Volume 1 112: I'm nowhere near as good as you think
Believe!
It is said that the eyes can reveal a person's mood the most.
When she stared into Shangguan Jingyu's eyes.
Mu Zixiao realized at this moment that this sentence was true.
When she was watched by Shangguan Jingyu, she felt that she was about to be sucked in by his deep gaze.
She heard him say, "Mumu, what I say to you, keep counting. ”
Mu Zixiao looked at him in a daze, unable to say a word, and recalled what he said in her mind.
He said, "What he has said, he keeps counting."
Breathing is stagnant.
If, under Shangguan Jingyu's deep gaze, she still can't understand what he wants to express, then she is really stupid.
I don't know why, but suddenly I became very nervous.
Perhaps, she was really moved by his attitude, and at the moment when her heart was shaken, she couldn't help but remind him, "Shangguan Jingyu, what do you like about me?" I'm not as good as you think I'm doing. ”
Compared to him, she really has a lot of shortcomings.
She really never decided to start a relationship.
Most of the getting along with Shangguan Jingyu are carried by him, and they are all developing passively.
She always feels that she still has a lot of time, even if she can't meet the right man, it doesn't matter, with her ability, she can make a good life.
Really, she was able to accept the life of a person.
However, Shangguan Jingyu seemed to be able to see through her thoughts, and insisted on pressing step by step, forcing her to face it.
His confession, his persistence, and his strength made it impossible for her to pretend to be a fool anymore.
She was really struggling, as if ...... She could really feel that she had some liking for Shangguan Jingyu in her heart.
However, whenever she wanted to seriously consider the relationship between her and Shangguan Jingyu, a voice would come out and say 'no' to her.
Therefore, whenever she thinks of Shangguan Jingyu's kindness to her, she will feel moved.
However, there will always be a kind of indifference rushing out, deliberately suppressing her imminent love.
Mu Zixiao plucked up her courage, sniffed her nose, and even became very difficult to speak, "Shangguan Jingyu, I haven't started any feelings until now, in fact...... It's not just because you didn't meet the right person, it's more ...... More of my problem. ”
It seems that she is born with a resistance to love in her heart.
So much so that she didn't have any courage at all.
Moreover, she didn't know how to love someone.
She said: "I'm not very sure about relationships, I don't have the courage to really decide who to be with. What's more, I have such a relationship with you now! Shangguan Jingyu, I understand your kindness, but I think you should not waste your time on me. ”
Shangguan Jingyu listened to her words, was silent for a moment, curled his fingers, and asked her, "What is the relationship between me and you now?" ”
Mu Zixiao's eyebrows kept beating, and she reminded him, "You are Shangguan Rui's uncle, do you think that our current relationship is very reasonable?" ”
is because of this level of relationship, Mu Zixiao feels very empty every time she sees Shangguan Jingyu.
It's like doing something immoral.
She also thought it was strange, but she just couldn't help herself from thinking about it.
Shangguan Jingyu didn't care about what Mu Zixiao said, and then asked, "Didn't you say that you wouldn't be with Shangguan Rui?" ”
Mu Zixiao felt that she had a headache now, yes, she did say such things.
However, now she has not completely severed her relationship with Shangguan Rui.
Now, as soon as she hears such words, she will feel even more tired, and even very helpless, "But now my marriage contract with him is a tacit agreement between the two families." ”
It's a fact.
And her resistance seemed weak and meaningless in front of the two families.
Mu family, she didn't think about going back for the time being.
As for the Shangguan family, she didn't have the courage to go directly to the door to withdraw the marriage contract.
So, I just hid like this day by day.
What she prayed for every day was not to be found by Shangguan Rui.
On these days, it is almost trembling as if walking on thin ice.
Shangguan Jingyu held her hand, and the temperature of her fingertips was passed to her, and she was sure, "As long as you don't want to be with Shangguan Rui, I have a way." ”
"......" looked at Shangguan Jingyu's seriousness, and her heart skipped a beat.
A thought suddenly came to my heart.
"You don't need to look at me like this, what I want to fight for is the woman I want to be with, so if you think you have any problems, you can leave it to me to deal with."
He said it very calmly, evenly, very sincerely.
Shangguan Jingyu had a deep smile in his eyes, and he knew that she was not bold enough to deal with her feelings.
Otherwise, she wouldn't have pushed herself away again and again.
Every time he could feel her temptation, every time he could feel her deliberate detachment.
He knew she had concerns.
But knowing that she is not bold enough and knows that she has concerns, he has to give her a support, a belief, and a sense of security.
