"Mom, what are you talking about?" Ying Lan held back her emotions and pretended not to understand.

Shao Wenjuan glanced at her, chuckled, and said, "You think you can hide it from me?" I knew it before you. ”

Lu Sinian listened to her words and said softly: "Grandma, let's have chemotherapy, the risk of surgery is too high, but if you don't have chemotherapy, you don't have much time." ”

"What about chemotherapy?" Shao Wenjuan asked rhetorically.

Lu Sinian was silent, chemotherapy is actually a little more than a year, and no one knows how much.

At this time, Ying Lan couldn't control her crying: "Mom, but if you don't have chemotherapy, the doctor said that you can only live for two months." ”

"Since I got this disease, I have had countless surgeries, I am really bored, that day I heard them say that the risk of the next surgery will increase by 50%, I am very happy, Xindao finally does not need to have surgery." Shao Wenjuan leaned on the back of the bed, her eyes narrowed slightly, "But I am not surprised that they say that chemotherapy is not a risk of chemotherapy." ”

"Mom, is our chemotherapy good, one more day is one day, I haven't been filial piety in front of you before, and now I'm finally back, you give me this opportunity." Ying Lan couldn't cry anymore at this time.

Shao Wenjuan shook her head: "I don't want chemotherapy, I know the pain of chemotherapy, and chemotherapy is a year's time, you are back, if you have found a good home, she has not resisted you much during this time, and I have nothing to worry about, after so many years, I want to go to your father, and I don't know if he is doing well below, he is thinking of you when he is dying, you have finally come home after so many years, I have to tell him the good news." ”

"Mom......" Ying Lan listened to her words, she couldn't cry, and she couldn't speak.

"This disease has tormented me for so long, five years, if I hadn't been relieved, I might have gone to your dad a long time ago." When Shao Wenjuan said this, she couldn't help but sigh, "Now I can finally be free." ”

Her words made Ying Lan stunned.

Is leaving a relief for a mother?

At this time, Lu Sinian opened his mouth and asked, "Grandma, do you feel pain?" ”

"Yes, pain." The corners of Shao Wenjuan's mouth raised a wry smile, "I used to be relieved that this child had this disease, and she kept saying that she wanted to cure me, these years, she worked hard to make money, just to treat me, I don't want to disappoint her, the other, at that time her mother's whereabouts were unknown, everyone said she was dead, I didn't believe it, I had to wait for her to come back, but she really came back, as for that, she has grown up now, and there are many people around her who love her......" When she said this, she paused, for a while, Cai continued, "I can't remember how many surgeries I've had since I got this disease, and I'm tired of it every time, but every time I think about it, I want to persevere, even if it's for my sake, I have to persevere!" ”

Lu Sinian listened to her words and fell silent, he didn't know what to say for a while.

In the eyes of these onlookers, they must hope that grandma can undergo chemotherapy, and grandma is alive, which is also the wish, but is grandma herself really willing to live?

As grandma herself said, the price of choosing chemotherapy and living is too painful, just to last for a year, every time, everyone hopes that the patient will persist for the sake of his family, but someone cares about the patient's wishes, do they really want to live in such pain?

"Do you know the old lady in the next room?" Shao Wenjuan saw that Ying Lan had not spoken, so she slowly spoke, stretched out her hand and pointed to the next door.

Ying Lan heard her voice, wiped her tears, and raised her head.

"The old lady next door is on a ventilator every day, and the toilet is solved in the hospital bed, and her children have hired two nurses to take care of her, so that the hospital must treat the old lady at all costs." Shao Wenjuan sighed, "But is this what the old lady wants?" She didn't have a choice, she didn't even have much time to be awake now, but I heard from the two nurses that the old lady was conscious. ”

"When the old lady next door was not so sick before, I talked to her, and I knew that she was an intellectual, and she was one of the best handsome when she was young, she said that when her wife left, she was very painful, without a little dignity, and she didn't want to be like that in the future, but ......" Shao Wenjuan couldn't help but sigh, "She is still alive, she doesn't want to live the way she wants, if she is awake, she definitely doesn't want to live like this, but she doesn't even have the right to choose." ”

"Mom, don't you stay with me and so?" Ying Lan couldn't help crying again, "I haven't been able to fulfill my filial piety for so many years, and now I'm finally back, I really don't want you to leave so early." ”

"Lan Lan." Shao Wenjuan called Ying Lan softly, just like when she was a child.

Ying Lan was stunned and looked at her in a daze.

