Chapter 136: The Former Him (Part II)
Lin Shanghan knocked on the side several times, wanting to know from Deng Ziyi's mouth whether there was anything between Cheng Xiang and Zhao Ziqi, but Deng Ziyi didn't say anything. Lin Shanghan knew that Deng Ziyi didn't mean to hide anything from herself, but she really didn't know.
Maybe it's because it's not easy for girls to say this kind of thing directly, Lin Shanghan thought. Just as Cheng Xiang may be embarrassed to say, Deng Ziyi may also have guessed and discovered by himself, but neither of them said it in the end, so this matter is a bit unfinished in the end.
Where is there anything to do, Lin Shanghan feels that he can't even get everything unsatisfactory now.
Lin Shanghan thought about these things alone and returned home, it was already eleven o'clock when he got home, and his mother nagged about why Lin Shanghan came home so late, and then urged Lin Shanghan to wash his feet before going to sleep.
Lin Shanghan didn't feel annoyed when he listened to his mother's nagging, because Lin Shanghan's heart was occupied by a more annoying thing at this time.
After Lin Shanghan washed his feet, he turned his head to the bed, and suddenly felt very sleepy, so sleepy that Lin Shanghan didn't even want to look at his mobile phone.
fell asleep in a daze, Lin Shanghan, who never dreamed, had a huge strange dream this night, he dreamed that Cheng Xiang and the boy named Zhao Ziqi were sitting together, and then the two of them looked very harmonious, but Lin Shanghan tried to see his face clearly but never saw it, just looking at the back Lin Shanghan felt that the person was very much like himself.
What Lin Shanghan didn't realize was that everything in the dream was a portrayal of reality, the classroom in the dream was the thirty-seventh class he was in, the position of Cheng Xiang and Zhao Ziqi in the dream was where Lin Shanghan was, and Cheng Xiang in the dream was sitting in the empty position next to him, so that Zhao Ziqi should be Lin Shanghan.
Lin Shanghan only hoped that it was just a dream, and everything Deng Ziyi told him yesterday was just a dream.
Lin Shanghan woke up in the morning and felt a little dizzy because of the dream, and he forgot everything in the dream in a daze.
When I arrived at the class the next day, because Lin Shanghan forgot to tell Deng Ziyi yesterday not to tell Cheng Xiang about last night, Deng Ziyi, a big mouth, told Cheng Xiang that Lin Shanghan took the initiative to find her to inquire about the news at the first time, Cheng Xiang immediately became a little angry, and ignored Lin Shanghan's enthusiastic accosting when he went to the back to wait for water in the morning.
Lin Shanghan didn't say anything in the face of Cheng Xiang's ignorance, returned to his seat and sat down, opened the book, glanced twice, and looked out the window distraughtly.
Lin Shanghan vowed that in the future, he must go to a place where the four seasons are warm like spring. The winter in the north is slaughtering, the sky is gray, even the wind is dusty, and I feel that I can't live anymore.
Cheng Xiang should have hated himself completely this time. If Lin Shanghan could still talk nonsense at the parent-teacher meeting that afternoon, he accidentally heard it when he went back to work to get something, what happened to pulling Deng Ziyi together this time? Looking for someone in the know to rummage through his gossip?
The first class in the afternoon was physical education, and the class was held in the playground a little far behind the teaching building, and at one thirty-five o'clock, everyone got up one after another and walked out of the door, Lin Shanghan was still sitting on the seat and waiting, and the squad leader had come to urge.
"What are you waiting for, hurry up to class, I'm going to leave the door locked."
"Give me the key, I'll lock it."
When the preparatory bell rang, Cheng Xiang suddenly appeared at the back door of the classroom, and Lin Shanghan was the only one left in the room.
"I'm sorry." Lin Shanghan blurted out.
Cheng Xiang stood at the door and looked at me, not moving.
Lin Shanghan didn't know what to say after saying this, so he stared at Cheng Xiang dryly, and in order to maintain his momentum, Lin Shanghan insisted on not blinking.
Ten seconds later, Lin Shanghan strode over, Cheng Xiang was so frightened that he instinctively retreated, at that moment Lin Shanghan didn't know what it was like to know what it was like in his heart, excited or afraid?
Somehow, Lin Shanghan actually thought that if it was Li Yixuan who was standing opposite at this time, he should have closed his eyes and raised his head and chest.
Kiss her.
Lin Shanghan was disgusted by this thought, and in a flash, Cheng Xiang had already retreated outside the classroom.
"Lin Shanghan, what do you want to do, you!"
Cheng Xiang roared at Lin Shanghan, which was no less than the two "Mom" at the parent-teacher meeting.
Then Lin Shanghan and Cheng Xiang both skipped class. Although it is a physical education class, Lin Shanghan is still very worried, because the physical education teacher occasionally names him, but Zhu Zhishuang They should help him call "to", Cheng Xiang's words She doesn't care, anyway, she hasn't taken this kind of class many times, and she is used to it.
Anyway, class is a means, not an end, Cheng Xiang has already achieved the goal, and the means can not exist a long time ago.
"Don't blame Deng Ziyi, I begged her to tell me, not to mention that she didn't say anything."
"And what did she say?"
"Basically, she told her everything."
Cheng Xiang was so angry that he was about to foam, Lin Shanghan looked at it, and suddenly felt a little pantothenic acid in his heart.
As for it, as for hiding it so deeply?
"I'm just curious, not to mention that I also have the right to know, right, it's not good for you to keep it from me, right?"
"What right do you have? What am I hiding from you? ”
"You said you want to be a good classmate with me all the time, is it because of ......?"
Lin Shanghan's blood surged up in an instant.
Because of what?
Isn't it because I owed Zhao Ziqi at the beginning!
But the second half of the sentence can't be spoken.
Lin Shanghan understands why actors always say such obvious things in TV dramas.
What is grievance? Aggrieved means to be embarrassed to say it, and not to say it to make a fire.
Cheng Xiang looked at Lin Shanghan intently, with an innocent and ignorant look, he was so angry that Lin Shanghan's internal organs turned into a spicy mess, burning the fire.
"Cheng Xiang, I don't believe you don't understand."
"Do you think I did this to compensate Zhao Ziqi?"
“…… You don't have to say it......"
Cheng Xiang was sweating on Lin Shanghan's head in such a cold day, raised his head and turned his eyes helplessly, looking at Lin Shanghan with an idiot look, "Your brain is in water, Lin Shanghan?" ”
"Who do you say got water in the head?"
"You! What do I owe him, why should I make up for it on you, you treat yourself as an ATM, and whoever owes it will pay you back? ”
Your uncle's ...... It makes sense.
"So, what the hell is going on? Do you dare to say that you were so abnormal at the parent-teacher meeting that day, and it has nothing to do with the past? ”
Finally, there is a moment when Cheng Xiang is asked by himself.
"I just feel shameless." Cheng Xiang shrugged, facing Lin Shanghan's blazing gaze, she still turned her face to look at the math steps on the blackboard that had not been wiped clean.
"I feel a little guilty, too."
It took a while to add another sentence.
(End of chapter)