Part I: Gathering and Dispersing Chapter 39: The Covenant of Forty Years Old
Wu Dao had never entered Si Baifang's dormitory, and he never imagined that the first time he walked in here was to break in.
After entering the door, Wu Dao saw Si Baifang lying on the bed, and there were still unfinished sleeping pills on the table next to him. He walked quickly to the bed, and at this time, Si Baifang's face was haggard and his breathing was weak. Wu Dao called Si Baifang's name loudly, but she didn't react.
Reminded by the security guard, Wu Dao called the emergency number. Ten minutes later, the ambulance arrived, and the doctor carried Si Baifang on a stretcher and then sent him to the hospital. Wu Dao also went with him. On the way, the doctor asked Wu Dao about Si Baifang's condition, and he answered them one by one, and begged the doctor to bring Si Baifang back to life.
The ambulance finally arrived at the hospital, and Wu Dao used his bank card to pay the hospitalization fee. When Si Baifang was sent to the emergency room, the doctor asked Wu Dao if he was a family member of the patient, and Wu Dao nodded. The doctor asked him to sign again, and he finished writing his name with trembling hands. Seeing the door of the passage leading to the rescue room closed, Wu Dao's tears couldn't help but flow. He was afraid that Si Baifang would never wake up again, and if Si Baifang was no longer alive, he didn't know what the meaning of his life was. He swore in his heart: "As long as Si Baifang can wake up and recover his health, I am willing to do anything." Even if it costs my whole life, I'm willing. ”
Sitting alone on the chair in the corridor, Wu Dao felt like he had entered purgatory, and he looked forward to Si Baifang coming out of the rescue room earlier. While waiting, Li Mei called him:
"Got to school? Why didn't you make a phone call? ”
"It's already here, and I haven't had time to fight yet." Wu Dao said.
"I walked in such a hurry, I left in a panic, and I didn't know what I left behind. I just saw that your razor was still on the table. ”
"I'll just buy another one. I'll give my dad the one in the house. ”
"That's all there is to it. You can't afford to be out there like that. ”
"I see."
After more than an hour of treatment, the doctor pushed Si Baifang out of the emergency room. Wu Dao ran over and asked the doctor:
"Doctor, how is she?"
"She took 20 sleeping pills, thanks to the timely treatment, otherwise her life would have been in danger. Now that she's out of danger, she'll wake up in a little while. After waking up, the patient should be quiet and not emotional. The doctor said.
"Thank you." Wu Dao was very excited.
The doctor pushed Si Baifang into the ward, placed him, and gave some explanations to Wu Dao before leaving. Wu Dao sat on the edge of Si Baifang's bed, waiting for her to wake up. About half an hour later, Si Baifang woke up. She opened her eyes and saw Wu Dao, her eyes full of grievances. She said to Wu Dao:
"Wu Dao, did you save me, why did you save me?"
"Baifang, don't talk yet, the doctor tells you to rest. All the words, when you are well, we will talk about it. Wu Dao said, tears of happiness flowed from his eyes.
Si Baifang stopped talking. Wu Dao went to call the doctor, who examined Si Baifang again, and then said to Wu Dao:
"There are no major problems with the body anymore, you just need to take care of it."
"Thank you, doctor." Wu Dao said.
"Girl, don't do that again. This time, fortunately, your family brought you to the hospital in time, otherwise it would have been very dangerous. The doctor said to Si Baifang again.
Si Baifang did not speak. The doctor said to Wu Dao again:
"Take care of the sick."
"Okay." Wu Dao said.
Wu Dao has been staying by Si Baifang's bedside, taking care of her, and staying in the ward at night. Si Baifang's emotions gradually calmed down, and he and Wu Dao also had verbal exchanges, but neither of them said anything about suicide. People in the same ward don't know what their relationship is, and they think they are husband and wife.
The next day, Si Baifang's body improved significantly, and her spirit also improved. In the morning, Wu Daofu Si Baifang went to wash, and Si Baifang suddenly saw that Wu Dao's beard was very long, so he smiled and said to him:
"You've got such a long beard, it's time to shave. If it grows a little longer, it will become Zhang Fei and Li Kui. ”
Hearing Si Baifang say this, Wu Dao touched his chin and laughed, he knew that Si Baifang had really been rescued, and the suicide had passed. He said to Si Baifang:
"I was in such a hurry when I came yesterday that I forgot to put my razor on."
"Wait a minute, I'll buy you a new razor." Si Baifang said.
"Okay."
After breakfast, Si Baifang asked Wu Dao to help her take a walk outside. The two walked to a big tree in the open space of the hospital and sat down, Si Baifang looked at the sky, then looked into the distance, and said to Wu Dao:
"Wu Dao, I didn't expect you to come to save me, thank you."
"No thanks, this is what I should do." Wu Dao said.
"Before I took sleeping pills, I thought that I was going to die and that I should let others know that I was dead. Otherwise, it will be like Zhang Ailing, no one knows when she dies, and she will be discovered many days after her death. But when I think about it, it seems that you are the only one in this world who can be considered a friend, so I texted you. Unexpectedly, you came to save me. ”
"Baifang, you are right to send me a text message, if it weren't for that text message, we would be separated forever, and I would regret it for the rest of my life."