"You're going to let Mom be selfish, okay?" Shao Wenjuan said softly, "I just want to live a decent life and live a less painful life before I leave, I only have this little wish, you promise your mother, okay?" ”

When Shao Wenjuan said this, her eyes were full of pleading, and her tone of almost pleading was the first time Ying Lan heard it.

Ying Lan was stunned, she had never heard her mother talk to her in such a pleading tone since she was a child, could it be that she was really wrong?

After a long time, Ying Lan finally couldn't help but throw herself into Shao Wenjuan's arms and cry.

Shao Wenjuan gently patted her back, and her eyes couldn't help but moisten.

"I don't want that to know." Shao Wenjuan waited until Ying Lan finished crying before she said slowly.

Lu Sinian listened to her words and said, "But it's ...... over there."

"Don't say anything." Shao Wenjuan said.

"Then you only have two months left to do this, and you won't tell her?" Lu Sinian couldn't help but ask.

"Can't affect her work!" Shao Wenjuan smiled lovingly, "We are like this, we have to be strong since we were young, and we have to get ahead in everything, and then because we are top-notch in everything, we were wronged in school, and we will never come out again, fortunately, when I graduated from high school, she was the same as before, I watched her grow up, I know her character, don't say anything." ”

"Mom! If you don't tell us so, you'll blame us! Ying Lan listened to her words and couldn't help but say, "Moreover, we are not qualified not to let you accompany you for the last two months!" ”

Shao Wenjuan waved her hand: "If you are filming with foreigners now, you can't delay such a glorious thing, I didn't say I wouldn't let her come back, when she comes back, she can still accompany me!" ”

"Grandma." Lu Sinian frowned, he could think that if he knew that his grandmother only had two months left, but no one told her, her emotions would definitely collapse, he knew that in such a heart, grandma was the most important, she could give up everything in exchange for grandma's health, so if he was allowed to hide it, he couldn't do it.

Thinking of this, he said slowly: "Grandma, this matter, forgive me for not being able to obey my fate. You are the most important person, when I was with her, I promised her that I must be honest with each other, no matter what the problem, we will solve it together, now, I can promise you not to tell her about chemotherapy, but if I don't even tell her about you have only two months left, she will definitely be sad and collapse, and when the time comes, she will not only lose you, but the most important person in her life, she will also question whether I can accompany her in the future, because I am not loyal enough. Speaking of this, Lu Sinian paused, stood up, and said, "So, I can't help you hide this from her." ”

Ying Lan also hurriedly responded: "Mom, what Xiao Lu said makes sense, if you really treat it like this, it is really too cruel, not only will she not be able to help you make the most important decision in your life, but she will not be able to accompany you on the last journey of your life, she will ...... in the future Not only will she blame us, but she will also blame herself, can you bear to watch her blame herself for the rest of her life? ”

"Okay then." Shao Wenjuan finally breathed a sigh of relief, and she couldn't help sighing, "But this matter is up to me." ”

"But......" Ying Lan still disagreed.

Shao Wenjuan looked at her: "Let me come and tell me, don't meddle in this matter." ”

"Okay." Lu Sinian bowed slightly and agreed to Shao Wenjuan's request.

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When Ying Ru received Shao Wenjuan's call, she couldn't help but be stunned: "Grandma, what's wrong with you?" Is there something uncomfortable? ”

Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Shao Wenjuan, only to hear Shao Wenjuan say with a smile: "If so, are you busy in the crew?" ”

"It's okay." Ying Ru smiled, "What's the matter, grandma?" ”

"When do you have time to come back, I have something to tell you." Shao Wenjuan said with a smile.

Hearing her words, a hint of foreboding suddenly rose in Ying Ruye's heart, and she subconsciously clenched the mobile phone in her hand: "Grandma, what happened?" Did the doctor say something? You wait for me, I'll take leave to fly back tomorrow. ”

"No hurry, no hurry." Shao Wenjuan smiled happily, "It's okay to come back when you have time, it's not a hurry." ”

After she and Shao Wenjuan ended the call, she immediately called Lu Sinian: "Si Nian, nothing happened in the hospital in the past two days, right?" ”

Lu Sinian was silent for a moment and said, "Grandma contacted you, right?" ”

"Yes. She asked me to go back and said she had something to tell me, and I was a little worried, did something happen to the hospital? ”

Lu Sinian pursed his lips, remembered Shao Wenjuan's entrustment, and said, "No, don't think about it, wait until you come back and listen to what grandma has to say." ”

After hanging up the phone with Lu Sinian, Ying Ru immediately went to Patrick and asked him for three days off.

