When I was reborn for the first time, I had a hard time believing what was happening in front of me.

I've seen a lot of the Internet about the rebirth of the male protagonist.,But when this thing really happened to me.,I'm still not used to it.,I don't think it's real.。

But one thing is the same

After being reborn, my first thought was revenge.

No matter how many times I was reincarnated, I always regarded my first life as my true life.

My short life in my twenties ended in a hurry because of the destruction of my adoptive mother, the neglect of my adoptive father, and the bullying of my younger brother Zhen Jing.

When he was dying, he also implicated Su Mengxi, the girl I cared about the most, and died unlucky with me.

In fact, to be honest, in the first life, I didn't know Su Mengxi for a long time, and I accidentally met in the bar I frequented, but I was deeply attracted to her.

There is an inexplicable temperament about her—a temperament that seems to be outside of this world—that attracts me.

She said she was raised by her father as a child, and that her mother suddenly disappeared when she was very young and never saw her again.

The father and daughter depended on each other, and she was also admitted to the best university, and the days were just about to be a little hopeful, but her father, who had become ill from hard work, fell ill.

She came to the hotel to work as a part-time wine delivery student, and my good brother Zhen Jing, in order to calculate me, combined with his girlfriend at the time, Song Bingran, arranged me and her into a room, and took many unsightly photos, so as to slander my adoptive father in front of everything, so I lost everything, the most important thing is that I endured the trust, ability, and qualification to take over the company accumulated over the years.

How can I not hate?

In my life, no, no matter how many times I am reincarnated, the most annoying thing is to owe favors.

I owe that girl, and that girl is innocent.

After being reborn, my first priority is revenge, but there is also an important goal that I must be good to her in my life.

But to my surprise

The second rebirth, in my life, there is no such person as Su Mengxi!

I spent all my energy and money and connections to look everywhere, but she was nowhere to be found......

Third, fourth, fifth......

I am constantly reborn, reborn, and experiencing the same thing again and again, but not every time I can successfully meet Su Mengxi, and more importantly, I don't succeed in protecting her every time!

Do you remember how I described her - "like a being outside of this world"?

After many rebirths, I finally realized the truth of reincarnation

My life and that of her were destined to be missed.

As long as me, Song Bingran and Zhen Jing exist in this world at the same time, Su Mengxi will not be able to live well.

The reverse is also true.

If one of my rebirths, Mengxi didn't exist in the first place, there would be no way to save her, and I would still be trapped in this cycle, scribbling through my life and being reborn again.

I've thought about why, but no one can answer.

After a long time, I finally had a reliable inference to save her, which was probably my greatest obsession in my first life when I was dying.

But the nature of the world is chaos, and people's actions are random, which makes it very difficult for me to save her.

And every time, the time point of my rebirth is also fixed, just on the night when Meng Xi was sent me wine by Song Bingran.

And every time, Mengxi will drink the medicine stupidly and make irreparable mistakes......

如果我能提前几秒钟重生，我一定会飞奔到她面前，把那杯罪恶的红酒摔到地上。

But I can't, I can only wait.

Wait for fate to take a nap, wait for fate itself to fail.

After countless trial and error, one day I finally figured out the ultimate path to salvation

I want to wipe Song Bingran, Zhen Jing and myself from this world before the "banquet night" that took her life.

The world where the three of us don't exist is the world where Mengxi can live safely.

This time, I jumped at the chance.

Mengxi in this round of rebirth seems to have changed as a person.

Maybe not the same person she used to be - but I'm not surprised.

After all, repeated rebirth has happened to me, so what else can I not accept?

Saving her and letting her live well has become my obsession.

Without completing this obsession, I will not be able to break out of this cycle with peace of mind.

If this time, I can succeed and finally die with Zhen Jingtong, I hope fate can release me.

It is worth mentioning that in the first few rebirths, everyone was talking and doing things according to their own scripts, and everyone almost followed their own established characters, so it was easy for me to deal with it;

But as the number of rebirths increases, the world becomes more and more unstable.

The people around me are often out of human control, and more and more people are beginning to realize the strangeness of the world.

For example, Nangong Yu, once she said to me

"I always feel like I've experienced something so many times, it's like a dream. But when I think about it, I can't remember where I experienced it. ”

This is the sense of déjà vu.

My repeated rebirth, my obsession to save Mengxi, invisibly, implicated in the fate of many people.

As the world is refactored, structured, and refactored repeatedly, it's like overlaying faulty code on top of an already buggy application, and sooner or later, the program will crash completely.

And then, will I still be able to protect her?

So, this time, I made up my mind to do everything I had to do as soon as possible!

I can't remember which rebirth it was—because there were so many times that I counted the number at first, and then I didn't bother to count it—and I stumbled upon a clip of a movie about a man who was trapped on the same day, reborn on this day repeatedly, and whose life could no longer go smoothly.

I thought it was very interesting to watch this clip, so I found the whole movie to watch, it turned out that his story was similar to mine, but my time loop was longer, from the welfare home, until I was killed by Zhen Jing or someone else in my twenties, and the male protagonist of this movie, his cycle time is shorter, only one day.

No matter what method he used, when he opened his eyes the next day, he was back to the day before.

Which one am I luckier than him?

It's all unfortunate, but I can at least feel the difference in life for more than 20 years, there are many inflection points that I can try, and he faces too few choices, 24 hours, what can I do?

But when I came up with the idea, I couldn't help but laugh at myself

Yes, I have more than 20 years of life to try to change the end of the tragedy, but haven't I also done it?

In such a comparison, I was even more defeated.

Luckily, this time I did.

I want to give Su Mengxi a word

"Since there is a world where you and I can't coexist, there must be a world where you and I can coexist, and even let me think about it boldly - maybe there is a world where you and I have to fall in love, and if we don't fall in love, the world will fall apart.

If I can't see you again in the future, I wish you good morning, good afternoon, and good night. ”

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