That night, Gu had a long, long dream, in which she returned to the day when she was a freshman in high school, and came to a new class, surrounded by unfamiliar faces.

Then the picture turned, Gu Qingqing came to the playground again, the freshmen of each class lined up to listen to the speech of the leader on the stage, the leader was closed, only to see a person in camouflage uniform shouting slogans, and walking to the stage with a team of people with neat steps.

"Stand, turn right!" As the words fell, a pair of people turned around in unison, and then the person leading the team also turned around.

"Hello students, I am Gu Beiting of the XX unit, and I have come to Jiangcheng No. 1 Middle School to conduct military training guidance for high school freshmen at the instruction of my superiors, and we will spend the next half a month together......"

Gu gently watched silently from the audience, her heart was beating "bang bang", she felt that her face was burning like a fire, she narrowed her eyes, raised her hand and touched it gently.

It wasn't until Gu Beiting was about to finish speaking that she hurriedly looked over and unexpectedly collided with his gaze, and at that moment it seemed that her breath was suffocated.

Suddenly, the corners of Gu Beiting's lips were slightly curved, and his eyes were full of stars and seas.

Just this one glance...... She's fallen!

Suddenly, the picture changed again, day turned into night, and she cried bitterly on the roof of the school because of her mother's reproach and partiality.

"Classmate Gu?" A voice full of questions came.

Gu gently wiped his tears and turned around: "Hello instructor!" ”

"Why don't you go back to sleep so late," Gu Beiting glanced at the time, and his tone was extremely serious: "The lights will be turned off immediately, there will be an emergency gathering from time to time later, if you are late, you should know the consequences." ”

Gu nodded lightly, but as soon as he lowered his head, tears fell without anger.

The scene behind was a little chaotic and vague, and Gu Qingqing couldn't tell where it was, but she knew that it must be related to him, because she was happy in her heart.

Suddenly, the wind and clouds changed, and a powerful force rushed to her face, she couldn't even open her eyes, and when she was slightly relieved, her grandfather's voice sounded in her ears.

"I announce to everyone that he, Gu Beiting, is my Gu Changshan's son and the future heir of the Gu Consortium!"

When the words fell, Gu Qingqing's eyes became clear, not far away Gu Changshan and Gu Beiting stood in the center, and the people around them began to applaud, only she had tears in her eyes.

Gu Beiting was still not surprised, and she looked calm, even looking at her with such calm eyes, so calm that there was no trace of waves.

Later, he was gone, silently, and she knew that she would cry uncontrollably.

Crying to despair, Gu gently opened her eyes, only to find that the pillow was wet with her.

When she got up, she found a brand new set of clothes on the bedside table, and she didn't think about who prepared it, so she changed it without thinking.

It doesn't matter if he's or not.

After changing his clothes and walking out, it happened that Gu Beiting also brought back breakfast.

"You're up."

"Hmm." The expressions of both were unnatural.

Gu gently sat on the sofa, took a sandwich and ate it, during which she didn't say a word to Gu Beiting.

Gu Beiting could naturally feel her alienation from herself, and wanted to speak several times, but finally endured it.

After eating, the two went to Shu's house first, and after greeting the second elder of the Shu family for a while, they drove back to Jiangcheng.

"Didn't you say you should take a break and leave tomorrow?" After getting into the car, Shu Yi asked.

"That's what it means."

When Shu Yi heard it, she felt that things were not so simple, there must be something wrong here.

"Can you eat gently?"

"It's okay, I'm fine."

The road back was short and long, Gu looked at the front with blank eyes, and for a moment she wanted to escape, this was the way home, and it was also the last time of her child's life.

When passing through a service area, Gu gently signaled Gu Beiting to push the car forward, and after the car stopped steadily, she ran to the bathroom smartly.

Shu Yi and Gu Beiting also got out of the car.

"What the hell is going on?"

"Gently agreed." At this time, Gu Beiting was not as relaxed as he expected, but his heart was shrouded in more dark clouds.

"Hmm." Shu Yi nodded, and also understood the slight abnormality.

After a while, she came back gently, her face was not very good-looking, and she almost didn't have the strength to stand.

Gu Beiting wanted to help her, but Gu gently waved his hand and refused, he was stunned for a moment, because no matter when, Gently had never refused him, and this time, she didn't even hesitate to shake his hand away.

Shu Yi took some fruit out of the car, Gu gently ate two strawberries, then opened the door of the back seat and sat in, and Shu Yi also sat in.

"Little grandma, sit in the front!" Gu said softly.

Shu Yi took her hand and put it in her palm: "I'll accompany you." ”

Shu Yi felt deeply guilty, they couldn't pay it off in this life, if she wasn't Gu Huaisheng's daughter Gu Beiting still had a chance to make up for it, but now he didn't even have this qualification.

"Gently, don't blame Beiting, he has no choice, it doesn't matter what kind of man he is, he deserves to suffer any crime, he has to have the courage and courage to bear if he makes a mistake.

