Chapter 169: In the Confusion, He Is So Real
[Le Rongge: "She is awkward and hypocritical, only Gu Jinheng can bear it, she will be unhappy to murder him 'dog man,' but except herself, no one is allowed to say that he is a 'dog man'!" ”】
She laughed for a moment, shook her head vigorously, and laughed at herself.
Then he slowly withdrew his gaze, and a line of tears fell straight down the center of his eye socket.
Raise your hand again, and it will be up again.
"Well, don't drink it."
She waved her hand and smiled: "Zuzu, I can only see him when I am drunk, and I can give myself the courage to think about him in a bright light." ”
"You don't know how many times I've hallucinated, do you know what it's like to wake up sweaty and look at the bed on the other side?"
"Do you know what it's like to wake up in the middle of the night and subconsciously seek that figure and that warm embrace, and I cry out for thirst and no one hands me water?"
"Do you know what it's like to look back like today, with his vague, clear silhouette standing behind me?"
"It's so lonely, disappointed over and over again, dead heart over and over again, I thought ......" She raised her index finger lightly and tapped her snack.
The smile is clear, and the hub is emaciated.
"I thought it wouldn't hurt here, but it would." The boundless bitter smile was cold and boundless. "Yes, it's not dead! There will still be expectations, there will still be fantasies. ”
"Rong Xiaoge, don't say it, you, don't ...... Said. ”
"Why don't you let me say that? Why don't you let me say? She looked at Zu Ning, and there was no clarity and purity in her affectionate eyes. There was a layer of green smoke rising from the empty gaze and a barren heart, and the little smoke burned her eyes and her heart.
Raise your hand and pour yourself another glass, the wine glowing with a pale yellow orange glow under the light.
She raised her wine glass and squeezed it lightly in her palm: "Zuzu, Zuzu." ”
"Sometimes it's a good thing, really, it can make you forget for a while, it can make you completely indulge. It can make you hallucinate as if he's always been there for me and never left. ”
Zu Ning raised his head, the man in front of him frowned, his lips pursed slightly, and he didn't say a word.
In the bleak expression, there is no abnormality.
She knew that he was naturally unhappy in his heart, and at the moment, apart from being able to look at him fiercely, Zu Ning admitted that she couldn't do anything.
You can't give her anger because she will feel distressed; You can't scold him, because he has a hard time.
I hate this slimy feeling the most, it's stuffy like a summer in July.
Before the rainstorm, the sky was overcast and hot and humid.
The woman in front of her, her fingers propped up into her heart, her whole weight was leaning on the table, and the strands of hair that fell down set off the small face with a big palm, innocent and delicate.
"Haha, am I drunk?"
"Don't you think I'm talking nonsense, it's actually quite good, I like myself like this."
"When you're drunk, you can talk nonsense, you don't have to deliberately suppress yourself, you can naively fantasize about what he looks like. I'm going to tell you, actually, I miss him a lot. ”
After speaking, she smiled happily: "It seems a little silly, huh? ”
Suddenly, she turned around vaguely, and the shadow on the side of her eyes murmured, "Zuzu, I don't think this time is like a dream." Really, this time it's very vivid, three-dimensional, and real! ”
"I think I miss him too much."
She turned her head slightly, a look of disbelief in her expression.
This kind of imminent acquisition is never released because of one's own desire.
In an instant, thousands of flowers bloomed, and in the world of glass brilliance, parting had images and sounds to accompany them.
She slowly stretched out her hand, her five fingers moved, and she reached out and grabbed it invisibly.
It's as if it's just air.
After drinking, she had a shallow Wu Nong soft voice in her voice. It is coquettish, the slender eyebrows and eyes are like flowing glass, and the eyes are like silk.
The tip of the red nose is a little coaxing.
The cheeks are soft and glutinous with baby fat, and they look soft like glutinous rice dumplings, and they will bounce back when you touch them.
The red lips bit slightly, and the obvious tooth marks were somewhat clear.
She grinned, and the shallow pear vortex rippled out of a beautiful arc.
He raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows. After the fingers touched it, the eyes were confused, and there was a faint emptiness.
Looking up carefully, the distant mountains are like eyebrows, and the eyebrows are like distant mountains.
The drooping eyebrows are less stereotyped and sharp than the common one-line eyebrows, and they have a little more gentle taste than the traditional eyebrow shape. Slender and soothing, the color is slightly lighter, delicate and cheerful.
The distance between the two eyebrows is just right, and the expression falls on the center of the eyebrows, motionless in the center, which looks a little more comfortable from both sides.
Gu Jinheng looked a little stunned.
"Zuzu, is that him? It's never been real, just as the face before is very handsome. ”
"No...... No, it's a little thin, and the chin is pointed. You see, the facial features are still so bright and three-dimensional, no matter how long you look at it, it will be a very favorite face, and it will still make people tempting. "She is almost greedy, tossing and turning inch by inch. Zero-One Reading Network
Le Rongge leaned a little closer, and his meticulous eyes tracing from bottom to top.
