I don't know when I got back to my room, or how I fell asleep in this situation, but when I woke up, it was dawning.

It was supposed to be like this every day, I woke up and woke up, what should I do, but now, I only have pain in my heart, and I always feel that my grandmother's death is fake.

Anyway, I'm the only one left in the family, and now that my grandmother has died, I'm not at home, and it's someone else who even informs the funeral service, and I don't know anything.

I didn't see my grandmother for the last time, I didn't even make a phone call, and just like that, it was suddenly gone.

I feel very sorry in my heart now, why did I fall to this point, thinking that I want to be a useful person, make good money, and then let my grandmother live a good life, and no longer have to work in that field, I think, I have a little money now, I haven't even bought a little rice or oil for my grandmother.

I haven't fulfilled my filial piety, I haven't married a daughter-in-law yet, all this hasn't been realized yet, how can this person just say that it's gone.

If it weren't for Wu Qian and the others being called to do things, maybe after I bought my mobile phone and got the card, my grandmother's phone would have been unreachable, and when I went home, even if I was carrying a lot of things and had so many things to say, after I went home, I could only see the empty house and the lonely grave of my grandmother.

"Grandma......" I covered my face, my nose sour.

It must be rushed back as soon as possible......

I got dressed and rolled over and got out of bed, washed up briefly, I didn't want to bring anything, I didn't have anything to bring, but I still carried a small bag and threw my wallet and some things into it, including the bracelet that Zhu Ying gave me.

"Bai Sheng, where are you going in a hurry!" Rosie has also returned, and is now standing in the kitchen doorway.

"Go home!" I was anxious in my heart, but I felt inexplicably irritable and inexplicably sad when I saw individuals.

"Wait, even if this matter is very serious and urgent, don't be so impatient!" Rosie's voice came from behind, still anxious.

However, all I wanted in my mind was to go back quickly, and I couldn't stop.

"You go now, there's no train at the station!" Rosie yelled.

I finally stopped, "Sister Qian, what time is the car?" ”

I looked up and looked at the wall clock on the wall.

"Eight o'clock." Rosie came over and leaned against the doorframe, still with a shovel in her hand, looking at me with a sad face.

"It's just under seven o'clock......," I muttered, only to feel the strength I had accumulated dissipate in an instant, and I became confused.

"Grandma is still waiting for me......" I felt indescribable, but I really wanted to cry at that moment.

"Bai Sheng......" Rosie called my name and walked towards me, she tentatively touched my back, I did not resist, I did not resist, she gently patted my back like a child.

"Don't be in a hurry, you can go with the boss and them later, which is more convenient than you taking the bus, and it will shorten a lot of time."

"Okay." I had to compromise, what else could I do now, if I had a car, I could have left, but I didn't, nothing.

The wait was painful and tormenting, everyone sat in chairs to eat, and I ate a little casually, without appetite.

The people at the table didn't speak, just ate silently.

All I want now is to get back as soon as possible.

Because these things are very simple and loaded quickly, Wu Zhen is driving, and they must not worry about letting me, a person in a trance, drive, because the fourth brother is not there, so there is one less person in this car.

Coming out of Shunyi Town, I got on the highway and drove in the direction of the city, and drove from the fork to the village road, which was the road to our town.

The road is not very smooth and bumpy, but Wu Qian's driving skills are very good, and even on such a road, his speed is very fast.

It didn't seem to take long for us to arrive at Taiping Town, and at the fork in the town, I saw a familiar person.

It was our village chief, who smiled and waved at us when he saw Wu Qian's car coming.

"Hey, master, come with me." The village chief is in his forties, very capable, and rubs his car several times when he comes home.

It's just that today, I don't want to see him at all, I don't want to say hello to anyone, I just want to see my grandmother, keep a wake for my grandmother, and then bury her, I hope I can do it all alone, I'm afraid to go back now, no, I should be afraid to go back and face that wave of people.

Fortunately, the village chief didn't notice me, so Wu Qian followed the village chief's car and drove it all the way to the dam behind my house where the grain was drying.

The car stopped, but I couldn't move my feet.

"It's inside, follow me." The village chief talked enthusiastically with Wu Qianpan.

"This Aunt Huang still has so many sons and daughters, but she just wants to stay in the house of her little son who has been dead for I don't know how many years, guarding her orphaned grandson, but ah, this Aunt Huang is also blind, this little grandson is the same as his dead parents, he is a heartless guy, let alone others, he can't even get through the phone, and he doesn't know where he went, what kind of person do you call this......"

Listening to the village chief's words, I clenched my fists, pushed the door open with a bang, and walked out.

"Uncle Shaw." I threw myself on my knees, "Thank you." ”

The village chief obviously saw me, and his voice was angry and urgent, "You still know how to come back!" ”

"Get in." Wu Qian said a word, and then walked away.

The village chief glanced at me and followed Wu Qian.

The third brother pulled me up, "Sixth, I know you're very sad, but this thing has happened, and people are gone, you should cheer up and send your grandma on her last ride." ”

"Yes, sixth, don't cry, don't cry." The fifth brother also shouted.

The second brother just sighed and left.

