Chapter 052: Don't Hurt If You Don't Deliver
Haruki Murakami's essay collection "Afternoon on Langerhans Island" mentions a subtle word: small luck.
Yan Yan forgot the content of the book after reading it, and only remembered the word "little luck", but she never had the opportunity to experience it.
Until, she discovers a secret.
Early on Saturday morning, Zhou Zhiyang, who was in excitement, called Gao Zhenzhen again and asked her to bring Yan Yan to the performance site.
As a distant cousin who has been separated by several generations, Gao Zhenzhen is very old-fashioned and enthusiastic in solving Zhou Zhiyang's personal problems.
She happily agreed, came to Yan Yan's house early, waited for her to wash and eat, waited for her to put on makeup, waited for her to change her clothes, and didn't give her an excuse to excuse herself.
In order to increase the importance of this trip, Gao Zhenzhen took advantage of her position to tempt Yan Yan: "Today, many leaders of the propaganda mouth are going to participate, and we said that if you can talk about a business by the way, you will be turned into a regular immediately." β
Yan Yan smiled helplessly, turned her back over, and asked Gao Zhenzhen to help pull the zipper of her skirt. After Gao Zhenzhen pulled it up, she circled around Yan Yan.
"It's so beautiful. Look at the figure here, the convex convex, the warped, the thin and thin, it is even better than the model. No wonder I introduced so many girls to Zhou, and he said no, he only took a fancy to you. This is a proper drop of hard power. β
"Sister Gao, after Zhou Zhiyang's wife died, he didn't fall in love or with other women......" Yan Yan's words were interrupted by Gao Zhenzhen before she finished speaking.
"No, no. He's a workaholic, and he doesn't have time for all this nonsense. Otherwise, he would not have been such a big leader at such a young age. It's all spelled out. β
Yan Yan lowered her eyes, thinking about the feasibility of starting a family with a workaholic.
Gao Zhenzhen seemed to realize that this may be the most taboo for women, and immediately changed her words to make up for the unabashed words just now: "People's struggles are staged. I used to fight for my career, but now I fight for my family. Don't worry, if you marry him, he won't be working overtime every day. Who doesn't want to live a small life with a beautiful wife in her arms. β
Yan Yan: "Sister Gao, I haven't skimmed the eight characters yet, and I haven't thought about the future." Actually, I didn't think about what kind of person to marry. It doesn't matter if you get married for the first time or the second marriage, the key is ......" Yan Yan put the latter words in her heart. I don't want to say it.
Gao Zhenzhen asked all the way, but she didn't ask what the "key" was.
However, bringing people to the performance venue on time according to Zhou Zhiyang's requirements is the biggest success. Who doesn't want to say something to someone? If you don't want to say it, don't force it.
The first row is a city-level leader, and Yan Yan has only seen it on TV. She and Gao Zhenzhen sat in the second row, and became a special guest with a dazzling eye, sitting in the middle position.
Facing the gorgeous stage, she was a little like sitting on pins and needles.
In addition, Zhou Zhiyang frequently turned around to talk to her, or smiled at her, making the people around him stare at her curiously. Even the big leader looked back at her meaningfully.
As a result, she had to give full play to her ability to turn a blind eye when she faced the juniors and seniors who were screaming for attention under the stage, and watched intently at the stage that almost surpassed CCTV.
Zhou Zhiyang wore a black suit today, with a wide white shirt inside, and his hair was specially tidied up, and he looked a few years younger than his actual age.
Gao Zhenzhen whispered a few words to Zhou Zhiyang, and the smile on Zhou Zhiyang's face became even stronger. Yu Guang aimed at Yan Yan from time to time.
He felt that the woman in front of him was really in line with his heart. Beautiful and dignified and generous, her gaze when looking at people is still just right, not far or close, lukewarm, which makes people feel that she herself has an awe-inspiring and inviolable aura, which is just right for his current identity.
If such a lady is taken out, it is an endless plus.
Yan Yan is simply a gift from God.
He was eager to propose to her right away.
Thinking about it made his smile even brighter. I was thinking about what excuse I would use to keep her after the event.
Yan Yan looked at the stage without squinting, and she didn't know what was being played on it. This feeling of being a person attaining the Tao and a chicken dog ascending to heaven felt very awkward.
