Sometimes I look at the wrong person, not because I am blind, but because I am kind. Sometimes helping the wrong person, not because of stupidity, but because of taking feelings too seriously. Sometimes I endure it, not because I ignore it, but because I don't want to fight. The human heart is really incomprehensible.

When Xu Lang and Ning Yanran came to the No. 1 interrogation room again, looking at Qiu Yue sitting opposite them, Ning Yanran's eyes were very complicated, she really couldn't figure out why Qiu Yue and Mao Yunlong came together.

Compared with Ning Yanran's inner emotion, Xu Lang was much calmer, he looked at Qiu Yue and said straight to the point: "Do you know Mao Yunlong?" ”

This is not the first day that Qiu Yue has been arraigned, every time she was arraigned before, she chose to remain silent, and this time, when she heard the name Mao Yunlong from Xu Lang's mouth, she suddenly raised her head and looked at Xu Lang in surprise, those good-looking eyes seemed to be asking, how do you know Mao Yunlong.

Seeing Qiu Yue's expression, Xu Lang and Ning Yanran knew that Qiu Yue must know Mao Yunlong, so Xu Lang continued to ask, "What is the relationship between you and Mao Yunlong?" ”

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"Tan Boheng's family was killed by Mao Yunlong, right?"

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"You're in the know, aren't you?"

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When Xu Lang asked Qiu Yue questions again and again, and Qiu Yue chose to be silent, Xu Lang finally couldn't suppress the emotions in his heart, he slammed the table and scolded Qiu Yue: "Qiu Yue, don't think that if you don't speak, we won't be able to find out the truth, don't think that if you don't speak, we won't be able to find Mao Yunlong, you are still young, you choose to do this, have you ever thought about your parents?" Can you bear to let them be frightened and frightened for you, and wash their faces with tears? ”

Hearing Xu Lang's scolding, Qiu Yue's expression was slightly stunned, and then, a strange smile appeared on her face, she looked at Xu Lang's face, and said slowly: "Will they worry about me?" Are you worried that I'm disgraced them again? Do you think it's not worth it to give birth to a daughter like me? Do you regret having a daughter like me? Huh"

Xu Lang and Ning Yanran were stunned when they heard Qiu Yue say this, and the two of them turned their heads to look at each other, and they both saw doubts in each other's eyes.

Qiu Yue seemed to know what Xu Lang was wondering about, a self-deprecating smile appeared on her fair cheeks, and said, "Do you think they really love me?" Does it really concern me? Hehe, you're wrong, they don't love me at all, they don't love me from the beginning, they don't love me"

Xu Lang frowned, he looked at Qiu Yue and asked, "Why do you say that your parents don't love you?" ”

"You want to know?" Qiu Yue looked at Xu Lang with a smile.

Xu Lang nodded without thinking.

"Well, since you want to know, then I'll tell you, I know, sooner or later, this matter will not be hidden, I knew it from the beginning"

For the next period of time, it was Qiu Yue's personal confession.

Everything has to start when Qiu Yue was a child.

Qiu Yue was born in the late eighties, and like most parents, Qiu Anmin still has the idea of patriarchy in his heart, in fact, for most men, having a son can provide for his own retirement, but giving birth to a daughter she will marry sooner or later, Qiu Anmin has this kind of thinking Xu Lang is not surprised at all.

If it was before, the first child was a daughter, and you could continue to have children, but at that time, the country implemented family planning, and a family could only have one child, Zhang Dandan went to the hospital for ligation surgery after giving birth to Qiu Yue, so for Qiu Anmin's family, the first child was a daughter, which made Qiu Anmin and his wife feel very uncomfortable, so they did not treat Qiu Yue particularly well since childhood.

