Chapter 47 I will only tell you what is on my mind
Thinking of Shi Ning, Cheng Qingge is more like a deflated ball.
Xiaoxiao looked at her and said, "Hey, didn't you say that you have drawn a line with that Shi Ning?" Haven't you already broken your thoughts? Why do you still look like he is lost when he mentions him? ”
Cheng Qingge took a sip of coffee and said, "That's right, it's just that the line has been clearly drawn." However, it takes time to forget someone. ”
Xiaoxiao shook her head: "How to say hello, you are asking for your own hardship." Originally, the two of them were fine, you and I were willing, but they didn't want to be together. I really don't understand your logic. Like a person, how can it be so complicated. ”
Cheng Qingge looked at the sky outside the window in distraction and said, "That's right, liking a person is not complicated at all." When you see him happy, you are happy, and when you see him sad, you are sad. He smiles at you, and his heart is very sweet. If you can, it's good to keep enjoying it like this. However, together it is different. ”
Xiaoxiao had no choice but to continue to shake her head: "Forget it, look at your sad appearance." Don't mention that Shi Ning. However, it is said that the best treatment for a broken love is to start a new relationship! You and I don't pretend there, you tell the truth, you and Wu Jiahao have happened so many things, and after being together for so long, you really don't feel anything at all? ”
Cheng Qingge thought about it seriously, then shook his head and said, "I don't know." ”
I saw Xiaoxiao tilt her head back again and say, "Hey, I can tell you, I don't know it, but I feel it!" Cheng Qingge, you should really think about it, I think Wu Jiahao is really good! Besides, the two of you have even met your parents now, won't the development be unimpeded in the future? ”
Cheng Qingge looked annoyed when he heard it, and then leaned on the table and said to the novel: "Don't mention the parent." I think it's probably because of this that I feel weird. I really didn't feel it with Wu Jiahao before. To be honest, I always treat him as a brother. But after coming back this time, I don't know why, but it feels different. Only then did I realize that he was not my brother at all, so why were they so good to me.
So now, I'm starting to feel indebted to him, it's only been a semester since the beginning of the semester, and it seems like he's done a lot for me. Before, I could have accepted it with such a big grin, but now ......"
Hearing this, Xiao Xiao began to laugh there again: "Be careful, don't say I didn't remind you, compassion will soon turn into love!" ”
When Cheng Qingge heard this, he completely lay on the table and didn't speak.
Thinking about it, Cheng Qingge finally realized it today, what is a bystander clear, and what is called standing and talking without back pain.
If you want to put it aside, Cheng Qingge sees others falling in love, and he has a good brain, and he can do everything clearly. Who's interesting to whom, she can always catch it at a glance. But who knew that when it came to his own affairs, he would immediately faint.
Cheng Qingge thought to himself, where did all the sweet love in other people's mouths go? Why does it seem like it's not right for me when it's my turn? Even if it's not sweet, it will have mixed flavors.
Xiaoxiao finally couldn't help Cheng Qingge, reached over and touched her head and said, "I can only advise you one sentence, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge." Don't think so much, and don't ask so much why. Didn't you say that anyway? Wu Jiahao didn't take any action, so you just let it be! Maybe you can really harvest a very pure and pure friendship between men and women! ”
After speaking, she said as if she suddenly remembered something: "By the way, how do you say that, I like you, but it has nothing to do with Fengyue." Did you say that this is your favorite quote from any novel you've read? ”
Xiaoxiao was trying to make Cheng Qingge happy, but Cheng Qingge felt that he was about to cry, and sure enough, when he thought of the word "Shi Ning", he still felt like a conditioned reflex, and he felt that his breathing was not smooth, and he didn't know when he would really pass this hurdle.
Cheng Qingge continued to say dejectedly: "Xiaoxiao, forget it, don't we talk about this?" It's all in the past anyway. ”
Xiaoxiao will poke Cheng Qingge's sore spot: "It's over?" I don't think so, right? Actually, I also know that you still like that Shi Ning, so you and Wu Jiahao have no way to start. ”
Cheng Qingge sighed, took a sip of coffee, and looked out the window, but saw Wu Jiahao outside the door going out and preparing to leave.
Cheng Qingge didn't know where to put his eyes, but he saw Wu Jiahao see her through the glass window at a glance, and waved at her.
She had no choice but to squeeze out a smile and wave her hand stupidly outside.
Wu Jiahao turned around and left, and Cheng Qingge was just about to breathe a sigh of relief, when a text message came from his mobile phone: "Senior sister, I'll go first." Next time, I'll invite you over for coffee. At the end, I didn't forget to put on a simple smile, like the smile that Wu Jiahao usually wears on his face.
When I looked up, I saw Xiaoxiao sitting there, smiling like an aunt on her face.
"I see, you are really in the midst of blessings and do not know blessings."
