12

(Fuyi)

Xiao still signed the contract and moved out, and the company arranged two months of training. I was alone in the whole room, I was indifferent to the whole thing, and Xiao should have gone in a better direction. It's just that we don't have the ability to be there for her anymore.

Whenever I get off work, I always walk to the studio in front of us. Standing in the doorway, I couldn't help but sigh.

"Fu Yi?" There was a sound behind him.

I turned my head and found that it was Zhou Yiyi, and we haven't been in touch since I was discharged from the hospital, and I almost forgot about this little cousin. "Why are you here?"

"I'm working in a bakery over there, what about you," Zhou Yiyi pointed to a bakery not far away.

"Oh, me? I just came out for a walk. I explained.

"What about Shaw? I'm not with you," Zhou Yiyi asked.

"She's pretty busy right now... I scratched my head and said.

Zhou Yiyi didn't ask any more, there seemed to be a wall between the two of us, and neither of us was willing to take a step forward in the direction of the other.

Just as we were standing awkwardly without speaking, a monkey suddenly appeared in front of my eyes. He had a guitar on his back.

"Yo! As soon as Sister Ran left, you kid started to steal food? The monkey teased as he put his hand on my shoulder.

"What do you think, let me introduce you, this is my cousin, Zhou Yiyi. I work in the bakery in front of me. I just happened to say hello when I ran into it. I quickly explained.

Seeing this, Zhou Yiyi immediately introduced, "Hello, I am Fu Yi's cousin, Zhou Yiyi." ”

"Hello, my name is Hou Lang, and everyone calls me Monkey."

The monkey pulled me aside, "It's okay, there is such a cute little cousin, and I didn't introduce it sooner." ”

Zhou Yiyi was isolated to the side, "That, I still have some things, I'll leave first, you guys talk"

"yes, okay." I responded.

"Hey~Don't be in a hurry to go~" The monkey still wanted to go up and stop her, but I dragged her down.

"Aren't you already with He Daimo? Still want to be my brother-in-law? I asked, glaring at the monkey.

"You think too much, I just want to get to know each other." The monkey said with a nonchalant expression.

"There will be opportunities in the future, by the way, what are you doing here?" I asked.

The monkey sighed, "Although Sister Ran is no longer here, our band has to continue!" I'll come over and practice for a while when I'm fine. What about you? Why here. ”

I looked at the guitar on the monkey's back, "I'm used to it, I don't know what to do without this." "I looked helpless.

"Come on! The two of us also practiced as usual! Let's find another lead singer! In such a big city, I can't believe I can't find a single one who can sing! The monkey said in high spirits.

I bowed my head, I had only been in contact with the band for Xiao Yi. Rather than performing on stage, I like to arrange music backstage and do some behind-the-scenes work. But I don't really know what I really want. Maybe I'm looking for the life I want now.

(Xiao still)

I've been in the company's practice room for more than a week, and it seems that I'm still not used to this environment, just like the birds in the flower and bird market, locked in cages, someone buys it to have a little freedom, and no one buys it with a flock of birds like me, waiting for buyers.

I thought I would get what I wanted when I joined the company, but the reality slapped me hard. Day after day of training, it was like a labor camp, and I just wanted to sing.

"What are you going to eat?" Zhang Yuting, who was next to me, asked.

This little girl signed in like me, a few months before me, but like me, she hasn't released a song yet. "What else can I eat, work for dinner." I sighed, because the working meal designated by the company for us was too simple, no nutritious diet meal, no meat at all, no spicy, not even salty.

"Come to my room at night and take you to eat delicious food~" Zhang Yuting said with a wicked smile at me.

I looked at my sister, who was two years older than me smiling, with hope and sunshine on her face. I couldn't help but laugh too.

At night, I opened the door, looked around and saw that no one was there, and quickly sneaked to Zhang Yuting's room, and as soon as I entered the door, I smelled a hot pot smell!

"You're here~ just in time, the pot has just opened." Zhang Yuting pulled me inside, and I was greeted by a table of snacks and a large portion of self-heating hot pot, which contained all kinds of dishes. The saliva from the corners of my mouth was already running down unconsciously.

I swallowed, "I'm dripping mom!" Where did you get this? That's amazing, isn't it? I sat down and looked at her with strange eyes.

"It's all sent by my boyfriend, hehe," Zhang Yuting said.

"Your boyfriend treats you well~" I said as I ate.

"Don't make fun of me~ By the way, Sister Ran, what about you? I didn't see your boyfriend when I came. Zhang Yuting asked.

I was stunned when asked, "Indeed, since I entered the company, I have no contact with Fuyi, maybe it is a tacit understanding caused by our long time together, we trust each other and do not disturb each other." ”

"He... He's busy. Hey, hey, "I'm simply perfunctory.

After a full meal, I pulled out a cigarette hidden in my pants, lit one, took a deep breath, and exhaled a long "It's so cool!" Puffs of smoke drifted through the air, and I was stunned before I knew it. The depression in my heart is like smoke in the air, floating in front of my eyes all the time. I can't help but ask myself, is this the life I want? Obviously, no. But it's got to the point where there's no turning back. Withdraw, that will face huge liquidated damages, continue, but have no idea when it will be a head. I can only smoke cigarettes one by one to dissipate the unhappiness in my heart.

"Sister Ran, is there still smoke?" Zhang Yuting leaned over and asked.

I pulled one out and handed it to her, "What?" You also smoke? I watched as she took her cigarette and smoked it deftly. The mouth has passed through the lungs, and it seems that it has been held back for a long time.

"I~ started smoking in junior high school, and I quit after I joined the company, but I didn't expect Sister Ran to be more ruthless than me, and you actually brought cigarettes in." Zhang Yuting exhaled a puff of cigarette and said.

"I'm okay if I don't eat, but I can't do without smoke, I hid it in my pants and brought it in, and no one can find it." I smiled wryly.

"It's so good~ Sister Ran, you have always known what you want, I have lived for twenty years, and I don't know what kind of life I want. Hehe" Zhang Yuting looked at herself stupidly and said to herself.

I couldn't help but wonder what kind of life I wanted, and we talked all night, and the two of us slept in a room full of smoke...