Chapter 159: You Are Me, the Happiness You Longed For
[Gu Jinheng: "If a person can attract your first gaze, he can attract a second time."] Some likes, probably rooted in the heart, become a habit! ”】
Life that is never transferred by personal will, too much.
How can it, everything is as you wish.
The man's deep voice couldn't hear the undulating tone: "Jin Heng, you are not small, you should know how to speak in proportion." ”
"What's more, as I said, it's useless for anyone to stop whatever I want, and what I don't want, I can't force it."
Gu Lin Xiu put one hand in his pocket and stood there casually.
Gu Jinheng knew that since he was a child, he had watched this big brother with a deep idol filter. And the eldest brother has never disappointed him, not to mention playing psychological tactics, he is not his opponent in the first place.
Maybe it's the first time to understand love, and to know what it means for a woman to be willing to gamble the rest of her life on a person's life.
He won himself and didn't want his big brother to lose.
"Really? Eldest brother. Gu Jinheng took a step forward and took a few small steps.
Every step fell on Gu Lin Xiu's heart, and it was very heavy.
He knew that if he couldn't satisfy him today, this kid might be in trouble.
Outside across the door.
Le Rongge probed his brain and looked at the person in front of him, Meng Yixin, who was pale, and his heart twitched fiercely.
There is no greater sorrow for a woman than this.
You can not like me so much in life, or you can turn a blind eye to me.
Only the use, especially the use to divert the thought, is the most poignant.
"Are you okay?" Le Rongge opened his mouth carefully and asked carefully.
"It's okay, I'm fine. At least, I'll be fine now. Thank you! The pale tone didn't sound convincing.
No matter how camouflaged the cracked crevices are, they will still hurt, and they will be uncomfortable when they think about it.
At this time, not speaking is the best comfort, lonely and silent, neither humble nor arrogant.
It is reserved for the other side, the maximum decency.
"Big brother, I didn't mean to provoke you, on the contrary, I hope you can be better than anyone else, and I hope you are happy. Grasping the talents around you is the greatest happiness, and not getting it may be delusional and commotion. After all, the bystanders are clear, and the authorities are confused. I hope my eldest brother can really be good to my sister-in-law. When a woman is willing to hand over her marriage to you, her fate in this life will be closely related to you. ”
The great tiredness was alleviated by his words, and he remembered that he had grown so big, this was one of the few times Gu Jinheng had a heart-to-heart conversation with him about such a profound topic.
"Got it, thanks." He didn't hesitate to twist the doorknob.
Indeed, you never know exactly what will happen at the end of the door.
That kind of experience back then, Gu Lin Xiu didn't want to relive it again.
He shook his head and turned the watch on his wrist.
The mood is not bright.
Gu Jinheng on the bed knew that his eldest brother was in a bad mood, and the origin of the year started with him no matter what, and he was destined to be unable to escape the blame.
"Big brother, I admit that I regret what happened back then. And what about later? What would you have done if I hadn't stopped you that time? What are you going to do......"
He couldn't give an answer, admittedly, seeing her lying on the hospital bed without a trace of life.
Gu Lin Xiu only knew that he couldn't turn a blind eye, after all, he was a person who had taken it to heart.
He didn't squeak, and Gu Jinheng didn't ask again.
How fortunate he was, he wanted to meet Le Rongge when his heart was moving.
There is never love or non-love between them, only life and death.
Looking at Gu Lin Xiu's tense side face, he laughed out loud: "Big brother, I have always admired you, you are decisive in everything. And now I don't understand you, I don't understand whether you love or don't love your sister-in-law? ”
"Just ask, I'm your own brother, let alone a stranger who has lived their lives for more than 20 years."
"To love or not to love?" The cold tone of the voice echoed in the hospital room without the slightest hint of personal emotion.
A hidden smile, faintly magnified.
Muttered, "yes, love or not." It's hard to explain it in the first place. ”
Gu Lin Xiu tilted his head and looked out the window. Daylight, blooming into a brilliant light.
Falling into the eyes, white and shining.
The green trees in the yard are tall and majestic.
The daylight pierced through the gaps in the leaves, falling into a soft shimmer. On the ground with a mottled aperture refracted into the windowsill, the subtle light and shadow on the concrete floor are very green and vibrant.
"What about you? What about your siblings? If it's love, how did you bear to treat her like that in the first place, and why can't you bear not to go back to be with her now? ”
"There are many things that we can't see with our eyes, we have to use our hearts!"
The man's clear eyes gathered too many emotions that he couldn't see clearly, and most of his silhouette was not very clear when he was hidden in the light.
"Everything comes first, I admit that it is your sister-in-law. There's something wrong with the way I'm dealing with it, do you think I'm not being punished right now? So that's it! A woman's heart is small, and no one can hide from settling accounts with you. Gu Jinheng held his forehead and said a little helplessly.
Yes, her coquettishness, her unreasonableness, her smile, her gestures.
In Gu Jinheng's heart, it is like a beautiful Danqing ink painting, whether she laughs or not, it is a landscape.
