Volume 1 No. 422 How lucky she was that in the end, she was able to see him
Mu Zixiao didn't expect that the place where Jin Yuhan made an appointment to meet her was actually the rooftop of the teaching building of Pingchuan University.
This environment is really familiar and strange to her.
Come to think of it, this place, she really hasn't been here for a long time.
When you step into this place, the memories of your youth from many years ago seem to be right in front of you.
Those laughter and laughter are still in front of you!
Following the route in her memory, she pushed open the door on the rooftop, and there was only Jin Yuhan alone in the empty environment.
The sun is ten o'clock, and the sun is not dazzling.
But in the open environment, it is still a little dazzling.
Mu Zixiao stood at the door leading to the rooftop, looked at the thin figure, and said, "You want to see me?" ”
Jin Yuhan stood on the side, heard Mu Zixiao's voice, turned around, and looked in the direction of Mu Zixiao.
"What are you looking for me?"
At this moment, Jin Yuhan didn't continue to detour with her, she smiled and asked Mu Zixiao, "Could it be that you never doubted it?" Why do I look so much like you. ”
Mu Zixiao looked at her calmly and did not speak.
However, when she heard Jin Yuhan say such things, her breathing was extremely suppressed.
The hands on his side are curled up slightly.
Jin Yuhan saw the immobile look on her face and understood, "It seems that you know." ”
"That's right, I, used to be Sangyu."
When Mu Zixiao heard her voice, she only felt that her breathing was getting shorter and shorter.
Listening to Jin Yuhan standing on the side of the rooftop, he continued to speak.
She wore a white chiffon skirt, which was very light.
As if a gust of wind would blow her down, she heard her say, "Come, this is where it all began." ”
"At the beginning, when I was in school, the only person I liked was Shangguan Rui. He's with me and I'm so happy, that's the happiest thing I've ever had. As she spoke, her voice suddenly sank, and with a sad and ridiculous tone, she looked in the direction of Mu Zixiao, "However, I didn't expect that he was with me to deliberately attract your attention." ”
"He doesn't love me, he's with me, he just wants to be angry with you, he wants you to be jealous."
"Oh, but, but...... I like him, I like him so much, I can do anything for him. Jin Yuhan thought of the past, shook his head, and the steps under his feet began to fall, "But, at that time, he didn't love me." They wouldn't even look at me more. ”
When Jin Yuhan thinks of that period of life, he will feel distressed, the feeling of needles piercing into his heart is so painful that people can't breathe.
She smiled and asked Mu Zixiao, "Can you understand that feeling?" The person you like, but who is with you for someone else's sake. It feels like a stand-in. ”
Mu Zixiao worked hard to adjust her breathing, what Jin Yuhan said, she had tried to guess, but she didn't expect that one day it would come out of Jin Yuhan's mouth.
Her gaze looked away, "The past is over, you...... Aren't you already with Shangguan Rui now? There was a slight pause in his tone, "Then cherish the present time and be with him." ”
Later, she saw Shangguan Rui a few times, although she didn't speak, but she could see that Shangguan Rui had Jin Yuhan in her heart.
Cherish the time with Shangguan Rui?
Such a thing, where can she do the Lord!
Jin Yuhan suddenly smiled at her, "I want to cherish it, but unfortunately, I don't have the opportunity to ......"
Mu Zixiao didn't understand why she would say that!
"I know that he likes you, so I chose to use your face just to let him see me more in his eyes in the future. Do you know what price I paid for this? ”
"Do you know how much it hurts to cut my face with those knives?"
"Have you ever heard of 'a thousand cuts'? That's probably how much pain I had at that time! ”
Mu Zixiao held her hand on the wall, her temples jumped hard, and she shouted, "Don't say it!" ”
Every time Jin Yuhan said a word, Mu Zixiao's head would hurt a little, as if it was ...... It was as if she had seen it with her own eyes.
Seeing Mu Zixiao being tortured by pain, she smiled instead, "It's useless, you can't remember it." Without his permission, even if you die of a headache, you won't be able to retrieve your memories. ”
Mu Zixiao listened to her words and stared at her, "Could it be that you know?" She then asked, "Are you aware of my amnesia?" ”
"What happened to my past? If you know, then you tell me! ”
Jin Yuhan looked at her, suddenly smiled, turned around, and left her with only a back, and didn't look at her again.
When the voice came, she was fluttering, and she said, "Mu Zixiao, don't think about it, give up everything in the past!" Trust me, you won't be willing to accept that past. ”
I don't know if it's because of the sunshine, or if my head hurts all the time, Mu Zixiao only feels that she is dizzy in front of her.
Approaching her direction, she persistently asked, "What do you mean by that?" Make it clear! ”
Jin Yuhan stood in the sky on the rooftop, his hand falling on the blue-gray fence.
