Chapter Seventy-Five: Goodbye

At the end of 2012, Zhou Tianle went home for the New Year, and when he learned that he was still single, the seven aunts and eight aunts came, and they talked about blind dates every day.

I thought that this excuse could prevaricate in the past, but I didn't expect the marriage urging army to keep asking, where is your girlfriend from, what she does, how old is and so on, Zhou Tianle has no choice but to fabricate a girlfriend out of thin air, saying that Zhou Tianle thinks that he really has such a girlfriend. He didn't understand why older women loved it.

During the Chinese New Year, Zhou Tianle and Ai learned, You Da contacted once, and the three discussed finding a time to get together, for three years, either this is something or that busy can't leave, always can't get together, this year the three of them finally have a day of free time, the time is set at the seventh day of the new year, after the seventh day of the new year, everyone has to go to their own things, and before the seventh day of the new year, Zhou Tianle did not go to relatives, so he accompanied the cat at home, because as soon as he went out, he had to face all kinds of problems of being urged to marry, and this group of three aunts and six women was really unbearable. When I have nothing to do, I search for some history books on my mobile phone, and it doesn't matter which dynasty or generation, it's just to kill time.

Zhou Tianle went to Wuhan on the sixth day of the first year, because Zhou Tianle contacted Yun Jiuge once during the Chinese New Year, and Yun Jiuge said that he was going to leave Wuhan and return to Taiwan, and he might never come back, so he came to say to Senior Zhou. Zhou Tianle was fine at home, so he said that he would go to Wuhan to see her.

On the way to Wuhan, Zhou Tianle's thoughts returned to the university, thinking of Xuanxuan, Liu Yuxin, comfort, and all kinds of happy and sad things that had happened. Those pictures came to mind one by one, and these things immersed in the depths of my mind gradually became clear as we got closer and closer to Wuhan.

In a Western restaurant, Zhou Tianle and Yun Jiuge sat facing each other. Yun Jiuge said: "Wuhan is really a sad city."

Zhou Tianle said: "Either I hurt myself or others."

Yun Jiu Ge said: "The senior is still worried about the comfortable things."

Yun Jiuge's words stung Zhou Tianle's dusty memory, and he saw that Yun Jiuge was speechless, thinking about how she knew about it?

Yun Jiu Ge said, "Don't look at me like this, I inquired about that later."

Zhou Tianle said: "Oh, are there any rumors about her in the school now?"

Yun Jiu Ge said: "No, everyone only knows that there is a girl in West Lake College who jumped off the building, if someone asks why, the college rumors that it is because she was abandoned by her boyfriend." If you dig deeper, there is nothing else. ”

Sure enough, time will digest the external causes of some things, and in the end, only the results remain. Hearing Yun Jiu Ge say this, Zhou Tianle's mood became low. It's just that he began to consciously resist this matter in his heart, so let's change the topic.

Zhou Tianle said: "You seem to have lost a lot."

Yun Jiu Ge said: "I have anorexia, I can't eat much, I can't help myself when I'm hungry, so I force myself to eat some, and I want to vomit after eating two more bites, which is why I left Wuhan, go back to Taiwan to change my mood, maybe a little."

Zhou Tianle said: "It can be seen that you are really attentive to this relationship."

Yun Jiu Ge gently wiped away his tears and said, "There is a fart with your heart, and if you use it on the wrong person, you are selling yourself cheaply."

A year ago, Zhou Tianle thought that she had come out of the horns of sadness and grief, and now it seems that she is still there. How long does it take to forget a relationship? Think about how you have ever come out of the horns.

Yun Jiu Ge said: "I am really happy that you can come to see me off, even if you didn't come to Wuhan in vain, I felt a little comforted before leaving."

Zhou Tianle said: "If you are happy, eat more."

Yun Jiuge didn't speak, just nodded to answer, because she wasn't sure if she could really eat more. Zhou Tianle ordered some food for Yun Jiu Ge that was nutritious and didn't need to stay in his mouth for too long, even if it was, Yun Jiu Ge only tasted everything.

