Chapter Ninety-Three: The Trip to G City Takes Retreat as Advance
Both were former national athletes.
Gu Jinheng is older than Su Jiangqing, and he left G City and went to Zhou'an after retiring for personal reasons in his early years.
Later, the connection gradually diminished, but the friendship never broke.
According to his age and physical strength, there is no problem at all compared to the previous few years.
I didn't expect this person to retire when he said he would retire, and he didn't care at all.
Neither of them is a gossip person, everyone has something they don't want to say, and the way to get along is to get along with friends who don't ask about something.
Recalling the past, my heart was full of panic.
Gu Jinheng took away the tiredness between her eyebrows, and the unhappy parting at noon was more like blindly adding a little boredom to the condiment.
His elbows propped up on the window, and he pulled his hair twice with his palms. Now most of the resentment has disappeared, and the mood has calmed down a lot.
I was just about to pull the door and get out of the car.
The mobile phone rang suddenly, his brows furrowed, and when he saw the caller ID, his furrowed eyebrows loosened.
Scratch to answer.
"Why, I haven't been out of Zhou'an yet. I knew I was going back to G City, is the news so accurate now? Gu Jinheng teased half-jokingly.
Frankly speaking, today in Le Rongge, the mood is not good, and it is rare to be arrogant and want to find someone to vent.
The person on the other end of the line was silent for a long time.
Suspicious, he took his phone away and looked at the interface.
The numbers that beat from second to second on the interface proceeded slowly and methodically.
He has always been a very patient person, and when the other party does not speak, he consumes patience and does not urge.
Suddenly, Su Jiangqing's cool and deep voice sounded, slightly broken, hoarse.
The man's eyes narrowed slightly, and he looked ahead, with a few seconds of subtle signs.
"I'm married." Simple, powerful four words sum it all up.
Yes, he is married. It was supposed to be a celebration.
Gu Jinheng knew that it was not for him, and they used to go out to play together.
On the night of the end of the game, the two were able to return to G City on leave, also in memory.
At that time, Gu Jinheng was indifferent enough, and he looked at others wantonly in his own world.
In addition to sports, there is no compassion, and there is no hard bone of love between men and women.
looked at the big boy in front of him, who was several years younger than him, holding the wine glass and his eyes were scarlet.
As it is today, the broken voice is mixed with the crispness of alcohol. Laughed indistinctly, "I'm fine, Brother Gu, it's okay." ”
"I'm just curious, curious about people like you, are there people who can't ask for it?"
At that time, he picked up the glass and shook it twice.
The liquid in the cup intertwined with each other in the dim starlight overhead.
It falls in the eyes and rolls a thin aperture very shallowly, which is beautiful and dazzling.
There was no emotion in his clear eyes, and his smile was a little playful and a little careless.
The thin lips are lightly opened, light and cold. "Nope."
Su Jiangqing sneered a few times, and the fingers holding the cup paused. "So? That's a shame! ”
"You're drunk, Jiang Qing, I'll send you back."
Su Jiangqing raised his hand, and his body retreated again and again, "Why can't you find her?" Why can't I find it? It hurts here. ”
The fingertips are pointed at the mouth of the heart, and when it falls, it is heavy, but I don't feel the slightest pain.
That night, looking at him, his clear eyes flashed with tears, decadence, frustration, despair, and helplessness.
Several emotions crossed in those beautiful eyes.
It's a pity that he didn't know how to love people that year, and he didn't understand what it was like to "love but can't"?
Zeng Jin said, "Brother Gu, if one day I succumb to reality and marry someone else, none of you should sympathize with me, and please look down on me!" ”
He chuckled to himself, "Because, in that case, I wouldn't even look down on myself." ”
After a moment of silence, he found his voice and asked emptyly. "You...... Got it? ”
"Hehe, find? Not at all! ”
At this time, Su Jiangqing was like a doll without a soul, and he was only left alive.
"I don't want to succumb to reality, Brother Gu. This is the only way I can find to keep looking for her, do you think she will blame me? Will they blame me? ”
This answer is self-evident, and Gu Jinheng can't answer.
If he wants to marry someone who is not Le Rongge, he is unwilling, and when he thinks that he will not be her for the rest of his life, he has no expectations for the rest of his life.
Perhaps, will live.
What's the point of just being alive as a walking dead.
"Jiang Qing, there is a will, and love is dead. Such a simple truth, I don't believe you don't understand! Are you really ...... Have you really thought about it? ”
Perhaps, it was too late for him to understand, or maybe he finally understood. So I don't want him to spend the rest of his life and let each other be in prison and be free.
Su Jiangqing was stunned when he heard this, "Brother Gu, you never said this before, what are you?" ”
"Yes, I have the kind of people you said, but not love. I, Gu Jinheng, love her, so I must stay with her for a long time and grow old! This is the promise that Gu Jinheng once gave to Le Rongge, he was far from thinking about it.
One day he will also love but not be able to love, and at that time, between them, will be "time"?
"Hahaha, Brother Gu, congratulations, I wish you what you want. Remember, don't let go. ”
The messy heart hurts so much that every word that comes out of my mouth is sincere and helpless.
"Painting the shadow Liu Qingqing, the brocade book walks slowly." In his life, does he know if he will be able to get what he wants?