The sun is getting stronger and stronger, and the blue-gray fence is slowly heating up.
Jin Yuhan lowered his head, his eyes were sincere, as if he was talking to himself, "Mu Zixiao, do you know that I used to hate you." Every day, when I see myself in the mirror, I hate you a little more. Every time I look at it, I hate it more. However, I also knew that without this face, I would not have been able to be by his side at all. ”
"......" Mu Zixiao stared at her, not understanding the meaning of her words.
She tilted her head and looked at the sky.
In the clear blue sky, there was not even a single cloud.
It's a nice day, it's a sunny day.
"Mu Zixiao, I hate that I live like a stand-in, I hate this kind of life...... However, all this is coming to an end soon. ”
Jin Yuhan turned his head, glanced in Mu Zixiao's direction one last time, and curled the corners of his lips towards her one last time.
She said to her, "I'm sorry. ”
Mu Zixiao looked at her in a daze, "What? She didn't understand what she meant.
Mu Zixiao didn't understand her words, however, at this time, there was a gust of wind, and Jin Yuhan actually fell directly along the gust of wind......
Mu Zixiao was so shocked that she hurriedly dragged her, but it was too late.
She didn't even touch a corner of Jin Yuhan's clothes, and saw Jin Yuhan fall straight down.
fell to the ground, her knees rubbed directly against the ground, and her eyes were black for a while, but she still gritted her teeth, she wanted to drag Jin Yuhan back......
She was prostrate on the side of the rooftop, but saw that Jin Yuhan had fallen to the ground.
I was dizzy in front of my eyes.
The sun was dazzling, and she saw Jin Yuhan, who was wearing a white chiffon dress, lying on the gray ground, blood gushing out of her body, more and more.
All she saw was red.
She stretched out her hand and wanted to call Jin Yuhan's name, but found that she couldn't say a word at all......
Jin Yuhan was lying on the ground, but she didn't close her eyes, her eyes looked straight in the direction of Mu Zixiao, smiling, a mouthful of blood overflowing from her mouth, her eyes were sad and helpless.
Her lips quivered.
She's talking.
Jin Yuhan looked at her, blood gushing out more and more, and she said, "...... He...... He'll come to you......"
"Ah......h Screams were heard in my ears.
When Shangguan Rui arrived at Pingchuan University, he saw a person falling from the roof of the building.
There was a sudden heart-wrenching pain in my heart.
In my ears, there was a terrible scream.
Looking at the man on the ground, he slowly approached in that direction.
Every step is hard.
When he saw who that person was, Shangguan Rui roared, "Jin Yuhan ......"
His vision became more and more chaotic, and Jin Yuhan was about to close his eyes.
However, at this moment, she heard the voice that made her miss.
She opened her eyes with the last of her strength, and when she saw the familiar figure appear above her head, her eyes bent with great effort, but tears slipped down the corners of her eyes, mixing with the blood on her face.
She was lucky to be able to see him again at the last moment of her life.
She didn't tell him, she just didn't want him to see her like this.
Can...... He's still here!
He can still see one last look at himself!
She stretched out her hand, and when she saw the face that was so close, she could still feel herself being held tightly in his arms.
。 It hurts! It really hurts! She felt like she was going to die of pain in the next moment.
However, she was so happy to see him.
She had never felt so warm in his arms.
She couldn't help but fall asleep like this.
When she looked at him, she wanted to reach out and touch his cheek, her hand kept shaking, trying to touch him one last time, the more she wanted to speak, more and more blood gushed out of her mouth, and blood piled up in her throat, making it difficult for her to even speak.
She looked at him, and she wanted to say to him, "Shangguan Rui, I'...... I...... Really ......"
She wanted to say, Shangguan Rui, I really love you so much, if I can, I will definitely not leave you in such a way.
However, she never had a chance to say it again.
With the blood gushing out, she had closed her eyes.
The hand, which had not yet touched his face, glided feebly through the air.
Shangguan Rui hurriedly caught her hand that had slipped from the air.
Her hand was weightless, falling directly into his palm.
Shangguan Rui hurriedly picked her up, and hurriedly coaxed, "It's okay, let's go to the hospital, Jin Yuhan, let's go to the hospital...... It's going to be fine, it's going to be fine...... Don't you sleep......"
"Don't you sleep...... We'll be at the hospital in a moment...... You hold on a little longer......"
Shangguan Rui felt that his chest was heavy and painful, and called her name over and over again, "Jin Yuhan...... Jin Yuhan ......"
Blood stained the hem of his clothes, and the neck of the man lying in his arms had fallen silently.
[PS: There was no good start at the beginning between Shangguan Rui and Jin Yuhan, and Jin Yuhan has always been silently bearing, so it is a tragedy between him and Jin Yuhan.
Some happiness really exists, and some regrets can never be made up. 】