Volume 1 Your Faith, My Faith Chapter 32 Those who are too heavy on their minds will be tired
[Gu Jinheng: "He wants very little, and his heart is very small. But all the athletes have the opportunity to wear the national flag, play the national anthem, and stand in front of the five-star red flag to listen to a pride! ”】
"Don't cry, we're the bravest."
"You see that when you cry, you are not beautiful like a little flower cat, so it is okay to be strong?"
"We are small athletes, and we have the spirit of the motherland's Olympic athletes who are not afraid of hardship, tiredness, and pain! He is an invincible little warrior. ”
Gu Jinheng's gentle voice became extremely warm in this lonely and cold night, and even the sound of the wind whirring outside the window seemed to be coated with a layer of cold light.
Through the tears that have been stored, looking at the bright lights outside the window, there is always a kind of beautiful prosperity of the glass.
"Okay, I'm not crying." Michon's eyes were misty.
"Hmmm! Then go to sleep, ah! ”
"Master, will you stay here with me all the time?"
"Yes."
"Master has been with you, sleep!"
"Hmm!" She nodded vigorously and smiled with satisfaction.
Gu Jinheng's three words are a living signboard for walking in Zhou'an.
In addition, the Affiliated Hospital of Zhou'an University has always had an inseparable connection with Zhou'an University and the Provincial Committee Sports School, and many doctors and nurses in the hospital know Gu Jinheng well.
What's more, a "flower" in their hospital, Professor Yu Cibei has always had a deep friendship with the Gu team.
In private, a group of rotten women secretly poked and poked the two of them to form a pair of CPs, silently sprinkling sugar.
is also a young man who has been single in Zhou'an for a long time, and no one has the intention of talking about the object first.
Occasionally, when the Gu team is not busy, they will come to the hospital to find Professor Yu, and then the two "love each other" and leave.
In private, the little nurses always like to gossip when they have nothing to do.
"What kind of heroine do you want, the peak duel between the two male gods is a play!"
"The two of them are definitely true love together, and if they have the opposite sex, then I can barely think that it is for the sake of inheritance! After all, such a prosperous beauty is a loss for everyone......"
Over time, rumors are flying all over the sky!
Gu Jinheng has always been a person who doesn't care about this, and the Gu team has always been known as iron-faced and selfless in Zhou'an.
If he is such a straight man, if he is bent, he should hurt the heart of Zhou Anduo's girl.
The nurse on duty didn't think about it when she saw Gu Jinheng coming to the hospital, and when she went back to the nurse's station, she saw that Professor Yu didn't come back from the consultation, so she deliberately stayed at the door of the duty room.
There has always been no shortage of gossip where there are girls.
The personalities of the two, one has a hot temper and seems to be indifferent, and the other is cunning and dark-bellied and seems to be gentle and elegant.
The so-called one is rigid and one is soft, one is still and one is moving.
This kind of picture sense that is good without talking is rare once in hundreds of years, okay?
Everyone YY......
As soon as Yu Cibei came back, he saw such a picture and coughed lightly.
Everyone turned around in unison, and the girls still had spring on their faces.
"Ahem, have they all started to gather people to gossip on the night shift now?"
"The head nurse will train people in a while, don't expect me to help you fight sloppiness!"
Yujibei has a good temper and is notoriously gentle in the hospital.
On weekdays, occasionally when I am in a good mood, I will make some innocuous jokes with everyone, as long as it does not involve the bottom line.
Such a person is engraved with tenderness in his bones, but he doesn't know it, his eyes are shining like a gathering of light, and he is dazzling.
The crowd laughed, and someone answered.
"Professor Yu, don't wronged us, it's really not our gossip this time."
"Yo, it looks like it's about me again this time? Well, it's always easy to attract right and wrong when people are too hot! ”
He shook his head inexplicably and chuckled.
Someone chuckled, amused by his self-deprecating humor.
"Hmmm! Listen, I'd like to hear what else can I make you gossip? ”
The gossip about him and Gu Jinheng in the hospital is more or less known.
I don't want to clarify that the hospital is a place of birth, old age, sickness and death.
Life and death are just a door, and even people will become more tolerant if they see too much!
As the saying goes, the more pressure you have, the more you love gossip, and naturally there is nothing to catch after a long time.
Whoever called the slaughtered since ancient times are not all heroes! The Buddha said, "If I don't go to hell, whoever goes to hell." ”
So Yucibei let them joke so leniently, what is good is called the golden mean, and what is ugly is called "Settle with the situation"!
He raised his hand and twisted his eyebrows, and said in his heart, "Anyway, this time it has nothing to do with Gu Jinheng's guy, so it's fine." ’
As a result, he was just about to listen to some romantic affair happily, and the melon was properly eaten back to them.
"Professor Yu, your good friend is here! In the infusion room too! ”
Before the little nurse finished speaking, Yu Cibei put down the case report in his hand, and the person hurriedly walked towards the infusion hall.
Behind him, a group of little nurses began to gossip and mutter.
"I absolutely don't believe that these two people are pure feelings, do you see that our professor's feet are just two Hot Wheels away?"
Everyone made innocuous jokes, trying to relieve the fatigue of the night.