It seems to have just rained here, there is water on the ground, it is very wet, and my pants are wet and cool.

Walking through the kitchen, I came to the living room, I ignored the people who tried to say I scolded me, and did not see my grandmother's coffin.

It wasn't until I came to the dam that I saw my grandmother's coffin under the eaves, dark and quiet, and it was quietly placed there, and next to it was the room where she lived before her death.

If I usually came back, my grandmother would sit in front of her door and smile, "Bai Sheng, you're back." ”

Then I will start to get busy, ask long and short questions, and make me something to eat.

But now, my grandmother was still waiting for me at the door, but she couldn't talk or smile at me anymore.

"Grandma, I'm back." I threw myself on my knees, right at the door, and knelt all the way to the coffin.

Tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Grandma, I'm sorry I'm late! Didn't see you for the last time! "I clutched the bench where the coffin was kept.

But grandma couldn't hear or see it.

"Okay, you heartless thing, your grandma is dead and won't come back until she dies, do you know that she was still talking about you a second before she died!"

I only heard the earth-shattering roar of the second uncle, and then I felt a pain in my shoulder, and the whole person was lifted up, and then thrown out.

The second uncle is a practitioner, with a strong body, a big fat man of 1.8 meters, he threw me in the wet dam, and then walked towards me menacingly.

A slap in the face was thrown on my face.

The day before yesterday, I was slapped in the face by the second master and swollen so far, and now there is another slap, this slap is very heavy, very heavy, I just feel my head buzzing, and I am stunned.

"Second, second, what are you doing!" I saw Erniang running from the kitchen with a shovel.

Not only Erniang, but also several people are persuading my second uncle.

But it's not just the second uncle who wants to teach me a lesson, and there are others who stop me.

My grandmother has four sons and two daughters, and a goddaughter and godson, and I can't tell the rest.

I knew it was going to happen when I came back, but I deserved it.

So I didn't hide, I didn't ask for it, I followed their wishes, everyone felt uncomfortable when my grandmother died, so I simply came back, and the new and old accounts were counted together.

"Enough! In front of our mother, it was like this, and it didn't reassure the old people. ”

When Uncle intervened to stop them, I almost wiped the ground dry.

"I'm sorry......" Enduring the pain in my shoulder, I knelt on the ground and kowtowed to this group of relatives.

"Get out of here! This home doesn't need you! "The second uncle has not yet lost his breath.

However, with this talk, more people then cheered.

"Originally, because of my mother's presence, we tolerated you staying in this house, but you are so unfilial to this point, what is the difference between you and your dead parents! Get lost! Get out! You're not all welcome! ”

"You were originally from the Bai family, not my Wang family!"

Listening to these words, I only felt a bang in my head.

I knew that I followed my mother's surname, and I thought they all agreed, but I didn't expect that they didn't at all, and they took this as the best reason to reject me!

"Okay, I can go," I stood up trembling.

Erniang pulled my sleeve and tried to persuade me, "Bai Sheng, don't be impulsive. ”

"Okay, you dead mother-in-law, elbow out!" As soon as the second uncle roared, the second mother let go of her hand.

Today, I can see that this group of people just treats me as an outsider, and has always treated me as an outsider, and my grandmother is the only one who treats me as her own grandson and dearest person.

"I just want to give my grandma one last ride!" I pointed to the pitch-black coffin.

"Grandma? You still have the face to call our mother grandma, if it weren't for you kid, our mother would live alone in this place? If it weren't for you, our mother would have fallen to the ground and no one would have noticed! ”

The third uncle also stood up, "If it weren't for you, our mother would be lying in the coffin now?" It's a thousand times better to follow any one of us than to follow your kid! If it weren't for our relief, do you think your dead ghost parents' compensation would have made you grow so big? And the money to go to that pheasant college? ”

"It's all our mother! For the sake of you, an outsider, I don't hesitate to beg those of us who are sons! ”

I staggered to my grandmother's coffin and fell to my knees with a thud.

"I'm sorry...... "I know my grandmother has done a lot for me, but I really don't know that my grandmother has done so much for me."

"Don't kneel!" The second uncle grabbed my hand, tore me away, and threw it aside, "You are not worthy of being her grandson, don't kneel, let's go." ”

The wound on my shoulder, which was already healing, was now aching again, and my forehead was sweating.

I knelt on the ground, "Second uncle, I beg you, I know I'm wrong, when my grandmother is buried, I'll go, and I'll never come back, okay, I beg you!" ”

"Get out! I'm telling you to get out! The second uncle shouted hysterically, and if someone hadn't stopped him, he would have rushed over with a stick.

"Let's go, Bai Sheng, we can do it here, don't worry." Even the uncle who has always been neutral decided to abandon me, and when I fell into a desperate situation, there was still no one to stand up for me, and my bow was only exchanged for his cold words, "You have disappointed us too much." ”

Looking at the dark coffin, I only felt extremely desolate, it turned out that my grandmother was the only link between me and this family, as soon as my grandmother died, I became a complete outsider, and they would not pity me.

They don't need any reason, they don't need to listen to me, what they want most is to get me out of this home completely.

Evicted from the house, there is no more to do with it.