High school students are not always very sensitive to time, especially in the third year of high school.

In the past, when I was in elementary school, I would be particularly concerned about what day of the week it was, and I counted the days with my fingers, what day of the week there would be physical education classes, what days of the week there would be music classes, and there was less homework on the days of the week. Unlike today's children, who have to go to various tutoring classes after school, the school seems to have become an accessory to the tutoring class, and they are trapped in the cage planned by teachers and parents when they are young, and they are not happy at all.

After graduating from primary school, when I reach junior high school, I often like to copy a class schedule by myself, or go to the class schedule in front of the classroom to look around, and look at the physical education class and music class I look forward to every week, but these classes are a little less than in elementary school. But at this time, we began to worry about the day of the month, and began to count the days when there would be holidays, what days and holidays to have, except for the third day of junior high school, life is still going on step by step.

After graduating from junior high school, everyone went through a brutal round of high school entrance examinations, entered a high school that may decide what university they went to, and started a new high school life with great expectations.

When everyone is accustomed to the irregular vacation time of high school, in the knowledge of the sea, slowly let go of the concept of the day of the week or the day of the month, every day of life is a repetition of the previous day, there are no surprises and no accidents, maybe which day is the holiday, you will suddenly wake up to the fact that today is already this month.

For repeat students, everyone has already experienced a round of this purgatory-like life, and the only thing that can remind themselves every day is the countdown to the college entrance examination on the big electronic screen outside.

Time passes by second by second, and the huge number of seconds seems to indicate that the college entrance examination is still far away.

Lin Shanghan has not done well in the last monthly exam, and his requirements for himself have become stricter, and he has begun to insist on doing all kinds of workbooks every day, "Jiangsu College Entrance Examination 38 Sets" one after another, like an emotionless question-making machine, mechanically repeating and looking for the possibility of a breakthrough, even Lin Shanghan, who has never been disdainful of such things as the wrong question set, began to seriously remember the wrong question set. There are some things that may not be meaningful to do, but they are indeed a comfort to one's own psyche.

Teachers are always talking about not to do questions all the time, to learn to generalize, and it is not advisable to do questions blindly. It's like two kinds of people with good grades, one is the IQ of the higher person plus hard work, and the other is pure effort, the former looks down on the latter, but both have proven to be effective.

In the days without Li Linxi, Lin Shanghan gradually learned to let go, perhaps because of the young man's simple dedication to love, people in the past will always think of it inadvertently. One day, Lin Shanghan did a model test paper in the city last year, thinking that after that exam, it was a holiday, and it was rare that his middle school and Guangming Middle School had a unified holiday time, Lin Shanghan remembered that Li Linxi didn't seem to do well in the exam at that time, and he joked to answer with her, but Li Linxi was angry and cried, and then Lin Shanghan comforted Li Linxi for a long time.

I talked a lot to Li Linxi that day, Li Linxi's head rested lightly on his shoulder, where he sat Lin Shanghan can't remember very clearly, but he remembers that the clouds were very light that day, the wind was very light, and Li Linxi was very beautiful.

However, looking back, those have become a thing of the past, maybe Li Linxi is leaning on the shoulder of another boy she likes at the moment, who knows?

Li Linxi's notes last year are still in Lin Shanghan's bookcase, neatly lined up together, Chinese, mathematics, physics, chemistry, everything Li Linxi uses the font of the girl Juanxiu, changing the pen of different colors and writing carefully in the notebook, those false champion notes are not as serious as Li Linxi. I still remember that when I started school, I was always very excited to take it out and look at it, it was my girlfriend's note! If you have nothing to do, you will show off that this is a Nanjing University top student's notebook, which arouses the envious eyes of the people around you, and there is always an indescribable sense of pride in your heart.

But now Lin Shanghan tried not to pick it up, Lin Shanghan was afraid of seeing Li Linxi's words, afraid of smelling the smell left by Li Linxi, afraid of looking at the words written by Li Linxi to himself on the title page of those notes, afraid of falling into the pain of memories, and even more afraid that he might not be able to suppress his emotions.

Probably Lin Shanghan is an amorous person, but people will always be nostalgic, especially those who have left deep footprints in your memory, they always come back suddenly at a certain point in time, making you feel sad in your heart.

Most of the friends around him just knew that Li Linxi was Lin Shanghan's girlfriend, but Lin Shanghan didn't tell them that Li Linxi had broken up with him, and at some inadvertent time, they would mention Li Linxi and laugh and tease Lin Shanghan, but at this time, Lin Shanghan could no longer reply to them generously, and could only hide his embarrassment with a faint smile.

Li Linxi's best friend, Lin Shanghan's good classmate Deng Ziyi still gets along with Lin Shanghan amicably, but "not mentioning Li Linxi" has become a tacit secret between the two people, and occasionally whoever inadvertently mentions Li Linxi, both of them will be embarrassed for a long time.

Li Linxi left, but God favored Lin Shanghan after all, so he met a girl like Li Yixuan, this girl gave Lin Shanghan all her likes without reservation, Li Yixuan was as simple as a child's heart could only fit Lin Shanghan alone, always showing his most sincere side in front of Lin Shanghan, and Lin Shanghan gradually fell into it.

For a moment, Lin Shanghan even felt that this was the original Li Linxi.

After liking someone deeply, deeply, when I like someone again, I always feel that she has the shadow of her before, but in fact, most of them are imposed on her now, and use this to comfort her once hurt heart.

Eileen Chang once said that the best way to forget a person is to start a new relationship. But for Lin Shanghan, he always felt that he couldn't like the current Li Yixuan as much as he liked Li Linxi, although he wanted to like her wholeheartedly, but he couldn't.

Maybe more, Lin Shanghan still regarded Li Yixuan as a substitute for Li Linxi.

But so what? Lin Shanghan believes that time will make him really slow and completely like Li Yixuan.

Those who have passed should let her pass, and she will start a new life after all.

I'm not in a good mood today, and I'm writing a bit scattered, so I ask you to atone for your sins

(End of chapter)