Chapter 33: The Gift That Doesn't Go Back Again
Romantic café, hearty and delicious lunch, sitting opposite the person you like, saying I like you.
For a moment, Cheng Qingge seemed to feel pink bubbles rising all around.
Shi Ning's good-looking face on the other side looked so unreal.
Everything is the most beautiful it is.
However, Cheng Qingge couldn't be happy. The feeling of the deer bumping into Shi Ning in front of Shi Ning disappeared all of a sudden, and she suddenly became unusually sober, and she also knew that those pink and dreamy bubbles would eventually burst.
No matter how beautiful he is in front of him, no matter how charming the words he says, he can't eliminate the problems between the two people.
Love is beautiful, reality is skinny.
I don't know why, Cheng Qingge, who has never been in love, can be so calm about emotional matters, you know, this is the first time she has been confessed in person. This first time, is it going to die like this?
But Cheng Qingge has long thought that if two people want to get along, love alone is far from enough. And more and more problems will only make the once good things come to naught.
If you see the end from the beginning, why bother.
Cheng Qingge tried to keep himself awake and brushed his thoughts a little.
She didn't answer Shi Ning's question directly, but looked out the window and said lightly: "Shi Ning, look, the two trees outside the window are standing on both sides of the sidewalk, but the canopies are inexplicably growing in each other's direction. However, they can't cross the distance of the pavement and can't grow together. ”
When Shi Ning heard Cheng Qingge's words, the eyes that were full of anticipation just now suddenly dimmed. He just interrupted Cheng Qingge to say the words "we want to be together", because he was afraid that Cheng Qingge would choose to draw a line with him, and he was afraid that Cheng Qingge would open his mouth and refuse.
No matter what, Shi Ning knew in his heart that Cheng Qingge liked him from the beginning. It's a pity that those irrelevant people and irrelevant relationships finally made Cheng Qingge in front of him retreat. Although, Cheng Qingge didn't say a word about rejection just now, he vividly distanced the two people.
Shi Ning thought to himself: Sure enough, it was Cheng Qingge, and even the words of refusal could be said so tactfully.
From the first day he met this girl, he knew that she was kind and honest, what she was thinking in her heart, whether she was happy or not, would be written on her face, and he could always see through it at a glance. When he was with Cheng Qingge, Shi Ning always felt relaxed and comfortable, while Cheng Qingge's confused personality often caused all kinds of small situations, but it also brought him a lot of fun.
He knew that she was different from the girls he had ever known. He thought of trying and earnestly to get close to her, to those warm and bright little beauties.
Because of his complexity, he loves her simple beauty.
But things are always going in the opposite direction.
After Cheng Qingge finished saying those words, he only felt that he was hurt, his eyes were red, and a fog seemed to rise in front of him. And Shi Ning saw all of this, yes, when she smiled, he could see it in his eyes and write it on his face.
He had never wanted to make this girl sad.
But she was about to cry in front of him.
At this time, Cheng Qingge was trying to control his sad emotions and told himself, just like that, no matter how hard you work, you will do it.
Although some people like each other, they will eventually become passers-by in each other's lives.
If you like someone, you don't have to be with him.
She was ruthless, and finally reached into her bag and pulled out the gift box.
She took it out, put it on the table, and gently pushed it in front of Shi Ning.
Shi Ning was obviously very surprised when he saw the gift box, but soon he regained his composure. He finally understood that he originally thought that he was ready to settle everything today, but in fact, Cheng Qingge really came prepared.
"What are you doing here?" Shi Ning had probably guessed what Cheng Qingge was going to do, but he still asked.
"Shi Ning, do you know? I'll admit, there were times when I was really, really intimidating. There are some things I never expect to get myself. Cheng Qingge looked at Shi Ning's eyes and said these words seriously, she knew that her eyes were already red, but it seemed that there was nothing to continue to hide up. After all, it is a sad thing to say that it is scattered. She really didn't want to hurt Shi Ning, she would rather hurt herself.
"Cheng Qingge, it's just an ordinary gift, you don't have to take it to heart. The gift is yours. You don't have to give it back to me. Shi Ning said as he turned his head to look out the window. He tried his best to make his tone sound cold and calm, because he was afraid that he couldn't help but reach out and touch Cheng Qingge's moist eyes.
"No, it has nothing to do with the value of the gift, you should think of it as a ritual between us. Shi Ning, although we never started, I still want to say goodbye to you. Cheng Qingge was a little surprised as he spoke, and those inexplicably moving words actually came out of his mouth continuously. None of this has been drafted......
So, she was finally completely moved by herself, and she already felt warm tears running down her eyes and on her face.
Cheng Qingge didn't care about wiping the tears on his face, he just stubbornly pushed the gift box with both hands and pushed it in Shi Ning's direction hard.
