Chapter 174: An Invitation, His Sincerity
[Gu Jinheng: "Your unwillingness, unhappiness, lack of dissatisfaction, and grievances; From now on, I'll pay you back little by little! ”】
Le Jingxian shook her head.
In the middle of the night like this all these years, I was waiting for my sister to come home. At nights when she wasn't on the night shift, it had long been a habit.
She took a deep breath, her eyes slightly swollen, and her eyes were vaguely filled with a layer of moisture.
Blinked vigorously and lowered his head.
Tears fell directly to the ground, and when she looked up again, she smiled. "Brother-in-law, Sister is stubborn, she has been wronged in her heart over the years, you should be more responsible, don't worry about her."
The sound of snorting and snorting was like a sharp sword, like an invisible mockery.
Gu Jinheng knew that she was angry in her heart, yes, who could not complain? He was willing, willing to bear her and their wrath.
Le Jingxian stubbornly wiped away her tears, pretending to be heartless.
In recent years, the two sisters have learned to be strong and stronger, and as long as they are willing, they can pretend to be flawless.
"Of course, I also know that you have been used to her all those years, and she has lost her temper. It only takes a second to go from hell to heaven, but the feeling of pulling down the altar has taken her years! She took a step back and bowed deeply to Gu Jinheng.
The man stood still, his feet like roots.
After staying for a long time, she couldn't calm down, and the sentence she left before leaving always echoed in her mind.
"I know it's not the first time you've seen him in years, but it's the first time you've been so close! Go see him, he's very well-behaved and cute. ”
For six years, during the treatment, he was ordered to quit smoking.
There has never been a moment when my heart is scratched with a hundred claws.
If you are addicted to cigarettes, you will feel as uncomfortable as insects gnawing at your body.
He twisted his fingers around the position of his throat, turned and went downstairs and poured himself several glasses of water to calm himself completely.
The weight of each step up the stairs carried an infinite anticipation, and he clenched his fists. The door in front of him, these few steps seemed to exhaust half of his body's strength.
I put my fingers on the doorknob and didn't move for a long time......
Morning.
The daylight is rising, the sun is shining outside the window, and the occasional chirping of birds on the windowsill is like a silent accompaniment.
The person on the bed slowly woke up, looking at the faint light on the futon that was refracted by the curtains.
Le Rongge stretched his limbs and moved. The foot was unconsciously lifted twice, and with the height of the light, the shimmer formed a position.
The person who plays happily laughs like a child, and in addition to pretending to be strong over the years, she has also learned to make fun in suffering.
Lie on a soft bed.
She buried her head in the quilt. The urn sucked in twice, arched its body, and opened a little gap slightly sideways.
Looking at that ray of bright light, he subconsciously raised his hand to block it.
Sure enough, the power of a hangover is powerful.
She slowly adjusted, then slowly opened her eyes again.
Familiar furnishings, familiar rooms, familiar beds.
She tugged at the futon and rolled it twice.
It turned out that last night, it was really a dream!
Why, is that dream so familiar and real?
In six years, she had hardly slept like this, and she had slept without any impression.
Half-lifted the quilt, his hooded head exposed to the air.
She shook her head violently: "Hmm! It's a bit cold. The shivering girl silently stuffed her little hand back.
"That's not right. Didn't I have dinner with Zu Ning last night? ”
"Later, it seems that I was still drinking......" she frowned, thinking very hard, "Why are you here after drinking?" How the hell did I get back? ”
She hung her head unhappily, her hands on her cheeks, and she thought about her own memories.
"It seems that I dreamed of Gu Jinheng, the touch, the breath, the sound, the action, as if he was still coaxing me."
patted his head heavily, "Ah~ Why can't you remember?" Are dreams so real now? The person who lay back on the pillow rolled the quilt several times.
In bed, like a koala.
The head rolled to the other half of the bed, and the familiar atmosphere came to the surface.
She reached out her hand, rubbed it slowly, and groped again.
With a bang in his brain, Le Rongge propped his arms and got up.
The incredulous gaze fell on the pillow, a clear sign that someone had slept.
In recent years, she has a little habit when making beds.
On the other side of her pillow, there must be another pillow next to hers, so that she can feel at ease.
Day after day, that half is new.
There has never been a trace of being crushed, and today.
Le Rongge trembled and got up and sat up straight. Pick up the pillow and be in a daze.
No wonder, last night.
She always felt a hug reaching out to her, and she unconsciously rolled in, constantly trying to get closer and demand.
A night without a dream to the present day.
I had an answer in my mind.
She panicked and wanted to go through her phone, she pulled the quilt and looked for it on the bed.
A turn back.
On the bedside table, a glass of water was still steaming, and an envelope was pressed under the phone.
Lean out and reach for it.
Familiar fonts, familiar handwriting. With such a strong and powerful pen, who would it be if it wasn't his. ok essay network
Trembling hands, shaking violently.
There was a moment when you were afraid of what you were afraid of.
As it is now, anticipation, fear, uneasiness, euphoria, nervousness, when all emotions turn into unknown definitions, come together in this moment.
