Because of his deception, Liu Yuxin was already uncontrollably disgusted with herself, and Zhou Tianle didn't dare to step forward to comfort her, he was worried that his actions would make Liu Yuxin collapse. But he didn't dare to leave, he was worried that Liu Yuxin would do something out of the ordinary, and he didn't want Liu Yuxin to become the second comfortable because of himself. Just stood still, waiting for calm, waiting for an answer.

Liu Yuxin tried her best to restrain her emotions, her eyes were bloodshot, her love, her love was fragile and sensitive when hurt by the man in front of her. A slight change in emotion can cause a monstrous wave. She saw Zhou Tianle standing in place, and felt that the other party was boiling herself again, and wanted to make herself feel the other party's love for herself, the tenacity of love, and the thoroughness of love through "boiling". But at this moment, Liu Yuxin is no longer the little girl who is full of infinite yearning for love with "where her heart desires and perseveres", because she was hurt too deeply by Zhou Tianle. It was like seeing a faint and brilliant glimmer of dawn in the bottomless abyss, and she knew that this dawn was fleeting.

Liu Yuxin's face was haggard, and the hysteria just now seemed to drain all the strength in her body, and she sat down on the sofa. Trying to make her tone lighter, she said slowly, "Congratulations, Zhou Tianle."

A sudden congratulations made Zhou Tianle at a loss, and he didn't understand the meaning, what do you congratulate me? I asked her what Gu Yu's day in 2008 meant, why did the other party say congratulations to me, and where did the joy come from?

Zhou Tianle asked, "Congratulations to me?"

Liu Yuxin sneered and said, "Congratulations on becoming a father, but you have only been a father for one day, and I will beat the child the next day."

Zhou Tianle didn't understand, what he understood was that he finally knew why Liu Yuxin let him remember Gu Yu in 2008, and what he didn't understand was why she didn't tell herself earlier.

Zhou Tianle said: "I'm sorry, but why don't you tell me all this?" I'm not an irresponsible person. ”

As soon as Liu Yuxin heard this, she stood up from the sofa again, pointed at Zhou Tianle and said, "You are a responsible one?" Zhou Tianle, how do you have the face to say that you are a responsible person, and how can you have the face to say that I won't tell you. Okay, if you want to hear me, I'll tell you, from the first time you met me, I didn't see me for me**. Which time have you taken safety measures, yes, this is also to blame me, it is me who fucking makes a mistake, blames me for being ignorant, once I didn't have a fluke mentality, and in the end I became more and more bold and more and more unscrupulous, I am still a fucking nurse, I admit that I am responsible, but what about you, you are a man, don't you know how to protect your girlfriend, just know that it's cool, right, no one protects me and I don't protect myself, I deserve it, I deserve it. But do you know, every time I do it, I feel very scared, I'm not afraid of pregnancy, I'm afraid of you, I'm afraid that you are just playing with my feelings, trampling on my dignity, and it's not worth my heart to pay for you. After you went back to school, I began to think crankily again and again, but you didn't take the initiative to contact me once, I'm scared I'm really afraid, the more you don't contact me, the more I feel that what I think is true, every day my attention is staring at the phone, I'm afraid of missing your phone and your text messages, and the disappointment will eventually turn into despair, what I'm afraid of, at this time I'm pregnant again, you know, I even fantasized that you would be very happy to hear the news, and then we got married, and then lived together. Now that I think about that idea, I feel like I was an idiot at the time. I know, I know what you mean by not contacting me at the time, but I just want to break up clearly, I don't want to end up like this, I want to call you out and talk about it, tell you about my pregnancy, I really want to see what your expression is like when you know I am pregnant. Zhou Tianle, you really disappointed me so much, I didn't even have the courage to meet each other, I didn't look like a man when I broke up, I just wanted to act like an emotional master, I tell you, I look down on you. ”

Halfway through, Zhou Tianle wanted to interject in, but Liu Yuxin yelled at him "shut up" and didn't say a word.