Shi Ning finally couldn't help it, picked up the tissue at hand, and reached over to help Cheng Qingge wipe away the tears on his face.
Who knows, this wipe is like turning on the faucet, and Cheng Qingge completely cried. She withdrew her hand, grabbed the tissue that Shi Ning stretched out, covered her face, and tears flowed.
Shi Ning on the other side was stunned, and his outstretched hand stopped in mid-air for half a day, and finally took it back. After all, I didn't touch that real and lovely face.
Cheng Qingge, who was crying and sobbing, only heard Shi Ning sigh on the other side. Raising his head again, Shi Ning had already gotten up, picked up the gift box and walked towards the door.
Cheng Qingge looked at the person she liked like this, but she was also the one who was rejected by herself, and she left her step by step, and her heart was like a knife in an instant.
I saw that the gift box was thrown into the trash can near the cash register at the door.
Cheng Qingge's heart also fluttered, looking at the trash can and stunned for a long time, until Shi Ning had been gone for a long time, the wind chimes at the door were not ringing, and the food in front of him was cold.
Cheng Qingge suddenly got up as if he remembered something, rushed to the trash can, and quickly turned out the gift box under the surprised gaze of the waiter, and returned to his seat.
She carefully wiped the box with a tissue, thinking, it's okay, it's not dirty at all. Then I opened it gently and looked at the two clay dolls inside, which were okay, not broken at all.
She wiped her tears again, thought about it, and actually sat down in her seat and ate seriously.
This is the first and probably the last meal that your favorite person invites you to eat.
She thought while eating, Cheng Qingge, people's love is deep and sweet, but your love is inexplicably sadistic, and you were cut in half before you started talking. With your posture of killing relatives in righteousness, it is probably more appropriate to be Fahai......
Coming out of the café, Cheng Qingge seemed to have lost his soul, hid in the dormitory, and stayed in bed and never went out. The phone was also thrown aside, just holding the gift box containing two singing clay figurines in a daze.
Also, after all, a broken love must have a lovelorn appearance. But fortunately, the exam will start tomorrow, and there is always time to be sad today.
I stayed until sunset, and the room was filled with the afterglow of the setting sun.
Suddenly, I heard someone outside the window shouting Cheng Qingge's name.
Cheng Qingge got up and listened carefully, and sure enough, someone was shouting Cheng Qingge, Cheng Qingge of 2204! As soon as I heard it, I knew that it was Xiaoxiao who came to her.
I've been busy reviewing these days, and I'm busy dealing with this mess one after another...... I don't seem to have seen this girl much. At this time, Cheng Qingge, who was originally depressed, suddenly became energetic, and hurriedly got out of bed and rushed to the window and shouted downstairs: "Hear it, Zhao Xiaoxiao, stop shouting." ”
I saw Xiaoxiao laughing mischievously downstairs, and shouted again: "Hurry down, if you don't come down, I'll shout again." ”
"Okay, okay, got it." Cheng Qingge couldn't care about the sadness of the spring and autumn, so he directly sorted out his makeup as quickly as possible, put on his coat and rushed downstairs.
When he saw Xiaoxiao coming up, he punched her and said, "I really convince you, every time you come to me, you need to shout." Are you still living in a primitive society, and communication basically depends on shouting? What is a mobile phone for? Decorative? ”
"You don't understand! Sometimes, modern equipment just doesn't work as originally. Tell me, do handsome guys often call their girlfriends to dinner downstairs in your dormitory? Is this shouting being noticed by many people? However, have you Cheng Qingge ever been called at? Where the hell are you inferior to those girls? Besides, how nice your name is, how energetic it is to shout, although no man shouts, but we will be shouted after all. So, I'm taking great pains to deliberately call you downstairs every time! Do you understand it or not! ”
Unexpectedly, Cheng Qingge simply complained, but this little one suddenly said a long speech, which seemed quite reasonable...... Cheng Qingge could only shake his head helplessly, indicating submission.
"Don't take such pains in the future, I, Cheng Qingge, have never wanted to be associated with fame. Besides, everyone's brains are so big, maybe in two days I will be on the hot search of the campus network again because of sexual orientation. ”
How do you know that Xiaoxiao suddenly realized when she heard this: "Ah, yes, why didn't I think of this!" It would be more fun if it were that way. I still have a picture of the two of us rolling the sheets, will anyone be interested......"
Cheng Qingge listened to the novel's more and more scoreless, and quickly interrupted her: "Okay, okay, I won't talk to you, you came at the right time." I was just trying to talk to you, let's find a place. ”
Xiaoxiao blinked her eyes when she heard this, and deliberately smiled evilly and said, "Okay, then let's go to the café......"
Of course, Xiaoxiao knew that Cheng Qingge had sworn a long time ago that he didn't want to go to that café if he was killed.
In a blink of an eye, the two of them found a hot pot restaurant outside the school and chatted while eating.