Volume 1: Born of Revenge Chapter 191: No Regrets

After returning to Chasing the Moon Xuan, Shangguan Yunxin happened to go to the Queen Mother to ask for peace, so Su Xin sent a group of palace people out, and then closed the doors and windows, wanting to discuss with Ning Zhixuan how to go next.

"Miss, you really don't have to put down your body to embarrass a little maid in the palace for the sake of Su Xin." Su Xin said that he had already sat down beside Ning Zhiyun and said, "Hongyun is just spoiled, but he may not really have a bad heart. ”

Su Xin saw Leng Qing defending Hongyun like this, and knew that her identity was that Aunt Yun's daughter, and she didn't look at the face of the monk to see the face of the Buddha, even if she looked at Shangguan Qingyi's face, Su Xin didn't want to embarrass Hongyun too much.

"Su Xin, you are now a doctor in the palace, if you get face in front of the Queen Mother in the future, it is not impossible to be promoted to the imperial doctor." Ning Zhixuan looked at Su Xin and said solemnly, "From now on, you are no longer my maid, and after returning to the Prime Minister's Mansion, I will make it clear that my father wants to return your deed of sale, and from then on, you will be out of slavery, and you no longer need to be called a slave and a maid." ”

"Miss, it turns out that you have already thought about everything for Su Xin." Su Xin tried her best to suppress the ups and downs in her heart, but she still couldn't stop crying, "Miss treats Su Xin well, Su Xin has nothing to repay in this life, I am willing to follow Miss all my life and protect Miss thoroughly." ”

"Su Xin, the road ahead is difficult and dangerous, I will definitely try my best to protect you." Ning Zhixuan said that she had already held Su Xin's hand.

"Su Xin will do her best to protect Miss Thorough in the future." Su Xin said and shook Ning Zhiyun's hand back.

"Su Xin, in the future, I will take care of the matter of dealing with the Bai family and the imperial concubine, you just need to try your best to be an errand in the imperial hospital." Ning Zhixuan said solemnly and Su Xin, "I can protect you for a while, but I can't protect you for a lifetime, the deep palace is sinister, only if you continue to improve your medical skills, can you be invincible in the palace if you have merits." ”

Ning Zhiwen knew that Su Xin's talent was insufficient, so she taught all the medical skills she had gained in her previous life for 20 years, and Su Xin was willing to study hard, and now she has gradually shown her edge in the imperial hospital.

"Miss, Su Xin understands, and he will definitely not live up to this medical skill taught by Miss."

"Suxin still has a little more." Ning Zhiwen thought that Su Xin has always been kind-hearted, and everything is more than one thing, not as good as less, so she reminded her and said, "You are careful and cautious, I have nothing to worry about, but the deep palace is sinister, you must remember that the kindness to the enemy is cruel to yourself." ”

"Su Xin remembered."

Ning Zhixuan's admission of Su Xin to the imperial hospital was also well thought out, not a whim, the Bai family is a vicious person who sees the stitches, even Su Rui, who has no city government, how can she easily let go of Su Xin, who is her right-hand man, if it weren't for Ning Zhixin's more precautions, I am afraid that Su Xin would have been poisoned a long time ago.

But there have always been only thieves for a thousand days, and there are no thieves for a thousand days. The situation in the future will only become more and more dangerous, and she may not be able to protect Su Xin, but it is better to recommend Su Xin to enter the palace as a medical girl, so that she can get rid of the slave status that can be bullied by others, and then she only wants to stay away from the whirlpool of right and wrong as much as possible, and the Bai family will not bother to get rid of a medical girl in the palace.

In the previous life, Su Xin died tragically for Ning Zhixin, and in this life, Ning Zhixin naturally had to do her best to protect Su Xin, after all, the despair and pain of that life could not be forgotten after several lifetimes, and in the most difficult and difficult years, Ning Zhixin was the only one by her side.

"Su Xin, I have decided to enter Prince Heng's mansion." Ning Zhiwen knew that Su Xin had already guessed the clue, but she was reluctant to tell it, but now that it was ready to fly, Ning Zhiwen thought about it again and again and decided to inform Su Xin of the merger plan.

"Suxin, but it is arranged by Miss." Su Xin lowered her head when she heard that Ning Zhixuan was going to enter Prince Heng's Mansion, she actually didn't think about Shangguan Qingyun, but now that she heard that Ning Zhixuan was going to enter Prince Heng's Mansion, she still felt uncomfortable for no reason.

Ning Zhixuan looked at Su Xin blindly lowering her head, but she still couldn't hide the loneliness in her eyes, and wanted to comfort her, but she didn't know how to speak.

After a while, Su Xin calmed down his thoughts and asked, "Does the prince know?" How should Miss Shi explain to the prince then? ”

Since Ning Zhiwen thought of taking this step, she naturally thought about it before and after, but now that she suddenly heard Su Xin mention Shangguan Hanyue, she still couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart.

"What do I have to explain to him, he has his plan, I have my plan." Ning Zhixuan only felt sour in her throat for a while, but she still endured it and said, "He will naturally know when I enter the Prince's Mansion." ”

Su Xin couldn't help but tremble when she heard Ning Zhiyun's answer, she didn't know what love was before, so naturally she wouldn't think Ning Zhiwen's decision was too cruel, but now she just knew what it was like to care for someone.

