Shangguan Rui returned to the apartment.

There is also a meal cooked by Jin Yuhan on the table.

In the apartment, the faint aroma of food lingers.

There is also a bouquet of flowers on the coffee table.

It is a purple hyacinth.

He walked to the kitchen and placed the cold food on the table.

This is the breakfast that Jin Yuhan made for him this morning, and he didn't have time to eat it.

Reheated it all over again.

Before, he didn't know how to do such a thing.

However, when he was on the sidelines and watched her do this, before he knew it, he followed suit.

According to his habit, he served two people's meals and took chopsticks for her.

He remembered that she had said that she liked to eat together with two people.

After eating, I went back to the bedroom, took off the bloodstained clothes, took a bath, and went to sleep.

Lying on the bed, my heart always feels empty, my eyes closed, and my heart aches.

It's like being in the chest, and someone has gouged a piece of it.

He wanted to sleep, but it hurt so much that he couldn't sleep at all.

My eyes hurt, my heart hurts, and I feel like my whole body hurts.

Finally, angrily opened his eyes, sat up from the bed, walked barefoot on the floor, and angrily opened the bedroom door.

Facing the living room outside, he habitually spoke, "Jin Yuhan, I'm thirsty, you go and pour me water." ”

However, the room was empty.

There was no response, let alone a voice.

There was still some aroma of food in the air.

I wrap it with a light fragrance of the flower.

In the kitchen, on the dining table, there was another bowl of rice, but no one touched it.

Even the chair was never pulled apart.

Shangguan Rui froze in place, stunned for a moment, and then suddenly thought of something.

His body slowly slid down the wall, leaning against the wall behind him that was cold to the bone.

At this moment, facing an empty apartment, he suddenly couldn't cry on his own, repeating a sentence in his mouth repeatedly, "Jin Yuhan, I'm talking to you, did you hear it!" When you hear it, you respond! ”

"Jin Yuhan, I'm calling you, did you hear ......?"

"Jin Yuhan ......"

He called her name again and again.

No one responded, everything was his own words.

"Jin Yuhan, I know, you don't want to pay attention to me...... But if you don't speak, I'll be angry! ”

"I ...... Really......"

"Jin Yuhan, I haven't done what you said, I didn't lose my temper easily, you, why don't you ignore me......"

"Didn't we all say it, how can you lie to people!"

Shangguan Rui thought that she was a liar.

Obviously, yesterday, they had already agreed that she would accompany him.

She also said that she wanted him to live well.

But after such a night, everything changed.

She's a liar.

All of what she said was a lie.

However, the more he thought about it, the more sad he felt in his heart.

He even thought that even if she lied to him, it didn't matter, as long as she could stay with him.

Jin Yuhan ...... Jin Yuhan ......"

He slammed the ground unwillingly, calling her name unwillingly......

Blurred vision in front of the eyes.

He suddenly thought of the scene in the hospital.

Just a few hours earlier, she had been lying in the crook of his arm.

It was quiet, she kept her eyes closed.

No matter what he said, she didn't open her eyes again.

He was in the hospital, and after hearing the doctor's words, he sat on the floor, and he didn't have the courage to look at her again.

He thought that as long as he didn't look, she wasn't lying there coldly.

She would be in the apartment, he thought, in the supermarket, in any corner of Pingchuan.

Even, he thought, even if she wasn't in Hirakawa.

He wanted her alive.

But what to do? Now it's all gone.

He still remembered the temperature that slowly disappeared in his arms, and his body slowly became stiff.

The more I thought about it, the more distressed I became.

He never imagined that one day he would be distressed to such an extent because of someone.

He remembered that once Jin Yuhan asked him a question, and she asked him, do you love her?

At the time, he was silent in the face of this question.

And she only asked that once.

Since then, this question has not been asked.

In fact, every time he hears something about love, he subconsciously avoids it.

Because, he doesn't know what love is.

Can...... It wasn't until this moment that he was in heart-rending pain that he understood.

He loves her! How could he not love......

As for when he fell in love with her, he himself couldn't tell.

Perhaps, it was the moment when she scratched her face in front of him.

Perhaps, it was when she smiled gently and washed his hands and made soup.

Perhaps, it's a time to spend time with her leisurely.

Perhaps, it was when she said that she would always be with him.

He finally understood why he was so strange during this time, despite his repeated denials.

But at this moment, he realized that he had fallen in love with her a long time ago.

It's just that at the beginning, he always refused to admit it.

But now he understood.

