Since that day, Li Tianxin has practiced every move and style harder, striving to improve the flexibility of his left hand. Whether it is eating, washing, or practicing the sword, it is done with the left hand. She tries her best to fight against people's innate habits, but how can this habit be changed overnight?

These days, on the surface, Li Tianxin is still fighting with Hongying and them as usual. Whenever someone asked her why she practiced swords with her left hand, she would tell them that this was a new skill she had practiced. But she could not deceive herself, and whenever she was alone, she would hide in a secluded place, get drunk, and sob, which became almost her only outlet. She didn't know how long it would take for her to get out of the predicament she was in.

I remember that day, she went to the Medicine Pavilion to find Ye Yifan and asked for some books on the treatment of muscles and bones. I just went up the stairs on the second floor and heard the conversation of several people on the second floor.

"Baguio, your wound is recovering very well, and it won't leave a scar. It seems that the senior brother in charge must have worked hard to help you find an elixir for skin rejuvenation and scar removal. Ye Yifan sighed. It would be nice if your master was so attentive to your Tianxin Senior Sister. ”

"Yifan." Ram Feather Book was a little embarrassed, in fact, about the scars left by Tianxin by Dao Yuan, he had asked the divine doctor Xiao Ran. It's just that because of the particularity of Dao Yuan, that scar is not something that ordinary things in the world can be erased. Ram Yushu was very disappointed when he heard it, and he could only return empty-handed.

"This is Master's special trip, and the ghost-faced miracle doctor, the jade spirit ointment that I want to come, it has a miraculous effect on removing scars, and Master loves Yao'er the most!" Baguio suddenly saw Tianxin, who was standing at the staircase on the second floor, shouting with a smile. "Senior Sister Tianxin, why are you here?"

At this time, her legs seemed to be filled with lead, and she didn't know whether to go in or retreat. She stood there, looking at the ram feather book and they were ready, Ye Yifan seemed to be saying something to her, but she found that she hadn't heard anything. In the end, Tianxin didn't speak, turned around and went downstairs in embarrassment, leaving the medicine pavilion. She stood in front of the window on the third floor of the Scripture Pavilion, looking in the direction of the Medicine Pavilion with some distraction. A few disciples on the second floor chattered and gossiped, making the Tibetan Scripture Pavilion, which was originally a quiet reading book, noisy.

"Have you heard, Senior Sister Tianxin was seriously injured this time, and her right shoulder has been scrapped."

"No wonder she started practicing with her left hand, I really thought she was working on some new moves."

"It's really pitiful, a few days ago, she had a discussion with the senior brother of the Blood Sect, but she actually lost. It is estimated that the head of the sect will look down on her even more, and it seems that the successor of Tantra in the future must be Senior Sister Baguio. ”

"Hey, I used to worship Senior Sister Tianxin, but she is so strong, she must start all over again!"

"Starting all over again, she wants to turn over, and I don't think it's an ordinary difficulty."

"She is really incomparable with her little junior sister, Baguio also showed off to us that day, saying that the head of the family went to Peach Valley to find the ghost-faced miracle doctor, and begged for a jade spirit ointment that could not be changed for her."

"You know what, I heard that Baguio is the sister of the late Uncle Biluo. And this Uncle Biluo is the sweetheart of our head, and the two of them have no guesses, and they love each other. So Baguio is also stained with her sister's light, and the head of the house will love the house and Wu. ”

"If I were Senior Sister Tianxin, I would have left a long time ago, why should I stay in Qianshan and bring humiliation on myself, if I have no backer, if I have no ability, what else can I hope for."

"Senior Sister Tianxin was supposed to join the Medicine Sect at the beginning, and she had to be a big disciple of the head of the sect if she had nothing to do, but it ended up being a chicken and an egg."

"It must be vanity, that's the price."

At night, Li Tianxin sat on the edge of the cliff in the upper reaches of the waterfall, and she drank all the wine in the altar. In the afternoon, she lost a mess in the daily battle with the disciples of the Sword Sect. Afterwards, she still heard gossip. Today, she is not only an unfavored disciple, but also a complete waste.

Forgetting the moon in the sky, Tianxin smiled a little heartlessly. "Pity the moon tonight, where are you going? Is there another world, just see it over there, the light and shadow in the east? ”

Tianxin, who has always been at peace with what she encounters, thinks like this for the first time, returning to her original world, probably she feels that she can't get along in this other world. She never considered herself an optimistic person, and most of the time, she was strong because she knew that there was nothing else but herself.

On that day, after she was sent out of the Valley by the Ram Feather Book, she suffered a lot. When she first arrived in the town, she was as proud as she wrote, opening a restaurant and a brothel. Not only was she cheated of all the money on her body, but she was almost abducted and sold to a brothel by human traffickers. There are many jobs in this other world, and women are not recruited at all, unless they are sold to be slaves or custom women. In the end, she had no choice but to return to the Valley of Freedom with her memories, but she got lost in the woods.

