Song Lan took it, "What is this?" ”

Zheng Lin choked up and said to her: "Grandma was sober for a while before entering the emergency room, asked me something, I told my sister about the food we sent and sent grandma over, and then, grandma wrote this letter and asked me to pass it on to my sister, after grandma wrote this letter, she vomited blood and fell into a coma, I went to call the doctor, and the doctor said that grandma may not be able to do it, and sent it to the emergency room......"

After listening to Zheng Lin's words, Song Lan's heart tightened again.

This letter, if she guessed correctly, should be Grandma Zheng's suicide note.

Song Lan unfolded the letter, and what he saw was a very beautiful hairpin font, although some of the fonts seemed to be written by shaking his hands, but it could still be seen that the writer's skills were very solid.

"Salute to Comrade Song Lan who loves:

Hello! Before I pick up the pen, I would like to thank you very much! Thank you for helping Zheng Lin's children, and thank you for taking the trouble to bring me to the hospital for treatment, I really appreciate and appreciate you.

I already feel that when I should go, the only thing I can't worry about is my only good grandson Zheng Lin, who is also the only bloodline left by my Zheng family.

If I can, I really want to kneel down and ask you to save my good grandson after I die, so that the bloodline of my Zheng family can continue.

If something happens to Zheng Lin, I will die, and I can't close my eyes!

And the little rabbits, the poor children, who I took in.

I also know that this world is difficult, and it is not easy to feed these children.

I can't force you to raise them to adulthood, but I just hope that you can reach out to them, even if it's to help them find a good family to take them in.

And my good grandson Zheng Lin, can I entrust it to you, please help me raise him as an adult, leave a bloodline for my Zheng family, so that my Zheng family can continue and not be broken in my hands.

If I could, I would really like to borrow another ten years from God so that I can raise my grandchildren to adulthood.

Unfortunately, I can't.

I can only be cheeky and beg Comrade Song to help me and raise Zheng Lin as an adult.

Please!

Zheng Shi Yuelan respects!

Written on August 21, 1962. ”

Song Lan couldn't help but burst into tears when he saw the end.

She can imagine what Grandma Zheng's mood was like when she insisted on writing this suicide note before she fell into a coma.

Grandma Zheng's words are full of strong reluctance, attachment, and concern and anxiety for her grandchildren.

Just then, the door to the emergency room opened.

The doctor in the white coat walked out and said to Song Lan and Zheng Lin, "I'm sorry! We've done our best! ”

Zheng Lin instantly knelt down, lying on the ground and crying, with a heart-rending cry coming out of his mouth, "Grandma, grandma, don't go, grandma, grandma, what should I do if you leave me alone?" Grandma, grandma......"

Song Lan also instantly felt cold in his hands and feet, and his eyes were blurry.

The sadness and sadness in her heart also came to her like a tide.

Why are there so many tragedies in this era? Why?

Song Lan saw that Zheng Lin's mood was almost broken, she quickly wiped away her tears and helped Zheng Lin, who was kneeling on the ground and crying, to help him up.

She lent him her arms, so that the child could cry and vent all the pain and sorrow in his heart.

When the nurse pushed the cart out, Song Lan hurriedly patted Zheng Lin, "Zheng Lin, Zheng Lin, Grandma Zheng is out......"

Zheng Lin pounced and lifted the white cloth.

He looked at Grandma Zheng's thin and pale face, pounced on it again, hugged Grandma Zheng's body and cried, "Grandma, don't go, wake up, don't go......"

One of the nurses saw Zheng Lin crying like this, her eyes were red, and she said to Zheng Lin: "Children, you have to take care of your body, and mourn and change!" ”

Song Lan also stepped forward to grab Zheng Lin, "Zheng Lin, don't cry, let Grandma Zheng go with peace of mind, if you keep crying, Grandma Zheng won't be at ease when she leaves." ”

Song Lan heard from the older generation that if the tears of relatives wet the body, the soul of the dead will always worry about the relatives in the yang world, and it will be difficult to go.

Next, Song Lan helped deal with Grandma Zheng's posthumous affairs, and according to what Zheng Lin said, sent Grandma Zheng's body to the Zheng Jiazhuang Production Brigade of Da Eucalyptus Commune, the hometown of the Zheng family, for burial.

Song Lan sent a cigarette and ten catties of flour to the captain of the Zhengjiazhuang production team, and asked him to take care of Grandma Zheng's tomb so that no one would destroy it.

By the time Song Lan finished dealing with Grandma Zheng's funeral, two days had passed.

Song Lan learned from Zheng Lin's mouth that the small dilapidated house they lived in was rented from the street office, so he took Zheng Lin and them to return the rent, then packed up their things, and took Zheng Lin and the little rabbit, who had been feeling panicked, to Mao'er Hutong.

Song Lan said to Zheng Lin and Little Rabbit: "You will live here in the future, my sister will come to see you when she is free, you must obediently listen to Brother Xiaohai and the two Uncle Gong, and then my sister will find someone again, so that you can all go to school." ”

Zheng Lin and Little Rabbit couldn't believe it when they heard Song Lan say that they were going to send them to school.

"Sister, can we really go to school?"

Zheng Lin also asked her with an old-fashioned face, "Sister, you have spent a lot of money for us during this time, do you still have money for us to go to school?" ”

Song Lan smiled and nodded, "Yes!" You don't have to worry, just listen to your sister's arrangement, my sister will definitely let you have no worries about food and clothing, let you receive education, and grow up well. ”

After Zheng Lin and the others were settled, one day, Zheng Lin suddenly called Song Lan in and took out a sheepskin drawing for her.

Zheng Lin said to her with a hint of apology: "Sister, this sheepskin drawing, grandma said that it is our Zheng family's treasure map, she said, if our sister is willing to lend a hand, willing to help us, and willing to raise us without any price, then give this thing to you." ”

"Grandma said that her only wish was to ask my sister to raise me as an adult."

"The things in this treasure map are grandma's payment to my sister, no matter how many things are in it, they are my sister's."

Song Lan stretched out his hand and touched Zheng Lin's head, and said to him with a smile: "Zheng Lin, my sister saved you, not to covet these things of yours, you put this thing away yourself, sister doesn't want it." ”

Zheng Lin said stubbornly: "Grandma said that she wanted to give it to my sister, I must give it, if my sister doesn't want it, then I will tear it up." ”