Chapter 704: It's hard to leave
Gu Fanghua didn't know what to say, so she just said: "Grandmother, it's not a nightmare, it's just that I dreamed of something I didn't know before." ”
Empress Dowager Zhong thought that Gu Fanghua was talking about Xiao Yao, so she didn't ask any more.
Gu Fanghua lay quietly on the bed, closed her eyes, thinking about the past, and thinking about these things in this life. I just feel like a mess, and I can't figure it out.
She didn't know that her rebirth had turned out that Ye Shisan and Yan Rongling had paid such a big price.
But in this life, her heart has been given to Xiao Yao, and she really can't repay their love. If she could, she would rather not know all this, then she would still be able to live her current life with peace of mind.
But she just knew it again, and now, what should she do?
Gu Fanghua really misses Xiao Yao at this moment, it would be nice if Xiao Yao was here. He's going to solve the problem at hand, he's going to know what to do.
It's a pity, according to what Yan Rongling said, Xiao Yao can't live anymore, so what's the point of living by himself?
Gu Fanghua thought about it, and unconsciously got into the tip of the horns.
Day by day, I feel more and more tired, and I am a little misanthropic. Imperial Physician Zhou came to ask for peace every day, and after discovering that Gu Fanghua's thoughts were getting heavier and heavier day by day, he had no choice but to report to Yan Rongling.
"Back to the prince, the princess is worried, if she continues like this, I'm afraid it will not be good."
"Not good? What is the meaning? ”
Yan Rongling has now returned the major affairs of the court to Emperor Hong Zheng, and staying in the East Palace by himself is equivalent to being grounded.
Imperial Physician Zhou was afraid that if something went wrong with Gu Fanghua in the future, the prince would be angry with him, so he could only make the condition worse, so as not to be blamed in the future.
"Back to the prince, the princess is worried that she has broken her heart, and if she doesn't let her open her heart, I'm afraid she will die early. What Weichen is worried about is that Her Royal Highness the princess has no will to survive. ”
Yan Rongling's heart was painful, no matter what, he didn't want Gu Fanghua to die.
Therefore, when Yan Rongling came to Qingzhi Hall again and saw Gu Fanghua lying on the bed with a sad face, he was shocked.
"Mingzhu, didn't you say that even if Xiao Yao dies, you have to take care of your son? Why can't you survive such a little, small thing? ”
The crux of Gu Fanghua's heart was not Xiao Yao, but Yan Rongling and Ye Shisan.
They can't repay their kindness to themselves and their dedication, this is what Gu Fanghua can't let go. Love was given to Xiao Yao, and his body was also given to Xiao Yao, now what will be used to repay the reincarnation of the 100th century of the country and the tenth generation?
"Brother Rong Ling, when I was a child, I thought that I would marry you when I grew up. It's just that in the later years, I met Xiao Yao, experienced too many things with him, and gave my heart to him. ”
When Yan Rongling first heard it, Gu Fanghua actually called him "Brother Rongling" again, and was ecstatic.
But after listening to what Gu Fanghua said, I felt sour and uncomfortable.
Gu Fanghua looked at Yan Rongling and continued: "I know that Brother Rong Ling is good to me, but I don't have the same amount to repay Brother Rong Ling. I'm sorry for you, I don't deserve to be so nice to me. ”
Yan Rongling's heart ached, and she had to comfort Gu Fanghua softly: "Mingzhu, I am willing to pay you all the money, and I don't need your return." I admit that I attacked Xiao Yao because of my jealousy and my unwillingness. Speaking of which, I'm sorry for you. ”
"No, Brother Rong Ling, without you, there would be no me now, and there would be no Xiao Yao. It's all fate, it's fate. ”
Gu Fanghua said, a little excited, and coughed violently.
Frightened, Yan Rongling hurriedly called the imperial doctor, and reassured: "Mingzhu, don't scare me, as long as you get better, I will promise you everything." ”
Gu Fanghua closed her eyes, how can all this be calculated? How hard is it?
After Imperial Doctor Zhou was busy for a while, Gu Fanghua slowly calmed down. Yan Rongling said softly: "Mingzhu, you have a good rest, not to hate me, even if it is for Xiao Ziyuan and the Queen Mother, you have to get better." ”
"Brother Rong Ling, I want to see Ye Shisan, you let him come back."
Yan Rongling is not afraid of Gu Fanghua's request now, but she is afraid that she will not make a request, not to mention that Gu Fanghua is getting close to him again, he has nothing else to ask for.
When Empress Dowager Zhong came over with Xiao Ziyuan in her arms, Gu Fanghua watched her son cry like rain.
"Maternal grandmother, maternal grandmother......"
Gu Fanghua could only call the Empress Dowager Zhong again and again, and the other words were horizontal in her heart and could not be spoken.
"Mingzhu, if you are unhappy, tell your grandmother. Don't worry, your grandmother will never look at it, Yan Rongling bullied you, you take care of your body, and Yuanyuan is there. ”
Gu Fanghua thought that in her previous life, Empress Dowager Zhong was planning for herself, so she died in Hui'an Temple. Hurriedly said: "Grandmother, don't worry, Brother Rong Ling won't do anything to me." There are some things between me and him that I can't say clearly. ”
After a pause, Gu Fanghua said again: "He colluded with the Liao people to kill Xiao Yao, and I hate him to the core." But without him, there would be no me now, and I can't repay this kindness. When I think clearly, don't act rashly. ”
Empress Dowager Zhong never thought that Gu Fanghua would say such a thing.
In addition to being surprised, he could only say: "It doesn't matter what kind of cause or effect, the most important thing now is your body." ”
"Grandmother, grandfather, are they okay? I haven't seen my father for a long time, what is my father doing? ”
A few days ago, Gu Dian was sent out of the capital by Yan Rongling and went to Yanmen Pass, and he should return to Beijing in two days. Originally, Empress Dowager Zhong asked people to send a letter and asked Gu Dian not to return to Beijing for the time being, so as not to become Yan Rongling's handle to threaten Gu Fanghua.
But now, the imperial doctor said that Gu Fanghua's life was not long, and Empress Dowager Zhong did not plan to stop Gu Dian from returning to Beijing.
Previously, Empress Dowager Zhong had already planned to use all her strength to send Gu Fanghua's mother and son out of the capital. But now, if Mingzhu doesn't live long, what's the point of doing this?
"Mingzhu, don't worry. The prince didn't do anything to your father, he just went to Yanmen Pass and should be back soon. ”
Gu Fanghua thought that in addition to Xiao Yao, his father's ability to come back was also a variable in this life. These are all thanks to Yan Rongling and Ye Shisan's change of life.
"Grandmother, I want to see my father."
Empress Dowager Zhong looked at the emaciated Gu Fanghua, distressed, and agreed to anything in one go.
"Okay, the mourning family will send someone to deliver the letter, and as soon as your father returns, let him come to the palace to see you. It's just that you have to take good care of yourself, eat more, and don't lose weight anymore, your father will feel distressed when he looks at it. ”
Gu Fanghua really felt tired, everything she asked for after being reborn came true. However, the person I love the most is gone.
Everything became unrecognizable, and she couldn't face it.