Yan Yan told him: "When a person leaves home and lives alone from the age of 18 and has to rely on himself for everything, you know how I do it." ”

Yu Bai understood how much bitterness and helplessness there was in her short words. There was only one vague mention of her family on Douban.

It was a picture of a wedding feast, with no protagonists, just noisy scenes, a table of people and smiling faces.

She only wrote one line under the photo: With a new bloodline, you can rest assured that you will be adrift from now on.

No wonder she's an insecure person.

Yan Yan continued: "The only thing that can give a woman a sense of security is money. So since I was 18 I was desperately trying to find a way to make money. Although I didn't get into 985, I didn't give up on myself and never been idle. After all kinds of attempts, I got up again after failure, and finally I felt that this money-making model was the most suitable for me. ”

"Give the wandering a warm and comfortable home." Yu Bai said for her.

Yan Yan's eyes flashed with surprise, and then she was relieved. The man in front of her is not only Yu Bai who saved her life, but also the "flowering tree" who has been keeping in touch with her online for 13 years.

Many of the things she doesn't say to people in real life are said to "this tree".

She felt a little uncomfortable inexplicably.

"I never thought I'd talk to a tree face to face like this." She thought that she would never have an intersection with the person she knew on Douban in reality, so she was willing to boldly reveal her heart to him. Who knows, the person who knows her most secrets suddenly appears in her life, which is simply the greatest irony. Moreover, it makes her particularly insecure.

Yu Bai noticed the change in her mood and joked: "You won't trick me here, you want to kill me." ”

Yan Yan deliberately vicious: "It's still too late for you to escape now." ”

Yu Bai laughed and sat on the sofa: "I won't leave." It took me 13 years to go from the Internet to reality. Don't want to hide anymore. ”

His words were quite meaningful, and Yan Yan heard something different from his suddenly low and sluggish tone, and she was so confused that she didn't know what to say.

Yu Bai continued: "If you are afraid that I know that you have too many secrets and think it is unfair, then I will also tell you more of my secrets." Let's exchange, do you think this will work? ”

Yan Yan actually wanted to say, I don't want to ask other people's stories. The more you know, the faster you die. But looking at Yu Bai's eyes full of expectation, she suddenly felt that if she said this, she would definitely make the person in front of her sad.

She sat across from him and adjusted to a deferential posture: "You say, I listen." ”

Yu Bai secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

In fact, his past is also a wound, and self-revealing scars will bleed and hurt.

However, in order to make Yan Yan feel fair and secure, he didn't mind telling her about the things he had never told outsiders.

He Jiong said that the most important thing in a relationship is not appearance or bread, or even loyalty or not, but sharing.

Yu Bai cherishes every time with Yan Yan, and he will not touch the bottom line of loyalty. He wanted to share, and he couldn't wait to show her his past dissect.

When two people get along, they can understand only when they understand. Understanding is the magic weapon to break down all relationship barriers.

The noon sun shone on the two of them, and Yu Bai, dressed in a black suit, was deeply immersed in the bright yellow fabric sofa, and his eyes fell on the pot of vigorous brazilwood on the windowsill, telling a story about his past as if telling someone else's story.

Yu Bai's father is an official, and he is still a very ambitious official. Therefore, for the sake of his career, he has been far away from home and obeyed orders to take up his post outside.

Those places were usually very remote and not suitable for a child who was still in elementary school, so he and his sister were left behind. In order to take care of her father's daily life, her mother ruthlessly gave up her two children and followed her husband every inch.

Because the grandparents were too old to take care of the two children at the same time, Yu Bai was separated from his sister Yu Xi.

He stayed at his grandparents' house, and Yu Xi was sent to his grandparents' house in the countryside.

A family of four can only see each other during the Chinese New Year.

Grandma has a gentle personality and takes good care of him.

Every time his relatives asked him who his family liked the most, he would not hesitate to choose his grandmother.

Grandpa is a very eccentric old man, he often loses his temper for no reason, grandma and Yu Bai have a slight disagreement with grandpa, grandpa will be furious, and even overturn the table directly while eating.

When Yu Bai first arrived at his grandfather's house, he often woke up crying in the middle of the night because he missed his mother and sister.

Grandpa thought he was not manly, regardless of his grandmother's obstruction, he was taken out of the bed and thrown directly into the small black house where the ancestors were ranked, Yu Bai looked at those wooden signs and cried breathlessly, and then he found that the more he cried, the more he hated his grandfather, and gradually stopped crying, and then he never expressed his true emotions in front of his grandfather.

Grandpa also has a serious cleanliness habit, if Yu Bai dares to eat without washing his hands, grandpa can let him be locked up in a small dark room for a day.

Once when he came home from playing basketball, he was sweaty, and his grandmother urged him to take a shower before going to bed, but he was too tired and broke his foot, so he played a trick on his grandmother and lay down directly on the bed.

Less than two minutes after falling asleep, his grandfather woke him up with a stick, and not only told him to take a bath immediately, but also punished him for thinking about it.

Grandma felt sorry for him and went to persuade grandpa not to toss at night, but grandpa was furious and pushed grandma down in anger.

Since then, my grandmother's health has deteriorated, and she passed away half a year later.

Yu Bai hated his grandfather and hated himself.

He felt that he had indirectly killed his grandmother.

He wrote a letter to Yu Xi, wanting her to tell her grandfather to pick him up and he didn't want to live with his grandfather anymore.

The letter somehow fell into the hands of his grandfather, who remembered that he was almost going to eat him with the letter.

Of course, in the end, a beating is indispensable, and there is also the treatment of a small black house.

The days marched forward in his silence.

He gradually changed from a lively and cheerful man to a taciturn and unsmiling man.

When he was in high school, a girl in his class accidentally lit up his gloomy life.

Her name is Yu Rongrong and she sits in front of him. Outgoing, loves to laugh and cry.

Laugh out loud when you're happy and cry out loud when you're sad. Never cared about what others thought.

Her motto is that life is short, don't grieve yourself, and live only for yourself.

Yu Bai feels that such a girl has a free life, which is enviable. I gradually developed a liking for her.

She is often approached for answers under the pretext of asking her questions about her language reading.

Yu Rongrong also has a little liking for him, and when others ask her questions, she always refuses, the reason is that time is precious, and she has to use her limited time to do interesting things.

But for Yu Bai, she made an exception to give him her time.

Students often see two people discussing difficult problems that are not difficult in the first place.

Adolescent children are particularly sensitive to this kind of affection between men and women.

Gradually, everyone coaxed that the two were boyfriend and girlfriend.

Although Yu Bai liked her very much in his heart, he never said to her that he liked it.

In his heart, she is a light in his hazy life, illuminating his life. made him, who was about to get moldy, gradually have vitality.

He felt that this light could always be there, without having to declare it to others.

But Yu Rongrong generously admitted: "What's wrong with boyfriend and girlfriend?" I just like Yu Bai, which of you has an opinion? ”

Yu Bai was a little moved by her boldness. Under the high-pressure discipline of his grandfather and the abandonment of his parents, he almost thought that he was a child who was not loved.

Now suddenly a girl openly said that she liked him, and he was very happy. I can't wait to give my heart to others from now on.

Grandpa disciplined his life, but never controlled him in terms of money.

Yu Bai often buys Yu Rongrong what she wants. Even the most popular Nokia mobile phone at the time, he saved up for three months and bought the latest model as a birthday gift for her.

Yu Rongrong was so happy that she hugged him on the spot, jumped up and kissed him on the cheek.

"You are the most important person in my life," she said. ”

Yu Bai didn't know that an incident that happened later completely made him understand that the so-called most important person was actually treated like this.

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