My heart was moved, and I thought of her eyebrows. Second Chinese Network
Gu Jinheng blurted out. "Since you have chosen, let it go! Maybe the people around you are good people, Jiang Qing, I don't want to see you regret it again in the future. ”
Su Jiangqing's blank expression crossed a face that captivated the city and the country, "Regret? Maybe he's already regretted it! ”
The sound of the wind whirring outside the window, Xiao Xiao blew by.
"What would you do if it were you?" Su Jiangqing asked without giving up.
Gu Jinheng lifted her eyes slightly amusedly, and the depression that originally existed in her heart would be evacuated.
When I think of his mess, I can let go of it a little now.
Compared with him, the little bit of love-hate entanglement between him and her is really a gift from God.
The heart is loose, and the aggressive posture on his face is still unabated. "Jiang Qing, what kind of presence are you looking for here? We're not the same, you forgot. ”
Gu Jinheng knew that he was uncomfortable, so he didn't say it too harshly.
His voice softened and he spoke comfortingly. "Even if I give you an answer, it is just a vain, will you comfort or be relieved? It's useless, the hurdle in your heart can't be overcome, and no one can help you. ”
Su Jiangqing sighed heavily, his heart was very heavy, and his feelings were difficult to accept.
The person who is thinking about it can't protect it, doesn't he know what he did, and invisibly hurt an innocent person.
"I'm sorry."
"The person you should say sorry for, not me, is worthy of your heart is the most important. Jiang Qing, I hope you are happy, and those who love your heart deserve happiness! ”
"Love" will make people soft and make people have light in their hearts.
It will make you understand that all survival and hope grows in the direction of the light!
Originally, before leaving at noon, the person seemed to be in a good mood, why didn't he start the stove with the girl and strike the iron while it was hot?
I can't hold back the curiosity of the people who are on the verge of death. "By the way, haven't you always liked to spend time in these places? What's going on today? Didn't you play too much at noon, what stimulated you to change sex? ”
Duan Haobo has never dared to joke with Gu Jinheng, and it is rare to find this man's weakness.
As the saying goes, "The ass of a tiger cannot be touched." ”
Duan Haobo thought that someone was proud, and it didn't matter if he joked.
"Duan Haobo." Gu Jinheng's eyes narrowed slightly, and he opened his mouth word by word, which was difficult to measure on the side of the yin wind.
He shook his wit and immediately behaved like a cat.
"Boss, I was wrong." The Faithfulness Watch is at ease.
Gu Jinheng raised her hand and lightly covered her eyebrows, trying to alleviate the heavy tiredness that came from the overpour.
Thinking of another bomb dropped by Su Jiangqing before hanging up the phone.
How could Gu Jinheng not understand what it means for him to retire as a sports person.
It is the pain that is difficult to let go of stirring in their hearts, they have feelings and dreams.
"Poetry and distance." Not only literati have, they have.
That is the hope of sailing, and the motivation to lead the flag to the distance with dreams.
Consider him telling him in the most contemptuous way, "I'm retired." ”
Gu Jinheng paused for a few seconds before replying with three words.
"Got it."
Fortunately, neither of them broke the habit of asking the end in the casserole.
Gu Jinheng silently digested the news, which can be regarded as repaying the kindness of the person back then!
"I seem to understand a little bit, the feeling you had when you retired. Since you just returned to G City, let's celebrate! Waiting for you in the evening. ”
The phone hung up, looked at the mobile phone in the palm of his hand, and was stunned for a long time before slowly retracting it.
"Hey, Boss Gu, are you talking? You weren't distracted before? What's going on today? He was careful to serve the man's temper.
"It's fine."
His voice was so faint that he couldn't hear any emotion, and Duan Haobo didn't ask again when he saw that he was not interested.
Just as he was about to hang up, a melancholy male voice suddenly sounded. "He's retired, and he's going back, let's hold a farewell party, it's also a commemoration!"
Duan Haobo's ears boomed, and he didn't really hear it.
"Retirement? Who? You wouldn't be referring to? Duan Haobo muttered to himself.
"It shouldn't be, I've just left G City for less than twenty-four hours, how can there be no news of this kind of thing?"
But the words came from Gu Jinheng's mouth, and it must have been said by someone himself, so there would be no falsehood.
Frankly speaking, Su Jiangqing was really shocked when he retired.
In the case of the Su family's Su Xiaoye, it was surprising that he would enter the sports circle. According to the degree of favor of this little young master, take a step back and think about it, retirement is a matter of time.
Now that I think about it, it was him who made a fuss!
Gu Jin Heng was stunned for a while, and said truthfully. "The materials have just been handed in, and they will be available after a while."
Duan Haobo knew that he was thinking of his retirement back then.
quickly dropped the topic, casually climbed a few words, found a reason, and hung up the phone.
After packing up your things, I walked to the door.
So he turned back again, he didn't want to open the gift box,
After rubbing it in the palm of his hand for a long time, Gu Jinheng reached out and opened the gift box.
At the sight of this lighter, he admitted that the softest place in his heart was deeply touched.
It's like being held by someone, so lightweight.
The running logo on the Zippo is too eye-catching.
Even after retiring for many years, the Chinese dream of track and field man in his heart has never dissipated.
His fingertips rubbed along the lines on the lighter, and his lifelike running posture was like a light that warmed his peaceful and blandly world.