Now I'm worried about whether Gu Jinheng's stomach is reversed, and this guy can bring up a team to train endlessly.
It is even more common for you to be hungry and have no time to eat, drink some water or cereal, and deal with it.
Over time, the irregular diet and the perennial running around have become an old stomach disease.
Every year, I do gastroscopy, but there are many small ulcers on the stomach.
But it's good to be a person, but I really don't pay attention to it at all.
Whenever I talk about it, I nod my head and be more sincere than anyone else, and when I turn around, I don't know how to practice or how to practice.
It's as if China's sports career has left him Gu Jinheng, he has less effort and more attention to his body, as if he can lose something.
Whenever talking about similar topics, Gu Jinheng responded to him very perfunctorily.
He knew that he was just perfunctory to himself, and it was really helpless over time.
It stands to reason that after a long time in this profession, the heart will become hard.
After all, everyone should play a subjective and responsible role in their own life.
Others, at best, are guided!
Maybe I've known him for many years, and I know a little about his family.
Seeing him working so hard alone always feels unbearable, and as a friend, I want to mention more, even if it's just a little memorable.
Until one time, Gu Jinheng was drunk that night.
He has always had a good amount of alcohol, and he can drink it with a mixture of white and red beer.
Yu Cibei has known each other for many years, and he has never seen Gu Jinheng drink too much, and he was in a very wrong state that night, at least the loss in his eyes and the loneliness around him did not want to hide it.
Men are also vulnerable, and occasional indulgence is not only for women, but also for men.
When the pressure is resisted to a certain extent, everyone will have a time when they can't hold back.
Yujibei did not hinder his indulgence, but only sat by the side as a friend all the time to accompany him.
Gu Jinheng is so sober, how can a person who stays sober all day not be tired, how can he not be tired?
Tonight's indulgence is that he has been reborn, and Dr. Yu, who has always had excellent medical ethics, adheres to the rules of the doctor's parents' hearts, and is very righteous to be a companion.
At the end of the wine, Gu Jinheng lay on the table, looking confused.
Late at night.
The light above his head was particularly eye-catching, and the light and shadow that fell on him were combined with sorrow.
The rigid gentleness was so dazzling that it made him feel uncontrollable pain in his heart.
The hoarseness behind the alcohol is rich and heart-rending in the lonely cold night.
If he doesn't open his mouth, Yu Cibei can still empathize, not to mention the fragility of opening his mouth?
"Jibei, why don't you think they can understand me a little more? Why can't you be more lenient with me? ”
His index finger was blank, gesturing at the air, fading from maturity and restraint.
Gu Jinheng in front of him has thoughts, souls, and vitality. is a contradictory and straightforward person, the most direct and gripping.
"I just want those kids to win glory for the country, a ......volunteer that I can't fulfill myself," he hammered hard in the chest, where it hurt in a sullen pain.
At least there is someone who can achieve it for him, and the other half of the military merit medal will be engraved with the three words Gu Jinheng, which is already the best he can do.
"And them...... They also work hard. ”
"What they lack compared to the national team boys is maybe just skills, just an opportunity, so why can't it be fair?"
"Is it true that only staying in the national team is to be motivated, and is it true that grassroots coaches are not productive?"
"Why impose the will of life on me, I am a person, I am a person!" His hoarse accusation, taking off the mask, is the most primitive accusation.
"I'll be tired too, and with him alone as a puppet, isn't it enough to be obedient? He has to catch everyone to be willing, right? ”
"You have to catch all talents willingly, you have to catch all talents...... Willing? ”
If you are depressed for a long time, it will hurt your body eventually.
In "The Continuation of the Dream", it is said that "the piano heals the heart, the flower heals the liver, the incense heals the spleen, the stone heals the kidneys, the spring heals the lungs, and the sword heals the gallbladder."
There is a saying since ancient times: "Nourishing the heart is the advanced art of health preservation." Later, in "Urgent Prescription", he emphasized, "There is love in the heart, there is no need to love deeply, there is hatred in the heart, there is no need to hate deeply, and they are all damaging and hurting the spirit." ”
Sun Simiao also believes that the method of cultivating the mind is to be neutralized in tranquility and harmony, and not to be excessive and violent.
The first list of doctors in the past dynasties is to nourish the spirit, which is the first essence of health preservation.
It is also believed that a pure heart and few desires is the way to maintain health, and everything is moderate.
Excessive indulgence will cause physical disasters, and excessive pursuit of pleasure will cause the body to decline.
From this point of view, Gu Jinheng has been suppressed for too long.
Most people with a heavy mind like him will not be happy in life.
There are thousands of knots in the heart, and the things that you care, think, and think about will become more, so heavy? How can you live well!
It wasn't until this moment that he understood that Gu Jinheng seemed to be uninhibited, but he was actually tired.
In his heart, national feelings and the righteousness of the family and country are always higher than his own interests.
And no one thought that this would soon become a lifelong and difficult topic for each of them.
That guilt and tiredness will make a group of people hazy for a long time, and it is difficult to let go.
What he didn't expect was ......
The girl who looks small and cute, has such a lot of energy in her body.
As the saying goes, "My military medal is half of yours." ”
What kind of depth does it mean behind a seemingly innocent sentence, Yu Cibei doesn't dare to think about it......