Chapter 250: Where Can It Be Worse?
Guan Jinyao brushed her hair behind her ears, she slowly raised her head, and smiled softly and calmly like never before: "I'm going to go home, go back to Guan's house." ”
"You want to go back to Guan's house? Ready to reconcile with your dad and grandpa? Mu Xi was very surprised.
still remembers that not long ago, she suggested Guan Jinyao, but Guan Jinyao still had no confidence to refuse.
"Yes, I'm going to reconcile with my dad and grandpa." Guan Jinyao said softly, "I feel that my rebellious period has passed, and I want to settle down and go home obediently to be a good boy." ”
Mu Xi felt that Guan Jinyao had an indescribable sadness when she said this.
"Jin Yao, you're not...... Don't you want to develop your music well? Mu Xi frowned, she knew that Guan Jinyao wanted to make a name for herself in the music industry, but why did Guan Jinyao suddenly give up?
Guan Jinyao's eyes darkened, and she exhaled pretending to be relaxed: "Oh, I don't really have any fame now, I used to be busy at work every day, and I don't have time to make music, I might as well go back to Guan's house and be obedient, at least my quality of life will be very high." ”
Her voice was relaxed, but she couldn't stop feeling uncomfortable in her heart.
It's definitely true that she wants to go back, but she also wants to continue making music, but she knows that she can't have it both ways.
Since she was born in the family that controlled her, and the family gave her a good life, she also had to work hard to obediently accept the family's control over her.
She has been rebellious for six years, and she has experienced so much in six years, she no longer expects Mu Jinxiu, although she still can't put down the music, but she really doesn't want to be like this anymore.
Mu Xi could see Guan Jinyao's sad mood, she held Guan Jinyao's hand, and wanted to persuade: "Maybe you can talk to them, you have been in a cold war for so long, I think they should miss you, you have a good talk, maybe there is room for maneuver?" You can go home and play music. ”
Guan Jinyao still couldn't hold back her red eyes, she lowered her head while shaking her head, and her voice trembled: "No, do you remember the last time you called my father?" His tone is his attitude, either I don't want to go back outside for the rest of my life, or I will give in and abandon the music, and obediently go home to be raised by them, I only have these two ways to choose. ”
As long as she comes home, she has no human rights, she can only do what her father and grandpa want.
Mu Xi remembered that he remembered the last time he called Guan Jinyao's father.
That time, Dad Guan's tone was really disgusted, those simple words were still oppressive, and Dad Guan hung up the phone without waiting for her to speak, it can be said that he was not Guan Jinyao at all.
"Do you really want that?" Mu Xi still felt a little pity, "Then when you go home, what will your father and grandfather let you do?" ”
This is also what she has always been curious about, she doesn't know much about the Guan family, she doesn't know why Guan Jinyao escaped from the Guan family like that, why the Guan family is so disgusted with Guan Jinyao learning music, she doesn't know all this.
Guan Jinyao wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, she sniffed, raised her head and looked at Mu Xi: "When I get home, I want to live according to my father's requirements, I will do whatever he says, I have been like this for the past 20 years, what am I afraid of?" How bad can life be? ”