She thought she was going to cry, but there had never been a moment like this.
The phone in the palm of her hand vibrates, she unlocks it, and clicks on the message.
[Notice: Dear teachers and students, listen to the speech at 13:30 pm on March 12, 2019 (this Tuesday) on the first floor of the lecture hall!] Welcome to join on time - School of Physical Education, Zhou'an University! 】
"Speech?" Quick test in my mind, I haven't heard of anyone coming to speak?
Le Rongge opened the envelope.
A piece of greeting card paper folded in the shape of a heart appeared inside, and she carefully opened it following the imprint.
[TO: Le Rongge
Beautiful and gentle music teacher, band, Mrs. Gu! Hello, I am your colleague, team leader, and husband.
Saying I love you at an altitude of 9,000 meters, I once wanted to ask you to wait for me again.
No matter how far away, I'll fly back to you with all my might.
Those who are missing, regretful, once imperfect, and disappointed, are all discarded from this moment on.
Today, it is a brand new Gu Jinheng, what you expect, I am willing to learn!
There are no tears and emptiness, no sadness and despair. If the role of "husband" was once 59 points in your heart, this time I hope it will be rated "good." ”
I heard that the first step in falling in love begins with writing love letters.
So my love letter, my sincerity? Will you accept my offer?
March 12, 2019 (this Tuesday) at 13:30 p.m. in the lecture hall on the first floor of Zhou'an University.
From:Gu Jinheng 2019.03.11】
Le Rongge rolled over and got out of bed and walked to the desk.
Looking at the traces of passivity on the table, last night, the man was here at the desk. What kind of mood would it be to write these down one stroke at a time? She didn't know.
Standing here, she seemed to be deprived of any of her thinking powers. Standing in vain, holding the letter in his hand, looking at the empty tables and chairs, he thought for nothing.
It was as if she was standing barefoot on the floor, and she didn't feel cold, obviously everything was as usual in this room. But it was like a sudden burst of life, surrounded by warmth.
The red cheeks and a faint twitching smile hung shallowly.
The scarlet eyes were half wet, but the black and white eyes were shining.
One light, one scene, one object, one person; Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts, and leads.
It seemed that they were far away from her, and the people who were looking for dead wood finally had a place to live, and from barren to prosperous, it was actually this feeling.
Everyone thinks that I am normal, and that I work day and night to continue your glory.
"Only I know that if you can't accompany me, I'll live myself as you. Never separate, okay? Le Rongge muttered.
Around the room, it was quiet only the sound of its own heartbeat.
She slowly crouched down, holding herself tightly with both hands.
Small, small sobs shattered in my ears. The feeling of insincerity stained her heart with the fiercest fire, and she had nowhere to stay.
The pain that is being condemned all around is like a staggered remodeling of bones.
Every click becomes a proof of what cannot be said. "Gu Jinheng, you're finally back, you're finally ......"
The faint light through the curtains, a little dim, but never extinguished.
The faint light and shadow stretched her back, a small one.
Outside, March is in full bloom, and the birds are chirping and jumping around.
The shadows of the trees are swaying, and the faint fragrance of flowers is mixed in the air, making people not feel awake.
The whole city is full of noisy fireworks.
The voices of people who come and go endlessly, each with his own duties. A rhythmic city has been opened, and the most ordinary day of the day is staged with the sun and moon, morning and twilight.
Le Rongge came out of the room.
Except for Gu Siyue's children, everyone downstairs had the word "not good-looking" written on their faces.
Wake up early in the morning, Le Chenshou starts the day's operation as usual.
Prepare boiling water, mopping the floor, and making breakfast. It turns out that the water bottle, which should have been empty, is it full?
He thought it was because the two sisters came back late last night, and who burned more.
At first, I didn't think much about it, but I probed one by one, only to find that each bottle was full.
The meal he prepared last night was also turned on by someone.
And there seem to be traces of being dragged on the ground.
He was suspicious and was thinking about candidates one by one.
The women of their family, he knows, all these chores have always been men's business. Except for Gu Jinheng who occasionally did it at home at the beginning, there was no one after that.
Early in the morning, he was almost frightened by such thoughts.
The frightened man heard the sound of fingers tapping on the glass behind him.
There was a noticeable knock on the door, like a reminder.
He turned his head suddenly, so shocked that he almost didn't hit the cabinet in the back.
"Jin...... Jin Heng? How did you end up here? "Lechenshou's brain was down for dozens of seconds, and it almost didn't crash and restart." No, no, you see what I'm saying. ”
"I mean, 'Why are you here?' Nor is it right, no. No. 'Huh, how did you get in?' ”
"No, no, I want to ask something. Look at my age, sure enough, when I'm old, my brain is not good. "My mouth is so uneasy that I don't even know what I'm going to say.
Gu Jinheng raised the corners of her lips and smiled at him: "Dad, don't be nervous, I'm really Gu Jinheng, I opened the door with the key and came in." ”
Weng and his son-in-law sat on one side in the morning.
Gu Jinheng briefly explained the healing process of him in the past few years and the reasons why he never came back.