I originally thought that

She is an innocent girl who yearns for peace, and her heart is irrigated by clear spring water, pure and flawless.

Even if he made himself pay a huge price far beyond the behavior of the abuser, he didn't want to see the pitiful expression of the man in front of him.

However...

Just as the dagger plunged into my abdomen, blood running down the blade to the ground and cold throughout my body...

I fully understood:

Only the fear of death is irresistible. ’

……

That night, I cut the man's neck with my own hands, stinking blood all over my body, and my hands trembled as I held the cold dagger.

It was a middle-aged man with a stubble on his face, a dagger in his hand, bloodshot eyes filled with blood, and it looked like he hadn't eaten in a long time.

I couldn't move because of his big rough hands stuck in the wall, my face turned purple, and I tried desperately to puff out my stomach to inhale oxygen, but to no avail.

He gasped heavily, and kept howling in his mouth: "It's too late, the little girl is the same, right?" ”

I tried to run away, raised my foot and attacked him in the stomach with all my might, but in exchange for a harder beating.

Finally I ran out of strength, and I gave up resisting and collapsed to my mercy.

Looking back on the experience of the past few days, I have been running away all the time since I came to this terrible place.

I don't understand why all the people here want to kill me, is it because I'm too weak?

That's right, I'm a prey, the hunted at the bottom of the food chain.

(Because I have no room to resist)

I don't know where I came from, the first point of memory started after I opened my eyes.

I just remember that when I opened my eyes on that meadow, I saw the deep sea-like sky, which was a breathtaking blue.

Here, I didn't dare to look up at the sky, for fear that it would suddenly collapse and crush me to death.

But maybe it's a good thing to be crushed to death, at least you don't need to run for your life like this endlessly, it's too tiring to run barefoot...

……

For a moment, I felt the dagger blade pierce into my abdomen mercilessly, cold and painful.

All that was left of the world was the sound of blood dripping to the ground and the man's wheezing in my ear.

I'm so scared!

But why? Why do you want to die like this?

No one was able to tell me the answer.

After all, I'm just a small prey, a small fish that will be buried in the mouth of a white shark in the next second.

……

Suddenly, the man's breathing stopped, and the big hand around my neck gradually lost its strength.

I fell off the wall.

I thought I was going to fall heavily on the ground, but suddenly a big hand caught me.

The warm touch came from that solid arm.

Slowly opened his eyes, and not far away, was the stubble man who collapsed to the ground.

I looked up, and a man's expressionless face appeared above my head.

He was tall and had broad arms that enveloped my body, like Papa Bear protecting his cubs under his fluffy fuzz.

He slowly lowered me down and picked up the dagger on the ground that had been inserted into my body.

"Here, take it." The man's cold voice came from above.

"No..."

"Obedient."

"No... I.. No. ”

I stepped back, but I lost my strength due to blood loss and soon collapsed again.

He walked towards me with a dagger, and I shuddered and curled up in a ball, afraid that the dagger would stab me again.

"Here, take it." The cold voice sounded again.

This time, he shoved the dagger directly into my hand and helped me get back on my feet.

"Go, cut that man's neck."

"No... I can't—" I shook my head vigorously, my hands gripping the cold dagger.

The cold wind blew my long hair and draped it haphazardly over my face.

"It's very simple, just close your eyes and wave your hands down." The man's tone became gentle, but he became more patient.

"No... I don't dare..."

"Quick !!!!" He roared, his eyes bursting with murderous aura, and the walls around him trembled.

I felt two warm currents running down my cheeks, and a sour sensation came from the tip of my nose, and I sobbed.

He pulled out a long cloth and blindfolded me, and reached out and gently pushed me towards the man.

I could hear the man's gasp in front of me, I couldn't hear what it was, but I knew it was a desperate voice, just like me just now!

The sound of breathing drew closer and closer, reaching my feet.

"It's time to wave your hands." Man, I whispered in my ear.

'Whoosh! The blade sliced through the air, and a hot, viscous liquid spurted out from under my body, splashing all over my body.

Then there was a 'boom' sound like something falling to the ground,

The stubble man's gasp is gone...

"Keep your eyes closed like this until I allow you to open them!"

I felt the warm arm pick me up and roll it into his broad chest.

"I... Murdered? ”

"No, you just cut his neck."

……