She believes in Xu Sui'an very much, from the past to the present, has not changed.

But Ning Hezhi was the only light at the low point of her life, and Xu Sui'an did it, the vine that entwined her in the abyss.

She believes in Xu Sui'an too much, and she has already believed that it has become a habit, engraved in her blood and bones, and there is no way to erase it.

Unless the skin is peeled, the bone is scraped and the marrow is grinded.

After reading the words signed Nian Nian, You Nian Nian took out another painting.

On the screen, a pair of teenagers and girls are standing side by side, with green smiles, but their eyebrows are exquisite.

"Is that you," Ning Hezhi asked as if unintentionally, "on the painting." ”

Fingertips brushed over the face of the girl on the painting, and You Niannian avoided answering: "He said before that this is the best painting he has ever painted." ”

Ning Hezhi always felt a little uncomfortable in his heart when he heard her say this, and he also had a thorn in his mouth: "But he sold it." ”

You Nian Nian was not annoyed, with nostalgia on his face: "Yes, it's sold." It's good to sell it, he can't live anymore, and the best works should contribute to his life. ”

Her tone was extremely flat, and her sigh was also very light, as if she had been in this state since she came out of the living room.

As if remembering the memories, he remembered a few words lightly, and sighed with emotion, how should life be lived, or how should it be lived.

But when she saw this painting, she was obviously extremely surprised.

The contrast between the front and back is so great that people can't believe it.

Ning Hezhi stiffly changed the topic, he really didn't want to listen to what kind of year You Nian Nian opened and closed his mouth: "You write well." ”

"Thanks for the compliment." You Nian lowered her eyes, she was suddenly extremely tired, if it was in the past, Ning Hezhi's words could make her happy for a long time, but now she was physically and mentally exhausted, and subconsciously rejected Ning Hezhi.

To be more accurate, she didn't want to affect Ning Hezhi because of her bad mood.

Chasing stars is chasing stars, memories are memories, she chases stars rationally, and she can also recall rationally. You can separate the two and manage your emotions well.

You Niannian got up, hugged the painting back to the room, leaned against the door panel, and talked to Chu Lie on the phone.

Chu Lie connected: "Nian Nian, what's wrong?" ”

You Niannian bit his lip: "I found Xu Suian's painting." ”

"What?" Chu Lie's hand shook, "Where did you find it?" Haven't they all been dealt with? ”

"Qi Yelou brought it, said it was auctioned by a foreign gallery, and my eighteenth birthday gift was added with the word Sui'an and went to Qi Yelou's hands."

Chu Lie felt that his breathing was unsteady: "I'll check, Nian Nian, don't think about it now, you have to know, what happened back then-"

"I know," You Nian interrupted him, "what happened back then has nothing to do with me. ”

Chu Lie sighed: "It's good that you know, even if Xu Sui'an has lived a hard time, he will not die of hunger by relying on his single-handed painting skills." Don't worry about him, maybe he's already a well-known painter. ”

You Nian Nian squeezed his mobile phone tightly and suddenly thought of a possibility.

"I hope so."

Hurriedly hung up the phone, You Nian Nian opened Baidu and searched for the name Xu Suian.

No, it's a blank slate.

You smiled bitterly every year.

This person's information was deleted as early as three years ago, and there will be no such name on the free naming software.

What else is she hoping for, does she expect Xu Sui'an to return to China?

Fingertips unconsciously tapped on the keyboard, You Nian Nian secretly laughed at his ignorance, but the bottom of his heart was empty, and the wind poured into it, whistling.

Until your fingertip hits enter.

The page flickers and jumps quickly.

As soon as You Nian looked up, he saw a large number of entries.

"The painter Sui An is popular? An illustration is instantly forwarded to tens of thousands! ”

"Art rookie Sui An designs posters for the movie!"

"The painter Sui An talked about his youth experience, saying that he had studied in China."

You Nian Nian was almost holding his breath.

Sui An, painter Sui An, Xu Sui An.

She couldn't wait to click on the entries, but her hand touched the mouse, but it didn't move for a long time.

Xu Sui'an.

This name, which is quite symmetrical with her, was alive in her short youth.

It's a pity that something happened suddenly, and their intersecting lives are getting farther and farther apart after all.

Far away from the vast ocean, far away from the memory of the past.

She was suddenly unfamiliar to him, and You Nian was no longer qualified to go to him, let alone the courage to get to know him again.

Rubbing his abrupt temples, You Niannian took out his mobile phone and opened Weibo.

I wanted to see the fans' messages to relieve my emotions, but I didn't expect to receive a notice from Ning Hezhi on Weibo as soon as I boarded the trumpet.

Ning Hezhi: "What you want to do is in the future." ”

This is a repost of an endorsement, and the copywriter looks like it is written for publicity, but there is a picture of Ning Hezhi sticking wallpaper today.

Obviously, it wasn't taken seriously, and the angle was not found well, but this person couldn't find fault with his appearance, and the photo was pleasing to the eye.

reposted Weibo casually, and she commented: "What you want is just the mountains and rivers in your eyes." ”

After commenting, her eyes fell on the notebook.

Ning Hezhi said that everything he wants to do is in the future.

She seemed to suddenly have the courage to observe Xu Sui'an's life.

Click on an entry at random, and the interview video will start playing.

The interviewee was wearing a voluminous T-shirt with traces of colorful paint all over it. He was too white, as if he hadn't seen the light for a long time, leaning lazily on the sofa, as if he had no bones, and his speech was a little careless.

"Reading? I read it in China, and my grades are okay. ”

"I didn't expect Mr. Sui An to read the book in China, we all thought you were Chinese......"

The man was quite arrogant, and said impatiently: "What nationality am I, and my appearance is not enough to prove it?" ”

The reporter was stunned for a long time before speaking: "Fans are very curious about your emotional experience, I wonder if you can reveal a thing or two?" ”

When the man heard this, he seemed to have a sudden burst of energy, grabbed his short hair, and sat up straight.

"Emotional experience, I once had a rabbit, does this count?"

When You Niannian heard this, his heart jumped.

The reporter was at a loss, so he had to follow his words: "That...... The rabbit ...... at the end."

"Oh," the other replied lightly, "disobedient, and bitten me, I stewed." ”

This concludes the interview.

You Niannian watched the entire interview, and I didn't remember much about the content, but the tone of the person's speech, lazy attitude and familiar face, there was absolutely no doubt about Xu Suian.

As for what kind of rabbits, You Niannian thought, Xu Sui'an probably still hated him, so it was okay, he had no way to sustenance in his hatred, and he spent countless sleepless nights in vain.

After reading a lot of reports about him, she realized that he had mixed well in the past year, and his domestic popularity had increased significantly, but he was still the same bastard, his clothes were not easy to wear, and the paint was all dyed on the T-shirt, and he was still poor.

Exactly the same as before.

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