Just at that time, the wave of going to the sea to do business was rising in the country, Qiu Anmin, like most people, chose to go to the sea to do business, and at the beginning of the business was okay, although it was more difficult, but, at least some of the money was made, and at that time Qiu Yue was still young, they took Qiu Yue with them, according to Qiu Yue herself, she has rarely eaten together as a family since she was a child, Qiu Anmin is often busy outside, often away from home, and occasionally comes back very late, when Qiu Yue is asleep.

Qiu Yue grew up with her mother Zhang Dandan since she was a child, and her impression of Qiu Anmin has been very vague since she was a child, and although Zhang Dandan has to do business with Qiu Anmin on the one hand, she has to take care of Qiu Yue on the other hand, but Zhang Dandan is actually very busy, for Qiu Anmin and Zhang Dandan, at that time, making money is the most important thing.

When Qiu Yue grew up slowly and started to go to school, during the day, they left Qiu Yue at school and handed it over to the teacher, and they would go to school to pick up Qiu Yue at night, and Qiu Yue from elementary school to junior high school, only Zhang Dandan had been responsible for picking up Qiu Yue, and she had never seen Qiu Anmin's figure, whether it was to pick Qiu Yue up and down from school, or when holding a parent-teacher conference, only Zhang Dandan, who was tired, accompanied her.

Seeing that the classmates around her were all picked up by their parents, Qiu Yue's heart was very uncomfortable, she had asked Zhang Dandan more than once, why did others have a father to accompany me?

And every time at this time, Zhang Dandan would rub Qiu Yue's head and tell her that her father was busy with work and was making money outside to support her family and buy her new clothes and toys. However, Qiu Yue was still young at that time, and she always kept asking Zhang Dandan's father why he didn't go home, at first, Zhang Dandan patiently explained to Qiu Yue, Qiu Yue asked too many times, and Zhang Dandan was also annoyed, so he said to Qiu Yue, your father doesn't want you anymore.

This was originally just a joke, but for the young Qiu Yue, she believed it to be true, and really thought that Qiu Anmin didn't want her anymore, which made Qiu Yue full of longing for father's love since she was a child, every time she went to school, she was asked by her classmates about her father, Qiu Yue was always silent and refused to say anything.

Qiu Yue still remembers that when she was in elementary school, the teacher assigned an essay with the title of My Dad, and when other students wrote this essay, they all wrote it very easily and casually, but for Qiu Yue, the word "father" seems to be very unfamiliar, yes, yes, it is strange, in Qiu Yue's impression, Qiu Anmin is not like his father, but like an uncle he knows, so when Qiu Yue wrote that essay, he wrote, My father is very busy every day, I often can't see him, he is a big liarWhen I had my birthday last year, he promised me to go home to celebrate my birthday, but I waited at home until twelve o'clock, my birthday was over, and he didn't come back, and the next day, when I saw him, he didn't say anything, as if he had forgotten about it.

Compared with her peers, father's love and mother's love are common things, because they have had them since they were children, but for Qiu Yue, she can't feel father's love, and even mother's love is so vague.

For Qiu Yue, the happiest time for her was when Qiu Anmin was in business, when the business failed and owed a lot of foreign debts, maybe for adults like Qiu Anmin and Zhang Dandan, this was their most sad and anxious time, however, Qiu Yue felt that that time was the best time, because during that time Qiu Anmin and Zhang Dandan always stayed at home, although they didn't say anything to themselves, but Qiu Yue felt the long-lost father's love.

It's just that this period of time is very short, and it didn't take long for those debt collectors to catch up with the door, blocking the door every day to ask for money and scolding people, Qiu Yue also felt very scared, later, they moved, Qiu Anmin and Zhang Dandan went to work in the factory, and at that time, Qiu Yue had already started junior high school.

Qiu Yue clearly remembers that when she was in the first year of junior high school, she began to board at the school, although her home is not far from the school, but she was still sent to the school boarding by Qiu Anmin, and she can only go home on Fridays a week, which makes Qiu Yue, who has not enjoyed too much father's love since she was a child, feel more and more vague and eager for her father's love, and she longs for her father's love.