During the meal, Yun Jiuge asked, "How is the senior working in Shenzhen?"

Zhou Tianle said: "That's it."

Yun Jiu Ge said, "What do you mean by that?"

Zhou Tianle said: "It's just not good or bad, it's a mess."

Yun Jiuge took a sip of soup and said, "Senior, do you want to go to Taiwan to have a look?"

Zhou Tianle found that Yun Jiuge had been staring at his eyes when he asked him this question. Zhou Tianle said: "Taiwan? Didn't think about it. ”

Yun Jiu Ge said, "Oh"

Most of the dishes were eaten by Zhou Tianle herself, and the food was not to Yun Jiuge's appetite, but she really couldn't eat much. After eating, the two of them walked together on the road. On the sixth day of the new year, the weather was still very cold, but neither of them seemed to feel the cold, and they just wanted to walk outside and breathe. Mourning is greater than dying, and the two of them breathe the cold wave blowing from Siberia, which can make them feel better.

There are very few words on the road, walk a section and say two sentences, say whatever comes to mind, with the company of a person, this road is very steady.

Yun Jiu Ge stopped and said: "I don't like to give away, I hate the sadness of parting, watching the backs of others get farther and farther away from me, I will become sad."

Zhou Tianle said: "I have never been sad to send others, but looking at your back, I will be sad."

Yun Jiu Ge said, "Why?"

Zhou Tianle said: "Because we are friends."

Yun Jiu Ge lowered his head again and let out an "oh". said: "There is no obstacle in the heart, there is no obstacle in the way, there is no terror." Seniors, we all have to learn to forget. ”

Zhou Tianle said: "What's that? Haven't heard of it. ”

Yun Jiu Ge said: "Buddhist scriptures, I saw them by chance a few days ago."

Zhou Tianle said: "What do you mean?"

Yun Jiu Ge said: "The meaning of this sentence is that you don't cling to anything, don't take it to heart, the past will pass, don't be terrified, stay away from cranky thoughts, and get the Buddha fruit of perfection and unhindered."

Zhou Tianle said: "Oh, I don't understand."

Yun Jiuge smiled, she didn't want Zhou Tianle to look at the back of her parting, so she decided to be here, back to back and separate, no one looked at anyone, the two hugged each other, Zhou Tianle could feel that the other party was holding him very hard, and then relaxed again. Say goodbye to each other, and the two part.

When Zhou Tianle walked back, he thought to himself why didn't I look back at her, maybe she was waiting for me to turn back, but what if I really turned back, would I go to Taiwan? On the street back, Zhou Tianle felt like he was a lonely ghost again.

Zhou Tianle bought some dried fish at the hotel, thinking that the cat had been hungry for almost a day. When he opened the door of the room, he saw the cat lying on the bed looking at him, and when he saw the owner come back, the cat barked twice, Zhou Tianle felt some comfort in his heart, and there was a living creature by his side who could jump, jump and scream to accompany him.

That night, Zhou Tianle actually dreamed of Liu Yuxin, dreaming that she slapped herself with some bricks, and she was a lazy dog, biting Liu Yuxin's shoes and not letting go.

When the three of them gathered, Zhou Tianle's mood was both lost and empty.

You Da and Chen Juntong have become sons, and they can already surround them, shouting that their parents want to eat, Ai Xue and Yuan Tienan also have plans to get married, but they are the only ones who have nothing and nothing, as if everyone else is happy except for themselves.

You Da borrowed money to open a trinket shop in Wuhan, and Chen Juntong worked together in recent years to get through the most difficult time of starting a business, and now the store has begun to make a profit, You Da did not rely on the help of Chen Juntong's parents, self-reliance, self-reliance, and told Chen Juntong's parents that they have the ability to take care of Chen Juntong's mother and son.

