Chapter 14: The First Snow
It may not be the earth-shattering event that destroys a relationship, but the small things in life that are not worth mentioning.
For example, why don't you answer my phone, are you so busy?
For example, what are you going to do, why don't you tell me, don't you know, I'm worried?
For example, if you have time to meet but are delayed because of all kinds of trivial things, how much time can you take up when you just meet once?
For example, when you are sad, you can't even hear a word of comfort.
For example, I was so busy that it exploded, but I still had to sort out my mood and say something gently.
This relationship that has been pulling for more than three months, in the end, Gu Qingran began to feel bored, in fact, she herself is a person who has little patience for relationships, if she is not busy reviewing on weekdays, maybe this relationship will end earlier. In fact, no one said the end, but they gradually faded out of each other's lives. Gu Qingran didn't change clothes happily on the weekend and pack up to go out to play, and Lu Zhi didn't mention who to take his girlfriend to meet again. Occasionally, Mo Xiaoqing and the others would ask Gu Qingran why she hadn't gone out to play recently, Gu Qingran smiled and said that there was still a month to take the exam, where would I have so much time to go out and play, and wait for the exam to be over. Lin Lu didn't ask, she easily saw that Gu Qingran had abandoned that relationship, she felt that this was what Gu Qingran should be, Lin Lu felt that Gu Qingran should be like this, and she would not be bound by anyone or anything.
Don't care? Of course not, Gu Qingran occasionally thinks of Lu Zhi when she tosses and turns late at night, and she is also strange, obviously Chen Mobei was such an unforgettable existence for her before, why as soon as Lu Zhi appeared, all his thoughts only revolved around him alone. Probably because although Chen Mobei loves her heart, it is Lu Zhi who makes her feel the simple beauty of campus love. After all, Gu Qingran is still a girl with a princess dream.
Lu Zhi, of course he didn't like Gu Qingran like this, it was the girl he took the initiative to chase after and wanted to spoil him, he was really busy at that time, busy doing experiments and writing papers. When she was free to call Gu Qingran, she was studying again, thinking that she should not disturb her and play less, and on the weekend, she originally wanted to go to see her and was called by Gu Xiliang to play games, but then she remembered that her friends said that if her final result is not good, what should you do to blame. Lu Zhi felt that it didn't matter if Gu Qingran didn't want to go to graduate school, it didn't matter what kind of work she did, he could support her. But the little girl misses it, so let it be. It's just that this back and forth, Lu Zhi thinks it's nothing, occasionally goes to the main campus and secretly goes to the library to take a look at Gu Qingran, and doesn't call her, just glances at it from a distance, in his heart, she is still his girlfriend, it's just a matter of time, just wait until the little girl finishes the exam in December.
Love is missing missing missing you, but I don't say it.
Lu Zhi is like this, and so is Gu Qingran.
At the last moment of the review, Gu Qingran memorized the boring political and professional classes step by step every day, and only had a few words with his roommates during meals. Some people say that the postgraduate entrance examination is comparable to the college entrance examination, but in fact, it is more difficult than the college entrance examination or simple, everyone has different opinions, for Gu Qingran, it is probably more difficult than the college entrance examination. After all, the college entrance examination is three years to sharpen a sword, and the postgraduate entrance examination, in Gu Qingran's eyes, is more than half a year of review time to race against thousands of horses, but in fact, she enjoys doing her best for one thing like this. What's more, she is willing to do it, and she is willing to buy it.
So I'm really busy and don't have time to think about anything else.
Su Chen was very surprised when he knew that Gu Qingran and Lu Zhi seemed to have broken up, and at that time he let go because he felt that the two of them really loved each other, but he didn't expect this relationship to end like this. It's just that at that time, he just had some feelings for Peaches, so he didn't care about Gu Qingran's affairs, not to mention, what qualifications did he have to care.
Peaches is indeed a very cute girl, Su Chen gets along with her very naturally, so he is happy to talk about this love naturally. Peaches felt that Su Chen was no longer passively accepting her goodness, and began to be kind to her, such as walking and taking the initiative to hold her, and protecting her in front of people, the little girl was also happy. Occasionally, the two of them held hands and met Gu Qingran and his roommate in a hurry on the road, Su Chen was not as unnatural as before, the hand holding the peach did not let go anymore, and passed by after greeting like an ordinary friend.
Winter in the north came in a hurry and cold, and overnight, heavy snow covered the city.
When Gu Qingran went out with her bag in the morning, she found that it had snowed last night, and it was not small, and there was already a few centimeters of snow on the ground, and it would creak when you stepped on it. The little girl happily drew a few random words on the ground, and couldn't help but pat the snow hair circle on the branch.
"The First Snow"
Gu Qingran suddenly remembered that he had seen it before when he didn't know where he said that he would confess when the first snow fell, and he would definitely succeed, but this first one had already fallen, in the silent night.