Cheng Qingge knew what Xiaoxiao meant, didn't answer, took a sip of coffee, and suddenly remembered Chen Tong's matter.
"Forget it, I won't talk about it today. I can't say it. Tell me about you. Cheng Qingge, who jumped out of his emotional pile, seemed to have returned to his previous calm and calmness.
Unexpectedly, when I heard this, my little expression suddenly became nervous: "Say me? What do I have to say? I'm alone, I just broke up, and you don't know it, but it's actually pretty good. Hey, let me tell you, I think it's really hard to fall in love, how good it is to be alone, what do you want to do. This emotional matter is really a siege. I can see it clearly. ”
"Last time, you avoided Chen Tong and went home first, but then I went to see him." Cheng Qingge suddenly interrupted the little self-hypnotic nagging.
When Xiaoxiao heard this, he suddenly closed his mouth and lost his voice.
It seems that anyone has a name in their hearts that cannot be mentioned. The little dead hole is probably Chen Tong.
Cheng Qingge saw the small appearance, and the words she wanted to say were held back, she took a sip of coffee, thinking about how to organize the language to say something good to a man who was struggling on the surface.
"I asked him to treat me to the most expensive restaurant in front of our school."
Cheng Qingge whispered at the little expression as he spoke.
Xiaoxiao listened and grinned, but she didn't laugh after all, she just picked up the coffee, took a sip, and whispered: "Scumbag, you deserve it." You slaughter him casually, it has nothing to do with me. ”
Cheng Qingge said again: "Xiaoxiao, don't you really want to know what he told me?" ”
Xiaoxiao was silent for a while, and couldn't help but say, "Is it important to say anything?" Can he still tell the story of splitting his legs? ”
Cheng Qingge followed up and said: "Anyway, it sounds like it really has been explained to me." Do you want to listen? ”
Xiaoxiao rolled her eyes impatiently and said, "Can he still say that the square is round, and the black is white?" ”
Chen Tong wasn't with Xu Li at all. What you see is just a bureau designed by Xu Li alone. ”
Hearing this, Xiaoxiao suddenly seemed to be less resistant than just now, and the whole person suddenly quieted down.
Cheng Qingge sighed when he said this, seeing Xiaoxiao like this, he thought that the opportunity had come, so he told her about the "Xu Li Circle of Friends Incident" that Chen Tong told her.
As she spoke, she looked at Xiaoxiao, but she never noticed any change in her expression.
Cheng Qingge finally tried his best to explain everything. After finishing speaking, she quickly took a big sip of coffee, thinking that she should have done her best, but fortunately Xiaoxiao did not interrupt what she said.
But after listening to all the explanations, Xiaoxiao still looked out the window quietly. Cheng Qingge looked at the little one in front of him and suddenly felt a little strange. Is she still so quiet?
After a long time, she suddenly said, "Cheng Qingge, do you know? In fact, the truth of the matter does not matter at all now. Really, it doesn't matter at all. When I first found out about this, I was really angry, even angry, and felt like I had been deceived, and I had been deceived for years. But then, as I slowly calmed down, I began to realize that things might not be what I had imagined at all. However, Chen Tong and I couldn't go back. ”
The little novel, the eye circles began to turn red again.
"You know what? If the two of us trust each other, if there is no barrier between us, then no one else will have the opportunity to design any game to test the two of us.
After all, feelings are a matter of two people.
However, between the two of us, there will always be a Xu Li. That's the biggest problem between us. ”
Cheng Qingge looked at Xiao Xiaoxiao's eyes with tears, but he was always enduring the uncomfortable appearance, and his heart began to hurt. She opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say.
Every word of the novel sounded so impeccable to her. She couldn't find a reason to persuade her.
Xiaoxiao seemed to suddenly open the conversation.
For Chen Tong, Xu Li is his first love, and you know that he has pursued her for a long time, so for him, Xu Li is not the person who can be forgotten. For me, Xu Li and his past are more like a hurdle that can never be overcome. When we are together, we deliberately avoid those things, but those things exist after all, they have happened, and they are deeply rooted in our hearts. So it's like a thorn that hurts when you touch it. ”
Speaking of pain, a tear from the corner of Xiaoxiao's eye finally slid down her face, and Cheng Qingge hurriedly handed her a tissue.
"So, it really doesn't matter what the truth is. After breaking up with him, my heart seemed to fall to the ground. It hurts, but there is a special kind of relief.
If the relationship is carried too much, it will be difficult to stand the test.
Between Chen Tong and me, we have to face the test of breaking up after all, and it has nothing to do with others.
I think Chen Tong will eventually figure it out, he just needs time. ”
In a small novel, his eyes are already red. Tears poured down her cheeks, and she didn't wipe them.
Cheng Qingge looked at it, and his heart hurt together.