"Miss really plans to keep the prince in the dark?" Su Xin knows Shangguan Hanyue's affection for Ning Zhiyun best, although he also has the helplessness of being born in the emperor's family, but if he can do it, he has really done everything for Ning Zhiyun.

"He doesn't have to be completely kept in the dark." Ning Zhiyun pulled a smile on her lips, but there was a hint of eagerness in the smile, "He has his helplessness, and I also have my last resort, which is very fair." ”

"Fair?" Su Xin chewed Ning Zhiyun's words, as if she didn't understand the deep meaning.

Ning Zhiwen also felt it for a moment to say the true thoughts in her heart, and when she first tasted love, she would never know that Ning Zhiwen watched her mother pay everything for the high-ranking ministers, but in the end she was ruthlessly abandoned.

"Su Xin, I know very well that in order to take revenge, I can give up everything I have, including my own life, and naturally my feelings for him." Ning Zhixuan said faintly, the invisible place under her eyes seemed to be full of tears, "But giving up does not mean betrayal, I will never betray my original intention in my life." ”

Ning Zhiyun's so-called original intention naturally includes innate kindness, as well as the protection of friends around her, and then a friendship with Shangguan Hanyue.

"Keep your original intention?" Su Xin looked at Ning Zhiyun as if she didn't understand, as if she understood a little, and as if she was in the clouds and mist and couldn't see the truth in the clouds.

"Suxin, how many people can't keep their original intentions, how many wrong hearts are crushed into powder." Ning Zhiyun glanced at the vast night outside, and continued, "My mother is not the poor person who has adhered to her original intention, but has been injured by someone who has forgotten her original heart. ”

Su Xin heard Ning Zhixuan mention Ye Lanshuang, and then she suddenly understood the deep meaning of her words, although she was young, she also knew that at the beginning, Ning Fan's treatment of Mrs. Ye was also excellent, and Mrs. Ye naturally thought about Ning Fanzhi everywhere, and even treated Bai Jingyan, the concubine who was pregnant first, for Ning Fanzhi's kindness.

Later, Bai Jingyan gave birth to Ning Banghua, who was charming, but Ye Lanshuang gave birth to Ning Zhixuan with a strange disease in the womb, because Ning Zhixuan was born with a strange disease, she was born with silver hair and blue eyes, and was regarded as an ominous person, and she was almost drowned in a basin by Ning Fanzhi's people when she landed, if it weren't for Ye Lanshuang's bitter begging, if it weren't for the old lady at that time who was still worried about a little bit of the face of the Taifu Mansion, I am afraid that Ning Zhixuan would die from birth.

"Miss......" Su Xin knew that Mrs. Ye was a scar that could not be erased in Ning Zhixuan's heart, and saw that her eyes seemed to have tears in her eyes when she looked out the window, and she wanted to comfort but didn't know where to start.

"I'm fine, it's all over." Ning Zhixuan retracted her gaze looking out of the window, and in the eyes of Su Xin, she already felt a little relieved, "Even if what my mother did was not worthy in the eyes of everyone, the man who could marry her heart would never abandon him, and I believe that my mother should be happy and comforted in her heart." ”

Su Xin remembered that Ye Lanshuang held Ning Zhiyun's hand tightly before she died, although half of her face was soaked in blood, she still smiled gently: "Zhi'er, mother has no regrets in this life, mother only wishes that you can grow up safely, and I also hope that you can go on without regrets in your life." Zhi'er, live well and don't let your mother down. ”

Maybe everyone else thinks Ye Lanshuang is too stupid, but Ning Zhiyun understands that her mother just insisted on her original sincerity, and there is nothing wrong with insisting on her original sincerity, what is wrong is just the person who is regarded as a treasure and sticks to her original intention, and now it is not worth it at all.

"Plain heart, sincerity can be exchanged for sincerity, if there is no sincerity, why do you need to stubbornly adhere to the original intention at the beginning." There was deep hatred and stubbornness in Ning Zhiyun's eyes, "Mother, she has been stupid all her life in love, but I think that sincerity can be exchanged for sincerity, if he doesn't live up to me, I won't lose him, and if he loses me, I won't hate him." ”

"If the prince is serious one day, ......" Su Xin was afraid that a word would become a prophecy, and he could never pronounce the word negative in his mouth, "Can Miss really not resent the prince at all like Madame?" Su Xin is also a little confused, since love and hatred are not resentful, how can he have to change sincerity for sincerity.

"I don't blame him because he doesn't deserve my grievances, not that I will forgive him." Ning Zhiyun's eyes were resolute, "If he bears me, from now on I will break off with him, and from now on, I will be separated from each other, and everyone will be happy in their lives." ”

From then on, there were only a few words, but with the determination to cut off the past, it turned out that Ning Zhixuan was more decisive than Ye Lanshuang, and at the same time, she was more free and easy than Ye Lanshuang.

If Ye Lanshuang had the same determination and freedom as Ning Zhixuan back then, and chose to reconcile with him when he found that Ning Fanzhi was no longer the original intention of the past, maybe the Bai family would not have made such a big move, pushing Ye Lanshuang and even the entire Taifu Mansion to a dead end.

"Miss chose to cooperate with Prince Heng because she and the prince each have their own last resorts and hardships?" Su Xin has finally comprehended some of Ning Zhiyun's thoughts so far.

Ning Zhiwen felt that if she really liked someone, instead of being tied up with him in a detached way, it was better to live up to each other's affection and keep the original sincerity all the way, as for the result? Probably it's all about the persistence and determination of the two.