Looking at the street scene under the dim light outside the window, Lin Shanghan somehow felt that his eyes were a little wet.

Of course, Lin Shanghan knew why he was unhappy.

Lin Shanghan felt that a certain part of himself was still on the windowsill of the dark rooftop roof, and replayed a sentence over and over again, Lin Shanghan, let's always be good classmates.

Deep down in his heart, Lin Shanghan has always had a hunch that this may be the most ...... he can get from Cheng Xiang In a word.

The most what? Lin Shanghan didn't know. Maybe you know, but you don't admit it.

However, now the whole person has just been liberated from the ignorant state of the parent-teacher meeting scene, and the information that has not been disposed of at that time, between the lines, the corners of the eyes and eyebrows, have appeared on the car window, which is extremely clear.

Although Lin Shanghan doesn't know how Cheng Xiang's mother knows about herself, it seems from Cheng Xiang's mother's performance that Cheng Xiang should have a "criminal record", and this criminal record may also be related to why Cheng Xiang didn't do well in the college entrance examination last year.

The "ex-convict" object is a boy she used to get along.

It's not hard to reason.

But, "Lin Shanghan, we have always been good classmates", what is this? Is it nostalgia for the boy from before, or is it a rebellion against her mother?

Lin Shanghan felt that the corners of his eyes were a little moist, but he couldn't hold back his tears.

The car drove to one of the few remaining ancient buildings of unknown dynasties in the small city. Outside the window is hundreds of years ago, and in the background is the 21st-century Guangming Middle School, and only this car carries itself to escape the capture of time.

Lin Shanghan, an outdated college entrance examination candidate, and a college entrance examination candidate who is about to take the college entrance examination.

I was abandoned by a girl I liked for a long, long time, and now I want to be abandoned by another girl.

I am like a souvenir that has been thrown away, and I have been picked up to commemorate others.

When Lin Shanghan was in the back seat, his eyes were red and a little choked, and the car slowly drove to the door of his community.

But Lin Shanghan's mood at this time was still stuck just now, and he couldn't stop the brake for a while.

"Master, um" Lin Shanghan snorted, "Well, how much", "Oh, it's exactly fifty, I'll give it to you." ”

The driver was amused by Lin Shanghan.

"Young man, don't give money yet, if you want to cry, cry."

He said this sentence slowly in his voice of cigarettes and alcohol, as if he had shouted to prepare for Qi, and before the words fell, the tears that Lin Shanghan had been holding back for a long time slowly dripped from his cheeks.

The driver lit a cigarette, didn't urge Lin Shanghan, didn't comfort Lin Shanghan, just opened half of the car window and slowly spit out smoke rings, and let Lin Shanghan hold back his tears in the back, just like going upstairs will really be hacked to death by his parents, first give himself a funeral of fifty yuan.

By the time Lin Shanghan's mood had almost adjusted, fifteen minutes had passed. Lin Shanghan wiped his tears and snot with a tissue, still sobbing inertly, and still hiccuping a little.

Even Lin Shanghan felt that his sad appearance was too sincere.

"Master, thank you, you are so good."

"It's okay, my son is about the same age as you, and like you, he doesn't want to go home after every parent-teacher conference. If you want to cry, cry, children have children's hardships, and boys can't cry. ”

Lin Shanghan's nose was a little sour.

The thoughtfulness from strangers is always sensational.

"Do you think I'm very similar to your son, so my compassion is overflowing?"

"How can that," laughed the master, "if he were a loser like you, I would have hung him up and beaten him." ”

Lin Shanghan frowned after hearing this, and the comforting uncle in his eyes instantly turned into a middle-aged greasy man, Lin Shanghan took the schoolbag and "snapped" the car door, and left without saying a word.

When Lin Shanghan arrived home, it was almost eight o'clock. There was a pile of broken furniture thrown by an unknown neighbor downstairs in Lin Shanghan's house, and one of the tattered dressing mirrors played a role. The street lamp downstairs was broken, Lin Shanghan could only step on the big wardrobe to get close to the mirror, and then use the sensor light in the corridor to illuminate himself to see if his eyes were red and swollen or something.

Then I heard a scream and a run from behind.

…… It is indeed very immoral to step on the small garbage mountain outdoors at night and look in the blue mirror, but Lin Shanghan was also frightened half to death by the other party's screams.

Unwilling to take it again, Lin Shanghan could only get a haircut casually, go upstairs with his head down, and open the door with the key.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw my mother in the restaurant cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, and smelled the fragrance of stir-fried food.

"Why haven't you come back until now?" Mom didn't look up at Lin Shanghan, but was concentrating on wiping the soup dripping on the table, "Have you eaten?" Would you like to make some more for you? ”

"Yes", Lin Shanghan's voice was a little hoarse, and after her mother heard it, she looked up at Lin Shanghan.

Lin Shanghan guessed that no matter how he cleaned himself up, his eyes should still be red, and it was useless to cover up.

How could my mother not know Lin Shanghan's psychological state, and quipped: "I listened to your third aunt, and your teacher Xie praised you at the parent-teacher meeting, and your grades fluctuated a little, as long as you can keep the final exam a little higher, there should be no problem." ”

Fortunately, her mother didn't ask Lin Shanghan why she was not in a high mood, and Lin Shanghan casually replied to her mother.

"Then you go back and wait, I'll warm up the food for you."

"You don't need to heat it, just take boiling water and soak a bowl of instant noodles, I like to eat instant noodles."

"Okay".

The strange thing is that this time my mother didn't talk about a lot of bad things because of instant noodles like before, and my mother just turned her head and went to boil water. It seems that the mother's understanding of her son is indeed true.

Maybe it's because Lin Shanghan's emotional expression just now was a bit excessive, so when Lin Shanghan sucked the instant noodles, he felt a faint pain in the back of his head, and a little lack of oxygen.

Lin Shanghan came back with a bunch of exercise books, and was originally going to implement the "self-improvement plan" he had just formulated, but now he had no mind at all, threw his schoolbag on the chair casually, closed the door and window, and collapsed on the bed at once.

Picking up the phone, Lin Shanghan wished he could see Cheng Xiang's news, but the truth still failed as Lin Shanghan wished.

Lin Shanghan wanted to go to Cheng Xiang to talk about it, but when she thought about it, it was very likely that she was not there, and maybe she was still confronting her mother because of her mother's affairs, and her words about finding her now might make her even more embarrassed, so after thinking about it, Lin Shanghan still didn't do it.

Lin Shanghan wanted to ask Deng Ziyi again, but Deng Ziyi usually slept early, and now he also slept at this point.

Lin Shanghan suddenly felt so lonely, he didn't even have someone to talk to in time.

Lin Shanghan always feels that he is strong enough not to be sad and sad, but in fact, he is still very easy to be sentimental at certain moments.

Maybe I'm too emotional.

(End of chapter)