As time went by, Qiu Yue grew up day by day, and Qiu Anmin finally paid off the foreign debts they owed and had some savings, so Qiu Anmin resigned from the factory and started a tobacco and alcohol business, hoping to improve the family life.

Qiu Yue has not been short of pocket money since she was in junior high school, although her pocket money is not comparable to that of those rich children, but, like most of her classmates, she is still very rich.

Perhaps, for Qiu Anmin, his love for Qiu Yue should be to give her enough pocket money, because he hasn't taken much care of Qiu Yue since she was very young, and when she grows up, there is a generation gap between father and daughter, and she doesn't know how to give Qiu Yue fatherly love.

Qiu Yue's academic performance since she was a child is still very good, at least for the peers she knows, Qiu Yue's academic performance is very good, she was admitted to the thirty-second middle school when she took the high school entrance examination, and at that time, she was already fifteen years old, and she was already sensible and began to distinguish between right and wrong.

When Qiu Yue came to No. 32 Middle School, she often heard the name of the teacher Tan Shihao, and almost many students discussed in private whether they would be assigned to the class led by Tan Shihao in the third year of high school, Qiu Yue was still very silent at that time, although she did not discuss with those classmates, but she also had a strong interest in the teacher of No. 32 Middle School, and she began to secretly pay attention to Tan Shihao's every move.

In the two years of high school and sophomore years, Qiu Yue already knew Tan Shihao very well, at least she thought so, as her understanding of Tan Shihao deepened, she found that she seemed to like this man who was more than 20 years older than herself, at first, this feeling was just a very vague and abstract feeling, but when she was in her third year of high school, when she was assigned to Tan Shihao's class, after a period of contact, Qiu Yue felt it in Tan Shihao's body, The kind of elder's love, or fatherly love, she has always longed for but rarely received.

Qiu Yue is very obsessed with this feeling, she used the money Qiu Anmin gave her to buy a suit for Tan Shihao on Teacher's Day, as a gift to Tan Shihao, originally, she was very looking forward to this gift, she hoped that Tan Shihao could pay more attention to her, and the result was that she succeeded, not only attracted Tan Shihao's attention, but also attracted the attention of the whole class, as well as the attention of the school teacher, for other people, Qiu Yue didn't care, she only cared about Tan Shihao, originally, she thought that Tan Shihao received the gift she gave him, I would be very happy, but what I didn't expect was that Tan Shihao, who has always been very kind to his classmates, reprimanded Qiu Yue in front of his classmates with a very serious expression for the first time, which made Qiu Yue feel very sad and aggrieved.

She didn't understand that she just gave Tan Shihao a set of clothes, why did he have such a big reaction, after all, Qiu Yue at that time was just less than eighteen years old, and that time was out of the rebellious period of youth, she thought that since she liked Tan Shihao, she had to express it boldly, she thought so and did this, so she had the thing to boldly confess in the underground of the school teaching building.

The thing was done, it caused a big sensation, and she also paid the price for her behavior, she recorded a major demerit, the whole school reported criticism, and was almost ordered to drop out of school, Qiu Yue When she was punished with this kind of punishment, she actually didn't feel panicked, more of an indifferent attitude, but when Tan Shihao was suspended later, she knew that she had done something wrong.

It was also because of this incident that Qiu Anmin and Zhang Dandan suddenly began to care about Qiu Yue's growth, Zhang Dandan looked at Qiu Yue almost every day, in case she was doing something out of the ordinary, and Qiu Anmin was also on Qiu Yue's holiday, he didn't go to work in the store, but stayed at home with Qiu Yue, talking, chatting, to make up for his fatherly love owed to Qiu Yue over the years, however, for Qiu Yue at that time, what she was thinking about was Tan Shihao, and Qiu Yue's love for Qiu Anmin not only moved Qiu Yue, Instead, it bores her.