But you are different, you are still young, your life has just begun, you can't be ruined because of this, people are terrible, worldly stereotypes and gossip will crush you, this is what we don't want to see. ”

"I understand ......"

Gu sniffed slightly, but it still didn't stop the tears from falling, and the dampness ran across her cheeks, leaving a zigzag line on her slightly dry skin.

This cry is like a shore that bursts its embankment, from the first weeping to the later sobbing.

Shu Yi looked distressed, she took Gu gently into her arms and comforted her silently.

Outside the car, Gu Beiting looked at Gu Qingqing, who was crying into tears, and his thoughts formed a net messily, the net became tighter and tighter, reaching the heart, and he only gave up after a faint pain.

When Gu Qingqing's emotions were almost calmed, Gu Beiting sat in the car, looking at the empty seat next to him, and felt lonely for no reason.

He was stunned for a moment, then drove off to the highway.

At about two o'clock in the afternoon, Gu Beiting's car arrived in Jiangcheng, and as soon as he entered the city, Gu gently said to Gu Beiting in front of him: "Go directly to the hospital!" ”

Gu Beiting was stunned: "Let's go again tomorrow!" ”

It was in this stunned effort that he almost collided with the oncoming car, but fortunately he stepped on the brakes in time.

"It's the same day early and late, it doesn't make any difference to me."

Gu Beiting was speechless, but he really didn't want to see her like this, he exhaled heavily and then stepped on the accelerator on his toes.

When he arrived at Sacred Heart Hospital, Gu Beiting found the doctor before and asked about his condition.

"If you decide not to have this child, when is the best time to have surgery?"

The doctor was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Why don't you want the child who was saved with great difficulty?" ”

"My wife and I weren't mentally ready." Gu Beiting lied casually, since he thought it was his wife, then he would be wrong!

"Generally speaking, your wife's body is very weak in this situation, and if you want to have surgery, you must first take care of your body, but in this process, the child is also growing up slowly, and it is not recommended to have surgery after two months, and with your wife's current body, it will be difficult to think about this child in the future." The doctor said patiently, and then glanced at Gu lightly: "Mrs. Gu, think about it." ”

After asking, Gu Beiting's mood became even heavier, he was put in a dilemma, but before he had time to weigh it, Gu spoke softly: "Doctor, what will happen if I want to operate as soon as possible?" ”

"The consequence is that you may lose your qualification to be a mother, and it may have more serious consequences." The doctor became more serious.

Gu lowered his eyes gently, and a pain flashed in his eyes that no one else could see, and his heart was tight.

"Now that we know the doctor, let's go back and think about it." Shu Yi hurriedly said.

What Shu Yi said was exactly what Gu Beiting thought, he nodded, and then stretched out his hand to pull Gu lightly.

"Don't think about it, doctor, you can arrange your time, the sooner the better." Gu raised his head suddenly, tears flashing in his eyes.

"Mrs. Gu, you have to think about it, this kind of damage is irreversible."

"I've figured it out."

"Gently!" Gu Beiting, who had always been calm, suddenly became confused.

Gu gently stood up and looked at him and smiled: "Don't say it, I've thought about it, I won't embarrass you." ”

Gu Beiting suddenly felt a dull pain in his heart, and he suddenly realized that he was about to lose something most precious.

"Doctor, schedule a time for me!"

The doctor shook her head helplessly, she had been a doctor for so many years, and she didn't want to see such a thing happen, but such a thing would be experienced every day.

"I'll prescribe two boxes of medicine for you first, take them according to the doctor's instructions, and come over early the day after tomorrow." The doctor quickly drew a few strokes on the doctor's order sheet and handed it to Gu Qingqing.

"Okay, thank you, doctor."

Walking out of the outpatient clinic, Gu Beiting took the doctor's order to the pharmacy to pick up the medicine, and Gu gently waited in the hall with Shu Yi.

"Gently, listen to me, let's go back and discuss it again, don't you rush to make a decision first, okay?"

is also about Gu Beiting's future, she has to be cautious, if she wants to gently lose her qualification to be a mother as a price, then she is willing to let Gu Beiting take all the consequences.

Before Gu Qing could speak, Gu Beiting walked over with a gloomy face with the medicine.

When he obtained the two medicines, he asked the doctor about the purpose of this medicine, which is probably to stop the fetus from developing and then slowly fall off from the mother's body after taking it, and perform surgery when the embryo has not yet flowed out, so as to reduce the damage to the mother.

But after listening to the doctor's explanation, the whole person was not good, which was equivalent to strangling two small lives that had not yet taken shape with his own hands, which made him how to do it.

"Give me the medicine!" Gu Qing saw that he hadn't taken it for a long time, and reminded.

Gu Beiting looked at her and still didn't move, and finally Gu gently snatched it from him, and then walked out of the outpatient hall.

"What's wrong with you?" Shu Yi lightly touched Gu Beiting's arm.

"Mom, I'm wondering if I'm doing something wrong."