Chapter 156: Like is not enough to be affectionate, love is
[Gu Jinheng: "I want to say I like it, but liking is not enough to express affection, love is."] This beating heart is only loved by her! ”】
The choked throat was completely blocked and speechless.
Le Rongge closed his eyes hard, and smiled a little heartlessly: "Little girl, are you deliberately trying to deceive my tears today?" ”
Yes, even my parents and sister didn't know about the pregnancy back then.
Later, she heard her mother sigh more than once: "If he had known that you were pregnant, it would have been a few days earlier." Now, maybe our family is happier together than anyone else. ”
Every time she heard such words, she would subconsciously look at the child.
It was she who deprived them of the right to choose each other, and made a choice for all of them in an unknown, an unborn world.
She didn't deserve to tell anyone about the hardships that followed.
No matter how difficult it has been over the years, Le Rongge has gritted his teeth and endured.
endure until the eye sockets are astringent and the eyes are sour; endured until my heart was bitter and trembling.
She is the one who is least qualified to confide in, and her thoughts for many years have been said lightly.
I felt aggrieved, as if I had opened the floodgates.
The corners of his mouth moved slightly, and when he opened his mouth, his voice was not only trilling, but also relieved: "You...... How do you know? ”
Dull words are like a window to check in old things, old and with a different taste.
She slowly recounted, and Le Rongge sat on the side and listened to these familiar and unfamiliar pasts.
"On the same day, Master was picked up, and we returned to Zhou'an one after another. During that time, you were in a bad state, and so was me, and my heart was full of pain in addition to guilt. ”
"Later, my dad saw that I was so depressed. So I found someone to arrange it, and I found out about the hospital where Master was, and I wanted to take care of him, do laundry, dinner, and vigil at night, and I could do anything. ”
Le Rongge didn't know that the girl in front of her had been accompanying and taking care of Gu Jinheng for a whole month.
That month, she knew that Gu Xiao's two families were world friends,
Seeing the industry leaders who could only be seen on TV, Michon understood the person in front of him at that time.
What kind of passion does their master have for sports?
A person who can not go to the grassroots level, who does not have to fight with his body, but is willing to take root at the grassroots level and miss the operation again and again for them.
There are some things that can no longer be dissipated by the flirtatious word "guilt".
One day, when she came back from dinner, she walked to the door, and the conversation she bumped into was the thing she regretted the most.
Reflecting day and night, it is difficult to sleep and eat.
Inside the hospital room.
A fairly high specification room with separate kitchen, bathroom and sofa.
The whole room is a warm white color tone, and the design is designed to face south from north to south, and the north and south are ventilated.
The environment is elegant and suitable for self-cultivation.
Before she went out to eat, Master's morning infusion had just ended.
Before leaving, she looked at it again and again.
During that time, Gu Jinheng lost weight rapidly, and chemotherapy made his mental state so poor that he occasionally hallucinated.
Usually, at this point, she goes to eat, and someone comes to take over and accompany her.
Gu Jinheng saw her unease, and smiled and said to her, "Go quickly!" I'm in good spirits now, I'm not sleepy, I'll just rest here for a while. ”
As soon as Mi Qiong went out with her front foot, Xiao Zhiyan walked in with a bouquet of flowers in her back foot.
At first, he thought that when he returned to G City, he would inevitably meet her.
I just didn't expect it to be so fast.
Gu Jinheng's patience can only have a good temper in the face of Le Rongge.
Except for others, he often has a little face, and people who are not familiar with him think that you owe him eight thousand.
"If you're here to visit, put down the flowers, and if it's okay, please go back!" An attitude of eviction order.
This year's Gu Jinheng is lying on the bed, and for Xiao Zhiyan, there is no initial deterrent.
Not to mention, after many years of getting along, she already knows what kind of character he is.
The person who was not strange sat down and was not polite to him.
"What? Team Gu is sick and has forgotten even the most basic hospitality? Anyway, Gu Jinheng never gave her a good face, she said sarcastically unceremoniously.
Now think about it, a man. How did you get yourself into such a humble situation in the first place, Xiao Zhiyan shook her head and smiled.
is such a career man, fortunately, I didn't fall in love with her at the beginning.
It was not a pleasant experience between them in Zhou'an, Gu Jinheng didn't want to talk about it again and again, it was quite boring.
For Xiao Zhiyan, his biggest concession is the return of the bridge to the bridge and the return of the road.
"Guest, are you here to visit the sick?" Gu Jinheng's spirit is still good.
"Oh, why am I not? If you don't visit the patient, the Gu team thinks I'll buy flowers to see you? In what capacity? What position? Gu Jinheng, I'm not as bad as you think, you're married and still pestering! ”
He never speculated too badly, but he never underestimated anyone.
The non-committal alienation is Gu Jinheng's greatest cleanliness.
Xiao Zhiyan looked at him with a little amusement around her hands: "Gu Jinheng, frankly speaking, for so many years, I really have never understood you,"
"I don't understand what kind of person you are, and I don't even understand what you're doing."