Indeed, at the beginning, he did let her stay by his side because she looked the same as Mu Zixiao.

However, the longer they got along, the more he could know that she was not Mu Zixiao.

She will cook for him, Mu Zixiao will not.

She would quarrel with him, inexplicable trifles, and both of them would quarrel childishly; Mu Zixiao won't.

When she is willful in front of him, can she ...... In the end, he will always accommodate himself; Mu Zixiao will not.

She would shed tears for herself; Mu Zixiao will not.

She has always liked to care about herself; Mu Zixiao will not.

In fact, there are many differences between her and Mu Zixiao.

He knew, he always knew.

He only regarded her as Jin Yuhan, and never treated her as anyone.

He remembered that when she left the Shangguan old mansion, she asked him why she took her to the old mansion of Shangguan.

At that time, her gaze was hurt and stinging, and her sadness and sarcasm were so evident in her eyes.

And he chose to be silent at that time, just looked at her deeply for a while.

He knew what she was asking, and he knew what she cared about.

But he didn't know what to say to her, he didn't know how to answer her questions.

He knew that the old man didn't like her, Su Yu didn't like her, Shangguan Jingchen didn't like him, and even Geng Bin, who had been with him for many years, reminded him to separate from her as soon as possible.

He knew about it, and so did she.

But so what?

He took her to Shangguan's old mansion, in fact, he just wanted to tell everyone that the person standing next to him was her.

Even if anyone objected, he still had to be with her.

But that day, at night, when she asked him, he couldn't say.

In front of her, he was ashamed of himself.

He knew that she had always been nice to him.

He knew that she had her secrets.

However, when she was with him, she was thinking about everything.

He could feel it, so he wanted the relationship to continue.

In front of her, he knew for the first time what it was like to be truly cared for.

She wasn't the best, but she was the best for him.

This kind of goodness made him tempted, let him be moved, let him grow, and let him have the idea of wanting to protect people for the first time.

He wanted her to stay with him.

Even if everyone was against it, he wanted her to stay around.

However, when he saw her sensitive eyes, he didn't know what to say those words.

Before, he had hurt her so deeply that he didn't know how to let her stay.

He wasn't sure if he could keep her.

He set a one-month deadline for their relationship.

But the longer she spent with him, the more he regretted why he couldn't set the time longer at the beginning, why it was a month, not a year, two years, or longer.

Time passed, but he wanted her to stay with him longer.

So, at the end of the time, he tried to ask her to keep her with him.

But every time she responded to him in silence after he asked, he thought too.

If she is her, will she continue to stay by her side after being hurt?

No! Definitely not!

He used to be such a bastard.

He always bullied her and always hurt her.

originally thought it didn't matter, but the more he got along with her, the more he regretted everything he had done.

Every time he thinks of such a question, he feels distressed.

It hurts for a while.

In fact, he gave her so much hurt at the beginning, just because she liked him.

However, he had not discovered this before.

He had never hated himself so much for a moment.

He still remembers that in the Journey to the West that he watched with Jin Yuhan, there was a classic line, "There was once a sincere love in front of me, I didn't cherish it, and when I lost it, I regretted it, the most painful thing in the world is nothing more than this, if God can give me a chance to do it again, I will say three words to that girl: I love you, if I have to add a deadline to this love, I hope it will be 10,000 years." ”

But what to do?

Now what?

She refused to accompany him anymore, and everything was completely out of chance.

It wasn't even too late for him to say 'I love you' to her.

Once, he thought that the rest of his life was long, and the rest was opportunity.

But I didn't expect that the loss was just a moment.

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Shangguan Jingyu was originally in a company meeting, and Lin Mo had been wandering nervously at the door of the conference room after seeing the news on the Internet.

Shangguan Jingyu's mind was a little confused, although his face remained calm as always, but there was something strange in his heart.

It's like something is going on.

A company meeting, he listened a little absent-mindedly.

The people under his command were even more cautious when they saw his calm face and reported when they spoke.

The corner of his eye swept to Lin Mo's existence, and he said lightly, "That's the end of today's meeting." ”

In a word, it was like the text of an amnesty, which instantly made the people present silently breathe a sigh of relief in their hearts.

After seeing Shangguan Jingyu walk out of the office, Lin Mo hurriedly rushed up and said, "President, something happened." ”

Shangguan Jingyu's eyebrows narrowed.

Then, Lin Mo handed the news on the Internet to Shangguan Jingyu.

Shangguan Jingyu took it, and his gaze instantly became indifferent after seeing the title displayed on the screen.