"Look, is his Adam's apple so sexy that it makes people feel like they want to take a bite?"
Zu Ning glanced at Gu Jinheng with a little embarrassment.
Who can tell her if she is not fit to be here at this time?
Inexplicably, there is a kind of forcible show of husband, or in a state of confusion, the subconscious show, what a dog!
"And his chin, although he has lost a little weight, it doesn't affect his beauty at all!" She hooked her lips nymphomaniacly and pursed it.
Then he laughed sneeringly. "Actually, I never told anyone, my favorite thing is his lips, kiss up, like jelly, soft Q bomb Q bomb."
Zu Ning felt that if she didn't come out to interrupt again, Rong Xiaoge would have the heart to kill her after she woke up tomorrow.
After so many years, he has not changed at all.
The nymphomaniac of the nymphomaniac, the when the time is in love; Take the initiative to sacrifice and wait in place.
Both horizontal and vertical are dead, her heart is horizontal, and she has the courage to interrupt: "That Rong Xiaoge I think it should be enough today, okay, okay, okay, I know that your man is very handsome, it's okay, it's okay." ”
Zu Ning resisted the cold eyes that were as cold as a thousand years of ice, and persuaded with a little difficulty.
"I don't, why stop, why don't you let me continue."
She tilted her head, covered her lips and whispered: "Because, I'm afraid that you will regret that you existed tonight when you wake up tomorrow, and you don't forget to blow the rainbow P when you are drunk, how nervous are you about him, I am also playing the piano here." Sigh ......"
The person who decided to let it go took several sips of the cup and drank it several times.
Anyway, the ready-made drivers are here, and you are worried that no one will take the initiative to be the driver tonight and send them home?
It turns out that there is a kind of thing, called to stay away from the scene of the large dog slaughter, just like the silent cleaning of fighter planes, and people can actively evacuate without scanning.
Miscalculation, miscalculation!
No wonder it is said that after watching the sour taste of love for a long time, it will definitely be affected.
This kind of unstoppable self-appreciation has opened up Le Rongge's life.
Gu Jinheng was very satisfied with the actions of the person in front of him, and smiled silently.
"Zuzu, do you know what I just saw?"
Ten thousand didn't want to deal with it, but they had to cooperate: "Little Ancestor, what do you see again?" ”
Le Rongge pondered for a long time, and slowly responded with a half-crying voice in his soft voice: "I saw that he smiled at me." ”
"It's the first time in six years that I've seen him smile at me so close and so real. A shallow smile, very warm, a one-of-a-kind smile, light but real. ”
She counted them carefully, but there was no trace of resentment.
"He used to laugh the least, but every time he saw me, he would laugh. Serious, gentle, affectionate, and helpless. Every one of them, every one of them, is so deep in my mind that they are incomparably real. ”
Rolling up and down the throat, very heavy.
He swallowed deeply, and his flowing expression was as thick as the landscape map splashed with ink.
Let people fall into this piece of affection, and there is nowhere to hide.
"As it is now, I can see his dark eyes, black and white in their long, narrow and deep sockets. I can even clearly see my own figure in his eye sockets, and the feeling of affection and nostalgia makes people unconsciously fall into it when they look at it. ”
She half-closed her eyes and raised her hand to hold her head helplessly.
He shook his head desperately, as if he wanted to drive away the messy thoughts in his mind.
"No, why is it so clear."
"I miss him so much, I really miss him."
"But Zuzu, I can't say it, I'm not qualified to say it in front of my parents, because I was also a participant in that choice back then. Actually, I don't deserve to be as uncomfortable as I am now, and I don't deserve to talk about my thoughts. Because the road is chosen by oneself. ”
With her hands in her hair, she played with her loose strands.
Helpless hands, wrapping themselves around.
"Yes, in front of Jingjing, I can't even say that it was I who caused my son to be born without a father's company. I've always been worried that he will hate me in the future, and one day when he grows up, will he blame me for making him miss this father-son time? ”
"I can't say anything to others, because I can't let others know that I actually regret it, I can't embarrass him, and I can't erase what he did because of cowardice. You don't know how much Michon blames herself, I know I don't blame her, but every time I see her, I feel uncomfortable with fire. ”
"You say, am I to blame? I can't complain about anyone, and I can't hate anyone! ”
She exhaled deeply, looked up, and looked up for another glass.
"Don't drink it, Lerongge. Don't drink it, okay? ”
She looked helplessly at the person in front of her who had prided himself on being strong all these years, at this moment, aggrieved and cowardly, like a discarded little beast, crying.
"Since it's so uncomfortable, why don't you want to come out and throw away that dog man. Let's find another one, it's not rare to ask for him. ”
Zu Ning withstood the dizziness of the cold cold field and high pressure on the opposite side that soared directly to "180", thinking that he would be happy to announce it first.
The girl opposite suddenly stopped crying, and her cute and middle two little expression was like a koala, silly.