She thought that she had no answer at first about what the "key" that Sister Gao had always been curious about.
Now she understands that no matter what the "key" is, it must not be this feeling of being on her back.
In fact, she is not sure whether she wants to get married or love others.
When I was in college, it wasn't that I didn't meet people who pursued me.
I often receive love letters or pick-ups, as well as affectionate face-to-face confessions.
However, these boys were defeated in the face of her cold, unresponsive attitude.
Only one senior persevered.
may have read the cheats of chasing women, and he has done all the warm little gestures. For example, bring two umbrellas on rainy days, and prepare an extra fur jacket when it's cold.
Occupy a seat in the self-study class, and send a moisturizing mask in autumn.
Even every time Yan Yan's aunt visits, she will prepare a thermos cup for her, and the cup is hot ginger syrup.
However, Yan Yan, who didn't want to take risks, rejected the boys' kindness.
Her heart is a castle made of iron and copper walls, guarding against anything that might hurt her feelings, and she dare not try.
The boy bribed her roommate, did her ideological work every day, and persuaded her to try to open her heart to accept such a rare boy.
Yan Yan had no choice but to talk to the boy and tell him, "I'm not ready to love someone yet." Don't waste your time and energy. β
The boy was also very stubborn: "It's okay, I'll wait for you." Time will tell. β
Well, time will tell.
is such a boy who swears that he almost becomes an infatuated little prince in the eyes of the girls in the school. was beaten by a suspected tuberculosis.
During that time, Yan Yan was sick and coughed all the time. The boy began to diligently deliver medicine and care, and later, Yan Yan, who had not been cured for a long time, was misdiagnosed by the quack doctor of the hospital as an infectious disease tuberculosis and stayed in the hospital for treatment.
The girl in the same dormitory immediately told the boy the news, thinking that he would at least give up his life to take care of him at the bedside, but who knew that to everyone's surprise, he disappeared.
Someone called him, and the boy said that the old man in the family was sick and needed to take leave to take care of him.
Later, he was seen holding a girl on the street and walking side by side affectionately. The good deeds were taken and posted on the school's BBS, which pushed the boys to the forefront again for a while. However, this time it is a typical opposite.
When the news of Yan Yan's diagnosis error came back to the school, the boy almost became a joke for everyone.
Fortunately, he has already done an internship and rarely appears on campus. Once in hand, Yan Yan hadn't spoken, but he lowered his head and turned around and ran.
After being discharged from the hospital, Yan Yan listened to her roommates scolding the boy for being hypocritical, but Yan Yan smiled.
Thankfully, she wasn't tempted.
Teacher Yang, an unmarried man who is nearly 30 years old, finally got married under the pressure of his parents.
At the wedding, Yan Yan, as the teacher's protΓ©gΓ©, accompanied her to touch up her makeup in the dressing room.
She asked the teacher, "Do you love that person?" β
"I don't love it."
"Then why get married?"
"Because you don't love, you don't have expectations, and you can't be hurt if you don't have expectations. You're at my age, and you've been through a lot, and you'll understand. It is better to marry someone you love than to marry someone who loves you. It's so worry-free. β
Yan Yan didn't understand.
Teacher Yang, who did not have the joy of marriage on her face, looked at her: "Marriage is a transaction for each to take what he needs. As long as the other person can provide you with what you want, and you can also meet his requirements, then get married. Only mutually beneficial marriages can last. And it won't hurt your heart, lungs, liver, and make you feel pain. β
At that time, Yan Yan thought that she was attending a grand and lively funeral.
As she grew older, she gradually understood the meaning of her teacher's words.
It turns out that if you don't deliver, you won't get hurt.
"What do you think? I've found that you love to wander when you're busy. Loneliness in the crowd is you. Yu Bai sat down beside Yan Yan for some reason, and teased in her ear in a low voice.
Yan Yan's ears itched from the warm breath, and her cheeks turned red involuntarily.
She couldn't help but curl her lips when she smelled the nice botanical fragrance on his body.
Yu Bai sticked closer: "I'll take you somewhere." β
Zhou Zhiyang turned around again and found that Yan Yan was walking through the aisle with a man, she tripped over something, and the man immediately turned around and reached out to support her, almost taking her into his arms.
Zhou Zhiyang's temples jumped suddenly, and his good mood was gone: Yu Bai again!
()
Sogou