When I saw Gu Qingran's circle of friends, Lu Zhi was sitting in the laboratory in a daze with a bunch of forms, which was not an important job, so he looked at his phone in his spare time, thinking about the little girl in the main campus, and couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth. Raising his eyes and looking at the laboratory, he immediately went out to take a taxi to the main campus, all the way to the tree that Gu Qingran had photographed, and did not turn around with satisfaction until a photo similar to the one she took was saved in his mobile phone.
When he was standing downstairs in the library, Lu Zhi couldn't wait to rush in and tell Gu Qingran that he missed her very much, but when he hesitated at the door, he didn't expect Gu Qingran to walk out at this time, and the girl looked at the person in front of her in surprise. How long had she not seen him? It seems that it has only been a month, and it seems that there have been many, many years.
"Senior Brother Lu? What's the matter, come to the main building? ”
"Well, I'm leaving."
"That's right, I'll print out some materials, senior brother, I'll go first." The girl was in a hurry, and there seemed to be no nostalgia. In fact, only Gu Qingran knew that her voice was shaking, her heart was pounding, she felt that Lu Zhi must have come to see her, and on the other hand, she was not confident that Lu Zhi still liked her. Gu Qingran, how could he ever have such an inferiority complex.
Because of love, so be careful.
Lu Zhi greedily watched the figure go away, and then turned to leave, there was still half a moon, and wait. In fact, Lu Zhi doesn't have to wait for half a month, but in his bones, he also pays attention to the sense of ritual like Gu Qingran, and the day after the exam is Christmas, so on that day, give her a grand confession.
At the same time, there are many people who see Gu Qingran's circle of friends, when the city is full of snow in the north, Chen Mobei in the south is worried about the blue sky and white clouds on the screen, and this set of pictures is also very fatal. He can now retouch the picture on his own, but it is still indispensable to encounter some strange customers, to adjust this and that, this group is, it is difficult to find the angle when shooting, and various requirements are put forward when repairing, which is really congenital and not all depends on the later stage. Retouching the map until Chen Mobei was about to vomit blood.
When I crossed Gu Qingran's picture, I suddenly remembered that a long time ago, Gu Qingran knew that he was a southerner and asked him if you haven't seen snow, Chen Mobei laughed at her stupidly, he came out to drift north when he was a teenager, how could he not have seen snow. I still remember that I was in love at that time, Gu Qingran patted the snow in the school to show him, and said that it would be good if you were here, and I wanted to walk with you to Baitou. is obviously so numb, but Chen Mobei at that time loved to listen to it very much, when did he start to think that she was boring? Gradually, he began to reply to many of Gu Qingran's words with only one oh, and he knew a word, originally he obviously liked to hear her say this.
Well, be sure to make an effort to get back to T City. Chen Mobei put down his phone and continued to stare at the negatives with a headache, while thinking about when he would take a set of such pictures with Gu Qingran, although the little girl is a little fleshy, she should still look good in this fluffy little dress. Somehow, Chen Mobei still felt that Gu Qingran was still his. No one mentioned the matter between her and Lu Zhi to him, so Chen Mobei should think that Gu Qingran was still alone. Originally, I couldn't figure out whether Gu Qingran still had feelings for him, because since the separation, Gu Qingran ignored him very coolly, and he did the same. So one day, Chen Mobei specially put a photo with the girl in the circle of friends, but in fact, the girl was just a newly recruited intern in the studio. Gu Qingran saw that photo, she didn't have any thoughts about Lu Zhi at that time, and when she saw that picture, she was still heartbroken and sad - and from that time on, Chen Mobei's circle of friends was blocked, of course, Chen Mobei didn't know this.
So, is there something that just says no? A sentence I care about you is so hard to say? Chen Mobei realized after a long time that many words were not said at the time, and it was really too late to say them later.
On the eve of the exam, Gu Qingran unexpectedly received many blessings and relief, all of which told her not to be nervous and do her best. Seventeen, they Gu Qingran still felt normal, when they came back from the concert, several little girls formed a small group together, chatting about what they had and didn't have every day, Gu Qingran said that she was busy with the graduate school entrance examination, so she blocked that side first, but these people kept remembering that Gu Qingran was still a little moved. Chen Mobei also mentioned the exam lightly, Gu Qingran remembered that he originally wanted to take the exam to his side, but in the end he filled in the school steadily, I don't know if there is a relationship with Lu Zhi. Lu Zhi didn't say anything, of course he knew that his little girl was going to take the exam in the past two days, he knew that she must be fine, and he was even more afraid that he would affect her.
It seems that it is not so difficult to really go to the examination room, it will be written, and Gu Qingran, who will not, will go with it, and when I take the last professional course, I was full of thoughts about where to play after the exam, it happened to be Christmas Eve, it was better to go with Lin Lu all night, good idea.