Chapter 30 Dyeing in the Sky 6 (One Change)

"Sister-in-law, can you take a walk with me?" Luo Jiao asked euphemistically, and it happened that Zuo Jingning also wanted to talk to her, so she simply took the initiative to walk with her after she took the initiative.

In the lonely courtyard, there were only the slow footsteps of two people and the sounds of nature, during which neither of them knew how to speak.

After a long time, Luo Jiao's voice sounded again.

"I was most afraid of the road to the courtyard of the General's Mansion, because I was afraid of the dark, and when I was a child, I was always worried that night wolves would come out of this forest."

"Children, they always love to think wildly." Jing Ning listened to her memories and remembered that she had been so timid when she was a child.

"But when will I not be afraid, whenever I walked this road in the past, my brother was holding my hand by my side, when I was a child, I never thought that I would one day be so hopeful that I would be like when I was a child."

"Hey, the general, he ......"

"He doesn't like me, I know." Luo Jiao said this very calmly.

"Why should such a good girl of yours bother for someone who doesn't love herself?" Jing Ning didn't dare to say more, so she could only comfort her and want to open something.

"Sister-in-law, what do you mean by liking, and have you ever liked someone?" Luo Jiao's sudden question asked Jing Ning didn't know how to answer.

When it comes to liking, the first figure that appears in Jing Ning's mind is Bing Wan's, which is already an instinct in her heart, as if the moment she thinks of Bing Wan, the unspeakable pain caused by the fall of her heart in an instant.

"You don't need to say it, I am also a woman's sister-in-law, so I know that in your heart, the general is not your lover."

"Since I am married to a general, I am a person in the general's mansion." This is not only like it was for Luo Jiao, but also for Jing Ning's own heart.

"Over the years, I have experienced the departure of my parents, experienced the disappointment of hope, I just want to find a trace of peace, since I was a child, I hope to marry a man who can support me, I have greedily hoped to stay with him for a long time, and now I know that everything is impossible, I only ask my sister-in-law to help me talk to the general, whether it is true or false, to leave me a legitimate name in the general's mansion, I don't want to be like duckweed, worrying about my tomorrow's return every day."

Luo Jiao's words were full of crying, she thought that she could exchange her sincerity for the general's eyes, but when she returned to the general's mansion again, her heart was finally pierced when she saw that the place where she was a writer never seemed to have any traces of her, and when she saw that another strange woman could justifiably get the position she dreamed of, she finally understood the sentence left by her mother when she was martyred: "Dye with the blue is blue, and dye with yellow is yellow." "Isn't that what she is talking about, the people around her have decided that there will always be a gap between her and the general that cannot be crossed.

Her father is just a warrior under the general's father, but it just so happens that the surname is Lin, the general's mother said that in order to better let her orphan girl stay in the general's mansion, she said that she is a distant cousin of indifference, this white lie is said too much, and gradually others believe it, but only she knows that the general and her are just a master-servant relationship, she waited once, but the general suddenly brought back a wild girl named Chu Nian, the two love each other, but unfortunately the woman with a thin life is not blessed.

Finally she felt that her wait was worth it, during that time the general was lonely day and night and she stayed by the general's side, but the general deliberately avoided her, one day she deliberately put on the makeup of Chu Nian in order to make General Bo happy, but was scolded by the general, and after several dissuasions, she was punished for thinking about it behind closed doors, and did not expel her from the door.

That time she was scared, she had been in this general's mansion for too long, she had lived too long as Miss Cousin, she didn't know how she was going to live outside, she also knew, even if Chu Nian was gone, the general would still not fall in love with her.

However, the life she dreams of is the extravagance in the general's mansion, the man she loves is the status of the general, and after seeing the general, her eyes can't accommodate those oily and powdery boys, she took the opportunity to pray for the general, and sorted out her heart in the temple, no matter what, success or failure in this move, she wants to stay here until she dies, no matter how humble the way it is......