Especially when there is less than a month before the college entrance examination, Qiu Anmin and Zhang Dandan's discipline of Qiu Yue has become more and more strict, otherwise she goes out to play, does not let her watch TV, otherwise she communicates with other students, the only thing Qiu Yue does is to read books, review, and prepare for the college entrance examination, which makes Qiu Yue, who was already in a rebellious period, feel more and more uncomfortable, so she became more and more rebellious, and during the college entrance examination, she did something that everyone expected and handed in a blank paper.

When Qiu Yue's failure in the college entrance examination was known to Qiu Anmin, he once scolded Qiu Yue harshly, asking her why she handed in the blank papers, how could she be worthy of her parenting grace in doing so, and Qiu Yue coldly told Qiu Anmin, you gave birth to me, but did you raise me? Have you ever cared about me? No.

This was the first head-on clash between Qiu Yue and Qiu Anmin.

Later, Qiu Anmin and Zhang Dandan wanted Qiu Yue to repeat her studies for a year and take the college entrance examination in the coming year, but Qiu Yue said that she was unwilling, and in the end, she chose to go to a technical school, and after graduating from the technical school, she went to a hospital for an internship and became a nurse.

Xu Lang and Ning Yanran fell silent when they heard this, Xu Lang knew that if what Qiu Yue said was true, then Qiu Anmin and Zhang Dandan's family education did have problems, for a child, she was in the time of accepting and looking at the world, and she needed someone to accompany and guide her, but Qiu Anmin and Zhang Dandan didn't do it, what they wanted most was to make money, of course, it was not Qiu Anmin's family who did this, in society, there are many families like this.

And as a result of this, parents do make a lot of money, but for children, they have not enjoyed much love since they were young, which also leads to the emptiness in their hearts, they are very eager to get this love, when they can't get it from their parents, they will divert their attention and look for it in other people, and Qiu Yue is like this, she found this feeling of love in Tan Shihao's body.

Qiu Yue regards this feeling as love, or rather, she has lacked fatherly love since she was a child, and she has a father-love complex, which is normal for many people in this situation with Qiu Yue, but Qiu Yue's performance is much stronger than that of ordinary people.

People, that's it, the more they lack something, the more they want something, and in order to get this kind of thing, they will do whatever it takes, especially for young boys and girls who are in the rebellious period of youth.

After a long time, Xu Lang thought for a while and said, "No matter what your parents do to you, after all, they gave birth to and raised you, are you worthy of them by doing this?" ”

Maybe it was the words hidden in her heart that Qiu Yue had gradually recovered from a very calm and somewhat wooden girl to the emotional changes that she should have at her age, she looked at Xu Lang, shook her head, and said: "Actually, I don't want much things, I just want to get a father's love, I just want to get a love, am I asking too much?" ”

She looked into Xu Lang's eyes and asked again, "Is it too much?" ”

Xu Lang didn't speak, just shook his head gently, Qiu Yue's request was not too much, it's just that the way she chose was a bit extreme.

"Let's talk about Mao Yunlong." Xu Lang changed the topic and said.

"Mao Yunlong? He, like me, was a kid that no one wanted. ”

When Qiu Yue was talking about Mao Yunlong, Xu Lang found that a touch of mother's brilliance appeared in Qiu Yue's eyes, as if she was talking about her own child, which made Xu Lang's heart move slightly.

"What's your relationship?" Xu Lang asked.

Qiu Yue didn't answer Xu Lang's question immediately, but lowered her head and thought about it seriously, and then raised her head to look at Xu Lang and said, "Sister and brother? Couple? Wife? Oh, I don't know. ”

"Listen to your colleague, you and Mao Yunlong live together?" Xu Lang asked.

This time Qiu Yue didn't think much about it, she nodded with a very natural expression, and said, "Cohabitation." ”

It seems that in her opinion, this matter is a very normal thing, and there is no need to deny it, but Xu Lang and Ning Yanran thought of more things in their hearts.

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