I am the emperor's concubine, the former prince's concubine, and the biological mother of the eldest prince.

I was originally Gao Xiaoxiao, the daughter of the secretary of the Ministry of War. When I first met Mu Heng, I was only fifteen years old.

At that time, I was Princess Xiangqing's companion. When I first entered the palace, I quickly got lost in the palace, and I wandered around the imperial garden recklessly, unable to distinguish between the southeast and the northwest.

"Who are you?" Mu Heng was holding the scroll and bumped into me, who was so anxious that I was about to cry.

I only knew that this must be a prince, so I hurriedly knelt down and said goodbye, "The folk girl is the daughter of the squire of the military department, and she is the companion of Princess Xiangqing, but because she got lost here, she collided with you." ”

Mu Heng smiled, "It's okay, I'll take you out." ”

Mu Heng took me all the way to Princess Xiangqing's princess's mansion and helped me explain.

I didn't know at that time that Mu Heng was the current His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, and I didn't see him when I entered the palace many times later.

It wasn't until later that the crown prince chose a concubine, and I, as the only school-age concubine of the Gao family, entered the East Palace in a sedan chair under the repeated instructions of my father and mother. The East Palace is really big and beautiful, and the various noble ladies together are also amazed.

But as a wave of people went in and out, their faces were full of disappointment. It is said that this prince is very picky, does not like to laugh, and looks very serious. I nervously tugged at the handkerchief in my hand, praying that I wouldn't have to be chosen, but that I wouldn't be embarrassed in front of so many people.

"Gao Xiaoxiao, the daughter of the military department Shangshu - Ye Mingxi, the grandson of the prince and the prince, ......"

The eunuch's shrill voice startled me, and I walked in with the girls. I kept my head down until my name was called, and I came up and knelt down to say goodbye.

"The courtier Gao Xiaoxiao gave the queen mother, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince asked for peace, and the queen mother and His Royal Highness the Prince were blessed with Jin'an."

The queen mother was very kind, "Get up, Heng'er, what you are thinking about is Miss Gao?" ”

I looked up in surprise, Mu Heng looked at me with a smile on his face, he turned his head and said to the queen mother: "Exactly, the son fell in love with Miss Gao at first sight, and asked the queen mother to fulfill it." ”

I finally saw the appearance of the crown prince, the person who took me to Princess Xiangqing's mansion.

"Since Heng'er likes it, then leave Miss Gao. It's just that the palace looks at Miss Ye, and Miss Ye also stays. ”

I became the crown princess in a daze. But I heard that Mu Heng originally wanted to make me the crown princess, but the emperor respected Miss Ye's grandfather, so Miss Ye became the crown princess.

The crown princess is also good.

On the wedding night, Mu Heng was resting in my room.

"Now you have to get acquainted with the palace, but don't be in a hurry to cry anymore." Mu Heng lifted my hijab and said with a smile.

I blushed. Unexpectedly, Mu Heng still remembered.

Mu Heng spoiled me extremely and gave me all the best things in the palace. But he still felt guilty about me. He said that he could not make me the main house, and he could not be his rightful wife, not a concubine.

But I don't care.

Mu Heng is so good.

In my third month as the crown princess, I was diagnosed as two months pregnant.

"Xiaoxiao, we're going to have a baby." After Mu Heng found out, he excitedly took my hand and said. In order to take care of me personally, Mu Heng moved his study to my palace. He also did not go to rest with the crown princess and the others, and wanted me to stay under his nose all day.

The days are boring, but they also go by quickly.

When I gave birth to Aze, I had a difficult labor and hemorrhage, but fortunately, Mu Heng was always with me and tried his best to save me, so I was able to survive.

Mu Heng said that his first child, he will definitely treat him well. He named him "Shaoze".

Two years later, the emperor ascended the throne, and Mu Heng ascended the throne and became the emperor. Title me Concubine Yi. Aze is the eldest prince.

There were other concubines in the palace, but Mu Heng still favored me the most, they were all envious, but more jealous. I'm not afraid, because Mu Heng really spoils me the most.

But gradually, there were rumors that Concubine Yi's father, the military department Shangshu, was trying to usurp the throne.

"This is impossible, Mu Heng, my father is the most loyal."

Mu Heng showed me the recital of the court minister, and I knelt down in a panic and said. Mu Heng pinched his brows and pulled me to his knees and sat down, "I know, I'll check it out." ”

I don't think it's that simple. These recitals were all played by important ministers of the imperial court, and the prime minister, the head of the household, the general, and even the secretary of the criminal department, who had always been good friends with my Gao family, also repeatedly impeached my father. I knew my father must be in trouble.

I was trembling, and I tried not to cause trouble in the palace, for fear of affecting my father.

However, trouble came to the door.

The queen had a miscarriage.

The queen's maid said that it was the almonds added to the fetal pills I sent that caused the queen's miscarriage.

But this tocolytic pill was taken when I was pregnant with Aze, and there were no almonds in it at all.

The Empress Dowager, who had been kind to me, was furious and ordered me to be grounded and my palace maids to be interrogated. How could they bear the torture, they recruited it, saying that I did it.

The important ministers of the court have admonished one after another, and they have found evidence of their father's collaboration with the enemy. The squire of the military department treasoned the country, and Concubine Yi brutalized the imperial heir, these kinds of crimes pressed on my Gao family, and there was no place to turn back.

In the sixth year of Mu Heng's ascension to the throne, Mu Heng issued a holy decree. Concubine Yi was abolished, and Concubine Yi's mother's Gao family was beheaded all over the house.

I was taken to the cold palace.

The cold palace is really cold, and everywhere is tattered and deserted.

Mu Heng, he came to see me.

"Xiaoxiao...... Xiaoxiao: I'm sorry...... I can't help ......" Mu Heng hugged me and cried.

"Mu Heng, I didn't do it, I really didn't ......"

Mu Heng looked at me with a sob, "I know, I know everything, but Xiaoxiao, can you forgive me?" I can't ......."

I am like five thunderbolts, he knows that this is a plan at all, in order to get rid of me and the Gao family! This is murder at all!

"Mu Heng, do you know everything? You know it all! Don't you want me too? Aze is still so small......"

Mu Heng hugged me tightly in his arms, and he said in a muffled voice: "I will take care of Aze, I will take care of ......"

He wiped away my tears and looked at me for a long time, he held my face and kissed me.

He kissed me many times, each time gently, but this time, as if to rub me into his body, he wantonly occupied my reason until my mind went blank.

For a long, long time, he let go of me, hugged me for a long time, and left.

I didn't wait for him anymore.

What I was waiting for was a three-foot white silk.

He sent someone.

I sat still for a long time. I met him when I was fifteen years old, his eighteen, at my twenty-three, the one I loved, the only one I ever loved, wanted me to die.

"Mu Heng ......"

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Gong Muheng stood outside the cold palace for a long time, and when he heard the "Concubine Yi Niangniang died" from inside, a tear crossed the corner of his eye, but it was just that.

He didn't let anyone follow, and walked back slowly by himself against the wall.

He was going back to the deceitful palace.

There is no more Gao Xiaoxiao's palace.