"You're here so soon. Were you in Jeju when I texted you? ”
"No, I was still in my hometown Qicheng County at that time. As soon as I saw the text message, I packed my bags and took the bus to Jeju. My luggage is still in the guard room of Gaoyang Middle School, and I will pick it up when I am discharged from the hospital. ”
"Thank you."
"Don't always say thank you. Baifang, have you forgotten, we are friends in the heart. ”
"Are we still friends in the heart? I think of you as a friend of my heart, but your heart for me is no longer pure. ”
"My heart for you has always been pure. Do you remember? When we met for the first time, I felt that you were Lin Huiyin in my mind, and when you were sent to the rescue room, I figured it out, if you are Lin Huiyin, why can't I be Jin Yuelin? I can always care for you and love you, but I won't ruin your life, I won't go against your will, you are free, you can do whatever you want. I would like to be a friend of your heart for the rest of my life. As long as you're happy and happy, I can do anything. ”
"Can this really be the case?"
"Trust me, you can."
"Thank you. However, even if I am really Lin Huiyin, I don't want you to become Jin Yuelin, it will harm you for the rest of your life, you can find another girl to be your girlfriend. Do you know why I don't want to fall in love and get married? ”
"I know you must have your own reasons."
"I live in a single-parent family. My dad had a bad temper and drank a lot, and as a child, I saw my mom and dad arguing every day. When I was 10 years old, my mom committed suicide by drinking pesticides. To this day, I vividly remember what she looked like when she died. Since then, I have hated my father, and I am also full of fear of marriage, and I want to grow up and live independently by myself, never fall in love, never get married. Later, my dad broke his leg while working on a construction site. Although I hate him, I can't leave him alone, because he is still my dad after all. My family was so poor that my brother needed money to study, so I sent home more than half of the money I earned. After I came out to work, many people pursued me, and I rejected them one by one, because I don't believe in love at all, and whenever someone says they like me and want to marry me, I think of the scene when my parents quarreled, and when my mother died. I can't accept anyone who pursues me now, Wu Dao, do you understand? ”
"I understand."
"Maybe I'll change and accept marriage, but I don't know when. Shall we make a pact? I'm twenty-three now, and when I'm forty, if we're not married, I'll marry you if you're still willing to marry me. ”
"Okay, I accept this agreement. Baifang, you have to promise me that no matter what happens in the future, you won't commit suicide again, okay? ”
"I promise you. You just said that I am free. Wu Dao, I also want to tell you that you are also free. I won't interfere in your life, you can find a girlfriend, you can get married. Wu Dao, you are a good person, a very, very good person, if you can find a girl you like, I will definitely bless you. I don't want to see you because I'm not going to get married for the rest of my life, and I'm going to be sad about that. ”
"Let's stop talking about that, shall we? Baifang, why did you commit suicide this time? ”
"Last time at the Cao Xueqin Memorial Hall in Xiangshan, Beijing, after you said to me that you liked me, I felt that our relationship was shattered, and we could no longer be friends. When I returned, I deliberately avoided you, but I wanted you to come to me. You are my only friend in this city, and I have always regarded you as the most important friend in this world. Thinking that I didn't have any friends and no one really cared about me, during that time, I was very sad and couldn't sleep well every day. I only go back to my hometown every year during the Chinese New Year, and I live in the school dormitory to read and study during the summer vacation. Every day alone in the empty campus, my heart became even more sad, and I fell into a depression that I couldn't extricate myself from, so I thought of suicide in order to find relief from my life. ”
"Baifang, it's all my fault, in the future, I will never destroy the friendship between us again, we are only friends in the heart."
"Okay."
"Baifang, in the future, I will continue to borrow books from the Jeju University library and continue to help you review for the graduate school entrance examination."
"Okay, with you helping me, I will have the bottom of my heart. Wu Dao, you really should shave, let's go buy you a razor now. ”
"Okay."
Wu Daofu Si Baifang came to a shop outside the hospital, and Si Baifang bought a razor for him. Wu Dao immediately shaved his beard clean. The two of them smiled again.
Si Baifang stayed in the hospital for three days and was discharged on the fourth day. When he was discharged from the hospital, Si Baifang said that he would return the money for hospitalization to Wu Dao. In order to save Si Baifang, Wu Dao spent almost all his savings, and at this time he had little money left, but he knew that Si Baifang needed money more than him, so he said to Si Baifang:
"Baifang, all the money you earned has been sent home. I don't have a burden, it's better to be alone. Besides, I still have some money in my card. After the start of the semester, it is time for the graduate student subsidy to be issued. In the final analysis, a big reason for your hospitalization is that I am not good. If you say that you will pay back the money, I will feel even more sad. ”
"Thank you, Wu Dao." Si Baifang said.
Wu Dao sent Si Baifang back to the dormitory of Goyang Middle School, and after seeing her settle down, he went to the guard room to pick up her luggage and returned to Jeju University.
After Si Baifang turned on his mobile phone, he saw dozens of text messages sent to him by Wu Dao a few days ago, and his heart was very warm, so he also sent a text message to Wu Dao:
"Wu Dao, I am lucky to have met you. Thank you, friend of my heart. ”