I don't know how many nights, she can only use the moonlight to soothe her tired heart. How many nights did she listen to the trivial sounds around her, and she couldn't sleep at night. Until one day, when she finally collapsed, she not only had a fever, but she had not eaten for three days.

At the moment when she was in a trance, she felt that she might be dying in this forest. Tianxin told herself that if she didn't die, she would definitely work hard to keep herself alive and never be bullied again!

Maybe God heard her unwillingness, she was saved by the uncle who went into the mountains to hunt, and took her to Qili Village. That's how she finally has a place to live. Since then, she has been learning a variety of life skills from the people in the village. The people in the village were very kind and treated her like family. Those uncles always laugh at her, she doesn't look like a female doll, but she is a good hand at fishing and hunting. At that time, although life was simple, there were no worries. It's a pity that there was a famine later, and a good village was gone.

Whether it is with the ram feather book, the happiness in Xiaoyao Valley, or the simplicity in Qili Village, or the joys and sorrows in Qianshan. Her life, her hopes, were always shattered again and again. At this moment, she is like facing a dead end, unable to get out, unable to escape.

Tonight's moon, as usual, still shone on her lonely back, and the heart of heaven swayed, walking to the stone on the edge of the cliff, watching the turbulent water flow through the cracks in the stone beneath her feet. She pulled a few talismans from her sleeve and turned them into a sharp sword. In the moonlight, this ordinary dagger exudes a faint cold light. Immediately afterwards, she carved two lines of words crookedly on the boulder by the waterfall, "I send my sorrow and the bright moon, and I will not look back when I return with the wind." ”

Then, Tianxin threw the long sword into the air, only to see it scatter into a few spirit runes and disappear with the wind. Suddenly, she jumped down the waterfall. Suddenly, the sound of the wind and the water seemed to pass through her body, and Tianxin felt it, unprecedented pleasure, maybe in this way, she could go home.

Just when Tianxin closed her eyes tightly and waited for all this to come, she suddenly felt someone, hugged her tightly, and fell with her. Tianxin opened his eyes, and the ram feather book that came into his eyes, the good-looking baby face, Tianxin looked at him incredulously. "Are you crazy?!"

"It's you who is crazy, are you going to die?" His gaze was stern and tough. "I'm so disappointed in you!"

Facing his gaze, Tianxin remembered what she heard on the third floor of the Hidden Scripture Pavilion, and she suddenly smiled coquettishly. "Master said with a smile, the apprentice is not looking for death, but he just wants to see if Master cares about me, it seems that you are reluctant to let me die."

"You, nonsense!" Ram Yushu didn't know how to answer for a while, he withdrew his hand holding Tianxin, and cast a cloud step like a feather, landing on the river beach on the side.

There was a pop of water, and Tianxin sank into the water. She didn't struggle, she just let herself sink slowly. At this moment, she felt that she was like a piece of garbage discarded in water, and that useless things should disappear.

As time passed, the ram feather book on the shore saw the Tianxin that fell into the water, and it never appeared on the water. This made him panic, and he quickly jumped into the water, looking around for her traces. But no matter how much he searched, he never saw the heart of heaven, and a trace of fear floated in his heart. She can't die, she can't die!

Ram Yushu kept floating up and down, and when he surfaced exhausted, he saw Tianxin at this moment, standing on the edge of the river beach, looking at him with a smile. Ram Yushu flew in front of Tianxin and hugged her tightly in his arms.

Feeling the undulating chest of the ram feather book, Tianxin's smile became stronger, and she leaned close to the ram feather book's ear. "Actually, you care about me, so you want to give up everything you have for me?"

Without waiting for Ram Yushu to answer, Tianxin suddenly kissed him on the lips. This was their second kiss, and Tianxin's soft lips made Ram Yushu a little overwhelmed. He slammed the heart of heaven away and looked at her with angry eyes. "Presumptuous!"

Tianxin sat on the ground unexpectedly, and she looked up at the ram feather book's eyes. "You treat me like this, don't you dare to admit yourself and like me?"

Ram Yushu seemed to have been told by Tianxin, and said coldly. "Shameless!"

"I just don't know shame, if I was too thin-skinned, I'm afraid I'd have died a long time ago." Tianxin is not angry, but laughs. "Master, don't worry, the disciple still has to keep this life, go down the mountain, and he won't die easily."

"So much the best!" Ram Feather Book flicked his sleeves and fled.

Looking at the figure of Ram Yushu leaving, Tianxin suddenly felt that he was very ridiculous, this was not a teasing, but it was just to hide his disappointment and sadness. In fact, a lot of truthful words are hidden in jokes, the listener is unintentional, the speaker is intentional, and how many people can understand it. She didn't know how the Ram Feather Book would let go of everything for the sake of just one her.