Chapter Ninety-Three: Drag the Oil Bottle
For five years, she was kept in the dark for five years, and who would know in these five years, because of the indifference of her parents, she has been wondering if she is not good enough to be sent to the palace by her parents, and she strives to use the few opportunities to meet her parents to behave well, thinking that one day, her parents will look at her good face, and take her back to the Zuo family, so that she can also have the opportunity to feel the care of her father.
"Why, obviously you have the same birthday as me, is it because I am a girl, the meaning of this birthday is dangerous, it is only worthy of being someone else's medicine primer, and you, my brother who was born on the same day as me, can also be the Taoist priests in the mouth of the good fortune, the good fate of danger, all these years I have been working hard to let my parents find out about my existence, trying my best to desire to gain the respect of my parents, eager that they will take me home, but in the end in exchange for the news that they are not my biological parents, I am so stupid, Now that I only have one relative, how long will you lie to me! ”
The real sadness is produced by the mixing of various emotions, Zuo Jingxing's current confession makes the unprepared Jingning, unable to accept this fact for a while, she can't figure it out, at this time, she is more sad, or more disappointed that her brother will hide such a big event, and the only thing left is the anger that can't be hidden and relies on words to vent.
She also wanted to go on, to talk about her own pain over the years, to say the exhaustion of her patience, to say that she had always felt that she was always alone, but not all emotions could be expressed in words, and there was a feeling that burst out at the moment when her brother embraced her into his arms.
Grievance.
At that moment, a pair of invisible hands grabbed her throat, and tears were about to break free from the control of reason, and rushed out under the instigation of emotion.
She remembered the moment she couldn't forget, and remembered that when she was dragged into the sedan chair by the people sent by the palace, she screamed desperately, begged for help, and looked at the cold faces of the Zuo family longingly, one by one she once thought it was her relatives asking for help, and these people were indifferent.
All she has left is her brother, but what about her brother? Where is my brother, Jing Ning's eyes were sticky with tears, everything in his sight was in a trance, every time he blinked, through the wet tears, it became extremely clear again, his brother was not in the crowd, Jing Ning repeatedly confirmed, until he was disheartened and had no strength to sit in the sedan chair, until the appearance of the indifferent people was connected by the curtain of the sedan chair.
The defect after blurred vision was made up for with her keen hearing, and she heard the gossip and drunken words of those people, and now that she thinks about it, it may be that Jing Ning was still too young at that time, and her memories were unconsciously interspersed, and those people may not have said three or four after she was sent away, but maybe they were heard when she returned to Zuofu sporadically a few times later.
She heard that these women congratulated their mothers, congratulated their mothers on getting rid of such a drag oil bottle, when Jing Ning just entered the palace, in the words of these people, no one paid attention to whether Jing Ning sent people under the fence, what they cared about was whether Jing Ning would cause trouble for the Zuo family, and later, they did not worry about whether Jing Ning was happy and safe in the outer palace, what they cared about was whether she would say clever words and whether she would seek benefits for the Zuo family. For the future life of their group of chickens and dogs.
"Brother, we are not children of the Zuo family, are the interests of the Zuo family more important than me and yourself in your heart?" Jing Ning burst into tears and asked the question she wanted to ask the most.
Zuo Jingxing looked at Zuo Jingning, still choosing not to say a word, how much Jingning longed for her brother at this time to no longer be so wooden, and then like when she was a child, when she fell, when she was about to cry, he took her in his arms and comforted her softly, "Don't be afraid, my brother is here." ”
He just nodded.
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