Chapter 103: A Light in My Life
"That woman, looking at my resentment incarnation, was very happy.
She pointed to a white-nosed clown and said, 'See? This is the real you.
You're just a funny clown to the world.
When you are miserable, others will be happy.
Nobody cares if you live or die, no one cares what you think.
To the world, you are abandoned garbage.
So, you can stay here in peace, keep my secrets, stay with this orphanage, and be forgotten......
Later, I learned that this woman who looked like a femme fatale and had a heart like a femme fatale was the girl who escaped from the orphanage back then-Qiu Yuemei. ”
After reading this log, I was so emotional that I didn't know what to say.
If Ma Zhiqiang is a good person, he is burdened with murders and made corpses into balloons, so he is definitely not a good person.
said that he was a bad person, and since then, he has not chosen to kill again, and even in the face of the persecution and scolding of the 'dean', he will not give in, and stick to his principles and bottom line.
I feel that he is not guilty to death, but it is reasonable that those Taoist priests want to kill him.
It's just that he didn't expect that not only did he not die, but fell into Qiu Yuemei's hands again......
It is estimated that the days after that will not be much better than before......
Ma Zhiqiang, when he wrote a diary this time, he scribbled on the diary several times, it seems, the indignation was to the extreme, in order to vent the indignation in his heart.
When he finished writing the three words 'Qiu Yuemei', this page ran out, so he started another page and continued to write.
But I was stunned to find that the next page was torn off by someone.
In the cracks of the paper, there are still scattered scraps of paper.
Drives me crazy.
But fortunately, the entire diary is only missing that page.
And the page that was torn off did not affect the rest of the reading.
Although I was helpless, I could only continue to look down.
"Qiu Yuemei, after explaining these things to me, she left in a hurry.
She carried the 'Hades' on her back and secretly laid out here, so naturally she couldn't stay for too long.
After that, everything was carried out under her instructions.
I still stay here, eat sugar every day, salvage 'filthy grievances' from the well, and conceive the 'bloody moon'......
Three clowns, responsible for clearing out visitors.
These three clowns, although they are all stripped from my mind, only have white noses, and they are the embodiment of my resentment.
The other two, but they don't belong to me......
It's a projection of someone else living in my memory......
But without exception, they are all vicious people who take pleasure in killing people, and even often sneak out of the orphanage to go to the nearby village to harm people.
That stinky three-eight has put a curse on me.
I became her slave in the orphanage, and I never had a chance to leave in my life.
The 'director' died, but I, too, remained in the orphanage, living a life of eating sugar every day.
It's ridiculous......
Just like Qiu Yuemei said, I am indeed a clown......
Even I want to laugh at myself......"
Qiu Yuemei, what she asked Ma Zhiqiang to do, I don't know who tore it off.
I can only speculate on the before and after logs.
This haunted orphanage does not seem to be the layout of the 'Hades', but Qiu Yuemei, who secretly engaged in the ghost after the identity of the 'dean' was exposed and escaped.
The white nose, the red nose, and the black nose are all her, stripped from Ma Zhiqiang's body through some extremely cruel means.
But the red nose and the black nose seem to be the projections of other people's grievances in a certain scene, in his memory, and they do not belong to Ma Zhiqiang.
On the previous page of the diary, Qiu Yuemei, when she rescued Ma Zhiqiang, asked him if he was willing to take care of her child.
On the new page, Ma Zhiqiang mentioned that he eats sugar every day, salvages 'filthy grievances' from wells, and conceives 'Scarlet Moon'.
'Filthy resentment' is a task issued by the Yin Si Office, specifying what I want to eliminate.
To this day, I don't know what it is.
I don't know where the well where the 'filthy grudge' is hidden.
As for the 'Crimson Moon' that appeared with the white nose, it is also unknown what it is, and where it hides.
I speculate that the 'Scarlet Moon' is most likely the child in Qiu Yuemei's mouth......
It's not just a random guess on my part.
The old driver told me: Zhu Yajie, when he took a taxi back to the city with him, he once said to him: "The bloody moon I saw that night was not the moon, but a perfect child......"
This is quite interesting.
Qiu Yuemei's child was eliminated by Ma Rui in the Wife Killing Club a long time ago.
This child is Qiu Yuemei, forever painful.
Could it be that she will resurrect by some means, or rather, create a new child?
Could that strange new life form be conceived in that round, the scarlet moon?
With Qiu Yuemei's paranoia about children, the possibility is really not small......
I kept such thoughts in my mind and continued, groping for Ma Zhiqiang's diary.
After that, the story is relatively simple.
Most of the time, it's blank.
Occasionally, it was only a record of which clown killed a few intruders.
And then how to play with the remains of these people.
His life, all of a sudden, became mechanical and boring.
Just when I thought that there was not much to focus on, my hand touched the next page of the diary, which was densely filled with words.
It seems that on that day, something very special happened.
I hurriedly put my hand on the journal to see what had happened that day.
"Today is a very special day. It can be said that it is the most special day of my life.
It's raining, it's been falling.
By the time I finished watering Crimson Moon, it was getting late.
But when I got to the room, I suddenly found wet footprints on the ground......
One big, one small.
All the way up to room 302.
Someone broke in......
Over the years, the orphanage has always welcomed some visitors who have no intention of stepping into this place.
But these people, after coming in, have no chance to leave again.
Soon, they will become toys that clowns use to kill for fun.
I'm used to it.
But I may be in an orphanage, bored for a long time.
So, I was born with a curiosity that I hadn't seen for a long time.
Quietly, I pushed the door open a crack to see what the intruder looked like.
An older girl, about my age, about ten years old, had her back to me.
With a little girl, about three years old, lying on the edge of the bed, with a happy smile on her face.
I've never seen such a nice smile in years.
The older girl, I don't know if she noticed me, she suddenly turned around.
I wanted to get out of the way immediately.
But the body, out of my control, froze in place.
This older girl is very delicate.
But good-looking girls, I've seen a lot.
See also the three clowns, who have killed a lot.
But this girl is different......
She looks like 'Sun Qing', almost carved out of the same mold.
I instantly thought of the girl who had died in the belly of the snake.
If she hadn't been swallowed by the cobra, maybe she would be free and unrestrained like other orphans now......
There was a strange feeling in my heart.
Girl, with sharp eyes, she spotted me at a sight.
She asked the little girl, lying down on the bed, and tiptoed open the door.
After seeing me, she was not frightened, but asked me very kindly if I was also a wanderer who came to take shelter from the rain.
I didn't know what to say, so subconsciously, I nodded.
She smiled and led me to room 304 next door......
Take me to the bed that once belonged to me.
On the bed, a sheet was hastily thrown at the moment, as well as quilts and pillows from other rooms.
She told me that she had just cleaned up the bed.
I can sleep here if I don't dislike it.
She and her sister can squeeze in a bed.
I'm so big......
No one has ever cared about me.
No one has ever cared about me.
Before I killed someone, everyone treated me like air and ignored me.
After I killed someone, everybody treated me like a fly and hated me.
No one has ever treated me like a normal person.
Her words are like a ray of sunshine shining on the forgotten clown, the deepest part of his heart.
But I can't accept her kindness......