The man turned his head to look at her, and there was a good or bad indifference in the owl's eyes. ok essay network
It seems that if she Xiao Zhiyan says something here today, he will take it seriously and fight back.
She smiled and raised her hand to make a surrender: "Gu Jinheng, don't look at me like that!" Why, I'm afraid I'll say something you don't want to hear? ”
"Xiao Zhiyan." The man said coldly.
"Good, good. Anyway, I can be regarded as your savior, so I treat your savior, isn't it a little unkind? Xiao Zhiyan half-truthed joke.
Gu Jinheng did not refute.
Seeing that he didn't squeak, Xiao Zhiyan didn't mind.
He took the conversation and joked with a smile: "Sometimes, I really don't know if you like her or not, in Zhou'an, you can not hesitate to be my enemy, and even let the two families fight each other." ”
"If you say you like it, why don't you let her stay with you at this time; If you don't like it, for her sake, you can gamble on the shaky father-son relationship at the beginning! She was amazed.
The man closed his eyes and raised his hand to gently twist his eyebrows, trying to relieve the lovesickness.
At first, he thought it would be for her good.
Later, I realized that the longer I stayed, the more I missed her.
Countless late nights, such thoughts swept through his not rich heart like a wave.
Darkness and loneliness, illness and contemplation.
are the most difficult pastime of loneliness.
The man was silent for a long time, and then spoke, his voice a little hoarse and infinitely nostalgic with a little hoarseness that had not been spoken for a long time.
The corners of his lips were faintly smiling, and that bright smile just stinged Xiao Zhiyan.
What kind of effort can be worth a man's affection!
Because she heard it, he said, "You will never know how much I love her, and I don't say I like it, because I like it too shallowly, and I'm afraid that I won't agree to it if I say it." ”
He curled up his fingers and reverently placed them on his heart, when wordless joy circled the tip of his heart.
The oncoming without any warning is the most deadly.
Xiao Zhiyan raised her hand to support her forehead, she was really a dog.
Came all the way to listen to this man talk about dog food?
Why do I look like the kind of person who doesn't need to listen to dog food? Rushing to find abuse, who is to blame. Xiao Zhiyan laughed silently, which can be regarded as a complete convincing.
"It's sour, it's sour. I'm also blind, and I've taken a fancy to you. ”
'Did I owe you in my last life?' Xiao Zhiyan thought depressedly.
Without "malice," the girl's broken complaints look cute.
made him instantly think of Le Rongge, all kinds of broken thoughts when he was coquettish, wronged, coquettish, and intimate
"As for the father-son relationship you mentioned, there has never been an overnight feud between Advisor Xiao's father and son." A man in a good mood can hardly explain: "Even if he didn't accept it at the beginning, no matter how bad it is, what can it be?" We are also a family, and no matter how much he doesn't like her, she must be his daughter-in-law who can't change. ”
The sonorous and powerful words are engraved into the hearts of the people.
Xiao Zhiyan sneered: "Heh, you don't have to go out of your way to tell me this. ”
"Gu Jinheng and I have long been dead to you, as early as when she gave birth to a child alone in order to fulfill your dream, I was completely relieved."
"She's really a good wife, at least for me, I can't!" She asked herself and said frankly.
The palms that were placed in his hands clenched hard, yes, he already knew that she was pregnant.
When he first arrived in G City, he was extremely weak.
The critical illness notice again and again is cruel to everyone around him, and despair is not for any one person.
Gu Jinheng just didn't want Le Rongge to go through this, he was reluctant to let her stand outside the cold ICU, looking at the cold white wall and red light.
But he could only sit all night in the empty aisle, which seemed to have no end in sight.
Listening to the cold words, I signed the three words that I was unwilling to write down in my life.
begging the other party over and over again, "You must save him" is humble.
Leaving decency to her meant that someone would always have to step up and take responsibility.
Speaking of which, he did owe her Xiao Zhiyan's life.
At least that night, in the intensive care unit.
She used that news as a bargaining chip, replacing the chances of all his closest relatives getting into the ICU.
That night, there was always someone in my ears.
I have been saying, "Do you want your son to call someone else's dad in the future?" If you don't want to, get through. ”
"Gu Jinheng, she is really great, so great that she agrees to let you go to realize your dreams even when she knows that she is pregnant."
"I seem to understand why you chose her? Don't you love her? Love her, are you willing to live the rest of your life and let her be alone? ”
"Gu Jinheng, you are such an arrogant person, why can you only lie here now?"
"What about your indifference? What about your coldness? What about your disdain for me? You coward, I'm so glad you didn't choose me in the first place. ”
Xiao Zhiyan laughed at herself, "Heh, what are you still delusional? ”
Hasn't it always been like this? At the beginning, no one was happy. He still didn't look at you, and now that his heart belongs, what else can he expect?
"I know what you're thinking? Don't think about it, Gu Jinheng saved you at the beginning, to be honest, I really wasn't for you. ”
He looked sideways, his gaze straight.
The look of scrutiny is like contemplating the truth behind the words.