"You know my heart was bleeding when I went to the hospital to get it done, I don't care what you think, my thoughts at the time were that this child was the child of me and the person I loved, of course I really wanted to give birth to the child, but you ...... Zhou Tianle, you are a shameless bastard bastard, where do you look like a man, where do you still have the face to say that you are a responsible person, you are not a person. I don't want my child to have a father who is not a person, so I will be ruthless, Zhou Tianle is the ruthlessness you made me ruthless, and you made me ruthless. I didn't dare to tell anyone, I didn't dare to go home for fear that my parents would worry about me, and I didn't dare to tell anyone, for fear that others would look down on me. I could only carry it alone, lived in a hotel alone for half a month, relied on myself for food, clothing, housing and transportation, and endured the pain every day to go to class, pretending to be nothing. I made a mistake myself, and I wanted to be nice to you, but I didn't want you to think that I was a shameless person, and I was hurt by you again and again and pestered you with all my heart, but all I thought about at that time was you, whether it was hate or love, my heart was already filled with you. I want to use a puppy to ease our relationship, but you, but you actually got a new love and hooked up with the person named Shuxin, I really want to find that Shuxin and tell her what kind of person Zhou Tianle is at that time, but what qualifications did I have to warn others at that time. The moment when I really gave up on you was when you threw the puppy down the stairs, and I really wanted to rush up with a knife and kill you so that you wouldn't be a scourge everywhere. My heart is dead, do you know you? Zhou Tianle, I'm tired, our relationship has been broken, just like a puppy's leg, even if it is connected again, it will be lame, the traces of the broken leg will not disappear, even if we are together again, this pain point will exist. I'm really tired, you came today with these things, I don't have any emotion in my heart, more I think you are a brazen person, from now on, you don't say a word, take all these things away. These things don't mean anything, because you don't really care about me in anything you do. ”

Zhou Tianle was just about to say something, but Liu Yuxin roared again, "Shut up". After hearing what Liu Yuxin said, Zhou Tianle made a decision, he didn't speak, he didn't want to make Liu Yuxin unhappy again, Zhou Tianle took out the ring from his pocket and put it aside, Liu Yuxin immediately rushed over when he saw it, and took the ring and frantically pushed Zhou Tianle to the door, and said loudly: "You go, you get out, don't dirty my place."

Zhou Tianle didn't dare to use brute force to stop Liu Yuxin, he followed Liu Yuxin "rolling" out of her house, Liu Yuxin slammed the door shut, and Zhou Tianle could only stay in place in a daze. After a while, Liu Yuxin opened the door again, threw out all the things that Zhou Tianle brought today, and closed the door again without looking at Zhou Tianle.

Zhou Tianle walked into the elevator with his things, walked out of the elevator, walked out of the community, and the night dark clouds outside rolled and it was pouring rain. Zhou Tianle didn't care about this, he stepped into the rain, he wanted to let the rain wash away the shamelessness, bastard, bastard, scumbag on his body, and then be a man again.

What have I been doing all these years, hurting comfort and Liu Yuxin, Liu Yuxin is right, I am a brazen person, I don't know how to protect my girlfriend, I only know how to hurt others. It's just that he is a shameless person, and he once thought that the other party was also a shameless person. What have I been doing for half my life, I can't do my studies, my life is a mess, and even people who like me are hurt all over my body. Can this rain really wash away the sins of the world?

Back in the room, Zhou Tianle directly took off his shoes, socks, shirt, pants, lying naked on the bed, wiping it on his body with something he didn't know what to do, and then lying on the bed weakly, he didn't need to think too much, because after listening to what Liu Yuxin said, he had already made up his mind, and this decision had actually been made when he came to Wuhan. The important thing is that Zhou Tianle found that although Liu Yuxin threw away the things he brought, he kept the most important things. With that, I also have to move forward and not lose her again.

The next day, the sky was clear and the sun was shining. Zhou Tianle got up and found that what wiped his body last night was actually the scarf that Liu Yuxin had knitted for herself, and there were her names on it. I forgot to bring this scarf last night, it seems that Liu Yuxin is right, I don't care about her, how can someone who really cares forget such an important thing. Last night's scolding made Zhou Tianle feel painful, but how could he stop there, otherwise he would look down on himself.

Zhou Tianle put on a new dress, wrapped up a scarf, and put his and Liu Yuxin's names in front. This time, I will follow my heart and be steadfast in "persevere".

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