Ai Xue and Yuan Tienan were both admitted to the doctorate, and the hospital allocated the best apartment for the two. But what about himself, it has become a joke of West Lake College, when Ai Xuexue and You Da asked Zhou Tianle what he was doing, Zhou Tianle felt ashamed and embarrassed, and reluctantly said that he was just a part-time worker, and he felt like a dwarf when he said it. Thinking that I have neither the fighting spirit of Ai learning and struggle, nor the entrepreneurial courage of You Da to take responsibility and have the courage to open up, and even my position as the leader of the warehouse management team is because of the help of my uncle. I'm a failed person, a failed life.

Ai Xuexue asked, "Tianle, when are you leaving tomorrow?"

Zhou Tianle said: "The car at noon"

You Da said: "If you leave, the three of us don't know when we will be able to get together again."

Zhou Tianle said: "The rest of your life is very long, there is always a chance."

After getting married, there is a very strange phenomenon, only when the wife is not present at the dinner table, the men can have no scruples and play to the fullest. After Chen Juntong and Yuan Tienan left, the three of them drank happily as before, chatted about the world, and if they drank a few more glasses, they could also guide the rivers and lakes. Zhou Tianle completely let go of himself, he wanted to get drunk, he wanted to get drunk unconscious. Borrowing wine to eliminate sorrow can be eliminated for a while.

During the chat, Zhou Tianle heard the news of Xuanxuan from You Da's mouth, Xuanxuan dumped her boyfriend after graduation, and heard that her boyfriend had committed suicide for her, but the more Xuanxuan looked down on him, and simply became a tycoon's junior, and after two years, she successfully turned positive and became a young Mrs. Kuo in an instant. The school is full of rumors about her, and somehow it becomes an inspirational story. Recently, I heard that she is going to enter the entertainment industry again......

You Da continued to speak, but Zhou Tianle didn't listen to the next words, and there were only four words in his mind: It's about me.

The three of them drank until nine o'clock in the evening, which was not a point at all, and nine o'clock in the evening was still afternoon for a young man. But now it's different, You Da is a husband and a father, and he has to get up early tomorrow morning to be busy with life, and Ai Xue has to prepare thesis materials and teaching courseware tomorrow. It seems that I have nothing to do, and it doesn't seem so important whether I go to work in Shenzhen or not, and no one cares if I take a day off, it doesn't matter, and I have no sense of existence in life.

Ai Xue and You Da helped Zhou Tianle back to the hotel, and when You Da saw the cat, he couldn't help but be surprised and said, "You still have a green child."

Zhou Tianle fell on the bed and said, "I only have it left now"

Ai Xuexue poured a cup of tea and put it on the bedside, and said, "Tianle, you have a good rest, you will wake up tomorrow morning, and go to Mo Xiang's house to eat a bowl of noodles before leaving, and fill your stomach."

"Don't miss home", Zhou Tianle stood up violently as if he had been stimulated when he heard the three words of Mo homesickness, he didn't stand firm because he was drunk, a mother fell to the ground, Ai Xuexue hurriedly helped him up and asked, "What are you doing?"

Zhou Tianle sat back on the bed and said, "You just said don't miss home? Is it the same homesickness from before? ”

You Da teased the cat and said, "Is there anything else besides that one?"

Zhou Tianle said: "No, isn't it demolished by Mo Homesick."

Zhou Tianle's words made Ai Xuexue and You Da incomprehensible, and the two looked at each other and asked, "When was it demolished?"

Zhou Tianle said a little anxiously: "It's the year we graduated."

Ai Xuexue thought about it and said: "People don't call it demolition, it's called expansion."

Zhou Tianle understood that he had a problem, why did he think of demolition instead of expansion at the beginning, why didn't he ask the workers?

Ai Xuexue said, "Why are you so interested in Mo Homesickness?"

Zhou Tianle seemed to be talking to himself: "It's okay, it's okay."

The two didn't ask anything more, just let Zhou Tianle have a good rest and left.