The cherry blossom pocket watch rubbed in the palm of his hand, looking at the girl smiling like a flower on the back.
Actually, where is not to go back.
He couldn't, he couldn't go back again when everything wasn't completely final, and let her follow and worry.
"Le Rongge doesn't see you, it's not that he doesn't want you. I miss you so much, I really miss you! Looking at the smiling girl in the photo, I thought to myself. There is a book shortage
On the windowsill, a few small birds occasionally flew over, chirping.
He wondered if they could understand the thoughts in his heart that he couldn't declare at this moment.
on the plane.
Le Rongge leaned back in his chair, curled up, looking out at the windowsill.
The sky is cloudless, and the outside of the window is as clean as washing.
The azure blue is like a huge blue curtain, hanging across the sky.
Large cirrocumulus clouds, tumbling hard.
The light that was close at hand was very strong, and it looked like it was dazzling.
The finger fell on the glass, and the temperature through the fingertips warmed up.
On that day four years ago, it was the same way, there were two people when they came, and she was the only one left on the way back.
On the way that day, he talked to her a lot.
Tiannan Haibei said that in those years, Gu Jinheng ran around when he led the team.
They and their parents were the only ones left in the house.
No after-dinner walks, no whispers between husband and wife, no bedtime company, and no worries to tell.
Even, some ups and downs at work are like ordinary wives who are coquettish and complain with him, depending on whether he is busy or not.
Finally, he was not busy, and the two sat down to chat.
From the earliest telephone, later QQ, QQ voice, QQ video; and then to WeChat, and from WeChat's voice function to video calls.
The times are progressing, and society is developing.
Communication tools are becoming more and more advanced, and communication between people is becoming more and more advanced.
And there are fewer and fewer meetings, less and less communication, and more and more busy with each other. They communicate with each other and understand each other through these communication tools.
Really, the two of them were able to sit down and chat, but the first bit of desire to talk was gone.
Seeing his tired face when he couldn't speak, in addition to being distressed, in addition to sadness. I can't think of anything, how can I remember the short innocence of those parents.
On the way here, the two sat next to each other, talking and laughing.
She patted his arm and said coquettishly: "You still have a reason to say, you don't know how I feel every time I feel uncomfortable, and I see someone's boyfriend or husband come to pick them up?" Speaking of which, you didn't even come to my school to pick me up. ”
Gu Jinheng just wanted to squeak, but Le Rongge stretched out his index finger and pressed it against his heart.
"Team Gu, let's speak with our conscience, when did you pick me up when you didn't come by the way, did you do anything about it?"
Gu Jinheng smiled and took the person into her arms, holding her accusatory index finger.
Gently touching his lips, he kissed him delicately: "My daughter-in-law is right, I don't." I'm sorry all these years, I'm sorry. ”
His voice was muffled, with distressed reluctance.
Le Rongge's nose turned red, and he nudged him: "Who wants you to say this, who wants to listen to you say this, bastard!" ”
coquettishly bluffed him, but he was desperate in his heart.
He, only she can say and be fierce, no one else can, not even Gu Jinheng herself.
Suddenly, the girl leaning on his arms tilted her head back with a determined expression.
The girl with slightly curved eyebrows looked at him with a smile.
The words are straightforward and round: "Gu Jinheng, I have never regretted marrying you, not for a moment." I am willing to support you, not for your honor, but for your peace of mind. ”
In a word, he successfully lit his cannon, and his heart was moved like a thousand ants gnawing at him.
He hugged the woman in his arms tightly.
His chin rested lightly on the side of her ear, rubbing gently.
The endless words could not be spoken, and the rolling throat swallowed hard.
The little girl nestled in his arms and listened to the thumping heartbeat, and laughed silently: "Husband, do you know when my happiest time was after I met you?" ”
"When?" He played with the broken hair in her ear and tucked it carefully for her.
I'm afraid that the occasional broken hair will poke her eyes.
The little girl smiled like a cat that had stolen fish, as if she was holding her in her arms, and these hands were smoothing.
His chin rested against her heart, and Le Rongge's palm around his strong waist was slightly stronger.
Running up, the man bowed his head, let's chirp.
A very light kiss, but let each other hear the ice-breaking move, the throbbing of the willow eyebrows.
"Husband, I just learned that you were sick and I was desperate, really. But it was the happiest time of my life. I am contented to watch happiness in the ordinary. I like this kind of three meals a day, the happiness of two people and a family, having a lover, parents, family, sister, friends, I am very content with that kind of life. Seeing you is happiness, and you are the happiness I yearn for the most. ”
The moist eye sockets sparkled with a surging that could not be expected.
The two leaned together, chatting for a while.
Ten fingers interlocked, snuggled tightly.
Le Rongge cherishes, is obsessed, and yearns for.
A smile crossed the two of them.
"What, what, what do you say?" Le Rongge straightened up in surprise, and confirmed it again and again?
Gu Jinheng was helpless, rubbed her head, and roughly guessed.