He knew that when it came to feelings, Mu Zixiao was far less bold than he seemed.
Otherwise, she wouldn't have been like this forever.
But now, he was sure of his intentions.
Therefore, he is willing to fill the sense of security she lacks.
Warm lips, kissing her eyebrows, rare, this time she did not refuse.
His gentle words were reassuring, "You don't know, I'm a very protective person, especially someone I like. So, don't worry too much, with my ability, these problems can be solved. On the premise that you have no concerns, I respect your wishes. If there is a problem, you can tell me and I will solve it. ”
All the problems are left to him to deal with.
As a man, he doesn't push women out to take on any pressure.
Since he chose her, it is naturally up to him to bear all the responsibilities.
When Mu Zixiao heard his words, she felt her whole heart tremble.
Different from the previous ignorant expectations, this time, it was a complete shock.
No one had ever said such a thing to her, and no one had ever said that they would take the initiative to bear it for her.
Originally, she always thought that Shangguan Jingyu was on a whim, even if she had a suppressed throbbing in her heart for the time being, after a while, she would be able to calm down.
However, when he suddenly said such things to himself, there was no way for her not to be moved.
"As for the marriage contract you mentioned with Shangguan Rui, if this is your concern, then I will solve this matter."
Mu Zixiao was really shocked when she heard his words, "But ...... But you and Shangguan Rui, you are from the Shangguan family......"
He, a member of the Shangguan family, how could he completely get rid of the relationship.
Moreover, it is still for her.
How can this be!
Shangguan Jingyu smiled, he really never cared about the aura that the outside world had given him.
Everything he has obtained now has never been based on the official family.
In Mu Zixiao's shocked gaze, Shangguan Jingyu said lightly, "Those are just something attached to me, and they don't matter." I, first of all, Shangguan Jingyu, am a member of the Shangguan family, and then Shangguan Rui's uncle. ”
Therefore, the first thing he has to think about is himself.
As for her, she will definitely be the one more important than Shangguan Rui.
He knows this very well and can distinguish it.
Mu Zixiao looked at him, and was really shocked by his words.
This person, this Shangguan Jingyu, how can he be like this.
When he said such things to himself, he really didn't even have the confidence to be ruthless.
In fact, she was nowhere near as good as he seemed.
She's selfish, she's timid, she even thinks about protecting herself, and she wants to get as far away from them as possible.
However, he was so reluctant to let go, and said so many touching things to himself.
This feeling of emotion is stronger than the heartbeat.
This feeling is cherished, and she has never been treated with such a sincere attitude by a person of the opposite sex.
I feel like I'm being cherished.
This realization made her eyes hot and made her feel the urge to cry.
Rubbing her hair, the smile on the corner of his lips looked so warm.
Even the voice was very warm and gentle, "Don't worry, I'm very sober, I know what I'm doing, you can push all the troubles you face to me, and you don't need to use those troubles to embarrass yourself." I don't need what you can do for me, or give for me. If you are willing to believe me, you can follow me slowly, and as for the rest, I will arrange it. ”
In the past, Mu Zixiao always felt that Shangguan Jingyu was cunning.
Because he could always tell what she was thinking.
Because she always felt that she was being held by him all the time.
However, it seems that this is not entirely the case.
Shangguan Jingyu has a mature mind, although he occasionally quarrels with her, but he really accommodates his careful thoughts, and can even walk in front to help her guide the way, and capture her little by little with his powerful mature charm.
This kind of gentleness makes people who are deeply involved willingly, even if they drown.
Mu Zixiao's forehead was really moved at this moment, and the water vapor gradually gathered in her eyes, blurring her vision, "Shangguan Jingyu, why are you bothering?" You don't really have to do such a thing! Do you know you're just asking for trouble! I didn't like you, I didn't say I wanted to like you, how could you swear to me like that......"
She kept talking about him, kept calling him stupid, but ...... The trembling of her voice had already revealed the emotions in her heart.
She really couldn't do anything to ignore the man's actions.
"Shangguan Jingyu, did you have a bad brain to say such a thing to me!"
"Shangguan Jingyu, let me tell you, I'm a very selfish person. You can't be too nice to me, otherwise, you will definitely be the one who suffers! ”
She never wanted to package herself as a perfect character.
Moreover, in this world, where can there really be a person with a perfect character.
So, she wants to expose her shortcomings, and she wants to show him her shortcomings.
She wanted to scare him away.
However, he told her that it didn't matter, and he was still very tolerant of her shortcomings.
She revealed her reality, but he didn't give up because of it.
"Silly woman."