It is not an easy thing to return to the emperor from Binyun Mountain, first of all, they have to take a car down the mountain, which is about a three-hour drive, and when they reach the foot of the mountain, they have to drive to the airport, which is another five-hour drive, and then take a plane back to the imperial capital, which is another six-hour flight, and after calculation, they are basically in a hurry for a day.

When he returned to the imperial capital, Ying Ru didn't have time to rest, and went straight to the hospital where his grandmother lived, and when he arrived at the hospital, he learned that his grandmother had been discharged two days ago.

"Hey, Si Nian, grandma has been discharged from the hospital?" There was coldness between Ying Ruye's eyebrows, it was impossible for Lu Sinian not to know about his grandmother's discharge from the hospital, but he didn't tell her.

Lu Sinian said: "Yes, this is what grandma won't let me say." ”

Ying Ru pursed her lips and said after a long while: "So you don't say anything?" ”

"I'm sorry." Lu Sinian said apologetically, he didn't want to hide it, but grandma asked him, the old man's plea, he couldn't help but agree, the main thing is not a matter of principle.

Ying Ru didn't have time to entangle this issue with Lu Sinian, so he drove over according to the address he gave.

When she arrived at the place, she found that her grandmother lived in Ying Lan's house.

Song Zhengcheng is now in the United States, so in the huge family, in addition to Ying Lan, it is grandma, and the dog named Niuniu that Ying Ru raised before was also brought here.

"If so, you're here?" Ying Lan saw that Ying Ru was coming, and said happily.

Ying Ru glanced at her coldly and said, "Okay, hide it from me." ”

At this time, Shao Wenjuan was sitting on the sofa watching TV, holding Niuniu in her arms, and when she saw Ying Ru coming, she patted her side happily: "If so, come, be grandma here." ”

Ying Ru swept away the coldness on his face and walked towards his grandmother.

The Niuniu in Shao Wenjuan's arms was so excited that she struggled to drill into Ying Ruye's arms, Ying Ru stretched out her hand and hugged it, only to see it comfortably crooked in her arms.

Seeing this, Shao Wenjuan couldn't help laughing and said: "The little thing with no conscience, it looks like it's back, and everything is going to pass, and I forgot who was so sticky to me just now!" ”

"Grandma." Ying Ru listened to Grandma's words, couldn't help but smile, stretched out her hand and pinched Niuniu's little paws, and asked, "Why did you get out of the hospital?" And you told me on the phone that you have something to tell me, what do you want to tell me? ”

Shao Wenjuan smiled lovingly, stretched out her hand to hold Ying Ruye's hand, and said, "If so, I asked Xiao Lu not to tell you the news of my discharge, you must be angry with Xiao Lu, right?" ”

Ying Ru listened to her words, lowered his head, and did not speak.

How can you not be angry, why don't you tell her when you are discharged from the hospital, send a message, make a phone call, is it difficult?

"The reason why I didn't let him tell you was because it had something to do with what I was going to tell you today." Shao Wenjuan said slowly, "If so, you have always been a smart child, and you have never let grandma worry about it over the years, grandma believes that you should have thought a lot about why grandma was discharged from the hospital on the way to here?" ”

Ying Ru pursed her lips, still didn't speak, one hand was held in the palm of Shao Wenjuan's hand, and the other hand unconsciously played with Niuniu's little paws.

Yes, grandma is right, since she knew that grandma was discharged from the hospital, on the way from the hospital, she has been thinking about it, she is not stupid, there are some things, you can guess it with a little thought, but she doesn't dare to think about it, and she doesn't even dare to answer what grandma asks, as if everything was just her conjecture, but once she responds to this matter, then this matter will come true.

Shao Wenjuan looked at the child she raised in front of her, and she didn't know her thoughts, so she couldn't help but sigh and said, "If so, I called you back today to tell you about it, grandma......"

Before she finished her words, Ying stood up suddenly: "I want to go to the toilet." ”

Niuniu in her arms was thrown on the sofa and was startled, it looked at Ying Ru's back and left, whimpered aggrievedly, and got into Shao Wenjuan's arms.

As soon as she arrived at the toilet, tears couldn't help but fall.

Grandma has been diagnosed for five years, to be honest, she knows that grandma can live until now, all of them are using various medical methods, drugs are hanging, otherwise, grandma will not be able to last so long.

However, there is an end to some things.

She wanted to escape, but she came to the pass, and she couldn't escape, thinking of this, she covered her face, trembling all over, and tears overflowed down her fingers.

Ying Lan stood outside the toilet and wanted to knock on the door, but hesitated for a while, but finally did not knock on the door.

She walked back to Shao Wenjuan's side, Shao Wenjuan sighed, and said, "Wait, if it's okay, she has grown up, and these things are what she has to face." ”