sadness, Cheng Qingge couldn't help but cheer himself up.

Cheng Qingge, what's wrong with you, you're obviously talking about other people's things, why do you think of yourself again? Don't forget, you're here for a big dinner today. This is the most expensive restaurant around F University, so don't waste so many delicious foods. The beef tastes so good, and the lobster salad is delicious...... Have you forgotten that no matter how hard you can't get by, you can't get along with food?

After persuading himself for a long time, Cheng Qingge finally stabilized his mood. No matter how much cutting and untidying is still messy, it is all in the past, and the future is not something that anyone can decide, and it is a serious thing to go back and continue to solve the delicious food on the table.

Cheng Qingge hurriedly came out of the bathroom, but saw a familiar figure coming out of the men's bathroom opposite.

One looked at each other, and both of them were stunned.

I just sorted out my emotions, but I didn't expect to be dissipated as soon as I got out of the bathroom.

"Cheng Qingge ......"

"Shi Ning ......"

"Why are you here?" The two of them whispered a question almost at the same time, and then they were silent, and just like that, the two of them actually looked at each other at the door of the bathroom...... Fortunately, someone soon came to the bathroom and passed in front of the two, interrupting the two people's stumbling eyes.

Cheng Qingge came back to his senses, nodded at Shi Ning, and turned away in a panic.

On the way back, Cheng Qingge's heart was completely messed up again. The moment he looked at Master Ning just now, Cheng Qingge felt that he was finished again. Haven't you already made it clear? Say yes and don't get together? Is it okay to say that there is nothing to do with it? Why is it that every time I see him again, I still feel like I have been enchanted, and I can't move my place?

Also, why can I meet this Shi Ning who I am afraid to see everywhere? Is fate wonderful, or do you like to see lovers' jokes?

Back in his seat, Chen Tong's mood seemed to be better, but he found that Cheng Qingge's mood was a little strange, and he hurriedly asked her what was wrong.

Cheng Qingge brushed the broken hair in front of his forehead and hurriedly said that it was okay.

Seeing this, Chen Tong politely pushed the food in front of her, and said, "Okay, then let's not talk about those unhappy, let's eat something well." The food here is really good. ”

But at this moment, Cheng Qingge's mind has been lost halfway. She didn't hear what Chen Tong was saying at all, but she just caught a glimpse of Shi Ning walking to a seat not far away, and there was a beautiful girl sitting opposite, looking familiar.

Chen Tong shouted Cheng Qingge again.

Cheng Qingge came back to his senses again and smiled apologetically at Chen Tong.

Chen Tong had no choice but to ask again: "Is it really okay?" Would you like to add more dessert? The desserts here are also very good. Cake, or ice cream? If you're in a bad mood, maybe you'll be happier if you eat something sweet. ”

Cheng Qingge shook his head politely and said no need, and began to bow his head to eat. While eating her, she suddenly remembered that the familiar girl opposite Shi Ning was not the legendary fiancΓ©e Han Jingyi, who had a marriage contract with Shi Ning?

It must be right, such a recognizable girl, you can remember it at a glance, Cheng Qingge will not admit her mistake.